Oh. Don't try to make me jealous, Em... I watched her lipping a senior and then, she just walked off. Did a cute little dance too. This girl makes me want to strangle her and kiss her at the same time! The senior apparently enjoyed the hard on she just gave the both of us. The little dick, I wanted to pound his face in!
I know he's enjoying the show. I can feel his jealousy at the back of my neck. My chest tingled and my hairs stood up in anticipation and excitement. I told the guy to meet me tonight. To meet me in my home. I am taking him to 'My' house. A place where I sleep, do my morning stuff, and have sex. He is excited to be my next prospect.
He radiated with jealousy. I guess my plan got to him. It didn't back fire on me at all except the cutting. It wouldn't leave me alone. I still have long knives, short ones, fat ones, and thin ones all lined up in my room. No one needs to know about what I do except for me. I do not need another lecture. I live on my own now.
Fuck, I have to go home to my lousy ass step-dad and zombie mother who lets him do whatever he wants with her. I can't stand their shouting and fighting. I hope Jay offers me up a place. I need some place to stay again.
I like to hemorrhage my food. As in Anorexia, a dangerous medical and psychotic depression. It makes me even more sublime but I don't stop. I never do.
When I don't have what I want, I vomit.
He made fun of me along with Alex. He even smacked me in the face with 'hypocrite.' I hope what he did hurt. Because, I for one am like this because of him.