Author's Notes: Yeah, I have no excuse for why this is so late, Except for laziness and school. And the fact that I was majorly grounded. HAHA, No one ask. Anyway, I see that in some of the comments that you are wondering who Mika is. Well, for starters, the title of this chapter is called "Who Is Mika Lawliet" PART 1! That obviously means that there will be a part two in there eventually. This, my friends, is called a cliff hanger and opens the door for another part. I am deeply sorry for the confusion. Now, without any commercial interruptions, I give you…"Who is Mika Lawliet" PART 2!
*Yvette's Point of Vies*
I sat there on my bed thinking about that picture. Who was that girl and why does she look so much like me? Why does she have the same color eyes and hair as me? Is she my aunt or something? I could hear Watari and Daddy fighting in the kitchen from my bedroom. I knew what they were fighting about, and it was obvious that daddy was really considering giving me back to my mom. I could tell by the way they were arguing.
"I can't do this anymore Watari. This has to end now…..." Dad said
" …about her now? You weren't thinking about her feelings at all! This was all about you….." Watari said back
"…I guess I'll just have to deal with this straight on and tell her." Dad said back
The way he yelled at me was scary, as if he was waiting for the right time to freak out and send me back. It's like he planned on it all along. He only took me for the 2 years to humor me and not look bad in front of everyone he works with, and everyone was in on it. I bunched up on my bed tearing up. I couldn't stop crying no matter how hard I tried. My own father was more the likely going to give me back to my mom and wasn't going to think much of it. I shouldn't have come here. I don't want to be here anymore. I want to go home.
*L's point of view*
"I can't do this anymore Watari." I was looking down at my feet feeling very sick to my stomach for what I had just done to my daughter. What I said to her, and the way I scared her like that, she probably hates me. "I have to end this now and tell her the truth about that girl." I looked up at Watari and sacredly looked down. I knew he was very angry and I was deathly scared.
"Are you sure this is about her now? You weren't thinking about her feeling at all! This was all about you and what YOU wanted! You wanted to keep Mika out of your life for not telling you that you two had a child. YOU didn't think that maybe someday that Yvette might be curious about her mother!? She was going to ask you someday and you know that!"
I walked over to the couch slowly and sat down. He was right about everything. I wasn't thinking about Yvette at all. I was only thinking of the past. I was so upset about everything that has happened that I forgot about my life right now. I have a six year old child and she needs me right now. I haven't been much of a father to her, and I need to fix that right now. "Well then, I guess I'll just have to deal with this straight on and tell her the truth about Mika." My throat got really dry at the mentioning of her name. I really didn't want to do this right now. I planned on this in the future when Yvette was much older and able to understand things like this better, but it came to back to haunt me. "It's obvious that she might already have a clue who Mika is. They look so similar that it's scary."
Watari came over to me to sit next to me. It was time for another mentor/prodigy talk again. "Ryusaki, this is so unlike you. I would think one would have a reason for keeping this secret from our only child." He looked at me with examining eyes Watari was the only person in this world that I was afraid of. He pretty much raised me. He knew all my strengths and weaknesses. If he wanted to, he could rid the agency of L, and take over. He had so much power over me that it was scary, but he is the only man I would trust to have it.
"I wanted to wait until Yvette was older, maybe ten years older. I wanted her to be able to understand things better before I added more to her fire." I bunched up in a ball ready to start to tear up when Watari placed a hand on my shoulder. I relaxed and stopped myself from crying. "Please go and bring me my daughter. I need to tell her something very important."
"As you wish Ryusaki." He go up from the couch and proceeded to walk to Yvette's room. I sat there thinking about how this is going to work. I didn't want to hide this from her; I wanted her to be old enough to understand. Yvette isn't a normal child. She is smarter than most children her age, but she is still a child and I want her to have that. I never had it, and even I know I'm messed up. I want better for my daughter.
After a few minutes, Watari came back with a little envelope in his hands. It was pink and had a lot of black marker stains on it. "Miss Yvette left this for me to give to you."
I took the envelope and slowly opened it. I took out a tiny note.
"I hat you Ryusaki. Gudbye Forevur"
"Watari, what does this note mean?" I asked as I set it down on the coffee table. I had a felling. I already knew what it meant, but I was hoping that Watari could prove me wrong. Please just let me be wrong this one time in my life. Please. Please. Please.
The one bad thing about me is that I was never wrong.
"Ryusaki, Yvette ran away"
