Hey guys, forgot to do the disclaimer which i dont own anything related to naruto. The story is rated M because im paranoid and there is some drug use, graphic sences and make outs that may turn to lemons. Every one is ooc and its very AU. ENJOY!

The group of friends were at the park by Sasuke's apartment; Sakura was laying on Sasuke while he was whispering naughty things to her, TenTen was feeding her pet squirrel, , and Hinata was talking with Naruto and her clay owl, Clay. The day seemed fine when one of the tablet's alarm went off; Sasuke grabbed it and clicked on one of the windows and brought up the feed from one of the security cameras they set up all over town. It showed Military vehicles entering the town. The group gathered into a circle and placed the tablets together and it formed a teleport hole each jumped in falling into their base which was TenTen's basement.

"What do they want, hopefully they don't have any word on us. Sasuke what signals are they sending and receiving and Sakura can you see what they are up to." Naruto asked

" They're signals coming from every direction, I can't tell what they are there are too many. Now its up to Sakura to figure it out." Everyone looked at at Sakura who was now staring into space and deep in thought.

Sakura opened her eyes to find herself in an interrogation room and looked around. The place seemed to be filled with smoke and fog and the people in front of her were blurry; the image became clearer and she could see a girl, herself was sitting in the chair at the table. Slowly she started to see the guy demanding answers about her group. By now the entire scene was now clear; a military officer was yelling at her demanding answers and where the group was, he was about in his late twenties, about six foot five very tall, had blonde hair and he had a square like face, herself was crying and shaking like she was hurt by something and she looked a mess, hair disheveled makeup smudge all over her face and her clothes her torn to bits, her wrist and arms bleeding, she looked like a human skeleton.

The group was focused on Sakura who was now shaking and crying but still in the trance. Sasuke came up behind her and hugged her tightly, hoping that would get her to release the trance.

Sakura felt her arms go to her sides and she couldn't move them she wanted to panic but she smelled a very familiar scent of vanilla and sugar, it was the perfume that she got for Sasuke as a joke but because she loved the scent so much he wore it for her. Sakura took a deep breath and closed her eyes calming down and when she opened her eyes up again the only thing she see was Sasuke wrapped all the way around her tightly.

Sasuke opened his eyes when he felt a hug back and pulled away slightly to look down at Sakura who was now in his lap. He looked directly into her bright blue eyes, he loved to call sapphires, with his bright green ones that she loved to call emeralds and noticed tears in hers. He reached up and wiped her tears away causing her to smile and lean into them.

" Sakura you saw something, we know you no matter how painful it is you have to tell us we need to know, ok?" Naruto said sternly but gently, Sakura nodded understanding what was going on. She stood up and looked them all in the eye and said 'I will be caught and you guys won't' and that was the only thing she had said before she fainted in which Sasuke caught her.

The group was watching Sakura , who was now laying on Sasuke, sleep; she had worn herself out and passed out. The group was really worried about her especially Sasuke, when he had picked her up she was way too light for him that he almost launched her. They decided to weigh her to find her at a low 95 pounds, Sasuke was shocked and ripped off her clothes to her undergarments to find it wasn't just her arm that was filled with cuts, her body was covered in small and large cut each one was covered dried blood all over them.

Sasuke was upset with Sakura that she did this but he was mostly upset with himself that he couldn't help her that he had let her fall to this again. He looked at her face, she looked so peaceful sleeping but now he realized how much she hated herself and saw the paleness in her face and how her bones stuck out. The others left to go keep an eye out on the government people who were poking around. He felt a few tears fall but didn't care he had failed her. He felt movement on top of him and looked at Sakura who was now awake and looking up at him with worried eyes.

"What's wrong Sasuke, did I do something wrong?" Sakura asked with a worried look in her eyes

"No you did nothing wrong, It was me I failed Sakura i couldn't save you out of this darkness. I'm sorry Sakura Im not the man for you." Sasuke said with more tears in his eyes, Sakura gasped at him and hugged him tightly, she knew what he was talking about. Sakura calmed him to a silent shake, Sasuke raised his head and looked her in the eyes and asked 'Why?'.

"I do this to discipline myself so I can be the perfect girl for you. Every time I feel that I have made a mistake in anyway I cut or starve myself as a punishment to make sure I don't make the mistake again. I do it so you have the most perfect lover." Sakura said with tears in her eyes, Sasuke looked up and wiped her tears away and said,

"You're perfect already to me but doing this is like hurting me yourself,okay. How about this every time I find a cut on you or that you don't eat I'm gonna beat the shit out of myself." Sakura was shocked, he had gotten out of hitting himself just before he met her.

"I won't do anything anymore just don't hurt yourself please." Sakura begged him, Sasuke looked into her eyes and just smiled, he leaned down and plant a gentle kiss on her lips.

TenTen, Hinata, and Naruto were thinking about what Sakura said and thinking of a way to keep her with them. The government vehicles seem to have been just passing through, the only problem is that Sakura's visions have no time or date so they can never tell when it will happen. Finally all of the vehicles had left south for the border they hope when Sasuke and Sakura walked in both had wet hair and new set of clothes. TenTen smirked know what happened when Sakura had woken up while Naruto was glaring at Sasuke and gagging at the thought of what Sasuke and his younger sister did in the shower and Hinata was laughing at the face that Naruto was making. Sakura sat down on one of the chairs in front of a monitor for one of the security cameras and pulled out an E-cig ( an electronic cigarette) and started to relax. Sasuke smirked at his girl and picked her up out of the chair took the E-cig, she was now starting to get mad when he sat down with her in his lap and holding the E-cig for her. TenTen rolled her eyes, picked up her pet rodent and left the room starting to regret staying single while Naruto and Hinata had already left to who knows where.

"You know have something really fun in my room if you want to go try." Sasuke asked seductively and evilly causing Sakura to smirk and blush at the same time.

"Well what are we waiting for show me what it is." Sakura got up and started running to their quarters in the base. Sasuke smirked and chased after her, he got to the room he found Sakura on the bed with no jacket on and her arm full of cuts showing causing him to tense up, he took a breath and walked over to the nightstand.

The room wasn't bland at all there were posters of bands everywhere and the walls have a black and purple color scheme and the bed had silk sheets that, which Sakura just bought, are full of different types of purple and blacks. Sasuke also noticed that she was only in her under garments with the silk sheets wrapped around her, he pulled a sandwich baggy out if the draw and in was some white crystals and pills.

"What's that and0.

what are we going to do with it." Sakura asked with a confused look on her face, Sasuke smirked at this.

"Come on its activated with hot water so want to get in the hot tub?" Devan asked in a sexy vocie and with a smirk on his face. Sakura blushed hard and noded.