I am so so so sorry for the delay. I was unexpectedlybusy on Friday and Saturday. I was also planningon splitting this into two chapter but at the last minute I decided to keep it one. Better late than never I suppose.

Any hope everyone enjoys :)

**!TRIGGER WARNING: RAPE!**

The next morning, Sunday, Emily was feeling refreshed and happy. She knew that as soon as she got on a plane to go home that would all change but for right now it felt great.

She got out of bed and changed her clothes before padding down the stairs and into the kitchen to have breakfast with her mother.

Elizabeth had the cook make a big breakfast even though it was just the two of them. While they were eating Emily told her mother that she would like to be on a plane after lunch.

It would be sad to see her daughter go, for once, but Elizabeth knew that Emily had a life elsewhere. So after breakfast she arranged for a plane to be ready for Emily, whenever she was ready to go.

The morning went quick and before she knew it Emily was bidding her goodbye.

"Thanks for everything mom, I had a good time." Emily said.

"Anytime Emily, you're always welcome." Elizabeth replied before doing something that surprised them both. She reached out and gave her daughter a hug. Emily was shocked at first but then hugged her back harder.

Emily didn't know how long the hug lasted but she knew it held much more meaning than a simple hug goodbye.

"Have a good flight home." Elizabeth said as she released her daughter from their heavy hug and watched her walk down the steps towards the limo.

Emily laughed. "How could I not? I have a whole plane to myself."

Elizabeth smiled and laughed as Emily closed the door of the limo after shooing a man in an expensive suit away.

On the drive to the airport her mother's laughter filled her ears. When she was growing up she could count on one hand how many times she had heard her mother laugh but now after the few days they had spent together Emily was sure she wouldn't be able to keep track anymore.

When she got to the airplane at the airport she once again got settled on the plane and waited for it to be over. She slept and read a book until finally the plane landed in Virginia once again.

When she got to her car she turned on her phone for the first time since Friday afternoon and was immediately met with 15 missed texts and 6 missed calls from Jason, Will and JJ, most of them were from Will.

She sent a text to Jason apologizing and explaining where she had been. She didn't bother texting JJ, figuring she would see her tomorrow at work. Finally she sent a vague text to Will explaining where she had been.

Once all that was done she started her car and left the airport. It was a little after four in the afternoon so she had enough time to get a shower and cook herself something for supper before going to bed.

When she opened the door to her apartment she scooped up Sergio, who had met her at the door, and knocked on her neighbors door to thank her for taking care of him.

When that was done she went back into her apartment and took a long shower. It calmed her tense muscles and relaxed her even though all she could think about was the mess that she called her life.

She changed the subject in her head to what she would cook for her supper. Finally she settled on Chinese takeout. She usually decided on that but tonight she had the excuse of being tired.

She got out of the shower and put on a tank top and some baggy sweat pants. She called the takeout place and cuddled Sergio while she waited.

There was a knock at the door and she thought it was the delivery person but when she opened the door it was Will.

"Hey babe." He said before kissing her quickly. "I was worried about you."

She moved in order to let him in and replied. "Yeah sorry about that, I just needed a mini vacation."

"I understand." He said, even though he didn't. He watched her walk around the living room, straightening up pillows and bending over to pick up a book that was on the floor. Even in baggy pants he could see the ass he had come to love. "I missed your body too."

"I kind of figured." She said with a smile. "I ordered Chinese if you want to stay."

"You must be a mind reader, I was just about to ask." He said as he walked over to her and wrapped his hands around her waist.

"I must be." She managed to say before Will pulled her against his body and kissed her. He fell back on the couch, making Emily straddle him but she wasn't complaining, at least her body wasn't.

His hands wandered under her shirt and caressed her stomach before going to cup her boobs. She moaned as he bit her bottom lip and pulled on her hair slightly.

She could feel his erection growing beneath her and grinded herself on it. She was so turned on already since they hadn't been together since the office party, so she didn't need much encouragement from Will.

Just as they were about to remove each other's shirt there was a knock at the door. Emily groaned and it took everything in her to remove herself from Will to go answer the door.

She quickly paid the guy and all but slammed the door in the poor kids face. She placed the food on the island in the kitchen with the intension on returning to Will until she saw the flowers. The flowers that Jason had given her before there date. She ran a hand through her hair and cursed under breath. There was no way she could have sex with Will now.

"Can we eat first?" She asked from the kitchen.

Will thought for a second, he didn't really want to but he figured Emily was hungry from being stuck on a plane all day.

"Yeah sure." He replied as he got off the couch.

When he entered the kitchen Emily was busy putting food onto their plates. It didn't take long for his eyes to fall on the bouquet of flowers. "Nice flowers, who are they from?" He asked.

Emily froze. She hadn't even thought to hide them from him, no point in trying now so she lied. "I just bought them for myself, I thought this place could use some life."

Will was satisfied with that answer until he found a card that had no doubt come with the flowers. He read it once and then again and then a third time to make sure he had read it right.

"You went on a date with Jason?" Will asked.

"Why would you ask that?" Emily asked, looking up at him for the first time since he entered the room.

Will held up the little card between his index and middle finger. "Oh, right that. Yeah I did but it was bad. I completely forgot about it, that's how bad it was." Emily's heart was beating so fast it felt like it was fighting to get out of her chest.

"Good." Will muttered under his breath.

Emily didn't know if she was supposed to hear it or not but she did. "Are you glad my date went terrible?" She asked straitening her back and taking on a defensive stance.

Will looked at her for a second before replying. "I'm not glad you had a bad time, I'm just glad it didn't go further. Jason is a good friend of mine but I know that his intentions aren't always good."

Emily didn't know how to process this information. She didn't know Jason very well so she couldn't side with Will but she also couldn't defend Jason.

On the other hand she knew Will very well. She was pretty sure that he was just saying that to keep her away from Jason, but there also was a small chance that Will was telling the truth and although it was a microscopic chance it was still something to consider.

"Are you mad at me for going on a date?" Emily asked once she noticed Will's change in posture and the way he shifted his weight from one side to the other and tapped the card on the island.

"Of course I'm not." Will said confidently but years of interrogating suspects told Emily that he was lying through his teeth. "I just don't want you to get hurt by him, that's all. He is known to string women along and use them until he kicks them to the curb and moves on to another."

Emily was bringing the food over to that table as he talked. She couldn't believe what she was hearing, did he even hear what he was saying? "Jason sounds awfully familiar."

Will walked over to the table and sat down with Emily, he had heard what she had said but didn't quite get it, which was clear by the look he gave her.

"Are you kidding me?" Emily asked in disbelief. "You don't know anyone who is using me and dragging me along behind them? You don't know anyone who, depending on their mood, decides to fuck my brains out or ignore me like I don't exist?"

He knew she was obviously talking about him but her tone was surprisingly calm so he didn't know if she was mad or not. "I don't string you along Em, we have sex that's it. End of story, no strings."

Emily stared at him in disbelief. "End of story? Are you fucking kidding me?" She said raising her voice and finally showing that she was angry. She got up from the table and put her still full plate in the sink. "You do realize that you sound impossibly stupid right now, right?"

Will didn't like being called stupid and Emily knew it. Will kept his cool as Emily stood behind the kitchen island and continued to yell. "You just got pissed at me for going on a date. You just lied to me about one of your closest friends in hopes that I wouldn't want to see him anymore."

Will watched from the other side of the room as Emily's anger rose. He should be extremely mad at her and although he was mad he was much more aroused. He loved when Emily got fiery and mad at him, she looked sexy as hell. Although he could do without her calling him so many names, that was a bit of a mood killer.

One statement pulled him from his thoughts and fantasies. "Maybe I should just tell JJ that you've been fucking me and probably other women on the side!" She screamed.

Emily's anger took her by surprise. She knew that tonight wasn't the sole cause of her anger but rather it was months and months of buried anger coming out at once.

That statement filled Will with fear and anger in seconds. He threw his fork on the table and rose to his feet. "You wouldn't fucking dare."

Emily's challenging smirk accompanied by her saying, "Oh, really? You clearly don't know me." Was the last straw for Will.

He crossed the kitchen in seconds and pushed her against the counter and got in her face. "If you even think about telling JJ, you'll regret it."

Emily wasn't scared of Will, she knew how strong he was and knew what he was capable of. From the assessments she was doing in her head she wasn't in a lot of danger.

"Don't push your luck." Emily said calmly, too calmly.

"Don't push yours." Will said, pushing his body harder against hers.

Although he was extremely mad he was also still extremely turned on. Emily's face had turned red from anger and her deep breathing reminded him of when he slammed into her so hard that she couldn't moan or form words, just breathe.

He felt his erection grow in his jeans and wondered if Emily felt it too.

His question was answered when she asked in a disgusted tone. "Are you seriously getting turned on from this?"

"Yeah and you're going to do something about it." Will demanded, not leaving her any room to protest.

That didn't stop her though. "No I'm fucking not." She said firmly, putting her hands on his chest to try and push him away.

Will pushed himself harder against her and pinned both of her hands on either side of her. "Yes. You. Are." He said through gritted teeth.

Emily knew he was serious and fuming with anger but she didn't care. There was no chance in hell that she was going to have sex with him willingly.

Will had her effectively restrained though, his weight pushed against her and her hands unable to move an inch. She was in a pickle but she would wait for her opportunity.

Will didn't bother trying to kiss her or get her ready for him, he didn't care anymore. He wasn't leaving her apartment until they had sex, whether she was willing or not was a minor detail that he didn't care about.

Will's anger not only came from Emily going on a date with Jason but also from the fact the he couldn't get her out of his head. He couldn't go to work without thinking about bending her over his desk. He couldn't have sex with his wife without wishing it was her instead. He couldn't live his life anymore without wanting her all to himself.

Will grabbed at Emily's shirt and pulled it apart, ripping it only slightly but enough to see her cleavage.

"Will stop." Emily said, without panic or anger in her voice. When she didn't get a reply from him she tried to catch his eyes. "Seriously Will."

Will removed Emily's shirt and took off her bra along with it. He watched the rise and fall of her chest as her breathing picked up. He cupped her boobs and squeezed them in his hands. He licked a path from the valley between them to each nipple, paying special attention to each one.

Emily made sounds of protest above him but even Will could tell they were pretty forced and weak. "Don't act like you don't like it, I know you do." Will whispered in her ear.

In truth Emily didn't know if she liked it or not. Her body reacted to his touches but her mind was screaming at her to punch him out. She could feel her body slowly winning over her mind.

Will put one hand around her neck and grinded his erection into her pelvis slowly and deliberately. "Feel that?" Will whispered. "You're going to make it feel so good."

He continued to taunt her as he unbuckled and pulled down her pants. He forced her legs apart so he could slowly massage her damp folds.

Her teeth sunk down into her lower lip to suppress her moans of pleasure. She hated the fact that he knew her body so well and she hated that he knew how to get her worked up. She couldn't pretend that she wasn't enjoying what he was doing, they both knew very well that she was.

Will unbuckled his pants and pushed them to the ground. He dragged one of her hands, that he was still restraining, and pulled it down so she was touching him through his boxers.

"Play nice." He warned quietly.

Emily wasn't an idiot, she knew what was going to happen. She knew that one way or another they were going to have sex. She was having flashbacks from her past and she was desperately trying to remember how she managed to deal with what it.

She decided to go with it, not willingly but not necessarily fighting back. She would have sex with him but she would make it apparent to him that she was not enjoying herself, she was a woman after all she could fake it.

She massaged him through his boxers just like he wanted and eventually he let go of her hand.

"Good girl." He purred in her ear. Emily rolled her eyes, she hated him so much at that moment.

Will was still probing at her, teasing her clit, sucking her nipples and inserting his fingers in her wet folds every now and then. He knew she was ready for him, well her body was anyway.

"Turn around." Will ordered but Emily stayed still which Will did not like that at all. He grabbed her hand making it stop and got inches away from her face. "Now Emily, bend over." He said harshly, that made Emily internally flinch.

When she still didn't move Will growled and grabbed her hips and pushed on them until she turned around and then pushed on her back to make her bend over.

He got rid of her panties quickly and entered her from behind. She gasped out of sheer shock, nothing more.

Will didn't wait for a sigh or a moan begging him to move, he simply kept a firm grasp on her hips and slammed home again and again.

Emily squeezed her eyes tight and waited. Waited for him to come to his senses. Waited for him to realize what he was doing. Waited for it to be over.

She bit her lip hard but some gasps and low moans still managed to escape. She was only human for Christ sake. She had been willingly having sex with him for almost six months so her body was accustomed to his movements and his techniques, as was his, so deep down she knew it felt good even if she didn't convey it on the outside.

Will was whispering demands, taunts and what she would have once classified as dirty talk in her ear but she didn't bother listening.

She was too caught up in her own thoughts. She didn't know where it came from but ever since he first thrusted into her flashbacks from her teenage years came rushing back to her.

Parties, drinking, boys, short dresses, drugs and lies came flooding through her like it had all happened yesterday. It made a chill go through her body, which Will took as a sign of pleasure.

Maybe it was because she wasn't facing him or maybe it was how rough and careless he was being but it just didn't feel like she was having sex with Will. It could have been any guy she had slept with when she was in high school, they all meshed into one after a while. Kevin, Sam, Johnny, Jones, Michael, Ben, Nick or Christian, take your pick they were all the same.

"Cum for me." Will demanded.

"No." Emily said firmly in-between suppressed moans.

Will pulled on her hair roughly so she was standing straight and slammed into her particularly hard before stopping altogether and wrapping his arm around her neck. "Wrong answer babe. You will cum for me if you know what's good for you and don't fake it because I'll know." He said harshly before resuming.

Christian was the one who was a big dirty talker, or was it Johnny? No Johnny was the one who sent pictures of her giving him a blowjob to the entire school.

Emily kept it together as he pushed in and out of her. One of Will's hands made its way down her body squeezing her nipples and ghosting over her taunt stomach until he made his way to her clit. He pinched it causing a moan of sheer pleasure to take over her before she could stop it.

It felt so good she knew she couldn't hold it for much longer. More moans and groans were escaping her lips more frequently and Will smirked to himself, he knew she was close and it was a good thing because he was close too.

Was it Kevin or Ben that called her a dirty whore all the time? Michael or Nick that invited her to a party to try and get her to have a five some with him and his friends?

"Say my name when you cum for me." Will demanded as he felt his balls get heavier.

"Over my dead body." Emily said through gritted teeth.

It was Sam and Jones who tied her to one of their beds in their dorm room and took turns having sex with her before inviting some of their other friends over to have sex with her while they filmed it.

Will squeezed her nipple and clit at the same time and effectively triggered her orgasm. "Fucking hell." Emily groaned as her head fell against the counter in pleasurable defeat.

Will felt her pussy contract and release around his dick and he knew it was a real orgasm.

He felt himself lose control and after a few more powerful thrusts he stared up at the ceiling and came into her again and again.

Once he had caught his breath he removed himself from her but she didn't move.

"Thanks babe, that was great."

Emily stood up straight before turning to face him swiftly. "Get the fuck out of my apartment you disgusting sleaze ball. I should fucking report you for rape!" She screamed, inches from his face once again. "You are so lucky that telling JJ would hurt her more than you because if it was the other way around you wouldn't have even had that opportunity."

Will stood still for a second before pulling up his pants and turning around to leave. He didn't know if he wanted their relationship to be over but he also wanted his life back and he knew he couldn't have both. Besides after what he had just did to her he was surprised he was still breathing.

He went to the front door and opened it before turning back to see where Emily was. She was still in the kitchen but she had moved so she could see him leave. He looked at her eyes for a brief second before leaving muttering, "Stupid whore." Under his breath, that of course Emily managed to hear.

Once the door closed she rushed over to it and locked it quickly. She let out a sigh of relief as she leaned her back against the door. She walked over to the kitchen and threw the rest of the food in the trash along with the dishes. She wanted to throw everything that Will had touched in the trash, including herself.

She ran a hand threw her hair and tried to block out the living nightmares that were still flowing through her head. She felt a tear roll down her check as she tried but failed to ignore the fact that Will had called her a stupid whore and the fact that he was just another name to add to her growing list or terrible men that had used her throughout her life. She thought he was different but as it turned out he was just like the others. It made her want to scream and cry at the same time until she was blue in the face. She felt defeated for the first time in her adult life and it was not a nice feeling.

She somehow made it to the couch and curled up into a ball and cried. She didn't know if she was madder at Will or herself. She had let him do that to her and she wouldn't be able to tell anyone why. She just retreated, let him do whatever he wanted just like she had when she was a teenager. She hated herself when she was a teenager and it disgusted her that she would go back to such a dark time in her life.

It was funny, in a way, because she had hoped and prayed that one day she would be able to end things with Will but now that the day had finally arrived it didn't feel as great as she thought it would.

She didn't ever want to move, eat or think ever again. She couldn't even bring herself to the fact that she had a full day of work tomorrow. How the hell was she going to pretend like everything was ok?

She laid on the couch and thought carefully about her next move, what the fuck was so going to do?

I want to thank Lexie for her help with the last chapter, she really got me out of a pickle and got Emily into one. I also want to thank everyone who left a review on the last chapter and to the people who sent me absolutely lovely PM's, it really does brighten my day and I appreciate more than I can say.