Here it is my lovely's, sorry it's a few hours late but that's better than it being a few days late. Updates should be a little more predictable because the semester is over for me on Tuesday! Thank the heavens.

Also, I fixed the first part of chapter 23 so if you haven't read that yet you can.

Emily woke up sometime late Saturday afternoon, alone and lonely. She missed the days when she was able to be alone and not have the overwhelming feeling of loneliness. She laid in bed pretty much all day and only got up when she had to use the bathroom or eat something.

She had been texting Jason throughout the day though so that managed to keep her sane and even made her laugh a few times. He had wanted to go on another date sometime that day but Emily lied and said she wasn't feeling well.

When she lied to Jason she hated herself. Even though Jason believed her Emily knew this was the first of undoubtedly many lies to come. She had wanted this relationship to be different. But with the lying about the reason she couldn't have sex with him and lying about the reason she was bed ridden for the weekend it seemed like this relationship was just like all the others.

Emily spent the majority of the day trying to decide if she was going to stay in Virginia or not. It was something she had been casually contemplating for a while but recent events had pushed it to her main focus.

Did she want to risk staying in Virginia? JJ was for sure going to talk to Garcia and probably a few others and Emily wasn't mad about that she just acknowledged that it complicated things. Some of her friends may not want to be her friends anymore and that could really suck especially if those friends were people she worked with. People she was supposed to trust her life with.

That in itself brought up another issue. How could she work with JJ ever again? If it came down to a life or death situation would she be able to trust JJ or would JJ even consider trusting her? It was a scary thought that could eventually lead to an even scarier reality.

If things stayed the same Emily didn't see how she would be able to live in Virginia or work at the BAU in the future.

But before making any rash life changing decisions Emily decided to wait it out as long as possible and see how next week went at work. Then, by the end of next week she would be able to make an informed decision.

Emily curled up in bed with Sergio and slept through the rest of the day and most of the night.

JJ had a very similar day to Emily's, although hers wasn't as pathetic. She had slept at her mother's house in her childhood bedroom.

When she woke up the next morning her mother brought her coffee in bed and the two talked about what had happened.

"Good morning." Sandy said gently as she pushed open the door to her daughter's old room.

"Morning." JJ mumbled still half asleep. Sandy smiled to herself, JJ was never a morning person. Some things never change.

"I brought you some coffee. I didn't wake you up did I?" She asked.

"No I've been up for a while." JJ reassured and then thanked her mother for the coffee.

The two fell silent. JJ knew her mother had come in to ask her what was going on because JJ had lived with her mother for almost 20 years and she had never brought her coffee or breakfast in bed before. That being said JJ was not going to be the one to speak first. If her mother wanted to know then she was going to have to ask.

JJ had to wait until almost half of her coffee was gone however, before her mother spoke again.

"So I take it things didn't work out at Emily's?" Sandy asked. "Did you not like it there?"

"No I liked it there just fine." JJ replied. "But as it turns out so did Will. He liked it there a little too much." JJ spat.

Sandy let out a big sigh. It didn't take a genius to piece things together. "I'm sorry JJ."

"You've got nothing to be sorry for mom. Unless you were over there cheering them on and I highly doubt that."

"So what is your next move?" Sandy asked her daughter.

"I guess just to do my job and hang around her until you kick me out."

Sandy laughed a little. "I'll never kick you out sweetheart."

"You did when I was 20." JJ smiled.

"I did not." Her mother defended. "You wanted to move out so me and your father helped you get started."

JJ laughed. "Yeah by putting half of my stuff out on the front step when I came home late from a party."

Her mother laughed with her. "Just to clear my name a little it was mostly you're father and his only motive was that he thought you were drinking. He felt really bad when he found out you were late because you were driving all your drunk friends home."

JJ smiled because she remembered it like it was yesterday. "Yeah, last time I tried to be responsible."

The two finished continued to talk about JJ when she was a teenager as they finished their coffee. It wasn't until JJ heard story after story that JJ realized what a straight-laced, goody two shoes she had been.

"God, I was such a good teenager. You and dad must have been bored out of your minds."

"We were proud of you. We still are." Sandy said quietly.

JJ's heart melted at the thought of her father looking down at her and being proud of her.

"So what are you up to today?" Sandy asked pulling JJ from her thoughts.

"I don't know honestly. I don't have a whole lot of energy or motivation to do anything."

"Understandable." Sandy replied. "But if you want I can call Will and ask him to bring Henry over again and we could go to the park or something.

"That would be great." JJ said with a big smile. That was exactly what she needed to get out of the slump she was in.

"Awesome. I'll call Will right after lunch." Sandy said as she got off JJ's bed. She took JJ's mug along with her own and left the room.

Just as she said she would Sandy called Will after they ate and Will agreed to bring Henry over. JJ hid upstairs when Will dropped their son off. She knew that she needed to talk to Will eventually but she didn't have the energy to deal with him so she hid.

JJ spent the rest of the day with her smiling son and she loved every minute of it. They played outside on the play set that her mother had bought when he was born and then they ate supper together.

When Will came to pick Henry up at the end of the day JJ hid in the adjoining room so she could hear what they were saying.

"He wasn't too much trouble was he?" Will asked.

"No he was delightful as always." Sandy reassured.

"Good, I'm glad you two had a good day together. And thank you for taking him for the day. It's a little difficult to take care of him all the time by myself. He's quite the handful but we're managing." Will rambled.

"That's good to hear." Sandy replied. "I'm sure things will calm down soon."

"I hope so. Good night Mrs. Jareau." Will said as he walked down the steps with his now sleeping son in his arms.

"Good night Will." Sandy replied before closing the door. "Ok honey he's gone." She called out.

JJ walked out from the hall and into the living room with her mother. She was once again bummed out that Henry had to leave but there wasn't much she could do about it right now.

Her mother opened up a bottle of wine and the two talked about what JJ was going to do next. They talked about JJ getting her own place and tried to figure out what she could afford.

JJ turned in early in an effort to have enough energy to wake up before noon the next morning but it didn't work.

She woke up at eleven but had no energy to do anything but lie there. She was drained emotionally and mentally and the changes in her life in the near future were enough to make her want to sleep forever.

Her mother had mentioned having to do something for work so JJ was home alone all day with her thoughts and she discovered that the peace and quiet she had once dreamed for was not as great as she thought.

Emily's Sunday however was quite different than JJ's. Having spent the majority of Saturday sleeping she decided to get out of bed. She only made it to the couch but Emily thought of it as a small victory.

She convinced herself to eat a real breakfast and to get a shower, which made her feel a little better.

After lunch her cell phone rang and instead of ignoring it like she planned to instinct flew in and she answered it quickly.

"Hello?" She answered.

"Hey Em, it's Jason."

"Oh, hi. What's up?" Emily asked nervously.

"I fell like asking you the same. We've barely talked since Sunday morning." Jason replied. Thankfully he didn't sound angry because that was the last thing Emily needed.

"Yeah I know. I'm really sorry about that Jason. Things just got a little more hectic in my life."

"I didn't know that was possible." Jason joked and caused Emily to laugh. Jason smiled at her laugh because it was beautiful and he didn't get to hear it often.

"You and me both."

"Listen I know it's kind of late notice but I was wondering if you would be interested in going out to dinner with me tonight?" Jason asked nervously.

Emily thought for a second. She was kind of getting bored just sitting around and there was still time to get ready. "Sure that sounds great." Emily replied. "But nothing too fancy." She warned.

"Rodger that. I'll see you at six." Jason said before hanging up.

If he was coming at six that gave her almost three hours to get ready but he often came early so it was closer to two hours.

Emily went upstairs to get ready. She started with dark jeans and a blue tank top. She picked out short black boots and a black cardigan to wear over the tank top. She also grabbed a long jacket before leaving her closet and laying all her clothes out on her bed.

She started took off her sweat pants and oversized Yale sweater and suddenly she was left with the same choice she had last week: Lingerie or not? She stood there for a minute trying to decide.

After looking herself over in the mirror she decided not to wear lingerie but to at least match her underwear and bra. She walked over to her dresser and pulled out a simple black bra with some lace trim and a matching thong.

She went into the bathroom to straighten her hair and put on some makeup. She pushed away the guilt that she still had resting on her shoulders. She had been moping around for the past 2 days and she just wanted a few hours to forget about it.

After she was finished getting ready she went downstairs to make sure Sergio had food and water. She looked at the clock and saw that it was almost 5:30 so Jason should be there any minute.

While Emily was getting a glass of water there was a knock at her door. She walked over and opened it.

She greeted Jason and he leaned in to give her a quick kiss. "You look great." He complimented as he walked in to Emily's apartment.

"Thanks. We can go in a minute, do you want something to drink?" Emily asked while she returned to the kitchen.

"Water would be great." Jason replied and when she handed him a glass he thanked her.

"So where are we going?" She asked after a moment of silence.

"Just a restaurant, nothing too fancy as per your request."

"Alright let's get a move on then." Emily said with a smile.

"Yes ma'am." Jason replied with a stupid smile across his face.

Emily smiled as they walked out of her apartment hand in hand. They got in a cab and rode out the 15 minutes that it took to get to the restaurant.

They ate at a nice restaurant and because it early it wasn't too crowded. Emily had chicken and Jason ordered steak and they shared a bottle of wine.

Emily was always amazed at how easily she got along with Jason. They never seemed to run out things to talk about and they had only gotten in one fight and it wasn't a big deal because it was about football. She was really starting to care about him, which was a feeling she hadn't felt since high school.

Jason paid for their meal and the two decided to walk for a bit. Hand in hand they walked down the road to no particular place.

Jason had just finished telling her a story about himself and his younger sister when they were little. They were playing hide and go seek with their parents and Jason tricked his sister, Jessica into hiding in the washing machine. He then proceeded to pretend that he didn't know where she was hiding and she stayed in the washing machine for over an hour.

Emily laughed. "That's terrible."

Jason was laughing too. "Yeah I got grounded for at least a week and I wasn't allowed to have any of my own birthday cake the next day."

"You poor baby." Emily said in a fake sad voice.

"Sometimes it still hurts." Jason said as he tried to force his voice to sound sad instead of bubbling with laughter.

Emily stopped walking and stood in front of Jason. "Here let me kiss it better." She placed her hand on the back of his head and pulled him into a heated kiss that warmed her chilled body.

When they separated Emily leaned back a little. "All better?" She asked.

"Not quite." Jason dragged out with a smirk on his face.

He pulled Emily closer to him and she put her arm around his shoulders. He put a little more heat behind the kiss and Emily opened her mouth slightly to let Jason's tongue wrestle with hers.

They pulled apart and Emily was breathless. "Better?" Emily panted quietly.

"Getting closer." Jason mumbled as he pulled her in for another kiss.

When they separated again Emily's head was spinning. She was starting to get turned on and she suspected that Jason was too but she didn't want to make a move in fear that she would back out again. Jason was patient but Emily could tell she was pushing it.

"I don't want to pressure you into anything but I was wondering if you wanted to continue this someplace where people won't stand around and watch us."

Emily pulled away from him and glanced around them. There were a few people looking but trying not to look like they were watching them. It made her desire grow and she could feel how much it was turning her on. Maybe she was an exhibitionist and she didn't know. That could be fun to play with.

But as for the matter at hand she was in a pickle. She wanted to sleep with Jason and she had for a number of weeks now but for some reason she couldn't.

Emily continued to battle with herself as Jason kissed her again. Maybe a change of location would do it. Emily knew there was a slim chance she would be able to have sex with Jason in her apartment because of all the bad memories but she had no bad memories at Jason's house.

"Your place." Emily mumbled against his lips.

"Yours is closer." Jason stated.

"Your place." Emily repeated and Jason finally agreed.

They got a cab and Jason's hand wandered to her thighs and spread her knees apart slightly. It was dark and Emily was thankful because she did not want the cab driver to see Jason teasing her or to see her blush.

The minutes passed slowly until finally they made it to Jason's house. It was a small starter home but it had nice furniture and a great kitchen. It was perfect for a bachelor.

Emily backed herself up against a wall and pulled Jason in by his collar for a passionate kiss.

Jason pushed Emily's jacket off and she did the same to him. He put his weight on her small frame and pinned her against the wall. Emily moaned when his hands wandered under her shirt and ghosted over her bra.

"Sorry about the mess, I didn't think we would be coming back to my place." Jason explained quietly when he pulled away slightly.

"I don't care." Emily replied quickly before lacing her hands through his hair and pulling him back to her. "Bedroom." She moaned when he took off her tank top and stared at her boobs.

Jason took her hand and pulled her up the stairs. Emily was thankful for that because the last thing they needed was to fall down the stairs because they were still kissing.

He pulled her down the hallway and through one of the doors. Emily didn't get a chance to look around his room because Jason pushed her onto his bed and quickly hovered over her.

Emily pulled on his shirt and he sat up to take it off. Emily ran her hand down his slim chest.

While he was upright he undid the button on her jeans and slid off the bed so he could remove them. He stood at the edge of the bed and looked over her body.

Emily squirmed underneath his stare and then sat up to kiss him. She took off his belt and unbuttoned his pants. She pushed them over his hips while he unhooked her bra and threw it across the room.

She moaned into the kiss when his cold hands grabbed and squeezed her boobs. His hands then started to travel down her stomach to her thong. The flimsy material was quickly taken off.

Jason leaned back again and looked at Emily. Her swollen lips and messy hair, her full boobs with painfully stiff nipples, her toned stomach leading down to her wet and pulsing pussy that was practically screaming for his attention.

Jason gave into the silent screams and got down on his knees in front of her. "Keep your eyes on me." Jason said in a breathy demand. Emily supported herself on her elbows and sat up so she could watch him go down on her.

He licked around her pussy without going where she wanted. Her hips started moving as she tried to get him to go where she wanted him to go. Jason put an end to that however by draping one arm over her abdomen and keeping her still.

Jason's tongue finally found its way to her clit and Emily immediately responded. She gasped and one hand grabbed at her boob. Jason smiled, he wanted to do that again.

Emily was amazed at how good he was. Everything he did lit her body on fire and had her gasping for air. When he sucked on her clit she closed her eyes and muttered fuck under her breath.

A finger soon joined Jason's tongue and Emily knew it wouldn't be long. Even though the pace of Jason's finger and tongue was slow Emily's orgasm was fast approaching.

"Look at me when you cum." Jason demanded before sucking on her clit again.

Emily lost it then. Her body shuddered and twitched with a powerful release. "Jesus." Emily moaned as she looked at him through heavy lidded eyes as her orgasm went through her.

His sexy smirk was almost enough to put her over the top again. He kissed her pussy before pulling away. He got off the floor and leaned into Emily to kiss her breathlessness away.

"That was so sexy." Jason whispered.

Emily smiled shyly and kissed him instead of answering.

She moved back on the bed and Jason hovered over her again. He had removed his boxers at some point, probably when he was eating her out and Emily felt his dick poking at her entrance and it drove her crazy. She spread her legs so he could slide into her.

Jason pulled away from her and looked in to her eyes. "Are you sure?" He asked. He was extremely turned on and wanted nothing more than to slam home but he was still willing to stop if she wanted him to.

Emily nodded, surprisingly. Will wasn't anywhere on her mind at the moment. She only wanted Jason. All of him.

As Jason pushed into her he stared into her eyes and she stared back. Her eyes practically closed as she felt him deep inside her. There was that sexy smirk again and again she almost lost it.

Once he was fully inside her he looked at her again. "Good?" He groaned and again Emily nodded.

He moved slowly in and out of her. She kissed his chest and anywhere she could reach as her orgasm built agonizingly slow.

She begged him to go faster and harder, which was something she never did but he didn't he just smiled down at her. Emily clenched her lower muscles around him so each push in and out was extremely tight. "Fuck that's so good." He mumbled into her neck.

He continued his slow pace only speeding up slightly and it was driving Emily crazy. "I want to see you ride me." Jason whispered in her ear.

He pulled out of her and led down on the bed and Emily climbed on top of him. She lowered herself on his length slowly. Jason groaned loudly and lifted his hips quickly to meet her halfway. "Fuck yes." She sighed.

Finally the pace increased because Emily was in control. Jason couldn't keep his hands still. He held her hips then her boobs then he played with her clit. Emily's second orgasm was so close she could taste it and when his finger brushed over her clit it send her over the cliff.

Her movements stopped as her release took over her and that was Jason's cue to take over. He lifted his hips and slammed into her over and over, determined to make her orgasm last longer.

Emily's head fell back as her body fell forward. She braced her hands on his chest as her back arched. "Fuck me harder." She begged as her orgasm finally began to subside.

"I'm going to cum soon." Jason warned as Emily tightened her lower muscles in response. "Can I cum inside you?"

Emily said yes and felt his dick get harder inside of her as he thrusted into her without the rhythm or gentleness he had when they started.

His moans and nonsense words came more frequently and it drove Emily crazy. The way he panted her name and kissed her desperately was enough to bring her over the edge for a third time and this time she brought Jason with her.

"Oh my god Em." He whispered harshly in her ear as he came inside her over and over.

Their breathing slowed down but neither of them tried to move. Emily slowly rode him as their heartbeats returned to normal.

"That was amazing." Jason finally said and Emily laughed as she rolled over and onto the left side of his bed. "You are amazing."

"Oh stop." Emily said through her laughter and Jason laughed at her embarrassment.

"I mean it." He said as he leaned over and kissed her.

"You're just feeding my ego." She stated when he pulled away and smiled.

They stayed in his bed for a while before Emily realized it was late. "I'm sorry I have to go Jase."

"Jase?" He asked raising an eyebrow at her.

"You call me Em, why can't I call you Jase?" Emily asked seeing the smile creep up on his face.

"No I like it. No one calls me that." Jason replied.

"I should get up." Emily said after another minute.

"Sure you can walk?" Jason replied with a cocky smile.

"Oh please, my first time was rougher than that." Emily teased.

"I'll have to keep that in mind." Jason said while he got off the bed and put on his boxers.

He sat back and watched as Emily put her clothes back on. They bantered like an old couple and joked about things that only the two of them would laugh at if they were in public.

Once Emily was dressed they walked down the stairs and Jason kissed her when they were at the door. "I don't want you to go." He said against her lips.

"I have to. I have work tomorrow and so do you." Emily said but kissed him again.

Jason pulled away and opened the door for her. "Tonight was great, like all the other nights of course. But the sex was a pretty good bonus."

Emily laughed. "You're such a guy."

Jason smiled. "That wasn't a complaint an hour ago."

Emily kissed him one last time. "And it never will be. Good night." She said before she left his house and walked down the gravel path to her car. She got in and drove out of his driveway.

As she drove home she realized how much she had liked sleeping with Jason. She had joked with JJ that their first time better be magical and it was. It was no shock or surprise that Emily loved sex, she always had. But sex with Jason was different.

She wasn't just getting fucked. There was no tension or fear or regret. Instead there were feelings and maybe even a little love in there somewhere. It was different but it was a good different. She wasn't just getting mindlessly fucked anymore and she never had to again.

Emily got home a little after eleven and she was exhausted. She got a quick shower but didn't bother washing her hair. She climbed into her bed and turned off the lights. She was glad she was tired because if she wasn't her mind would keep her up all night.

Tomorrow she had work just like she always did but this time it would be different. Depending on how JJ reacted around her and how many people she told about Emily having a lengthy affair with Will of course.

Even if she hadn't told anyone the dynamic of the team would be off and that could be very bad. There were so many what ifs and possible disasters that could happen tomorrow and it was enough to drive someone insane.

Whatever happened something was going to be different. Not the good different like having sex with Jason but potentially a very terrible different that she did not want.

Emily fell asleep trying to figure out how the day would go but she couldn't. How could she? Nobody would know until 8:30am the next day. Emily just hoped she would be ready.

Next chapter will be their day at work and possibly JJ having a meeting with Michael. Hopefully you enjoyed the chapter and as always I am open to all your wonderful suggestions.