All by myself
disclaimer I do not own harry potter or any of the things you recognize I am merely useing them as my toys to wright out my little fantasies Thanks to J k Rowling for harry potter and her world.
Author note:
For the readers, this story dose take place while Harry was 16 years old so he is over the age of consent when he and Severus did it. As well it dose take place during the end of the war. Just to clear all that up.
Chapter 4
Laying there after Severus had left, tears starting to pour down onto the pillow. He swallowed the emotional pain knowing it was for the best he had kept it to the one night. Standing he felt different, like something was off. He sank back down onto the bed. Taking a deep breath he stood up again Harry stumbled near blindly into the shower room. His muscles rejecting the movement, as he turned on the water. gripping the safety bar he stood under the hot shower spray letting the heat work on his muscles. He finely could no longer hold back his tears, dropping to his knees he started crying big hot tears.
Hermione was worried when she saw professor Snape scowling at his breakfast in the great hall. If Harry was still gone maybe something went wrong. If he did not show up by lunch she would go looking for him. Almost to her credit she saw harry walk up and slide into the seat next to her. "You alright Harry?, did everything go well..." Harry looked up at her gave her a weak smile. "Everything went well, Hermione don't worry" She shrugged as if they were only talking about a school work assignment.
He picked at the food Seamus had put on his plate, not really seeing it. Harry had hoped that after one night he would feel better. Maybe he would be over this love he had for Severus. Yet he was wrong it was worse now then before he had spent the night with Severus. Maybe I just need to find someone else...ha who am I kidding? It wont ever be the same... Harry thought to himself as he picked at his food. Fred kept shooting glances at Malfoy from where he was sitting across from Harry. "We will talk later." Malfoy mouthed when no one was looking. Fred nodded at something Harry was saying but Malfoy knew Fred was giving him the answer.
Draco stood in the room of requirements, Fred sitting in a chair close to him a worried look on his face. "So your saying Mr. big ugly snake face want's you to.. to kill professor Dumbledore?, you are not going to do it.. are you?" Draco's lip quivered as he stared into the red fire that had showed up soon after they had arrived. "I wont do it... Severus knows I can't... so I will disarm Dumbledore...Snape will do a simple spell to send Dumbledore off the tower..., professor Snape already told me, Albus had told him to do it...and then.. Don't make me say it Fred." Fred could see the tears slipping down Draco's face. "I don't like it not one bit Draco, but I understand why he would...,Harry told me...under vow of a damn wizard oath... about him and Snape. Harry will hate Snape...when he see's what is soon to happen." Draco just nodded turning to look at Fred. "What are we going to do, I feel so helpless...Maybe If..." Draco shook his head. Fred took a deep breath walking over wrapping his arms around Draco's middle." I I will do something Draco...I So this is goodbye my darling, as a last request Draco my love, when I am gone please don't morn my death. Find your true soul mate, don't tell me I am because as much as we wish it was true...it will never be." Fred turned Draco around kissing him hard with all he had. He walked out of the room of requirements ignoring Draco as he shouted after him.
Fred had the bomb ready as he flew on his broom towards the battle as it raged about on Hogwarts grounds. Taking a deep breath he flew into the battle pushed the button on the bomb. The last thing Fred saw was his twins face the look of horror. It cut into darkness then he heard the sound of someone talking to him softly. "Fred? what happened?" Fred stood up slowly taking in where he was it looked to be a garden of some sort. Turning he saw his grandma and grandpa along with few other weasley ancestors. That's when it flooded back to him he sank down onto the grass and cried softly. Fred felt arms around him he looked up and saw Albus smile at him his eyes not twinkling as bight as he recalled. very brave thing you did my boy, very brave thing." Fred heard a snort a few feet away he stood up again and saw Severus Snape standing there a small smile on his face." Don't look at me like that, this is wizard heaven after all. There is one.. well a few who wont forget me." Snape said as he walked off to go talk to someone who looked a lot like Merlin.
Harry fell from Hagrid grabbing his wand, he stumbled to standing in front of Voldemort. Voldemort taunted Harry into talking. "YOU KILLED HIM YOU BASTARD! YOU KILLED THEM ALL! I WONT LET YOU GET AWAY WITH IT! NO ONE TAKES AWAY THE ONE MAN I LOVED IN ALL THE WORLD AND GETS AWAY WITH IT!" All the people standing nearby looked surprised. Draco had fled with his parents vowing that he would find Harry later and talk to him after the war was finely over. Soon Voldemort was gone all the death eaters that had not run off were rounded up and sent to Azkaban. Harry shook his head as Ginny came close to him." No Ginny, I don't want to talk about it...if you want to know ask Hermione.. ok" She just walked away ignoring the urge to kiss Harry.
Harry smiled weakly as he sank down next to Gorge. "I am sorry I couldn't save Fred, with everything..." "It's over and that is all that matters, Harry, I will miss my brother something awful...but he did what he had to do...He left me a letter about why he did what he did." Harry shook his head tears slipping down his face. They had all lost people close to them and as much as it hurt...Harry knew he would have something of Severus to look forward to. He had not told anyone about the pregnancy yet... He was afraid of how they would react. The only one who knew was madam Poppy. The Hogwarts Healer who had survived the attack by being hidden in a secret room in the library. Soon he would have to tell them... so he decided sense it would get out faster if he told Gorge." Um.. Gorge. I kind of have something I need to say...but maybe it should wait till after people get done morning." Harry swallowed as Gorge looked at him something unreadable in the redheaded man's eyes." Just tell me Harry, nothing much to lose now..." Harry nodded looking down at his nails. "I...remember when I had that one night stand with... Severus..." Gorge raised an eyebrow a small tired smile coming to his face. "Yeah, I remember...what about it Harry?" Taking a deep breath he said softly. "I...well.. that one night got me pregnant..." Harry winced when Gorge started laughing shaking his head. "Good joke Harry, nice one though." Harry stayed silent biting his lips tears coming to his eyes, he looked up at Gorge nodding, He stood up. "It's not a joke Gorge, he grabbed Gorge's hand putting it on his abdomen. "You feel it, that small bump, that... that is Severus Snape's and my unborn child... ask any healer."
Harry nibbled on some crackers, waddling into the borrow living room. Soon after he had told Gorge the whole wizarding world knew about Harry's unborn child. The influx of marriage proposals started showing up at the borrow shortly after he started living there, thanks to Molly who would not leave him alone about it for a second. Then there was the howlers that always got thrown into the constantly lit fireplace.