Roses POV

I walked out into the hallway and walked myself down to the main stairwell, I didn't know where to start looking for Cal. I walked down to the dining area where most people were having lunch and the smell was wonderful. I walked by lots of tables, some people were eating lobster and some others were enjoying tiny meals of pasta and meat.

I found myself at another hallway and I walked down it, it leaded to a big room that was filled with drunks and poker-playing men, it brought back memories.

I quietly turned and walked away back to the dining area. After passing that I walked back up the stairwell and passed the hall I was staying in, then I walked further up the stairs.

I came to a sitting room where most royals would be at, I saw Margaret (Molly) there, laughing away like nothing had happened and a frown came over my face.

I walked outside to the deck where I had first seen Cal, sure enough he wasn't there. I walked over to the back of the boat and watched the sea being torn apart by the boat, again images just kept coming back. I turned around but I saw a figure on one of the benches facing away from the sea. It was a man with his head in his hands, he had black hair and was wearing a fancy suit. It was Calvert.

"Hello Cal" I said

"Go away, I wont be needing you assistance anymore" he said with a huff

"Cal, its me Rose" I looked at him jolt up as I said my name

"Rose?" He studied me, "Rose! You survived!" he grabbed my arms tightly and hugged me.

"I came to return your jacket, nothing more" I handed it to him.

"I cannot believe this, your alive. You look rather raggity (like crap), and your dress looks too modern but I can get by that since you are my fiancé, quick Rose we must go see your mother" he grabbed my hand and took me to her.

Everyone was delighted to see that I had survived, my mother was in tears when I had arrived though after we finished dinner she had words with me in the hall.

"This is such a miracle, now you can get married to Cal and things can go back to the way they were before, can't you see Rose? It was faith that you survived"

"No mother it wasn't faith, I was saved by a man who loved me. I had to be sucked down into sea, I had to rest on a door and freeze my ass off just to have ONE boat come back, but that didn't matter, all that mattered to me that night was Jack, and guess what mother? He froze to death" I harshly said to her

"Stop being selfish Rose, being married into royalty is all we need right now and as soon as we pay off out debts you can leave. We are women Rose, we have to make difficult choices sometimes" she replied. I gave her a very evil look.

"You are such a mess Rosemary, come inside and I will fix you up" she guided me into her room where she had a few dresses on her bed. She picked one out for me, it was long and a peachy colour, she gave me a white jacket to put over that and gave me some peach coloured heels. She then did my make-up, pink blush, mascara, and a tiny bit of eyeliner.

As I looked into the mirror I saw my old life come tumbling back, all the royalty, being told what I had to do everyday, and I had no way out of it, Jack wasn't here to save me this time.