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chapter 11
I was enraged. I couldn't believe tha Kaneki has just done that. After everything I just did for him and he asks me to leave in order to talk to the doctor alone? What the hell?! Who did he think he was? He wasn't in charge of me...Yet I followed his orders without hesitation. With a single command he had turned me, a strong independent force to be reckoned with, into a quiet abiding follower with a mere command. So now I was going back to the entrance and collecting Bajou and Tsukiyama to get ready to leave...
I had told Kano to leave, and she did but not happily. I had to ask her- I needed to talk to in private.
"You made it all the way here," he said, "I see there's no need to hide the truth any longer. "
He continued, "You are formerly a human, yet now you can compete with the strongest of ghouls. You made it here on your own strength. You, Kaneki, are my ultimate creation."
So many thoughts came to my mind, but this was the most prominent, " so you really were using Rize to create ghouls-why?"
then decide to just spout shit from his mouth about "breaking this world's cage" and "needing ghouls - half ghouls to do it". I was fed up with that bull shit- "Is that you're excuse for turning me into this?!"
"I still saved your life" he answered.
"You have no idea what type of life I've had to live since that day- you are not a doctor- YOU'RE A FUCKING PSYCHO!" I screamed at him. My emotions bursting out and showing themselves.
"Not that I care what you think" he responded coolly, "I knew the world would view my work as evil...but I've given up living in the world of man - isn't it time that you have too?"
.. All that I had ever wanted was answers. I just needed to know why this had happened to me and what was the world of ghouls that I had been thrown into. But this had happened for no specific reason, it was just out of the doctors convenience that I had become this.
I had tried keeping my humanity but that had not gotten me anywhere, and now I was a mass murderer and I still didn't have the answers I had wanted. Why did any of it matter anymore? I didn't need these answers. I already was a ghoul - I just needed to accept it. Accept the stronger better side and be able to protect the people I cared about.
Eto said to , "The CCG is here we have to leave, now."
"Well Kaneki this has been nice but it seems as if it's time for me to go. Enjoy getting to know your brothers." said as he left with Eto. When had she gotten here? And what did he mean by brothers? A loud hiss made that evident. Doors on every side of the room were opening, as creatures came out .
I will finish them. I will be strong. For Kano.
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Get stronger... eat. Protect. Stronger. Get stronger. Eliminate all weakness.
Noise in front of me. CCG? Didn't matter.
In. My. Way. Must. Pluck.
Something shattered my kagune and sent ripples of pain up my spine. My brain felt like it was being ripped apart- breaking into pieces too small. The man that was causing this pain was yelling at me. I couldn't process exactly what he was saying.
"-JUST A GHOUL RIGHT? !"
i...i...I didn't know. I didn't know.
"I dont.. want to eat anymore."
The figure stopped from swinging and I saw my opportunity. I ran out of there.
Help.
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