I forgot to mention last time that I dont own Rizzoli and Isles and blah blah blah..

Jane's POV

All I could think about was running and before I knew it I was seven blocks away from Maura's apartment, out of breath and out of my mind. I couldn't believe that Maura just kissed me. I was upset I needed my best friend and she was there comforting me making me feel better, I wanted her to kiss me for so long but once it happened I freaked out. I left my keys to my car and house, my hustler with my badge and gun, my wallet that was in my jacket all lying in the guest room at Maura's house. "SHIITTTT!" What was I doing? Where am I going? Jane Clementine Rizzoli and I don't run, we Rizzoli's fight and here I am standing on a street corner yelling into the night.

What am I going to do? Do I go back or do I keep running like a coward. This was the most confusing thing I've ever had to deal with and I've dealt with a lot. I mean hell I solve murders for a living and I couldn't even wrap my mind around what happened. I slowly saunter over to the building and lean against the brick wall, I watch intently as all the cars and people walk by me. Every person I see looks so happy and content in their own little world, I could have that couldn't I? I needed to go back, I need to talk to Maura and figure this all out.

But my feet would not move no matter how hard I tried, I can't seem to push myself away from the wall and walk back towards Maura's house. "Excuse me miss, are you okay?" I glance up from the ground and see an older woman walking towards me in concern. "I'm fine ma'am. I just have a lot of things on my mind." The older woman slumps against the wall next to me and sets her cane angled against the wall, I have a feeling I'm about to be a lecture from an old ass lady about my life and feelings.

"I love walking around here at night. The lights and the stars, it's peaceful. They are always so happy and so care free." I look back at the woman standing next to me as her voice drifts off. She is looking at me with concern and sincerity. "Except for tonight when I saw you sulking here all alone and clearly upset. So do you care to indulge an old woman and tell me what is wrong?" I feel the tears start to form in my eyes as I look back down at the ground and try to hold all my emotions in, why was this old lady so nice?

She puts her hand on my shoulder as if to comfort me, but it makes the damn break and I start to cry my eyes out. "I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so confused and my best friend is probably worried sick about me but I'm just not strong enough to do this!" I crumble to the sidewalk and bring my knees up to my chest, there's no way my best friend is ever going to forgive me. Maura's going to hate me and she's never going want to see me again.

"Listen to me little lady. I'm sure whatever you are going through you and your friend can work it out. You say you can't and that you are not strong enough. But I want you think about this... What if you were in her shoes, would she be strong enough for you?" I wipe my eyes vigorously as a look up at the older woman, she smiles at me sincerely and I feel like a small bunch of weight had lifted off my shoulders.

I have to be strong; if Maura were in my shoes I know she would be strong enough for the both of us. "I know you're right. I need to think about her. She's my whole life and I can't just sit here pitying myself. But I'm also terrified and I know Maura is just as confused as I am. I need to go..." I get up quickly from the ground and before I knew what I was doing I hugged the older woman tightly. She enthusiastically hugs me back and kisses my cheek, I apart from the hug and smile happily at her. "You are an amazing woman and I'm positive you two will be fine. I have faith in you little lady." I hug her quickly one more time before quickly heading back to Maura's, I just hope I'm not too late and she isn't already gone.

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