Sorry for the long wait, I had a hard time figuring out how to write this. I hope you'll all like it
Epilogue
Sasuke sat down on the couch. His body was aching after their latest mission and the many sleepless nights was finally taking it's toll on him. Naruto flopped down beside him with a heavy sigh.
"Finally home" He snuggled against Sasuke and laid his head on his shoulder. Sasuke smiled as he felt Naruto completely relax against him. He was still amazed by how comfortable Naruto had become around him. He interlaced their fingers with one hand while the other absentmindedly drew small figures and lines along Naruto's arm.
"Tired?" Naruto bit into Sasuke's shoulder.
"Stop it"
"What?"
"I can hear the smirk in your voice, don't try to pretend your not tired too" Naruto's mumbling became more and more slurred.
"Just sleep" Sasuke kissed the top of Naruto's head. Sasuke waited for a while, but there never came a reply. He had meant to leave, but ended up making himself comfortable on the couch instead, afraid leaving would wake Naruto up.
After Naruto had recovered he was, to Sasuke's relief, back on his old team. It had all been weird and very awkward trying to find out how to act around each other when they were on missions and at home. It only took them a month before they found out that they should just act like they used too. It wasn't like they had changed, and without the few kisses they shared out in the public, people wouldn't have noticed a distinct difference in their relationship. Sasuke hadn't brought up the conversation about their feelings since Naruto kissed him for the first time. He knew they had both changed, he felt the warmth and comfort of having Naruto close to him, he noticed how they both were quick to seek each other out whenever they had to be apart and he knew that they both slept better when the other was beside them. But he was still afraid that their feelings weren't the same, that Naruto just liked physical contact and therefore wasn't uncomfortable kissing him even though he didn't love him.
Naruto rubbed his eyes and tried to figure out where he was. He was now half lying on top of Sasuke with his head on Sasuke's chest. He nuzzled his head against him and stretched. Sasuke stirred underneath him.
"Hey" Naruto said sleepily.
"Hng" He lightly slapped Sasuke's chest
"Don't hnng me"
"Somehow that sounds like something I would enjoy" Naruto grinned and leaned up to kiss him. Arms sneaked around Naruto's waist while lips moved against his. Naruto parted his lips and let Sasuke's tongue explore his mouth. The kiss turned more and more sloppy and soon they had to part to get some much needed air.
"I thought you were leaving?"
"I had meant to, but some idiot was clinging so hard to me I couldn't leave"
"Why can't you just admit you didn't want to leave" Naruto pouted.
"Alright" Naruto frowned
"Alright what?" Sasuke gave him a quick kiss
"I didn't want to leave you, happy now?"
"A little" Sasuke pushed his hands under Naruto's shirt and ran his hands up and down his back. Naruto shivered, slightly arching his back.
"What about now?" Sasuke teased.
"A little better" Lips soon found each other and Sasuke swallowed Naruto's moans. Hands moved down Naruto's back and squeezed his ass, Naruto jumped a little by the action and accidentally grinded against Sasuke's slowly growing erection. Sasuke moaned and was suddenly aware of what was happening. He quickly removed his hands and kissed Naruto's cheek
"I should probably go and make us something to eat" He quickly got out under Naruto and went to the kitchen. Naruto just laid there, not sure what had really happened. Lately Sasuke had been really weird and would just leave abruptly. He wasn't sure if it was because Sasuke wasn't ready to take the next step yet. Naruto had been really hesitant at first, he hadn't been with a boy before, actually he hadn't even kissed anyone before Sasuke. But now he was beginning to get interested in going further, the few things Sasuke had done to him felt so good and he wanted more.
He didn't want to pressure Sasuke into something he didn't want to, but at the same time he wasn't even sure if that was the reason Sasuke was distant. Sasuke had never really been a physical person, so maybe he just wasn't used to these things and it wasn't because he didn't want to. Naruto groaned, sometimes it was hard being in a relationship with someone who wasn't really famous for his communications skills. Other than when he confessed to him, Sasuke hadn't talked about feelings and was almost as private as he used to be before. He heard the sound of plates and pots being moved around in the kitchen, there was only one way to find out what Sasuke's problem was.
Sasuke heard Naruto enter the kitchen and soon felt arms around his waist coming from behind.
"You're kind of making it difficult to prepare the food" Sasuke pushed his elbow into Naruto's side to get him to let go. It wasn't like he didn't like having him near, but he wasn't sure if he could control himself after what had just happened. He had lost himself for a short while there, he had been sure he could stay in control and always stop before they got too far, but obviously that wasn't right. Sasuke wanted to have sex with Naruto, he had wanted it for so long, but he was afraid of how Naruto felt about it all. He hadn't told him he loved him so far and he was kissing and touching him, but Sasuke had made sure it wouldn't get to sexual. He didn't want to get carried away and go too far. He had had nightmares where they were close to having sex when Naruto realized that he didn't like being with him like that and broke up with him. He would rather have this half-sexual relationship than no relationship. But it was sometimes extremely hard to stop himself when Naruto was grinding against him, moaning his name or things like that. He felt Naruto place kissed along his neck and couldn't help but shudder against him. His body was so quick to react to Naruto's touch, and Naruto wasn't even aware of it.'
"I'm making food, so maybe you should stop doing that before I'll have an accident". Sasuke stopped chopping, hoping Naruto would leave him alone until he would have cooled off.
"Where's the fun in that" The warm breath against his ear was almost too much. He tried again to get out of Naruto's hold.
"What's wrong? Did I do something?" Guilt washed over him at the sound of Naruto's voice. It wasn't like it was his fault that Sasuke liked him too much.
"Nothing's wrong, I'm just concentrating on making food"
"And you want me to believe that" Sasuke clenched his hand around the knife, he felt himself getting irritated and could easily see this turn into an argument if they continued like this. He took a deep breath and tried to sound calm and happy.
"Let's just eat and I'll stay over tonight"
"You will?" Naruto beamed. Sasuke almost never stayed over, afraid what it would lead too, but hoped this would appease Naruto enough to leave him for now.
"Yeah"
"Would you sleep in my bed?" he felt the absence of air on his neck and knew Naruto as holding his breath, waiting for an answer to his whispered question.
"You're bed's too small, I'll just take the couch again"
"Why?"
"I just told you"
"But I can't we try? Just one time, I wanna sleep with you" Sasuke was almost choking on his own spit from surprise. Sleep with you, it was obviously meant much more innocent than what Sasuke was thinking so he tried to shake the idea out of his head.
"Why not?" Naruto had taken the shaking of his head as an answer to his question.
"We won't get a good night's sleep" Naruto ran his hand down Sasuke's arm and took the knife. Sasuke let him, a little confused about what was going on. Naruto put the knife down and turned Sasuke around. He leaned up to kiss him and Sasuke happily complied. Naruto distracted Sasuke with his kisses and gently pushed him towards the bedroom. Sasuke felt the edge of the bed against his legs and soon he was lying on the bed. Naruto straddled his hips and leaned down for another kiss. Sasuke put his hand on the back of Naruto's neck and pulled him closer, changing the character of the kiss. Instead of soft lips against each other, teeth were added to the mix and Naruto almost felt like his lips would be bruised by the sudden ferocity in Sasuke. Sasuke felt hands move down his chest but froze when those hands began unbuttoning his pants. He flipped them over and stared down at Naruto, trying to read his expression.
"What? Getting cold feet now?" Naruto bit out a little irritated.
"No" Sasuke whispered. "I just never really believed this would happen" Sasuke caressed Naruto's cheek.
"It seems so unreal" Naruto was taken aback by the vulnerability in Sasuke's face. He closed his eyes and leaned into Sasuke's hand.
"Are you sure about this?" Naruto opened his eyes and looked directly at Sasuke.
"I love you" He felt Sasuke's hand twitch against his cheek.
"I thought you knew that. I know we started out a little weird and that I was unsure about all this, but not anymore. Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke's neck and pulled him down for a kiss.
"I love you, I really do and I want this" He kissed along his jaw and sucked on Sasuke's neck. Sasuke groaned and quickly pulled of his shirt and threw it on the floor. He leaned down and nipped at Naruto's lower lip, feeling him part them quickly. Sasuke moved his hands down Naruto's chest and began unbuttoning his shirt. His fingers shook and he felt Naruto placed his hands upon his own.
"Nervous?"
"N-no" Naruto squeezed his hands.
"It's alright to be" He pushed himself up and unbuttoned the last button on his shirt and threw it down beside Sasuke's shirt. He began taking of his pants and looked up at Sasuke
"Do you know how to do this?"
"Not really, but I do know we need some kind of lubrication"
"I think I have some kind of ointment left over from before in the bathroom" Sasuke got up and went to get it. Naruto finally got his pants and boxer shorts of in the meantime. He heard a gasp from the door and saw Sasuke staring at him. He suddenly felt uncomfortable and tried to cover himself and looked away. It wasn't like he had a problem with his body, but he felt so vulnerable in a new way like this. It wasn't like when they were in a battle, this time he felt exposed and nervous. He felt fingers on his cheek and looked up at Sasuke. He gave him a quick kiss before he also quickly pulled his pants off. He crawled onto the bed and gently pushed Naruto down. The tension and nervousness in the room was almost tangible.
Sasuke slowly kissed down Naruto's chest, taking one of his nipples into his mouth. Naruto moaned and puffed out his chest to get closer. Sasuke smirked around him and tweaked the other with his fingers. He nipped, sucked and licked at Naruto's nipples. He wanted to explore more, to keep touching, to see all his reactions and indulge in all of his fantasies, but a part of him was still scared it would overwhelmed Naruto. Naruto grabbed his hand and pushed it down. To Sasuke's surprise Naruto was half hard already and he gently began stroking him. Naruto spread his legs further apart to give Sasuke easier access. Sasuke could easily hear from all the noise Naruto was making that he was feeling good and just hoped he would be able to not hurt him. He grabbed the little box with the ointment and scooped some of it up with his fingers.
"Tell me if it hurts or is uncomfortable, alright?" Naruto nodded and tried to relax, but it was all new and unknown so it was hard not to tense a little. He moved down and licked along Naruto's erection before he took it into his mouth. Naruto fisted the sheets and arched up from the bed. Sasuke hoped he could distract Naruto enough with the blowjob as his finger slowly touched his entrance, gently rubbing against it. Naruto held his breath as Sasuke began to bob his head up and down while sucking. He muffled his moan, still holding his breath. Sasuke tried to slowly press his finger into him and heard Naruto let his breath out. It didn't really hurt him, it was more like it felt strange. Sasuke sucked harder while pressing the slick finger further into him. He rubbed soothing circles onto Naruto's thigh.
"It's okay" Naruto assured him "It doesn't hurt". Sasuke was still a bit unsure, but decided to push the finger in the last bit. He kept it there until he felt Naruto relax around him. He began moving his finger around, choking slightly when Naruto suddenly moaned loudly and jerked his hips upwards. Sasuke tried to remember the angle for a later time. He pushed in another finger and felt Naruto tightened slightly. He looked up, trying to read his expression to see if he was in pain. He seemed to relax again and Sasuke began moving both fingers in and out trying to get the angle right. Naruto was panting hard and Sasuke began feeling more confident and relaxed. He pushed in a third finger and stretched him, managing to hit his prostate a few times.
"S-Sas“ke" he moaned "I-I think I'm loose enough now". Sasuke tried to stretch him a bit more.
"Are you sure?" He asked unsure.
"I think so"
Sasuke scooped up some more ointment and smeared it all over his erection, moaning softly from the feeling. He positioned himself and began to slowly push himself inside Naruto. Naruto held onto Sasuke's shoulders, closing his eyes from the feeling. It hurt a lot more than the fingers, but it was manageable. Sasuke kept a close eye on Naruto's face as he pushed in, wanting to be sure he wouldn't hurt him. Sasuke kissed him and was soon completely inside Naruto. It was overwhelming and he had to take a few deep breath to calm himself down. He wanted so much to just push in and out of him, but he knew he had to wait for Naruto to be comfortable again. Sasuke placed small butterfly kissed along Naruto's jaw and cheek to help him relax.
After a short while, Naruto began slowly moving his hips, trying to adjust to the feeling. Sasuke ran his hands up and down Naruto's sides and began to slowly pull out and back in again. Naruto moaned from the feeling of Sasuke moving inside him. It was unlike any other feeling. Sasuke moaned too, Naruto was so tight around him and it was beginning to become hard to remember to go slowly. He began picking up the pace and rammed into him harder than before. It took him some time to find the right angle but soon he was thrusting directly against Naruto's prostate. Naruto was moaning loudly, moving his hips back against Sasuke. Sasuke leaned down and kissed him. Naruto kissed back lovingly, lost in the feeling. Sasuke pushed his tongue in between Naruto's lips and felt him part them. The kiss soon turned sloppy as Sasuke moved faster and tried to thrust into him even harder. Sasuke moved his hand in between them and started stroking him.
"I-I think I'm getting close" he moaned.
"Then cum" Sasuke whispered into his ear before biting it. A few moments later he came, spurting his cum all over his own stomach. Naruto clenched down around Sasuke and after a few thrusts he came too. Naruto shuddered from the feeling of the warm liquid filling him up. He hugged Sasuke, still panting hard. Sasuke pulled out of him and almost collapsed on top of Naruto. He pulled the covers over them and pulled Naruto close to his chest. Naruto happily snuggled up to him and relaxed.
"Thank you" Sasuke softly whispered against Naruto's temple and kissed it.
"For what?" Naruto mumbled confused.
"For this... for saying yes to try a relationship with me, to like me, to stay with me... those kinds of things" Naruto blushed
"Sasuke, are you turning mushy on me?" Naruto grinned and looked up at him. Sasuke softly slapped him on the head
"Just shut up and sleep"
"I will be more than happy to, but someone is keeping me awake by hitting me"
"Who could that be" Sasuke kissed the spot he hit.
"Night" Naruto mumbled, not able to keep his eyes open any longer.
"Good night"
