*Kellin POV*
I stood outside of Andy's bus and wondered if he would come out and invite me back in. He played with me alright, if you considering playing with me to be giving me emotional whiplash. I wrung the shirt in my hands a few times before concluding that he wasn't coming after me. As I walked back to the bus to prepare for our set in the next hour, I couldn't help but wonder if he was thinking of me like I thought of him.
1 hour later stage area *Andy POV*
As we got pumped up to play our set, I decided to watch the last song Pierce the Veil was playing before we took their stage. I heard the familiar chords of King For A Day introduction and watched Kellin make his intro into the song. He has the most adorable scream, I thought to myself. Watching him jump around and sing with Vic was enjoyable and entertaining. Fuck with this new beat. Kellin jumped onto Vic's back, nuzzling into his neck. The amused smile on my face quickly switched to a glower and I felt a growing sense of jealousy rising within me. I tore my eyes off the stage and did one last check with the band while Pierce the Veil cleared out.
after BVB finishes
I felt frustrated, even after playing what I felt was one of the best sets we'd done so far. I threw my sweat soaked tank top to the ground in frustration and began making way back to the bus to prepare myself for the party we had all planned. As I started back, I heard the familiar voice of Kellin. Instead of going straight back to the bus, I decided to watch 10 minutes of Sleeping With Sirens. Kellin finished up If You Can't Hang, then moved into his newer music. He scanned the crowd and his voice cracked as his eyes fixed themselves to me. I sarcastically waved and smirked at him, causing him to trip over the cord of his microphone. I grinned to myself and watched him frequenting nervous glances. His voice kept cracking and he stumbled about the stage. He cleared his throat and apologized to his audience. Although he was making an ass of himself on stage, he looked damn cute doing so. What he did with Vic haunted my thoughts, which turned to thoughts of how I could make Kellin love me more. My pants became increasingly tighter when it hit me; I was in love with Kellin Quinn. "Shit," I mumbled to myself when I realized the situation I had in my pants. I hurriedly made my way back to the bus to get ready for the party.
As I stood under the stream of water, thoughts of Kellin flooded my mind. I leaned against the wall and swore under my breath. This was not supposed to happen. He was going to be my toy for the tour, not my love. I had never had these types of feelings for anyone, never mind a shy boy like him. I could make Kellin melt into a puddle of nerves within seconds and he seemed to love it. When he first interacted with me, he intrigued me but I never thought this would blossom into anything, never mind an actual *thing*. His short-lived attempt at taking the upper-hand had captivated my attention, and the way he listened to what I told him to do with enjoyment made me lustful. In some ways, Kellin was perfect for me. But did he think the same back? My thoughts trailed as I realized I had been stroking myself to climax the entire time when my hips involuntarily bucked into my hand. My face flushed and I quickly finished my shower so no one got any ideas.
*Kellin POV*
I had barely made it off stage and Jack jerked me over by the shoulder, "What the hell dude?" I pulled away from him. Jack's eyes were heated but I saw a hint of concern in them. He had me cornered up against the back of the stage and it would be a lie if I said I didn't have any fear. Jack was clearly pissed off, I knew exactly why. He was yelling at me, but my thoughts were elsewhere. The way Andy was watching me was almost affectionately. It threw me off, his face left me breathless every time and I could tell he knew it. I no longer felt a pang of regret remembering that intimate afternoon. I knew I was in love with Andy Biersack, but did he feel the same for me? As I stared off into the distance, I felt Jack shove me again and I flinched.
"Whoa, whoa! Calm the fuck down Jack," a familiar voice made it's way in between us. Justin was holding Jack away from me. He turned back to me, "Are you okay?" I kept my eyes on the ground and nodded sombrely. His eyes searched my face briefly before turning back to Jack. I slipped away from the two, now arguing with each other and jogged back to the tour bus. Get your shit together Kellin, I thought to myself. As I peeled off my clothes, I couldn't help but imagine Andy being the one doing it for me.