I woke up to sunlight suddenly comming through the window.

"Good morning, Ross" Ally said. I looked at her. All I saw oh her was her silhouette.

"Good morning, Ally." I said, sleepily. "What's for breakfast?"

"Well, I have pancakes dow-"

"PANCAKES?!" I ran past her.

"Ross! Wait!" She ran after me.

"What?" I stopped, asking her.

"You're in your underwear..." She said bluntly.

I looked down at my hot pink, black checkerd tighty whities. I started blushing. I took my hands and covered up my...private...area. Got on my toes. and side tip-toed away.

I ran into the guest room and slammed the door. I heard Ally cracking up. I was sooooo embarressed.

I put my pants on and put on my t-shirt.

"Ross, Sorry for laughing at you..." I heard Ally say.

"It's okay..." I said.

"It was kinda funny, though. Ha! You wear pink underwear." She laughed.

"Yes! I wear pink underwear. Get over it!" I said. I didn't mean to sound rude but everyone teases me about it. Riker, Mary, Jacob. Zack's the only one who doesn't. You might even say he's my best friend.

"I'm sorry, Ross." She said. "Come on. You're bound to be dressed by now"

"I am" I opened the door and walked past her.

After breakfast we went to the beach. Ally went to get some ice cream for us. I kept my sunglasses on so hopefully no one would recegnize me...As Ross Michaels that is.

I pulled out my phone and yet again, looked at the texts sent between me and Ally. Yeah...I still have my old phone. I didn't change the number, though. I looked at the texts that Ally sent me the night I...well...You know by now.

Ally Dawson

Austin! What are you going to do! Why did you hang up on me!

sent at 8:25pm

Ally Dawson

Austin! c'mon! Answer me! You're really scaring me! I tried to call your parents but their phones are off! I've called you 10 times! please just answer!

sent at 8:36

Ally Dawson

Austin, please! I'm literally crying! I begged my dad to let me drive over there (him with me of course, still only have my learners like you know) and he said no. He thinks you're fine. And I don't! Austin, please...ANSWER!

Sent at 9:00pm

Ally Dawson

Austin...please...tell me you didn't do what I think you did.

sent at 9:10pm

Ally Dawson

Austin...? you did...didn't you...

Sent at 9:15pm

Ally Dawson

I guess you did since you won't answer me. Either that or you're really mad at me...Austin...Please!

Sent at 9:30pm

Ugh! I really hurt her! Why did I have to do this.

"Here you go, Ross" Ally said, handing me my chocolate chip ice cream.

"Thanks!" I said, smiling as I took it from her. "What did you get?"

"Vanilla, chocolate swirl soft serve" She said with a smile.

"Nice!" I said.

"So...have you ever surfed?" She asked.

"Actually...yeah" I said. "Why?"

"Austin taught me once..." She said. "It was the best day of my life." She said.

"What happened?" I asked her. Yeah...I knew what happened.

"Well, I promised him I'd learn...and I chickend out at the last minute." She started. "he threw me over his shoulder and brought me into the water. I fell off a couple of times and he helped me back on the board...It was really fun!" She explained.

"Cool!" I said. "I'm sure it was fun!"

"It really was. All of our times together were the best I ever had." She said, looking out at the ocean.

Ally's POV

I looked out at the ocean while I talked to Ross. I could picture me and Austin out on the water when he taught me.

"I kissed him once..." I said.

"You did?" He asked.

"Yeah...It was after I over-came my stage fright" I explained

"You had stage fright?" She asked.

"Yeah...I actually still have it" I said.

Ross' POV

"You still have stage fright?!" I asked, shocked.

"yeah...After Austin died...it all...just came back." She said.

"Aw...I'm sorry" I said.

"It's not your fault"

"Kinda of is" I thought.

"Well, I don't want to talk about this anymore. I'm going to work. Talk to you later, Ross." Ally said. She got up and left. I sat there for a moment thinking.

"Maybe I should tell Trish and Dez..." I thought.

I got up and tried to find Trish dez

"Dez! Stop!" I heard Trish say. "No one cares about your stupid banana!"

"Hey, guys" I said, walking up to them.

"Oh hey, Ross." Trish said.

"Can I talk to you guys?" I asked. I looked around. "In private"

"Sure...?" Trish said. "Come on, Dez"

Here goes nothing...

We got to Trish's house.

"Okay...I gotta tell you something" I said.

"What is it, Ross?" Dez asked.

"Don't be mad at me." I said.

"Why would we be-"

I pulled off the wig I was wearing exposing my blonde hair.

"Austin?" Trish asked.

I nodded slowly.

"yeah...It's me." I said, softly.

"But...I thought you were dead!" Trish said. Dez ran up and hugged me.

"AUSTIN!" He yelled.

"hey, Bud."

"Why would you do this?" Trish asked me. She sat down on her bed. I sat beside her and Dez took her desk chair.

"It was a hard decision to make. I mean, I love you guys. I didn't want to leave but I had to." I said.

"Why? what happened?" She asked.

"well..."

Flashback

((Austin in the flash back: Italic. Austin outside of the flash back: Normal))

I got home after practice with Ally.

"I'm home" I said as I entered the room

"Austin. We need to talk" after he said that we ended up fighting again.

"Whoa whoa! okay. Let's settle this" My mother said "Austin what do you want to do with your life?"

"I want to sing infront of thousand's of people every night! With Ally, Trish and Dez" I explained.

"Okay, Mike, what do you want him to do?" She asked.

"I want him to be something successful. A Doctor, or the owner of Moons Mattress Kingdom" He said.

"I mean, I have Aunt Sally in Los Angeles." I said. "Maybe I can visit her every once and a while."

"how about this. Austin, I'll talk to her and see if she'll let you move out with her-"

"What?!" My dad cut in.

"Let me finish." She turned back to me "And if you fail, you have to move back here and work at Moons Mattress Kingdom"

"Really?" I asked.

"Yes"

"No! He can't! Austin, Go to your room so I can talk to your mother. Alone." He said.

I sighed and went upstairs. When I got up there Ally called.

"Hey, Austin. Are you OK?" She asked, clearly worried.

"Wait! Ally" I said.

"yeah?"

"I just wanted to tell you that I love you..."

"What?"

"No! not like that." I sat up on my bed while talking to her just...as a friend. Just remember that, Okay?" I asked.

"Austin? What's going on?" She asked. I could hear she was worried. I didn't want her to STALKER!" I teased.

"Haha! No! Dez said that earlier you seemed upset...I wondered if you fought with your dad again after you left..." She asked.

"No...I was just thinking..."

"Oh...Okay well...I guess I talk to you later..."

"Okay...Good night, Allykat" I said.

"Night, Austin."

While I was talking to her my mom sent me a direct message on tweeter.

"Sweetie, you're moving to L.A. with your Aunt Sally. go ahead and pack up. I'll buy your plane ticket. I talked your dad into it." The message said.

"Wait! Ally" I said.

"yeah?"

"I just wanted to tell you that I love you..."

"What?"

"No! not like that." I sat up on my bed while talking to her just...as a friend. Just remember that, Okay?" I asked.

"Austin? What's going on?" She asked. I could hear she was worried. I didn't want her to worry.

After I got off the phone with her, I started packing. My phone kept ringing and buzzing with texts and phone calls from Ally. I was so tempted to answer but I couldn't. And I wouldn't. I went down stairs with my stuff and said good-bye to my dad. My mom took me to the airport.

"Mom" I said before I borded the plane.

"Yes, honey?" She said.

"If Ally asks what happened to me. I want you to...tell her that I killed myself. okay" I said.

"What? why?" She asked, in shock.

"I don't want them calling me. I know it's going to work out! I can feel it. I don't want them to know I left. please. I don't what them to...think I ditched them. Especially Ally. Please tell her first." I explained.

After she agreed. That's when I left. I felt awful. I regret it every time I think about it. All of our memories. I really just, ugh! I didn't mean to hurt anyone! I swear!

End of Flashback

"Guys! I am sooooo sorry!" I said. "Please forgive me!" I begged.

"We forgive you, Austin." Trish said "The only one you'd have a hard time getting to forgive you is Ally."

"How was she when I...left?" I asked.

"She was a mess, Austin." Trish said. " When your mom told her she started bawling. It was horrible. She stayed in her room for 2 weeks. She tried a phase of being goth but it didn't work. She gave up writing songs. It was horrible. She ended up just pushing you out of her mind completly. She now just uses her Songbook as a Diary and Journal. You really hurt her." I looked down.

"I'm so sorry" My voice cracked.

"Austin? You okay?" Dez asked.

"No! I'm not." I said, tears streaming down my face "I never ment to hurt Ally as much as I did!"

They both hugged me and next thing I knew we were all crying.

I was such an idiot. How could I do this?

Ross: Dannnngggg...Ugh! why do you have to write this so...emotional!

Rachael: That's what makes it AWESOME! and more romantic...and...well, makes you want to read more. plus if you're anything like me, listening to very feely songs, helps a lot with writing.

Ross: Oh!

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