Heey everyone I'm back again ^_^
So here is chapter two. It's actually so much fluff – at least for me xD
Oh and OOCness in this chapter sorry ^_^' (actually I'm not. It fits xD)
okay pairing in this one is: Komui x Lavi
Again feel free to point out any spelling mistakes and typos and what not
and yeah … enjoy!
A 'Kanashi' person
Chapter Two:
Third time is a charm
"And you really have no idea why Lavi practically fleed?" Lenalee was suspicious. Okay Lavi acted weird from time to time but this hurried exit was even for him way to weird. Not to mention the bright blush on his face.
"I tell you I have no idea. I was sleeping so deep." Komui really couldn't think of any reason for Lavi's behaviour.
"You're always sleeping Nii-chan." Lenalee accused her brother.
"Aww Lenalee don't be like that to me." Komui plead. He was an idiot with a big sister complex but who didn't knew that. The girl sighed. Her brother was hopeless. Anyway she came here for a reason.
"Ne Nii-chan did you hear anything from Allen?" She asked.
Komui sat up straight. "No. I didn't hear anything but that isn't a bad sign. You know Cross and Kanda. Allen probable has his hands full with them, keeping them out of fights and stopping Cross from spending to much money."
"Yeah. You're right … probable." She didn't sound convinced. Komui looked at his sister. She looked worn out and worried as hell. He stood up and tucked her into a bear hug.
"Don't worry so much Lenalee." He tried to smooth her. She relaxed in his arms and he couldn't help but smile a bit. "And now we should find out what's wrong with Lavi, don't you think?"
She nodded. "You're right. I'm going to find it out." She peeked his cheek. "Thank you Nii-chan." She smiled while leaving the room to find the red head.
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'That didn't happend. I didn't just had my first kiss with a man, yet alone with Komui.' Lavi thought. Yes he wasn't a virgin anymore but yes he didn't kiss anyone up til now. And a man nonetheless. And worse he didn't disliked it actually he liked it. A lot. But Komui wasn't really awake and probable didn't meant to kiss him. Let's face it he was probable dreaming about someone. Someone he loved. Shit! First Lavi wasn't supposed to have feelings or to show them and second did he really just thought about love and men at the same time? Shit. Life just got a hundred percent more difficult. He couldn't think about anything but the kiss and how much he wanted to do it again. Some sound cut him out of his thoughts.
There was the sound of footsteps on the stone floor approaching him. Turning he found Lenalee heading his way. 'Now that's exactly what I need right now.' He thought.
"There you are." She sounded breathless as she came to stop in front of him. "I was searching for you." She smiled. Seems like Komui found the right words to cheer her up. Komui, the name alone got his cheeks burning up a bit.
"You alright? You're blushing again." She staded out.
"I'm alright." Lavi said while taking a step back to dodge the hand that reached out to touch his forehead.
"Are you sure?" Lenalee asked sounding somewhat amused. "Maybe you should lie down a bit."
Lavi nodded. "Yes I think I will do that." And with that he turned on his heels and headed to his room.
Once he was there he slamed the door shut and locked it. For a minute he stood still but then he hit the door with full force. "SHIT!"
He needed to calm down, needed someone to talk. Allen! He could always count on him. After a few calming breaths he left the room to call the white head.
Tut-tut-tut … "Oh man they have Timmy turned off." Lavi was getting more and more frustrated. So he needed to talk to Komui to find out there they were. Since there was no mission for him and he wasn't needed here, he was theoretically free to go.
Heading to Komui's office he thought about the kiss which he really shouldn't do since he really wanted to do it again. He wasn't sure if he could keep himself under control if he was alone with the older man.
The door to Komui's office was closed and Lavi couldn't hear any sound through the door. He lifted his hand to knock but stopped for a second to calm his racing heart. There was no answer to his knocking so he opened the door to peek in.
"Komui?" He said, voice loud and clear. The red head opened the door completely and entered the office for the second time this day. The sight before him was the same too. Komui sleeping at his desk. The face of the man lying on some papers. Lavi got to the desk standing beside the dark haired man. He leaned back against the desk and watched the man. Lavi took a look around before letting his hand slide through the thick black waves. His fingers brushed over the pale neck. The red head sighed. God, what he would give for another kiss. He leaned towards Komui's face. His fingers slid up the side of Komui's neck along the jaw-line. The thumb brushed over the man's lower lip. Lavi turned Komui's face to his side a bit more and leaned down. He let his lips brush over Komui's. It was a short kiss. Decent. Innocent. Just lips pressed to another pair. He quickly pulled away as he felt the older man move. Lavi took a few steps back. Komui sat up and rubbed his eyes. Then he yawned.
"Huh? Lavi?" He sounded groggy. After he cleaned his throat he continued talking. "What are you doing here? Are you okay now? Did Lenalee find you?"
Lavi put his hands up smiling. "Woah easy. Yes she found me. Yes I am okay. And I was going to ask you were Allen and the others are."
Komui arched an eyebrow. "Why do want to know that?"
"I wanted to talk to him. And my call didn't got through to them."
"You can … Wait." Komui said and looked at his clock. "They should be calling anytime soon. You can talk to Allen then."
"Okay but I still would like to go meet them. It should still take them some time to finish the job right? Maybe I could help." The red head suggested. The black haired man just shook his head. Lavi's brows furrowed. "Why not?"
"If I wanted to send you I would have already done that." The ringing of the phone cut the argument for the time being.
"Yes? … I was waiting. So how is it going?" Komui turned away from Lavi to his desk. The red head got over to the couch and sat down, watching as Komui talked to one of three on the other line. The conversation went on for a couple of minutes.
"Get Allen on. Lavi wants to talk to him. … I don't know. Now stop making a fuss and get him on. I need to check something." Komui gestured for Lavi to come to the desk. He took the receiver from the man.
"I need to check something. Take your time." Komui said as he stood up and left the room.
Lavi sat down in Komui's chair, taking the receiver to his ear. There was rustling on the other end.
"Allen?"
"Yes. Lavi?"
"Hey. What are you doing?"
"Lavi? Is everything alright?"
"Yes everything's perfect." Lavi's voice was getting more and more frantic.
"You don't sound alright. Tell me what's wrong Lavi." Allen was instantly into nurture mode. Lavi was a good friend after all and Lavi trusted him. Allen even knew that Lavi didn't had a kiss up til now.
"I-I had my first kiss." Lavi confessed.
"Woah that's fantastic. How was it? With who? And why do you sound so miserable about it?" Of course was Allen happy for him and worried at the same time since Lavi sounded so weird.
"Well thanks I guess. And it was way to short." Lavi couldn't help but smile a bit. "And it was with a man." Lavi paused. He turned so that he had his back to the door and looked out the window. "It was with … Komui."
Allen let out a surprised gasp. "Komui? Really? How?" He managed to say.
"Well Lenalee is worried about you three since she didn't hear anything from you. And I wanted to distract her. So I thought we should look for Komui, you know. And he was sleeping. … So she went to get coffee and I tried to wake him up. He said something but I couldn't catch it. So I leaned down to hear him better and then … then he just kissed me. He wasn't even awake and he doesn't seem to remember." Lavi ended his monologue with a sob. He didn't know when he started crying but he was.
"Shh Lavi. It's okay. It's gonna be okay." Allen tried to smooth him and Lavi knew Allen would hug him if he were here. "Have you asked him about the kiss?"
"No. I just ran when Lenalee came back. And when I came back to the office to ask him to let me join you, he was sleeping again and I couldn't help myself but to kiss him. He woke up and we got into fight why I'm not allowed to join you. And know I'm spilling my guts to you even through I'm not allowed to have any feelings at all. Shit Allen I really need you right now." Lavi was crying really hard by now. He coud hear Allen's breathing and he knew that Allen didn't know what to say and would have comforted him in a physical way and he really needed it right now. "I really really need you, Allen. I miss you so much right now." Lavi felt better after talking to his best friend and crying like a baby.
He could practically hear Allen's smile when he answered. "Hang in there. We will be back in a couple of days. Just be good and wait. And I miss you too. I got so much to tell you when I'm back." Allen sounded so happy and it kinda transfered to the red head. He felt so much better.
"Okay Lavi. I'm sorry but I must hang up now. See you."
"Yeah see you Allen. Thanks for listening."
"No problem. It's good. You sound better now."
"I'm feeling much better."
"Good. Tell Lenalee we're good. Bye."
"I will. Bye." Lavi hung up and took a deep breath. He wiped his eyes one last time before turning to the door. Lavi froze when he saw Komui leaning against the doorway.
"How long have you been standing there?" Lavi asked. He felt a little panicky.
"Long enough." Komui sounded weird a bit to serious.
"And how long exactly is enough?"
Komui approached him slowly. "So you really really need Allen, huh?" Lavi's eyes widend a bit with surprise. "And you were crying. Why were you crying?" The man stood right infront of the red head. In arms reach.
"I-I … Yes I miss him. He's my best friend after all. And it's pretty obvious that I was crying." Lavi turned to look out of the window. He heard some movements behind him before he could feel Komui's warmth against his back.
"Why were you crying?" Komui asked again.
"It's nothing." The red head could see Komui's reflection in the window.
"Why were you crying?" The dark haired man asked again.
"It has nothing to do with you."
"Oh I think it does." He persisted on an answer.
"It's embarrassing."
"But you could tell Allen. Don't trust me enough?"
That statement made Lavi angry for some reason. "That's not it."
"Then tell me what made you cry." Komui leaned flushed against Lavi's back, resting his chin on the red head's shoulder.
What is he doing? Why is he doing that? Lavi's head began to spin. The feeling helped him to get the courage to answer Komui's question.
"You."
"What? Why?"
"You made me cry. I cried because of you. Because of what you did."
"What did I do?"
"You-you kissed me and don't even remember." Lavi said, smiling sadly.
"I did?" Komui lifted his head and his face showed how surprised he was. "When?"
"Earlier today. When Lenalee and I first came here."
"Oh I remember you fleeing before I was really awake."
"Yeah that's because you kissed me before Lenalee came back with the coffee."
"Didn't like to kiss a guy, huh? Or should I say an old guy?"
"That's not it. It-it was my first kiss." Lavi stopped. His eyes flickered to the floor. "It was my first and you didn't seem to remember. And well I kissed you again before you woke up and we had that fight over whenever or not I'm allowed to join Allen and co."
"You did?" Komui was smirking.
"Yes." Lavi confirmed.
"But I wasn't even awake. That was mean." Komui pouted.
"Mean?" Confused Lavi turned around to face the older man.
"Yes mean. Now I already kissed you twice but I don't remember. Do you think we can fix that?" Komui leaned forward.
"Wha-" But Lavi was cut off by a pair lips against his own. For a second he froze but then he let his arms move around the man's neck to pull him closer.
There was a tongue sliding over the teen's bottom lip. The red head parted his lips and let the tongue enter his mouth. He didn't know how to kiss french. So he just imitated the movements of the older man's tongue. The kiss quickly became heated and sloppy.
Lavi had his hands burried in the man's raven hair.
Komui's hands were under Lavi's shirt, trying to memorize every inch of skin just by touch.
Lavi moaned into the older man's mouth as said man groped his ass.
"Oh didn't mean to interrupt but here are the papers you asked for, Komui." Reever said. He didn't really sounded surprised or offended. Lavi pushed Komui off, blushing furiously.
"Thanks Reever. But learn how to knock okay?" Komui sounded a bit breathless.
Reever smiled. "I'll try to remember that. But usually you're always sleeping so knocking doesn't make that much sense."
"You're right but please try to knock from now on."
"Sure thing boss." Reever tried not to smile so hard as looked at Lavi. "Don't be so embarrassed."
"I'll try." Lavi was getting comfortable with this situation. Crazy.
Reever lifted a hand as he left the room.
"I'm in big trouble." Lavi said.
"What do you mean?" Komui didn't seem to follow his train of thought.
"I'm a bookman after all. What do you think grandpa will do when he finds it out. And he will find it out."
Komui hugged Lavi from behind, nuzzling his face in the teen's neck. "We will cross that brigde when we come to it."
"Okay." Lavi agreed, leaning back onto Komui's chest.
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Allen wondered if Lavi was capable to figure his situation out. But he believed in Lavi so it will be okay for the time being.
"Allen come!" Kanda sounded lightly pissed off. They're going to a bar, drinking and gambling all night.
Allen had a good feeling about the evening. I mean what could possibly go wrong with the three of them so let's have some fun.
"Coming!" Allen ran to the others. Cross smiled. Kanda was trying hard not to smile which was damn hard since Allen was grinning like an idiot. "Let's go."
End of chapter two
So how was it? Good? Bad?
Excited for the next chapter?
Well next one will be pretty sad at least for me since I love Kanda.
But I'm not telling what's gonna happen.
I have holidays so I can write more than usual. So next chapter will be way faster.
See you~