AN: Hey all! So if you aren't aware I'm posting news about upcoming stories and about update times for this one at the very top of my profile so there's no need to look far! Right now it says that I was planning to post this chapter by Wednesday but I got it done much quicker than expected!

It's kind of smutty...I think? I've never really written it before. You guys be the judge! So thank you to those who have reviewed! And even the people who just gave me their time to read it, I love seeing the views number climb!

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Disclaimer: Unfortunately I own nothing besides the plot that is now going to unfurl, the world, characters and relations belong to the talented Rainbow Rowell. This is purely for fun and the entertainment of others eagerly awaiting a sequel and not for profit!

Park

She felt so good. Park had forgotten how easy it was to mold his body flush against hers; and how their lips moved in such a perfect rhythm, like they had been doing it all their lives.

He kissed every freckle he could possibly cover on her face.

"Park-" Eleanor started.

"Shhh," he said interrupting her, "don't talk, not now, I love your voice I really do, God I missed it, but please Eleanor do me just one favor….shut up for a minute."

"But-"she tried again but he cut her off…again.

"Eleanor I love you, and I am trying so hard right now to try and convince myself it isn't a dream, and your voice is being a serious distraction." Park muttered calmly staring into the black holes that were her eyes.

"No but Park- I need you to listen-"

"Eleanor"-he groaned.

"Park" she imitated, he was getting frustrated now. Her voice was so beautiful, he dreamed about it every night, and everyday he would daze off thinking about it, but right now he wanted to feel the air…air was always different in dreams, artificial, and her voice was giving him a distraction, in his heart…and in his pants. "Forget about making sure this is real I need to tell you something, Park I..." she cut off looking away.

"What Eleanor, you what?" Was she going to say it?

"I just missed you that's all..." She muttered looking away, Park felt his heart clench in pain, and sure he knew Eleanor loved him.

But he always wished she would say it back.

He never heard those words come from her mouth and it made him want to tear up. Parks dad would probably call him a pussy if he knew that tidbit of info.

Eleanor

Eleanor saw the hurt flash through his eyes, but what could she do? She knew Park loved her, and she knew she loved him, but saying it out loud would totally change everything.

She was so scared if she told Park she loved him it would make everything seem real. Well, what they had was real, but it would make things seem real in the sense that, now that her feelings were out in the open, if Park were to leave, she would be crushed, destroyed, devastated, even more so because of admitting her feelings. That's what Eleanor meant by real, the thought of him leaving and her being hurt was more real.

So she wouldn't…couldn't say it.

She looked back up to his unwavering stare.

"I missed you too," Park finally came out with; his voice was thick with emotion.

And then his lips were back on hers.

Park

Park slammed Eleanor back into the door grasping her hips as if his life depended on it. He groaned as she ground his hips into her. It seemed hormones weren't only affecting Park in this situation.

Park thought back to that night in the truck when Eleanor had tried to have sex with him. He really wanted to; it was beyond hard to stop her, but what could they do with no protection? Park's dad had given him the birds and the bees talk and he wasn't about to go around getting Eleanor pregnant.

That night was not today. He had missed her for too long to hold himself back, and judging from the sounds coming from Eleanor she felt the same.

He was hoping she would have something, birth control, or a condom…well maybe he was a little apprehensive about the condom…why would she need them? Park didn't want to think about his Eleanor with other guys.

Regardless things were getting heavy and Park needed to make his move.

He slid one hand down from her waist to cup her ass; he gave the soft flesh a gentle squeeze.

"Park," she growled, and he squeezed it just a little bit harder the second time. Judging by the sound that escaped her throat, Eleanor was clearly enjoying Parks ministrations, and he squeezed and rolled his hips against hers.

"You're beautiful," he murmured.

Eleanor

The fact that Eleanor was allowing Park to touch her so freely like this was a sign it had been too long since he last touched her.

She felt no self-consciousness. All she felt was him...well…it was hard not to. They were pressing so hard into one another Eleanor felt like anymore and they would just morph into one, and yet it still was not close enough.

His lips trailed down from her mouth, to her jaw, and to a sensitive spot on her neck. Eleanor gasped arching her neck. "Park," she whispered.

"Hmmm?" he refused to move his mouth from that spot. She was going to have such a hickey in the morning.

"Up the stairs, make a right, third door on the left."

His eyes snapped up to hers, they were filled with a lust Eleanor had never seen before.

"Okay?" she asked tentatively.

"Okay" his voice was five times deeper than before.

Eleanor pulled Park's face back to hers.

Instead of leaving his hands where they were, Park slid them down to the back of her thighs (Eleanor had lost some weight in the past year, not much, but she was still smaller than the last time they saw each other, it made her wonder if he noticed) and hoisted her up, forcing her to wrap her legs around his waist.

Park

Park turned around with Eleanor wrapped wantonly around him and made his way up the stairs. It was slightly difficult what with Eleanor blocking his view and all, and it took a few minutes.

Every few steps towards her room, when her lips on his neck became to distracting, Park would have to stop and slam Eleanor against the wall to kiss her.

When he finally made it to her room, he opened the door and looked up to find the bed.

Eleanor's room was slightly bigger than Park's. Light gray walls lined the room, and the floor had a slightly darker shade of gray on it. There was a full size bed in the corner with a yellow quilted bedspread on top. There were a few posters scattering the walls, Park smiled when he realized they were all of the bands from the first mix tape he had given her. The corner held a stereo and record player with tapes and records scattered on the floor around them. To the left was a desk, with a box on top. The box was overflowing with Park's letters to Eleanor, the "Kiss Me I'm Irish" shirt, and his mix tapes.

Parks heart clenched at the fact that she had kept everything together. Like packing him away to keep safe.

he slowly leaned Eleanor onto the bed so he was on top of her.

Eleanor

Park layed on top of her. Their mouths never breaking in the process.

She reached under his shirt and felt the planes of his stomach. She lifted her hands higher and higher, Park reached down and ripped it off completely.

His chest was lean and strong. Flat and sharp, he didn't have huge muscles but they were defined. Eleanor wanted to lick it.

Eleanor followed her shirt with Park's to be discarded on the floor. They were both sitting on their knees at this point. Park deftly undid her bra and threw it to the side cupping her breasts.

"You sure did that quickly, got any experience I don't know about?" Eleanor muttered, amusement but also apprehension lacing her voice.

"I've had a lot of time to think about doing it," he wouldn't look at her face. It seemed he was a little to preoccupied staring at and playing with her chest. Not that she was complaining.

"You've um thought about this before?" Eleanor could feel her face heating up to a shade of pink that would definitely not match her hair.

His eyes flashed up to meet hers "um yea, I've kinda uhh thought about this, and um this whole process quite a few times." It was Parks turn to blush now.

"Oh...okay...um…you know what Park? I think that's pretty hot." Eleanor smirked. She never smirked.

Park didn't even respond. He just winked, albeit looking slightly shocked, but went back to studying her breasts.

The next thing Eleanor could comprehend happening was Park throwing her down and his mouth on her right nipple. She gasped in pleasure.

Not wanting to neglect the left he moved his hand up to knead the nipple with his fingers.

He teased and sucked and bit them over and over again as she writhed her body underneath him.

"PARK!" would occasionally rip from her lungs when he touched her in the right way.

Eleanor could feel herself coming undone.

She flipped them around so she was on top straddling him, her hair surrounding them like a curtain.

Unsure with what to do, she started slowly running her hands up and down his chest, moving them a little lower each time.

Eleanor leaned down and kissed his jaw, his chin, his neck and adams apple. With a gasp from Park she became aware that he had a sensitive spot on his neck right below his ear. She started to suck that area.

Eleanor's hands kept travelling down until she reached his pants. She could feel his erection through his pants and grasped it.

One of Park's hands flew into her hair, forcing her head up to look him in the eyes, while other went to her hand. He slowly guided her hand up and down his member.

It was the most erotic thing Eleanor had ever experienced…not that she had had many, really any experience of course.

Without taking her eyes off of him, Eleanor slowly unzipped Park's pants and pulled them and his boxers down and far as she could, he kicked them off the rest of the way.

She looked down and blushed.

Eleanor had never seen a dick before. He wasn't small, and Eleanor glared suspiciously at it, wondering how that was going to fit inside of her.

He guided her hand back. She grasped his member, as his hand guided her up and down. She tightened her had slightly and Park's eyes darkened.

Eleanor kept going. Park closed his eyes and let out a sigh.

Park put his hands on her waist. Eleanor looked up to see a devious smirk on his lips. And without warning, he flipped them so he was hovering over her.

"Did I ever tell you I loved you?" he whispered, his hands running up and down her sides.

Eleanor pretended to think about the answer "ehh no I don't think so."

"Shut up," he said with a kiss that made her insides quiver.

Park

Park's hands moved down to Eleanor's zipper.

"Okay?"

"Okay."

He slowly slid them off, his eyes never leaving hers to make sure she didn't change her mind.

Park came back up to her panties. His fingers played at the hem and she squirmed underneath him. He didn't take his time ripping them off. They were so close to finally doing it.

Park dipped two fingers into the lips of her vagina, realizing how wet she was for him, he slowly slid two fingers inside of her, and then he took them out, and slid them back in again. She mewled with pleasure and he kept going.

Park pumped his fingers in and out of Eleanor faster and his thumb found her nub, kneading it as she gasped and writhed underneath them.

"Park please," she whimpered. He knew what she wanted and his erection had grown so much it nearly hurt.

He kissed her chest and locked their eyes. Slowly pulling out his fingers, Park positioned himself at her entrance.

And then he realized the problem.

"Um Eleanor?"

"Is something wrong?"

"We need a condom." Realization dawned on her face.

She leaned over to her night table and pulled one out of her drawer.

"Don't worry; I wasn't off being some kind of floozy. My aunt gave them to me as protection just in case I...you know," she blushed.

Park laughed, "well I guess I owe a thank you to her."

Park readied himself to enter her. Their eyes never left each others. He gave her the biggest shit eating grin he could, she smiled back tentatively.

This was it.

They both heard the click of the front door opening and the same time.

"Shit!" Eleanor whispered.

"Eleanor sweetheart, are you upstairs?" her uncle called, "we have a surprise for you!"

Again from Eleanor "shit shit shit."

There you are! A whole seven pages , I hope you enjoyed it, and please REVIEW! I LOVE REVIEWS! Flames not so much but I do respect everyone's opinion! I think I have a much more clear idea of where this is headed, I actually already wrote the last chapter. I don't have the middle done, but at least I know how it will end!

But I do want to give you a hint. This chapter will be extremely crucial to my big scheme you may not realize it know, but you will soon.

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