Copper Curves
After Jace leaves the room, things get really awkward with Jonathan. I don't know what to say to him. I'm pretty sure he thought all of my dirty talk up to now was just in fun. Now Jace has made it obvious to Jonathan that it's more than that and then intentionally left us alone together. If I didn't know Jace so well, I'd think this was some kind of a test, but no. He wouldn't have done this if he didn't want Jonathan and me to actually address what's between us.
"So are we gonna talk about this, or would you rather pretend Jace didn't just say all of that stuff about your feelings for me?" Jonathan asks, finally breaking the silence.
I sigh, walking over to him. "Actually no, I'd rather not talk about it, Jon. Because the only thing I am good at doing with words is getting into trouble. Can I just, show you instead?" I ask, resting my hand on his shoulder.
He sighs, resting his hand on top of mine. "Yes, but just know that anything that happens is a risk, because if anyone ever finds out, it could blow up in our faces." His eyes are shining. It is clear Jon is torn between what he wants and what he feels is appropriate. That makes it my job to reassure him.
"I know and that means we just have to be careful, so I'm going to go lock the door." I smile. When I come back to Jon a minute later, I throw my arms around him and begin kissing him with a fire and intensity that, judging by his reaction, he has never felt before.
"Seraphina, are you absolutely sure you want to do this? Cuz if not, I can still leave and pretend this never happened. But if I stay, there is no turning back." He says, looking into my eyes.
"I get that this changes things between us, Jon, regardless and I'm fine with that. But I also don't want you getting the wrong idea. All I can promise you is tonight. I can't speak for the future, or even what tomorrow will bring. And you have to remember that I'm still with Jace. He has promised not to let what happens, between you and I, affect our relationship. I owe him at least the same guarantee. So you have to know that your best case scenario here, you'd still be sharing me. And that's only an option if this goes well and Jace doesn't change his mind. There are a lot of variables here, so you have to know that this could be a one shot deal, okay. I don't want to hurt you, Jon. If the idea of this remaining in the realm of something casual and temporary is enough to change your mind about going forward with it, I can respect that." I say.
"Sera, I'm not going to lie to you. If it was solely up to me, I would be with you forever. But that doesn't mean that I expect that. All I ask, is for you to willingly be with me tonight, since Jace has given us permission and then see how we feel about it, okay? All I want is a shot here. Can you just promise me that if after tonight, you find yourself still wanting this to continue, you will fight for us? Because I'm in the same boat as Jace here, and if half of your attention is the most I can ever expect, then half of it is what I have to contend with. But I don't want you giving up on the possibility of us unless you genuinely decide that you don't want to be with me. Okay?" He asks, searching my eyes for his answer.
"Yes. You have my word. Unless you somehow horrify me out of wanting you, I will talk to Jace and find out how far his generosity actually goes with all of this, okay?" I smile. Jonathan laughs, obviously relieved by my answer. "Now come here, because I need you to kiss me, right now." I say, clenching his shirt in my fists and pulling him roughly the last bit of distance to press up against me. I place one hand behind his neck and the other on the small of his back drawing him even closer, feeling him stiffen at our proximity.
"Seraphina, I love you." He breathes between kisses.
"I know, Jon. I know." I grin, making him eager for a different response, which he may or may not get eventually, depending on how things go.
"Now, I need to know how much experience you have Jon, because it affects how we proceed from here." I ask, looking into his dark eyes, seeing the hunger there. "I know you haven't exactly had a lot of girlfriends, so, just how green are you?"
"None, Sera, I have no experience. Those kisses we just shared were my first ever, if you must know." He sighs, obviously embarrassed by that fact. "I've just never been able to take an interest in other girls, only you."
"That's actually really hot, Jon. Don't be shy. I'm not exactly a pro myself. Jace was my first and he's been my only, but we do have a lot of sex, so I can definitely show you what to do, alright?" I smirk. "And if you've never kissed anyone before, then wow, you are obviously a natural at that because I never would have known it if you hadn't told me. You kiss very well." I grin. "Mmm, now, let's see what else you are a natural at!" I laugh, pulling him down onto my bed.
After practically an hour of making out, I grasp Jonathan's hand and place it between my legs. "I, oh, what do I, er, how do I?" He asks, chewing on his lip in contemplation. I smile up at him.
"Don't worry baby, I'll guide you, okay?" So I proceed to show him where and how to use his fingers on me and he picks it up pretty easily, even bringing me close a couple of times. "Oh, by the Angel, I want you, Jonathan!" I gasp and move to straddle his hips. "I'm going to do something to you, okay? I want you to let me know if you like it." I smile. He gives me a nod and I lower my mouth onto him and begin to teach him all about one of my favourite pursuits.
"Oh Seraphina! Oh gosh! Oh wow, I've… never… felt… anything… like… this… before!" He grunts, barely able to speak as I administer my talented tongue on him. I happen to be lacking a gag reflex, which Jace has always seemed to enjoy.
"Oh Baby, you ain't seen nothin' yet!" I laugh, removing my mouth and coming back up to begin kissing him again. He pulls back for a moment from the kiss and looks into my eyes.
"Is there, some version of what you just did that I might be able to do to you?" He asks. Smart boy, I think laughing inwardly.
"You mean you want me to teach you how to use your tongue on me?" I ask, batting my eyelashes innocently. Sadly he can read me so well that he reads between the lines.
"Huh, I'm guessing that was the right question to ask, wasn't it?" He laughs.
"Yeah, only a lottle bit." I say, using my catch phrase (you know, like whenever you would normally say 'a little bit' as an understatement, because what you really mean is a lot).
"Well good, then teach me!" He says, lowering himself, getting ready to follow my instructions. Damn! This is gonna be a good night!
When I finally stop quivering from the enjoyment of Jonathan's tongue, we move on to other things.
"Are you sure you want to go through with this, Jon? I mean you only have the one virginity to lose. Are you sure you want to give it to your guano crazy little sister? I mean, you do know I'm certifiable, right?" I ask, hovering just above the point of no return, waiting for his answer, not lowering myself onto him until he gives me the go ahead.
"You're not that crazy, Sera. And yes, I'm sure." He says, pulling me downward, making the decision for both of us. I immediately begin lifting and lowering my body, to which he responds with glorious moans of pleasure.
"Yes, I am, Jonathan. You've inherited all of Mom's compassion to temper your demon blood. You're better, by nurture, than you had any right to be, by nature. I on the other hand, take entirely after Daddy dearest. There is not a more devoted Circle member to be found than I. I am wholly committed to the cause and one day, when Father is finally installed as the head of the new Clave and Council, I fully intend that he should name me as his eventual successor. And everything I do in the meantime is directed towards making that happen. Now, Jace knows all of that, and he stands by me in spite of it. So, I ask you, dear Brother, how about you?" I say, not slowing my motions while making my speech.
"Yes, I stand by you. I love you wholeheartedly, my beautiful Sister. I don't mind that you are like our father, he is a great man devoted to a great cause and it doesn't hinder my opinion of you that you aspire to be like him. You are his daughter. It is fitting that you should want to be like him, though he has many enemies. Frankly, my darling, it wouldn't matter two licks to me what your aspirations were. You could, want to watch the world burn and I would, gladly hand you the match. You could never do anything to make me stop loving you. Which is why, I hope that you will be gentle with my heart. You see, you wield a great power over me, My Sister. A power that I hope you won't abuse." He gasps and I pick up speed.
In this moment, I want nothing more than to watch him cum. He has said the magic words and given to me that which I most desire. Power. He's mine now and I am his. My Brother just earned himself his rightful place at my right hand. Mind you, I have two hands, two hands and two brothers. Now, isn't that convenient?
"Ohh, ahh, yes Seraphina! I think this is it! I think I'm cumming!" He yells, quite loudly. Between his sounds of pleasure and the squeaking of the bed, we don't notice that someone has used an unlocking rune and come silently into my room. It is at the exact moment when Jonathan finally starts shooting into me, that we hear someone loudly clear their throat and we both look over to see none other than our father and mother watching us.
"Oh goody, you're both here, saves me having to hunt Jonathan down as well. Get yourselves dressed and meet us in my study in fifteen minutes and not a moment after. You can bask in the afterglow later. We need to discuss plans for your upcoming Lupine expeditions, so Jonathan, bring those blueprints I gave you. Oh and Seraphina, next time? Put a damned condom on your brother and maybe a locking rune on the door? I may be scarred for life." Valentine smirks and Jocelyn stifles a laugh and they turn and leave the room. Huh, that was special.