I promise, it won't hurt Chapter 3, a hunger games fanfic

Chapter 3

After that night things started getting better between us. Every time we could, we would hide some place and steal kisses and when there were people around we would look at each other like little kids do when they're plotting something they know they're not supposed to do. Except, of course, if Finnick was the only one around; he's very discreet about it and wouldn't insinuate anything when there were people around like Gale or Peeta. Nonetheless, Johanna stills mumbles in her sleep and sometimes I understand what she says and it's always the same pleading, "Not again. No. It can't happen this time too. No. Not again," or "I love her. I do. Don't make me lose her too." Some nights more than others, but her sleep is clearly agitated, even when I stay with her.

Now, reflection time consists of cuddling Johanna and listening to the CD's, which actually means listening to Johanna sing Disney songs (which surprises me because I thought P!nk was her favorite) until I can't take it anymore and force Johanna to put another CD. We cuddle, kiss until we're too tired and go to sleep. And that's when it occurs to me that it's about time to show her that song.

"No, no, no. I'll choose the song now." I say as I straddle her waist trying to take the CD's from her. She's almost getting away when I hold her face and press my lips firmly against hers. She softens a bit, kissing me back and for a moment I almost forget that I'm doing this to get the CD's. She opens her mouth and as soon as I invade her mouth with my tongue she sucks it and gets away.

"You really think I'd fall for that?" She asks me and I pout.

"Please?" I say with pleading eyes. Johanna rolls her eyes but chuckles.

"Whatever the girl on fire wants." she finally says giving me the CD's. I grin like a child and give her a quick kiss. I pick P!nk's CD making sure she won't see it. "Which one did you choose?" she says trying to get a sneak pick of the CD.

"No cheating! It's a surprise!" I say giggling. I place the CD in the CD player and forward it to the song I want it to play. "Listen to it carefully. It's very meaningful for me; for us." And the song starts.

Right from the start
You were a thief you stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep
Things you never say to me
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Johanna lies on the bed next to me.

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

She pulls me closer and I lay my head on her shoulder.

I'm sorry I don't understand where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
Oh we had everything
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everything
And it's all in your mind
Yeah but this is happening
You've been having real bad dreams
Oh oh
You used to lie so close to me
Oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love, oh our love, our love

(song keeps on playing)…..

Johanna clears her throat and holds me tighter. I put my leg over her waist to bring her closer to me, if that's possible."So… I'm kinda broken. You were about to be broken but then they gave mutt Peeta back. You still think we can learn to love again?" she says. I nod kissing her chin. She turns around so I would be under her, still straddling her waist.

She kisses me softly at first to then deepen it. I feel a wave of emotions invading me, my heart races and soon I'm completely breathless; my body temperature is surely above the normal. She takes her shirt and bra off purposely slowly for me to enjoy the view and before I notice it I am completely shirtless as well and my pants are nowhere to be seen. I'm suddenly aware of what is about to happen and I want to run and hide. What if this is not right? What if…? I don't even know what to expect, what to fear. Johanna kisses me turning all my thoughts into a series of 'OH, I NEVER KNEW MY BODY COULD FEEL ALL OF THIS' and moaning and hoping Johanna will never stop.

My guts burn and bubble and I feel an intensity building up my body, it overwhelms me and I am almost scared of how many things Johanna makes me feel. She starts tracing her way down my neck with her mouth to bite my collarbone. I try to keep it in, but a moan escapes my lips making her grin. Johanna restarts tracing my body but now with her tongue; when she reaches the space between my breasts she bites me harder making me arch my back and scream in a confusion of pain and pleasure to then turn her attention to my breasts. She kisses, licks, suckles and bites one of them while massaging the other. I grab her hair in a desperate attempt of not moaning as loud as I am, but that only motivates her to go to my other breast and do the kissing, licking, suckling and biting more intense. I cross my legs around her waist in an attempt of controlling my body. Yet, when she suckles my nipple with a special pressure I buck my hips against her moaning loudly and not caring at all if the walls are thin enough for us to be heard or if I have any control over my body, whatsoever.

"Oh, heavens-Johanna" I try to tell her how good that was but I can manage no more words as she gets back to kissing my body all the way down to my burning venter and gets rid of my underwear with a unexpected fluidity.

"Looks like someone is soaked" Johanna's voice is thick with lust and she starts kissing my inner legs, biting me just next to my groin. My body tenses with anticipation until I can take no more.

"Johanna!" She looks at me pleased and rather surprised. "Please." I manage a pleading.

"Alright. But you'll still have to wait a bit more before I send you to heaven. After all this is your first time, brainless." She says with a grin and buries her face between my legs. I couldn't care less. I just want her. I just want fucking (in all the meanings of the word) Johanna Mason. There's nobody else left for me or for her. Oh, since when do I think like that?

At first it's a weird feeling but in less than half a second I'm bucking my hips, pressing my body against her and tangling my finger in her hair as she kisses me. She bites me and I feel the tip of her tongue introducing herself in me. My back arches and I gasp in anticipation of what is about to come. Johanna slides her tongues in and out with cautious care releasing a bit of the tension I had before. In and out she goes.

"Ah!" I moan and scream when she sucks my entrance sending electric shocks all over my body. I'm sitting up, about to tell her how great that was and to insinuate it was her turn when she thrusts two fingers inside me.

"OH" I drop back noticing that what I felt, no matter how good it was, wasn't even close to where Johanna plans to send me to. She starts running her fingers up and down and I automatically rock my hips in the racing rhythm she sets. It's way too synchronized for a first time and it feels like we've loved each other since forever. She comes up to me and kisses me deeply, taking away the little air I had without losing the rhythm of her fingers. She quickly kisses her way down and starts kissing my clit; playing with it with her tongue, pressing it between her lips and sucking it. My whole body is boiling - feverish.

"Johanna, I" And I feel like a bow string when it's tensed and about to snap. Johanna is the archer and I am the bow and she's pulling my string with too much tension. "Joha ugh" Johanna accelerates the pace and gives one last firm thrust while sucking my clit "JOHANNA" And the string snaps. My back arches resembling a tensed bow about to release. I try to catch my breath as the boiling sensation slips out between my legs, sending jolts of electricity all over my body while Johanna moves her fingers inside me, slowing the pace. She drinks everything that comes out from me and licks me until I'm cleaned. Why the hell is she doing that? Is she just enjoying it or trying to turn me crazily on again? She comes back up, sliding one of her legs over me and I can slightly feel wetness between her legs.

"My instincts tell me you liked this, but I can't be sure. Would you please be so kind and enlighten me?" she says, her lips in a typical Johanna smirk, her eyes narrowed like a cat does when asking for something and her voice is a deep purr that just makes my stomach bubble all over again. I am still catching my breath when I turn to her with a wide smile lightening up my face.

"Yes, indeed." I say kissing her. "I loved it. Loved it. Loved it." I kiss her and kiss her and kiss her, and pin her on the bed. She giggles making my heart light, almost as if I had never been in the games. She scans my body and narrows her eyes.

"That makes me want to do it again." She says purring and tickles me trying to get me off her. I laugh out loud and pin her again, like she pinned me on the games. I lower my face until our lips are almost touching.

"Does this remind you of anything?" I ask her. Her eyes widen and I see a trace of pain. I scold myself for bringing her those memories. What was I thinking of? Of course it would be great to remind ourselves of the hunger games that made her be tortured while we make love. I'm a genius!

"Yes, and I hope you're not trying to take revenge on me for saving your life, brainless" she says recovering her sass.

"Oh! I plan on taking revenge." I kiss her softly "but in a different way," another soft kiss. "Let's see how fast I learn to do something I've never done before." I finish deepening the kiss and sliding my body down for a more comfortable position for the situation.

"Oh, sweetheart, I hope you learned 'cause I went easy on you." She sighs as I start sucking her neck. I let go when her moaning turns into a, 'OK Katniss, I'm starting to suspect you're trying to drink my blood.' I kiss her and bite her slowly, tasting her salty skin. I reach her breasts and start suckling. My mind is clouded with pleasure and once again, all thanks to Johanna, I don't seem to be the ruler of my own actions. Johanna caresses my back and nape, clawing my skin every now and then when I bite or suck a place in the right way. This way I trace my way down her body, making sure I don't miss a single space of her skin, after all, I don't know when I'll get to taste her again. She's too unpredictable. She's too much like me. I play with her bellybutton making a chuckle mixed with moaning slip out of her lips. I accommodate myself putting her legs over my shoulder and breathe deeply. What if I don't do it right? What if she doesn't like it? What if…

"Don't worry babe." she says with her breath already hasty "I don't care about that. I just want you. I need you. We can take care of that later." she comforts me, giving me courage as if she could read my mind. She wants me. She needs me. These thoughts fuel my body and eagerness to taste every flavor she can offer me. I bury my head between her legs kissing her. Instead of being gentle like she was to me and slowly introducing herself in me, I thrust my tongue in her with a hunger that was unknown to me. There is no pattern or thought to it as Johanna seemed to have. I do what my body tells me to. "OH!" Johanna moans loudly when I scratch my teeth in her clit. "God! Katniss" she groans tangling her finger in my hair, bucking her hips. My center heats up as my body boils with satisfaction. Looks like I'm doing the right thing. With this in mind I bury two fingers inside her and start rocking them inside her. "mmm, Kat, this is so good" she says with a gasp and rolls her hips to match the rhythm of my fingers. I introduce a third finger in her and start racing my pace when I notice her gasping and arching her back when I do so. Clearly needing to catch her breath Johanna manages a "Harder, use- other hand- too." I take her advice and start rubbing her clit with my free hand, kissing her and moving my fingers as she requested. I get loud, hasty moans and groans mixed with my name as a response and assume I got this right too. I give one last hard thrust with my fingers, put more pressure on her clit with my other fingers and bite her, trying to create a combination of all. "AH!" Johanna arches her back, pulling my hair hard and gasping loudly.
After a few softer strokes of my fingers, she caresses me as if saying 'sorry for pulling your hair too hard' as I do the same she did to me and drink every drop of the liquids that slip out of her. The taste is different to anything I've ever tasted. It's strangely sweet but still salty, confusing my palate and attracting it at the same time. This must be what Johanna would probably taste if she was a food dish; salty, almost bitter, but helplessly sweet and good.

I crawl my way back up and cuddle her, snuggling my face on her neck. We stay quiet for a while as she catches her breath; my hand is on her chest feeling her heart beat slow down. She turns to me and kisses me tenderly, melting my heart. I look up at her to find a Johanna I never saw before. She's smiling at me, her smile shines and lights up her face; for a moment I could mistake her with the moon or even the sun. She kisses me lovingly and for a longer time, and when she breaks the kiss I find her smirk familiarly in her lips.

"You do learn quickly, brainless" she hums against my lips and we kiss again. "But all those crazy things kinda distracted me, so I think" she starts sliding two finger back inside me. My eyes open wide because I wasn't expecting this, I claw my fingers in her arms and muffle a moan on her neck. "You'll have to come for me again." she finishes as I lose myself all over again. Johanna proves she was going easy on me last time as she sends me way over the edge in only a few moments of striking pleasures, which fill the room with loud moans, guttural groans, my fingers clawing her, marking her skin and that smell unique to Johanna.

Johanna smiles at me and kisses me softly, humming. "Hmm. I'm satisfied." she kisses me again and rests on a pillow. I rest my head on her shoulder as the waves of electricity slowly leave my body.

"Wow! That was- I don't even know how to describe it." I try to tell her. How can I make her understand that it is my heart jolting with joy and wondering when we will do this again, when I will taste her again, and not simply my body earning to play this new game?

"Yes. I know. That's just how good I am at the stuff I enjoy doing." she says smirking down at me with a soft purr in her voice. "Just like shoving an axe." we chuckle at her comment. She's definitely good at both of them and she certainly enjoys making me scream and moan almost as much as she likes wielding an axe, or is it the other way around? I kiss her chin giggling. "Now, let's go to sleep all this working out left me exhausted." she says kissing me and drifting to her sleep.

I don't know if her night is calm or if her dreams are quiet because I quickly drift off and can't keep myself awake to make sure she sleeps well. I don't know what I dreamt, but I'm sure Johanna was with me because her smell permeated my surroundings, my body, my eyes, my heart. She was everywhere. She was everything.

A.N.- HEY GUYS! Sorry for the delay REAL life gets in the way. (IB program, school, etc...) But here it is! I hope you guys like this. It's different from abything I've written before. Enjoy and please review. I love reviews and you guys are lovely :-)