Chapter 2- Trying to hide your feelings, and pretend you're fine.

I am right now sitting on the ground where my father throw me. I yelped in pain as he kicked me in the head. My head throbbed in a dull ache, my vision blanked out, is this death.

'Why me' I asked myself. "Get up now." He growled at me. I did as I was told. I didn't meet his eyes I just looked at the floor I knew in those icy blue eyes they only read, hate.

"It's your fault your mother died I don't ever want to hear otherwise come out your mouth is that clear." I could easily smell the Whisky on his breath. He slammed my head into the coffee table, that table was made out of glass. I collapsed to the ground when I tried to stand, my head was spinning now, I was in too much pain.

"Is that clear?!" He yelled in my ear. I winced, my head hurt and him yelling did neither of us no good.

I nodded, "Yes." I said monotone, I should no emotion with him if I did I would die.

He wasn't lying I am the reason my mother died. All because I was made, I let him hurt her. I'm the reason for it all.

I got back up when he went back to his room. I grabbed my jacket, and headphones, and speed walked out the door. It was dark, foggy, and pouring rain it was freezing out, but yet I never should how cold it was, I never showed how much my wounds hurt from the rain touching them.

As I walked down the street I notice a car zoom past, and splashed a butt load of water on me. I was dripping wet, and angry. ''You better hope my ipod's ok or else.'' I hissed to the maniac in the car. "Idiot!" I shouted after him lucky for him my Ipod was ok.

Right when I called him an idiot he spun around, and came speeding to towards me. "I did not think this through." I muttered to myself. I gulped then ran down the street trying to get away from him.

It was stupid of me to run really the guy had a freaking sports car, and it was raining, and slick, and I got my head bashed one to many times. When I turned the corner I slid down the sidewalk.

'Please don't fall, please don't fall.'I chanted over, and over in my head. Then I fell, and banged my head on the sidewalk. I screamed in pain I had my head bashed into glass table, thrown too a floor, and kicked, now the ground. I groaned, "I swear if I keep hitting my head one more time I will end up with brain damage." I mumbled to myself. Then I heard the rev of a powerful engine, and I remembered why exactly I was running.

I speed down the street once more, my head pounding in protest, but I ignored it for the sake of my life. When I made it into school the car had just made it to see a glimpse of my face. I struggled to breathe, fear was the only thing I felt. He would come back I know it.

School went as it always did. Trent DeMarco bullied me to do his homework, but this time he gave me a choice. Either do his homework or make out with him, hmm hard decision. 'Sarcasm you have to love it.'

"So what will it be babe cakes?" He purred at me.. I shuddered not because of the way he said it because the thought of kissing him was just disgusting.

"Well Trent I'll take C none of the above, but if I had to choose it would without a doubt be the homework." He snarled at me, but the snark comeback I knew he was about to saw was cut off by one of his friends. Blaze I think he was.

"Woah Trent my man you just been blown off by Freakshow hahaha." All his groupies began to laugh. I walked down the corridor, but before I turned the corner I shouted one more comment at him "Hey Trent ever since 'Mikaela' dumped 'you'.You don't scare anyone you're just a waste of time you dip shit, or should I say dumped shit." As I turned the corner I heard a lot of oohs and aws, and ouch that had to burn. My favorite was who ever said, "Apply cold water to that burn."

I smirked then I ran into Sam Witwicky. "Oh I'm sorry I should watch where I'm going." I was mentally screaming and crying inside, my wounds were on fire and my head it felt like only smiled at me, and waved off my apology.

"Nah it's cool, hey I heard the why you took on Trent that was sweet." I just shrugged,

"No big deal." Then someone put a hand on my shoulder I spun around only to be face to face with Mikaela Banes.

"No big deal! It's a big deal you stood up to Trent DeMarco. Not everyone can do that!" I just smiled.

"Hey need a ride home." I looked outside it was still raining. Well it was February after all. I shook my head,

"I can just walk." They both gave me wary glances, but said nothing more. "What's your name by the way."

I smiled," Alexis, Smith." Then a dark shadow lowered over me I turned, and walked into a massive chest.

"You remember me?" He said in a deep rumble I slowly shook my head. Then he pointed his finger at a car,

"That's my car." I squinted to see the figure then I gulped. I started to shy away from him. Oh please not him, I was hoping he forgot about this morning.

"Ummm Hi."

"Hey why did you run away from me this morning, I just wanted to apologize for splashing you. You know you really shouldn't wear a black hoodie on a dark day. The names Salin"

I nodded that was a lot for one sentence. I do feel like an idiot for running when all he wanted to do was apologize.

"Hey Freakshow." 'oh god not Trent, he's going to kill me.'

"Ready for your beat down. Did you really think you can insult me, and get away with it." To be honest I didn't.

Trent walked up to me and throw me on the ground. I screamed in pure agony. Fifth hit to the head there has to be damage. Trent kicked me in the head 6th blow. I know longer controlled how loud I was screaming.

The pain was unbearable, and the rain wasn't helping. Sam and Mikaela got out of there car with another guy, Salin was just as confused push Trent to the ground. Sam and the other guy held him down. Mikaela ran over to me. My head felt like I got hit by a semi truck holding a shit load of bricks and slates of concrete.

I had finally stop screaming from the pain. I slowly sat up I just groaned. "Hey take it easy." I looked up to Salin I didn't realize it before, but he was pretty cute. Spiked jet black hair with silver sprinkled on the tips, his eyes were an electric blue I've never seen before they almost look like they were glowing. He was wearing a long sleeve white shirt with a silver shirt over it, and some sort of symbol on it.

He was cute. Then I fell back down, and I couldn't see, but I could hear just fine.

"Sides what are we going to do? Mouth to mouth Sides."

"My pleasure ." So he was one of those guys. He didn't even know me, but I heard the amusement & pleasure in his voice. I shot up like a rocket.

"No need for that I'll be just fine." Sam laughed at me I glared daggers at him. I swear I saw disappoint shine throw Salin's eyes, but that couldn't be right. I looked at him then one thought went through my mind as I started walking home as they discussed why Salin was here, 'What a weird bunch of people.'

DarkShadow here how do you like it, the next chappie will be longer.

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