Prepare for sex in this chapter, so serious hot sex actually it's not going too be ser...well you'll see in the next chapter

Chapter 5-The one who love you, will never leave you. Even if there are a hundred reasons to give up, They'll find one reason to hold on.

There was a knock on my door, more like a slam I forgot about my father. I slowly got up, and opened the door. Only to get soccer punched in the face I reeled backwards, and a sob started to break threw. I whimpered in agony the last thing I saw was Sideswipe jumping up, and fight off my dad. He knocked him out good.

I felt myself being lifted in the air, I kept my eyes tightly closed. When I opened my eyes, Sideswipe was giving a very serious look.

"Alexis Smith what was your male.. I mean father doing to you?" I looked away from him, and put my blankets over my head.

"Alexis." He said in a warning tone using my real name and not my nickname told me he was serious.

"I can't sides even if I wanted to," I came from under the covers he wiped my tears away,

"Why not Lex?" He asked much sweeter.

"I have Atychiphobia the fear of failure/rejection. Autophobia the fear of being alone. If I tell you…" I slowly drifted away.

"You will be afraid that I will reject you, and or leave you alone." I slowly nodded.

"I would never." I sighed.

"He hurts you doesn't he. Is that where all your cuts and bruises I saw the other day come from?" I started to whimper the dam I put around my tears finally crumbed down, I bursted out in tears apologizing for random things. All he did was press his lips to mine I immediately stopped. "Better?" I nodded.

It was late in the night and I couldn't sleep I tossed , and turned, but just couldn't. Then I heard footsteps come to my room. I sat up to see Sideswipe just walking in.

"What's the matter sweetspark?" I shrugged.

"I just can't shake the feeling I'm going to be left alone-," he sighed, "I know, I'm pathetic," he shook his head.

" I never said that. Do you really want to get rid of that phobia?"

"More than anything." Sides just nodded.

He only nodded, slowly pushing me down on my bed. 'Was he going to do what I think he was going to do?' He gently kissed me, while laying his body on top of mine.

He grinded into me, only for a minute though he let his body hover just centimeters above mine. He kissed my forehead, then my neck, then my pulse but he completely ignored my lips.

They were just begging to be kissed, I whined I just wanted a kiss, he chuckled before giving me what I wanted. He looked down at me before slamming his lips to mine, I arched up he forced his tongue into my mouth.

He deepen the kiss, my mind had turned to nothing but mush after a minute or so, the only thing I could manage to think was an alien was going to take my virginity.

I giggled to myself, that was an odd way to put it, I stopped giggling when Sides hands started to roam down my shirt. Pulling it up so he could take it off.

I did the same thing to him, after taking off his shirt and seeing his wonderfully toned chest and very defiant six pack, he went to work on my pants. After a bit all I had on was my bra and underwear Sides only had on his boxers.

I could see the bulge in his pants, he was getting really excited, I looked at his face his eyes were lust filled, and he seemed determined.

Sideswipe lifted me up a little to unclasp my bra, I sudden wave of nervousness washed over me. Sideswipe kissed me deeply, his tongue slipping down my throat. I moaned when I felt him massage my breast together, he pulled away from me his eyes even darker than before.

"Again." he demanded kissing one of my nipples. "Louder." he murmured sucking the pebbles of flesh. I let out a cry of pleasure.

While he was play with one nipple with his mouth, the other he rubbed tenderly, pinching it every so often. He nipped the one in his mouth, before gently licking it, I groaned he was killing me.

He pulled away in a few minutes, breaking a string of saliva, he had a grin plastered on his face. His eyes held a deep promise of pleasure, it sent a shiver down my spine. He moved his hands down to my pelvis were he hook his finger onto the elastic, before ripping it off.

So I was now bare naked and vulnerable. Being a bit braver I lifted my hand up, and placed it on the bugle in Sideswipe pants, I rubbed it with the soft side of my finger. He groan, I looked up at him his eyes were shut and he seemed to be concentrating completely on my touch.

"Harder." he grunted out.

I did exactly what he asked, I applied more pressure to his hard hot girth, I felt a wetness forming on his boxers. I sat up, Sideswipe's eyes opening I gently moved him, I leaned over and kissed the covered girth.

I moved to sit back up put Sideswipe rested his hand on my back, I looked up at him with curious eyes he shook his head. He moved so he was able to take off his boxers, I watched as his cock fell from the boxers. Sideswipe moved closer to me, ever so slowly inching his pulsing member.

He gently touched his member to my lips I figured what he wanted, I was I brave enough to give it to him.

He did it again, "in." he said.

I did what he wanted, I put the tip into my mouth he growled loudly. I slowly began to suck, but the longer I was on his cock the braver I got. I sucked harder bobbing my head back and forth, Sideswipe would lightly thrust every so often.

To speed things up I hummed a tune, making his cock twitch in my mouth. Sideswipe threw his head back and cried out, "Sweet Primus! That feels nice."

I smiled around his cock, I looked up at Sideswipe his eyes tightly shut he put his hands in my hair massaging my scalp, I moaned.

"I'm coming." he gasped, I watched him a bit longer before focusing fully on pleasuring him. I ran my tongue on his underside feeling every bulge in his cock. I scrapped my teeth on the head of his cock, and just like that he came with a sharp cry, a warm salty liquid shot into my mouth. I let my throat relax and swallowed the liquid, I let his rehardening cock fall out my mouth with a wet 'pop'.

Sideswipe looked at me with predator eyes before shoving gently on my back. He snaked up my body and pressed his lips to mine. I felt Sideswipe thumb rub the inside of my thigh, I moaned quietly Sideswipe pushed his tongue into my mouth.

POV Sideswipe

I felt around until I find Lex's warm wet opening, desire and need clouded my processor feeling just how wet she was. I pushed two eager fingers inside her, she cried out but I swallowed it so it didn't make a sound.

She pushed her hips down on my fingers, I began to thrust them in and out scissoring her gently. When I declared her good and ready, I pulled my fingers out her lubricants coating my fingers.

I locked eyes with her before put both fingers into my mouth sucking all the sweet lube off. She groaned before pushing her hips to me, I smirk. I spread her legs a little more my throbbing cock ready and in my hands. I maneuvered it around a bit to find the opening again, it didn't take long. I slowly began to push inside her, never breaking eye contact pain flashed through her eyes.

Guilt flashed through mine I never intentionally want to hurt my love, it was long before I felt a wall, I leaned forward and kissed her gently she silently nodded.

I sighed before pulled all the way out then slamming back in, she cried out in pain tears in her eyes. I rubbed circles on her hips trying to ease the pain away, I groan the warm tight space engulfing my cock.

Soon Lexis began to moan, I smiled that was my cue, I lightly rock into her letting her body get use to me being in her. As she started to moan louder I thrusted faster and harder. Until we set an amazing pace it was teasing and mind boggling.

"Tell me what you want." I told her, she moaned I leaned forward nipping at her ear. When I got no response from her I slowed my thrusting to almost nothing, I didn't know how long I would be able to stay like this.

Lexis groaned almost in pain at the loss of friction. I nipped her ear once more, she cried out.

"Tell me." I purred, she stayed silent, I slowed my thrust completely she cried out in frustration, and started rocking her hips, I used one of my hands to keep them steady.

"Tell….me...what you….want." I panted heavily, which seemed to be her breaking point.

"You. OH God You, Please, I Want You!" she shouted.

I smirked, "As you wish." I said before pulling almost completely out and slamming as hard as I could back in. I thrusted shamelessly inside her, my hips moving fast and furiously so felt marvelous around me.

Her moans and mewls were music to my ears it was a song I never wanted to end. I knew she was close her tight opening tightening even more, I moaned in delight. Frag I was close. I thrusted a few more times before she met her climax screaming name to the skies above. With her tightening around me like she was and the hot liquid swarming my cock I met my climax. I cried out in pure carnal pleasure panting Lexis name. I stayed in her for a good minute riding out the after effect. When I pulled out we both groaned, too totally honest no one has made feel that good in my whole existence not even my brother.

I felt helpless with the cold air surrounding my cock, I wanted to back in her and stay in her she made me feel just so fragging good. I laid down beside her I pulled her close to me letting her rest her head on my chest, we laid there watching time go by.

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