Chapter 8: Just because someone hurt you yesterday doesn't mean you should start living life today in constant fear of being hurt tomorrow.
Sideswipe stroked my head lovingly, I buried my head deeper into my pillow. I wasn't ready to wake up and face reality all over again, even with Sides by my side it was still scary.
"Are you going to get up?" he whispered into my ear.
I shook my head no, "Mmmooo." the noise was muffled by the pillow.
"You have to, you can't stay in bed for the rest of your life." He told me, I rolled over.
"I can, I will." I told him, i know my eyes were all puffy and red.
"Come on." Sides leaned over me and caught my lips in a kiss, I shut my eyes tightly.
"That won't do." he murmured by my ear before nipping it.
I groaned, "Let me see your beautiful eyes." I shook my head .
"No." I told him.
"Why not it's only me." he whispered huskily, making me groan again.
"It's because of you." I whined, I put my pillow over my head.
"That's nothing to be embarrassed about." he fought to move the pillow but I held on tightly.
"You know my secret, I don't want to see your pity or anything." I mumbled, Sides' grip on the pillow lossend.
"Look at me and you'll see no pity." he told me, I loosened my grip to peek at him.
He was right no pity, lust and something else I couldn't tell.
He moved the pillow I squeaked he laid sprawled on top of me, he captured my lips in a sloppy kiss.
"I don't want to see that either." I squeaked, trying to push him away.
He chuckled at me, I blushed, "What's so funny?"
"You." he told me leaning down to kiss my nose.
"What about me?" I pushed.
"Your just so cute." I kissed my lips, I pouted why does he get me all flustered.
"Oh." Sides rolled off me.
"Your so cute it turns me on." I blushed heavily, he grabbed me and pulled me on top of him.
He was smirking and gently pushed my back a bit, I blushed deeply.
"Do you feel how much you turn me on?" he asked.
I squirmed to get away, he closed his eyes and moaned I blushed I wasn't trying to turn him on. I was finally able to get free, Sides groaned from loss of contact.
Then I felt bad leaving him hanging like that, I crawled back on his hips he opened his eyes and looked at me.
"I can't leave you hanging." I told him, his eyes were on me heatedly.
I unbutton his pants I put of my hands down his pants I wrapped it around his manhood. He threw his head back with a groan, he shudder before moving his hips.
I giggled, I could make Sides unravel, I pulled down his pants and his boxers not wanting him to make a mess in them. I grabbed his large girth with both my hands and pumped lightly. I heard his breathing hitched before he was a panting mess.
Sideswipe moaned loudly rock his hips roughly, he like it when I squeezed around the head of his cock. He also liked it when I dug my fingernails into the underside.
I like pleasuring Sideswipe it was a weird feeling, I guess it made me happy to see him in pleasure. I used one hand and worked the head, it was oozing a liquid.
I used my free hand that was covered in the liquid to massage his testicles, he arched up.
"Yes, more Lexis!" he cried out I smirked.
I gave his cock a hard jerk before he was moaning loudly, and the liquid came spurting out. He was panting heavily, he had sweat beading at his forehead.
I cocked my head at him, his eyes were half shut he looked tired from doing nothing really.
He pulled me up so I was sitting on his chest, he smiled weakly at me I smiled back. I looked down at my hands they were sticky, he grabbed my wrist before sucking my fingers.
When he got it all off my hands he wiped his mouth, I got the strange urge to kiss him well I got the urge to taste him. I planted my lips on his I very well tasted him he didn't taste half bad either.
"I'm hungry." he purred after pulling away.
"What do you want to eat, can you eat human food?" I asked him.
"Yeah I can, I don't know can you just fix me something?" he asked, I nodded.
"Sure, after you take a shower your all sweaty and sticky." I told him.
"Fair deal, I shower." I laughed before rolling off him and off my bed, I looked at my bed.
"Know I need to change my sheets….again." I huffed, Sides blushed lightly.
"Sorry about that." he said sitting up.
"No prob, kind of my fault." I told him, before leaving to make him a hamburger.
Sideswipe POV
I went into the bathroom to take a shower I could just refresh my holo but that didn't feel right it didn't get me clean. Shower did and they felt nice who does like to feel nice.
I turned on the shower before slipping off my shirt the only clothing left on me.
"That was pretty good." I mused.
I stepped into the warm spray, it wasn't how I wanted to go about my plan but it works. I just wanted to get Alexis' attention off her, father, her mother and her sister.
I want her attention on me, it makes me feel bad by wanting her attention so bad. I grabbed my axe shampoo, I take showers at her house regularly so she bought me shampoo.
I let my body relax more into the heat, what ever Alexis was cooking it smelt good. My tanks growled reminding me I was very hungry, and that Alexis was waiting for me.
I quickly turned off the shower and dried off my hair was still wet, I pulled on my boxers and headed down stair. My towel wrapped around my head and shoulders.
I walked into the kitchen and wrapped my arms around Alexis' waist, she squeaking causing me to chuckle.
"What's that it smells good?" I asked looking at the plate.
"A hamburger." she told me before turning around.
"What's wrong?" she asked, I frowned.
"Nothing why do you ask?" I cocked my head.
"Because you like guilty." she told me, putting french fried on all three plates, forgot Kim was here.
"Well I didn't mean for all that to happen, I wanted to make you forget and feel better instead you made me feel better." she chuckled lightly.
"Oh Sides that did make me feel better."
"I don't know it feels wrong, cause I wanted all your attention me I wanted to be your everything." I looked down at the ground in shame, she rested her fingers on my chin and made me look up.
"You know Sides you wanting my attention is okay you took my attention it placed it on you, all I wanted was to make you happy that makes me happy." she murmured.
"I made you feel better?"
"Yes."
"Good because, Just because someone hurt you yesterday doesn't mean you should start living life today in constant fear of being hurt tomorrow." I told her, she nodded.
"You're right Sides." she gave me a kiss on the nose.
"So….where Kim?" I asked not seeing her.
"Oh she'll be back shortly." she blushed.
"She left a note." she pointed to the paper on the counter I walked over to read it.
'I love you and all sis, and I'm happy you found someone that makes you happy, but I can't take hearing Sides moans and groans of pleasure. I'll be back later, I don't think I'll be able to take his final cry of pleasure without throwing up, no offense to him, he's problem in heaven right now. I guess you give an awesome blow job, or jerk off well see you soon.
Your's truly,
Kimmy'
I blushed, I was that loud, "I wasn't that loud." I told her.
"Well…." I groaned.
What am I getting myself into.
AN:
I always put humor somehow in this story I hope you like it took something I wrote the whole chapter today.
I was kind of to lazy to proof read it, and I have other stories to update so sorry for errors.
My next story might be My Military Family, Family/Romance is what it's based on.
Well R&R
Peace out my readers.