Hey! Look, I know I said that i wanted 7 reviews, and I got 6, so I'll update for you. Though, is it so fucking hard to fucking review!? There is 10 people that follow this story/have it on their alert list. 7 is a reasonable amount. So, can you fucking review, it doesn't even matter if its a word or a small sentence. Can the people that actually follow the story review?! I love the guest reviews, but as requested before, can the people that follow this story review. I should have at least 10 reviews if you all fucking reviewed for every chapter.
Sorry to start off like that, but it's really getting annoying now.
Replies:
Maria: i know, it's too cute and to right! It is honestly, my OTP. I swear, hands down, I'll die if it happens.
Lauren: I know, Ross is a sweetheart in the story. Though he won't be smiling for much longer hehe xD
Riaura fan: i figured about the Riaura parts, with your name and all that. and trust me, there's more Rockliff stuff on its way hehe ;) Well see about the innocent side of Laura.. lol. Nah just wait for it. hehe. Trust me, that part will be drama filled for various reasons. xD
Arlene: yeah, Ross is. Yeah they are. There's more to come hehe
Oh, and I made a video for the story, the link is on my profile if you want to watch it. :D
Ratliff's POV-
Words can't explain how realistic that dream felt. It's like my conscience is telling me something. That I shouldn't be with Rydel? No, I do love Rydel, I know it. But, at the same time, I have feelings for Rocky. I know it sounds like I'm basically cheating on Rydel, with one of her brothers, but it's true. The loving Rydel part, not the cheating part. I haven't actually done anything with Rocky, except have a very detailed and felt realistic perverted dream about him and me. But that's not cheating... Right?
I sighed. This would of been a whole lot easier if I said 'no' to her when she asked me out. I know everyone was watching me, but I can't help but feel like I'm playing with her. Messing her about. It's not her fault I can't get my feelings in check. But I thought that if I dated Rydel, my feelings for Rocky would disappear. Boy was I stupid. Feelings don't just disappear. Maybe they get over powered by other feelings, but they always fight their way back out. I mean, I thought it worked, that was until I had the dream. Now I'm just sat here, in my bedroom in the hotel room I share WITH Rocky. It's bonkers. I shouldn't feel this way. Suddenly there was a knock on my bedroom door.
"Come in." I yelled, and the door slowly started to open. It was Rocky, obviously.
"Hey, um.. Are you ready to go to the venue to set up. I mean Ryland just stopped by and said we had to go and set up. Soon. I told him we'll be 5 to 10 minutes, and we'll meet at his and Ross' room. So... Are you ready?" He asked me, looking at me. I looked back at him. How his hair flops the right way, the colour of... SNAP OUT OF IT RATLIFF! He's your FRIEND. You have a GIRLFRIEND.
"Um.. Y-yeah sure! I-i'm ready" I stuttered, suddenly feeling very nervous. What the heck?
"You okay there?" He asked me, sitting next to me on the bed. Eyes full of concern. Oh how I want to kiss him right then and there. Wait.. No. That can't happen.
"Y-yeah. I'm f-fine." I told him, looking at him. He grabbed my arm, and electricity shot up it. More then it does when I'm with Rydel.
"You sure?" His face inches away from mine, looking into my eyes. Of course I'm looking back. I can see them full concern, and maybe, just maybe, a little bit of love too?
"Yeah." I told him softly, not really wanting to break eye contact. Luckily, he didn't. We were just sat there like that, for a couple of seconds. It was nice. Then slowly, we both began to lean in. I shouldn't be doing this, it's wrong. But then why does it feel so right? Then our lips pressed together, and any control I did have, I lost.
My arms wrapped round his neck, and his went round my waist, pulling me closer. This gave me a chance to deepen the kiss, to which he obliged by kissing just as deep. He then pulled me on his lap, just like he did in my dream. I pushed him down to lie on my bed, to which he did and pulled me down with him, without breaking the kiss. He then, reached down to grab my butt and squeezed it a little, causing me to moan into the kiss. He saw this as an advantage to slide his tongue into my mouth, and start playing with my own. I could feel my jeans getting slightly tighter. I'm pretty sure his are too. I slid my hands under his shirt, and started feeling his abs and body. Wow, he's really toned. Not that I didn't already know that. Then we both pulled away for air. Stupid oxygen. We were just lying there. My forehead rested on his, catching our breath. Then it hit me. What just happened. My eyes widened in shock.
"Are you okay?" He asked me, confused more than likely. I got off him and paced back and forth in front of the bed.
"We just.. And Rydel.. And.." I said, unable to finish my sentences.
"Oh, Ratliff.." He said, before I cut him off.
"No! That shouldn't of happened. I don't know what came over me. I'm in a relationship with your sister for crying out loud! It shouldn't of happened. Just forget that happened. I sure will." I told him. Immediately I felt bad. I know I'm not going to forget it. But I have to pretend it didn't happen. Rydel CAN NOT find out under any circumstances. I saw a flash of hurt come across is face. Then I remembered why he came in here in the first place.
"Lets go." I said then walked out the room. What the heck just happened? And why didn't I stop it from happening?
Rocky's POV-
I was sat there, on the bed. Motionless. What the heck just happened? I'll tell you what, I just kissed, and made out with, my sisters boyfriend, who happens to be my bestfriend and secret crush. He returned it, so he wanted it as much as I did, but why did that happen? I just probably made a mess with his relationship with Rydel and my friendship with him. Why did I loose control like that? I had it under control before, I mean a little. I was snapping at my sister for being with him. But, in that kiss, I felt something. Something that can't be faked. I'm pretty sure he felt it too. Coming back into reality, I stood up and walked out the room. This is, after all, Ratliff's bedroom. We have got to go to the venue to set up. But one things for sure, if Ratliff think's I can just forget what just happened, he can think again. I opened the door, to see everyone waiting for me. I fake smiled.
"Finally! Are you ready to go now then?" Ryland asked me, glaring while he said it. I saw Ratliff with his arm around Rydel, talking to her. Whatever it was, she giggled. I could feel my heart crack. It was just a heat of the moment thing, he loves Rydel. But, no matter how many times I say that to myself, something inside of me refuses to see that as the truth. Everyone turned to look at me, and me and Ratliff made eye contact for a split second, before I looked away.
"Yeah, let's go set up." I told him, before walking away. Everyone was silent, and no doubt watching me. When I passed him I gave him a knowing look. One to say 'I know you felt something in that kiss'. I can't pretend it didn't happen, and I won't.
Ratliff's POV-
I ran out of the hotel room, and shut the door behind me. I rested on the door and slid down it. How could of I let that happen?! I should of stopped it. I am the one in a relationship with Rocky. Wait, what? I meant I am the one in a relationship out of me and Rocky. I just cheated on my girlfriend. Even if it was just one kiss, okay we had a make out session, but still! It's still cheating. I don't even know what came over me. It was a good kiss though... SNAP OUT OF IT RATLIFF! YOU LOVE RYDEL. YOU KNOW, YOUR GIRLFRIEND. Besides, it's not like I meant to kiss him. It was just a heat of the moment thing. Yeah, it was.
No it wasn't, and you know it. You love Rocky.
um..? No... who are you?
Ratliff, I'm your conscience. You know that wasn't a heat of the moment thing, and me and you both know it's going to happen again soon.
No, it won't! It was a heat of the moment thing, I love Rydel!
If that's true, why do you have feelings for Rocky. In fact, if you truly love her, why did you not the stop the kiss from happening? Mhmm?
It just happened! Your acting like I planned it. I don't know why I suddenly lost control and ended up kissing him, but it happened.
Whatever. Deep down you know you don't love Rydel. You know you don't want to be with her. It's Rocky you want to be with, and clearly he feels the same way. Regardless if you admit it to yourself or not. It's Rocky you truly love. Not Rydel.
That's not true. I do love Rocky! It's him I want to be with.
Told you.
That is your fault! You put Rocky in my head.
Dude, I am in your head. Dipwad.
Oh. But still. The points still there.
You love Rocky, you just won't admit it to yourself.
ugh! GO AWAY!
I can't I'm your conscience.
Then shut up!
Only if you admit you love Rocky.
I don't love Rocky!
"Ratliff? How come your just sitting there like that?" A female voice said. I looked up to see who it was. It was Rydel. I smiled slightly at her and got up.
"I was just thinking about... things." I told her, putting my arm around her and I kissed her cheek. It's weird now though, I didn't feel what I normally feel when I do this sort of thing to her. That kiss with Rocky changed everything.
"Oh that's just great! The reason why YOU were late was because YOU were out here thinking! Way to go Ratliff! Way to go!" Ryland exclaimed, a little angry. I don't blame him.
"Ry, calm down!" Riker exclaimed. "There's no need to be like this." He then added.
"You try being manager for the band! We were supposed to be at the venue to set up like 10 minutes ago, but because of Ratliff and his thinking and Rocky-" he then trailed off. "Where is Rocky?!" He then exclaimed, getting more mad. Looking directly at me.
"He needed to use the... bathroom!" I said, lying. The odds are that he's still probably in my bedroom thinking of the event that happened in there moments ago. Just on cue, he came out of the hotel room.
"Finally! Are you ready to go now?!" I heard Ryland exclaim to Rocky, I thought of something funny and whispered into Rydel's ear. It was about Ryland after all. This caused her to giggle, and me to smile. I love hearing her giggle. See conscience, I love her! No you don't. Shut it. After Rocky not saying anything, we all turned to look at him. Me and him made eye contact for a split second before he turned away. Finally, he spoke.
"Yeah, let's go set up." He said, before walking away. When he passed me, he gave me a knowing look. I couldn't quite tell what it meant, but I think it was something to do with the kiss. Everyone was silent, and then we all decided to follow him. Before Ryland decides he wants to kick off again no doubt. Well that's what was running through my head anyway.
-several hours later, at the Q&A-
Ross' POV-
Shamefully, I didn't get chance to call Paige before the show, with running late and all that. So we were just going the Q&A with the VIP's. I noticed that girl from yesterday, Erika. She's cute. I wonder where whoever brought her to the show is.
"Next question." I heard Ratliff say from beside me, and more hands went up. Eventually he picked someone. "You, in the purple shirt." He then added.
"Is it true that you brought the Austin and Ally cast with you on the tour?" She said, looking at me. Clearly it was a question aimed at me, but anyone could answer.
"Well yeah. Where did you hear that from?" I asked her.
"My friend Erica told me. She said she bumped into you at the airport yesterday." She then added. "And if they're with you, where are they?"
"Backstage. Want to see them?" Rydel asked, smiling. Everyone cheered.
"I think they want to meet them. Come on out guys" Rocky said, and then shouted backstage for them to come. Everyone cheered louder at that point.
"Hey!" They all said, smiling.
"Wait, does this mean Raura is real?!" Someone asked in the crowd, and everyone else went 'yeah'. Laura's eyes widened, Rydel, Raini, Calum Ratliff & Rocky looked at me and Riker looked like he was about to do a mass murder spree... that's weird. I'll have to ask him about that later.
"No, me and Ross are not in a relationship, never have and more then likely never will be." Laura said, eyes back to normal size. Riker still looked like he was about to do a mass murder spree though.
"Yeah, about 'Raura'" I started, using finger quotations over Raura. "Raura, does not exist. Me and Laura will never be together... no offence, your a nice girl and all that, but I don't feel that way about you." I started off.
"Non taken... the feelings mutual." Laura said, laughing a little.
"Anyway, the reason why Raura is never going to happen is because..." I trailed off, taking in deep breaths. I can't believe I'm about to do this, but I love her and I'm doing it for her. I hope she see's it that way.
"Because...?" Someone questioned/whined in the crowd.
"Because, I'm in a relationship with someone else. I really love her and she's like my everything. I plan to be with her for the rest of my life. We're really happy together, and we've been together for about 6 months now." I told them, Laura looked at me like I was crazy, the others just stared at me, and so did the rest of the crowd. "That is why Raura isn't going to happen. Bye!" I then added, running off stage. Everyone is going to question me about it so, so much for being able to call her.
"Alright, on that bombshell, the Q&A is now over. Sorry guys. We have some family things we need to sort out now. Bye!" I heard Riker say, before they all walked off stage. Me on the other hand, was running to the green room. I'm never going to hear the end of this. Ever.
"ROSS! What the heck was that about!" Raini shouted, as she and the others, sadly, walked into the room.
"Um... Surprise?" I questioned, sitting on the couch.
"Yes! Surprise Ross. How could you not tell us?" Rydel asked, sitting next to me.
"Well, the thing is I didn't want to at the start, I bet you all have secrets of your own! My relationship was a secret because I know what you all are like. The only person that knew was Laura!" I told them, and they all turned to Laura.
"You knew? How long have you known?" Ratliff asked her, and she glared at me before answering.
"Thanks Ross, and I found out the before we left for tour... I was getting a drink and Ross was sneaking in the house and I figured it out. The reason being I didn't tell you all is because it isn't my secret to tell. Plus, I thought you all knew." She said.
"Oh right, well then we can't exactly blame you for not telling us, but you" Rydel said, turning back to me. "You, have some explaining to do." she then added.
"For starters I want to know who she is, doesn't anyone else?" Rocky said, sitting on the other side of me. Everyone else nodded.
"You guys know Paige, right? Well everyone except Raini, Laura & Calum." I told them, and they all nodded.
"Wait, Paige is the one that's lived opposite us since we moved to LA right?" Riker asked, and I nodded.
"It's her who I'm in a relationship with." I told them, and they looked at me shocked.
"To be honest, I'd thought she'd end up with Ratliff, not that I don't like Rydel and Ratliff dating, but you know. I thought she'd end up with him." Rocky said, shrugging his shoulders.
"Thank you?" Me, Ratliff and Rydel said at the same time, causing us all to laugh a little. Once we had finished laughing, we went back to talking about mine and Paige's love life.
"So, how come your telling us now?" Ryland asked.
"Well, here's another surprise for you, she's joining us on tour about halfway through the tour. Her parents wouldn't let her join us for the whole tour." I said, smiling. Man I can't wait to see her again.
"We get a chance to meet her?!" Raini, Calum and Laura exclaimed at the same time, causing them to laugh a little. Which caused everyone else to laugh. Shortly after that it was time to go on stage and perform. I love doing this as a living. Plus, we get to see different parts of the world.
-3 hours later-
Still Ross' POV-
I collapsed on my bed, and closed my eyes for a few seconds. It's nice to lie down and relax after a show. It's tiring jumping around and such. Being full of energy for each show, but you know what, I wouldn't change a thing about it. Also, it's great being able to do it all with your family as well. Because it's with your own family, you rarely get home sick, which is awesome. I sighed, waking up. I'm tired, but not tired. You know what I mean? But I did say I'd call Paige. Smiling, I picked up my mobile, and dialled her number.
"Hey! This is Paige Wells. Sorry I cannot get to the phone right now, leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. Bye!"
Well that's weird, she NEVER has her mobile off, never. I wonder what she's doing, but yet again it is late. But at the same time, when has Paige ever gotten to sleep early... Well this is early for her anyway. Sighing, I dialled her number again, and straight away voice mail. Sighing once more, I put my mobile down on the beside table, and walked into the living room area. Ryland is a sleep, so I'm going to put on the TV until I get to sleep. Grabbing the remote, I turned the TV on and flicked through the channels until I found a programme I like. Sweet! Vampire Diaries (1) reruns. Don't mind if I do.
Couple of hours later, I started getting drowsy, and I fell asleep on the couch.
Rocky's POV-
Both of us fairly tired, me and Ratliff walked through the door into our hotel room. But, I am going to comfort him about earlier, and I am going to do it now. Otherwise, who knows when I'm going to get another chance.
"Well then, goodnight Rocky." Ratliff said, yawning, and started heading towards his bedroom.
"Not too fast Ratliff. We've got to talk. Now." I told him, he stopped walking and turned around and walked back to me.
"We have nothing to talk about. So therefore, I'm going to bed." He told me.
"We do though, that's the thing! We kissed earlier, heck we had a make out session basically. And your saying that we have nothing to talk about. That is where you're wrong. We need to talk about it, like grown ups. You might be able to act like it never happened, forget about it to, but I can't. There's no chance that I can." I told him, looking at him. He sighed.
"Rocky, earlier was a heat of the moment thing. I don't know what happened, but I'm dating your sister! I can't cheat on her, I won't." He told me.
"I'm not asking you to cheat on her! I'm asking you what the heck happened earlier! There was something in that kiss and you know it, that's why you won't talk about it to me!" I told him, trying to get though to him.
"There was nothing in that kiss! I don't know what the heck you felt, but it was certainly different to what I felt." He told me, alright it does hurt a little, but at the end of the day, he doesn't want to hurt Rydel. I respect that. But we really need to talk about what happened. I can't just pretend that it didn't happen.
"Alright, you want to talk about it fine. Why didn't you stop it from happening?! You know I'm dating your sister. You know that I love her, so why did you let it happen?!" He exclaimed to me. It's like he's willing to put the blame on anyone else but himself.
"WELL MAYBE I WANTED IT TO HAPPEN. EVER THINK OF THAT YOU SELFISH TWAT?!" I shouted at him. Realisation hit me square in the face. I just basically told him I have feelings for him. Oh great.
"You what?!" He exclaimed to me, looking at me in disbelief.
"You know what? Just forget I said anything, me and you both know how you can forget things and act like it didn't happen. Hiding away from the truth. It's the sort of thing you do best. I'm going to bed, goodnight." I told him, then walked to my bedroom. Why did I say that? Why don't I think before I act half the time.
-In the morning-
Ross' POV-
I woke up to a very loud banging on the hotel room door. Oh great, has Ryland done something he shouldn't of done. Wait, why hasn't he answered the door? Groaning, I sat up and got off the couch. That is a pretty comfy couch I gotta say. As I started walking to the door, the banging got even louder.
"ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT! I'M COMING. DON'T GET YOUR PANTS IN A TWIST!" I shouted, the banging still continued. It's early in the morning, I should be still sleeping. Instead I'm getting a headache. Reaching the door, the banging stopped weirdly enough.
"WHAT?!" I shouted opening the door.
"Well, good morning to you too." She said to me. My eyes widened as I recognized the voice.
"Paige?!"
Cliffy! :D hehe I'm evil xD
1) I don't own Vampire Diaries. I know they all watch it so that's why I put it in xD not because I love the show. lol :D
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