I don't own Divergent, nor and I Veronica Roth.

I wake up a bit earlier than usual, most people are still sleeping, so I decide to get up and take a shower. I get a towel and some clothes from my chest and go into the bathroom, I set my essentials down and strip my clothes, then get into the shower.

After taking about a fifteen minute shower I finally get out and begin brushing my hair, I am kinda running out of idea's of what do to with it when I just decide to try and find and beanie. I look in my chest cause I could have sworn that I brought one with me. I look in Riley's chest and fine one, he'll probably recognize it, but I don't really care. By the time I am done with critiquing my hair some people have woken up and are getting ready. I walk over to Riley's bed and press my mouth to his, he doesn't kiss back until I am about to pull away. He pulls me on top of him, not breaking off the kiss and it is I who finally breaks off the kiss.

"Come on babe I'm hungry" I smirk getting out of his grasp.

"Best way ever, to wake up" He says. I get up and sit on his bed while he gets ready, when he is finally done he walks over to me.

"My beanie makes you look even cuter than you already are" He says grabbing my hand. I shake my head smiling and we walk down to the dining room.

After breakfast every initiate is supposed to immediately report to the fear landscape room, today is the day that decides are fate. All leaders of Dauntless are here, they get to watch our landscapes, unlike the other initiates who just get to see our reactions to them. Dauntless leaders are; Dad, mom, Uncle Zeke, Henry, Conner and Jace. I sit down in a chair next to Riley, he doesn't seem all that nervous, but I am, I have 4 people that I am close to seeing my worst fears and 2 that I barely know. Uncle Zeke comes into the room, it is kind of funny to see him act all serious when he is usually so much fun.

"Listen up! We will be doing Transfers first, it is just easier that way" He says the order for the transfers,

"Avery

Ryan

Chase

Delaney

Joel

Gillian

Harry

James

Leah

Matthew"

Avery gets up and goes into the room with Uncle Zeke. Riley squeezes my hand in reassurance. About 45 minutes later Avery comes out with Uncle Zeke, he calls Ryan up.

About three hours later it is finally Dauntless borns turn to go, I think the fastest person in the Transfers was Gillian and Chase.

"Dauntless born your up now,

"Talia

Ethan

Melissa

Riley

Mason

Lexus

Hayes

Daniel

Jacob

Jonah

Emily"

I give Riley a smile and get up, I walk into the room where Uncle Zeke came out of. I see mom, Jace and Conner sitting, looking at computer screens, I see dad next to a chair with a needle in his hand.

"Good luck Talia" Zeke says, he goes over next to mom and Jace and sits in front of a computer. I sit down in the chair next to dad, he kisses my forehead and brushes my blonde hair out of the way. He puts the needle in, but doesn't push the plunger down.

"Remember, don't try to control, keep your heart rate down. I love you so much" He says, I nod and he pushes it down. I pulls it out of my neck and whispers be brave, I hear it just before I am drifted into darkness.

When I open my eyes again I am in the Dauntless dining area, it looks like there is a celebration going on, I look up at the stage and see a screen, it has names on it, all the names of the initiates. They all have a number by them, there is a red line after the number 15. I search the names and find mine. 15. No, that can't be true I can't become factionless, this isn't fair. I look around and spot mom. I feel two men grab my arms and take me away.

"No! Mommy help me, please" I scream, mom turns around.

"Talia! " She runs up to me, but the guards stop her.

"Please. Don't let them take me mommy " I say. The guards start pulling me again, I squirm, but then I remember. My shoulder isn't hurting, this isn't real I need to calm down my heart. I allow the guards to take me and everything disappears.

I wake up and I see that I am in the dining hall again,except this time I am sitting down next to mom, dad, and Jace, just like this morning. Dad starts laughing and whispers something in mom's ear she starts laughing as well. Jace gets a weird face then mom leans into him and whispers something into his ear, he starts laughing as well.

" What? What is so funny " I say. They both continue to laugh at whatever is so funny. Suddenly all three of them stop laughing, mom whispers something to dad and he nods seriously. I put my left eyebrow up.

" You aren't allowed to know " Dad says

" Why not? " I ask. He shakes his head and gets up, leaving me with mom and Jace.

" What were you guys talking about? " I ask frustrated

" Nothing, why would we need to tell you! " Jace says. I shrink back.

" Wh-what do you mean, I'm your sister, we tell each other everything " I say, I start crying.

" You are not my sister! I am an only child, plus it would suck if you were my sister. Are you even Dauntless " He shouts. I start sobbing and he gets up like dad did.

" Mom? What's going on? " I say. She gets this look of disgust on her face.

" I am not your mother! You are not my child, I would kill myself before I ever loved you " With that she gets up as well and I'm just sitting there crying. This is the fear in my simulation, this isn't real either my parents love my. I stop crying and get up, I walk out of the dining hall.

I open my eyes, that I didn't realize were closed. I am now standing in Abnegation, everyone around me is either in black or blue. I look to my right and I see people in grey laying in the grass. Dead. All Dauntless begins to move, as if on que, everyone starts moving. I move with them, but not fast enough. I somehow am now in the back of pack, Dauntless stops and turns. I see that we are now turned to a group of Abnegation, I see grandma and grandpa. Everyone turns their guns to all the people, I turn to and pull the trigger along with everyone else. Everything disappears.

I step into darkness and let it consume me. I open my eyes and see that I am in in my room at Jaces' apartment. I walk around the door, but all the doors are locked, suddenly someone walks in the room, I can't see who it is. I back up until I hit my bathroom door.
" Talia, I told you that you should forgive me " I recognize the voice as Ethan, I didn't think that I was that afraid of Ethan.
" Ethan what are you doing ? " I ask
" I told you that you should forgive me, then we could do this " Ethan grabs my waist and and kisses my lips, they are rough and dry. He moves them down to my neck and I feel his hand ride up my shirt, is he trying to... Have sex with me ? He kisses down my collarbone, and I try to push his hands away. His hand grabs my bra, trying to unclasp it.
" Ethan stop, I'm not having sex with you ! " Ethan disappears
I am up on Hancock building, I see that I am kind of close to the edge, I hear something behind me. I turn around and see Ethan, he starts running towards me, I back up but end up falling off the building. I scream, until the sky turns black.
Now I am back in the Dauntless compound, next to the chasm. Three people grab me from behind and put a hand over my mouth, they try picking me up from my arms and legs, but I squirm to much. My fear is kidnapping, this is a fear, not real. Not real I need to let them throw me over the chasm. They pick me up and I don't do anything to stop them. Then they throw me, I shut my eyes tight waiting for the impact.
"Shoot them" I hear I open my eyes and see my family. Mom, dad, Jace and Riley. I look to my left and see a person in black with a gun in her hand and she is handing me one. I take the gun and turn back to mom and dad. Mom nods her head.
"Talia, do it. I love you, do it" She says. I shake my head.
"Ms. Eaton, you have 15 seconds" The woman says.
"No" I say.
"Talia Eaton, I love you. Do it! " Riley says.
"15, 14, 13, 12, 11, 10" She says. I pull up the gun and close my eyes.
"9, 8, 7, 6, 5" I pull the trigger. I shoot out of my chair but an arm stops me.
"It's okay Tal, your out" I open my eyes and see dad. I nod and rub my eyes with my palm. I get up, but mom stops me.
" Hey, babe you have to stay with us tonight. Your surgery is at 8:00 and you have to get up early, it's just easier this way" I nod.
I walk out of the room and Riley gets up. "Can you find me when your done?" I ask him
"Yeah, I love you. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, love you too" I peck his cheek and walk out. I turn down a series of hallways and finally walk into the dorm. I sit on my bed and think about my fears.

Hey! Sorry I wasn't able to update yesterday, I probably could have if I needed too because I had enough words. Anyways this is a big chapter for everyone! I hope you enjoy it, she did her fear landscape! Next chapter will be the ranks and her surgery. Thank you for your reviews and everything else! HAVE A GREAT DAY~ Cam