To Zhuge Liang
I'm plagued with
thoughts of you
in my mind, your
face is all I can see
in the dark – you're
all I need, all I want.
I know I can't go on
without you, I know
I will never be the same,
only you can bring me
back from this despair,
would you still look at
me through indifferent
eyes if I were to prove
that I am worth your time?
Why do you tease me so?
I wish I could call you mine,
when you leave, I feel empty,
I feel nothing but doubt – why
must you go? You said I would
see you again, but what if the
next time is the last?
I just want to tell you that…
I love you, and everything I
do is for you.