Hey new story! So i know i have multiple stories that need to be worked on but i write what im feeling. In this case, i've been depressed amongst other things and so i wrote this. Critisism is allowed but if there is hate, i swear to fucking god i will not hesitate to retaliate, report, and block you. In that order. Ok lovelies, enjoy! ~Clove the Dauntless-Gryffindor
(PS THIS WHOLE STORY IS TRIGGER WARNING INFESTED. IF YOU READ AND ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, I AM NOT AT FAULT. THIS WARING IS IN THE SUMMARY AND EVERY CHAPTER.)
"If you ever had an aversion to it then why start it again?!" He yelled. This is not our first falling out about… THE THING. The thing that almost tore us apart. But it probably won't be our last either.
I look at his taut face and feel tears spring into my eyes.
"Because people are judgemental for who and what I am Phil!" I state candidly and forcefully. His face softens as he says, "This can't be the only reason bear. There has to be more."
"You're right," I say tearfully. "There is more."
-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_Flashback_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-
I had uploaded "Butterfingers" onto my YouTube channel, creatively named danisnotonfire (Thanks 12 year old me), a few hours ago and I was going through the comments. And I really wish I hadn't. Comments of hate were all stood out. Even though some of my Danosaurs were fighting back, it was futile. They were being overpowered.
I ran down the hallway to the bathroom I share with my best friend and flat mate, Phil Lester (Better known as AmazingPhil on YouTube). Thank god I am alone; Phil went out a few hours ago to go meet up with some friends.
I locked the door to the bathroom and slumped to the floor, numb. So many thoughts; so much hate. "You're an idiot." "Go die Emo Scum"
"Faggot"
"Go kill yourself" Were all said.
"I'm sorry Phil…" I whisper. With that, I begin to add to the myriad of lines already across the surface.
Like i said, trigger warning. I hoped you liked that and there will be more later ^_^ love you all
~Clove the Dauntless-Gryffindor