Chapter 16

~Year 2015, 1st of January

"I like how you're always so kind and gentle! I like how your eyes shine when you're happy! I like... your body..." The last sentence was said so quietly that I almost didn't hear me. And with Fin's confession came my blush. Fortunately Fin were too busy staring into the floor, that he didn't notice it.

I almost choked when I heard his confession, and I don't know how many times I've been grateful for my poker face these years. Unfortunately it didn't help against my blush. So I stood there like an idiot with a blush.

'He probably means it the friendly way. There's no way that he likes me!' Though, no matter how many times I repeated those words in my head, I couldn't shake of the feeling that he really meant it.

"You don't have to answer my feelings, I just want you to answer my question. Do you like me? And not in the friendly way!" Fin suddenly said, making my thoughts come to halt. I looked up and noticed that he looked like he were about to cry. His eyes were shining and his cheeks red due to embarrassment. If only he knew that I were equally embarrassed.

"I..." I can't say it. It's too embarrassing! Besides, he's too cute when he looks like that!

"You don't like me, do you? I've known that you don't since my birthday!" Wait, what!? He weren't drunk?

"It's not-"

"You don't have to say it. I'm just happy that you finally know how I feel..." He turns to leave, and this is when I abandon my little embarrassed corner. I wrap my arms around him and drag him towards me. He lets out a little surprised squeak - which sounds adorable in my ears.

"I like you, Fin*!" I blurt out, squeezing him a bit. I bury my nose in his neck, making him shudder. He puts his hands on my arms and lean towards me. I give him a little butterfly kiss on his neck, and turn him so that he's facing me. He's blushing like mad.

"Really?" Once again he looks like he's going to cry.

"Yes." I lean forward and whisper in his ear. "I've loved you since the first time I saw you..." I take my hand and cup his cheek, and then kiss him. A sweet, almost chaste kiss. I separate from him slowly - God, he's so cute - and look him in the eyes. We're barely one centimeter away from each other, and our lips lightly touch.

He kisses me back with so much passion and lust that I almost don't have any time to breathe. He wraps his arms around my neck, making me bow down a bit. His lips taste sweetly, with a hint of alcohol. I lick at his lower lip, making him part his lips. I slowly stick my tongue into his mouth, licking everything it touches. His mouth is so warm and tastes so sweetly. Not cavity sweet, but sweet like apples or strawberries.

After some time we break apart, for much needed air. A thin string of saliva connects our tongues. Seeing Fin's look - a look of pure lust, love, passion and more - makes me scoop him up in my arms. I carry him bridal style to my bedroom and lay him down gently on my bed. I lay myself over him, straddling him and - to not hurt him - leaning on my elbows. Our bodies are just a few centimeters from touching. I lean my head forward and whisper into his ear.

"Wanna do it, Fin?" I can feel him shudder beneath me. A pair of thin arms wrap around my neck and bring me to his lips. He kisses me lightly and then hug me, pressing our bodies together. "You don't know how for how long I've wanted this..." He says, bringing my hand to his cheek, rubbing my palm against it. I can feel my cock twitch in response to his words and a deep, almost guttural growl getting stuck in my throat. Believe me when I say that he looks very adorable like this.

He wraps his legs around my waist, pressing me even closer. A moan escapes both of our mouths when our erections press together. I don't know what to do next, but I know that I have to do something. I can't just lay here on top of him. So I take my hand and start unbuttoning Fin's shirt. I want to see his skin so badly that my fingers are shaking.

Fin must've noticed that I'm nervous, since does his best to help. When that annoying piece of cloth is out of the way, I can't help but stare at the sight in front of me. Fin - half naked may I add - is breathing unevenly, eyes glazed with lust and cheeks slightly flushed. And since the curtains to my bedroom are open, the morning sun is shining beautifully in his hair. He's completely breathtaking, and it doesn't help that his skin is milky-white with no scars, birthmarks or something similar. It really doesn't help my growing erection.

I start by kissing his throat, small, quick, butterfly kisses. I travel down, drowning in his scent. He smells just like I imagined that he would. I stop at his left nipple, just now noticing the hardened pink nub. I glance quickly at Fin's face, before giving it a lick. I move my left hand to his other nipple, rolling it between my thumb and index finger, achieving a moan from the Finn under me. I start sucking at the one I were licking, glancing once again at Fin. He looks like he's enjoying this very much. Who am I kidding? He's moaning and mewling, mouth slightly open and eyes slightly closed. I feel myself grunt at this, face heating up.

My right hand travels down his stomach, stopping here and there to touch and stroke, finally reaching Fin's belt. I let go of his nipple - the one I were licking - and start to unbuckle his belt. Fin looks a me expectantly, like he's waiting. And I know that this is his way of approval. This is his way of saying 'do it with me'.

As soon as his belt is away, I feel a hand snaking into my pajama pants. Due to old rumors and myths - I don't believe them, I just follow them as a precaution - I sleep only in my pajama pants. Nothing else. Hey, sleeping with your underwear on could maybe be bad for you.

Anyway, leaving my ramblings. I could feel Fin's hand touching the thing that were causing the tent in my pants. I grunt again, feeling him starting to stroke my cock. His fingers are so slim and soft, that I can't help but moan. A short, breathy moan, but a moan nonetheless. I feel Fin watching me intently, since my hands are currently clutching the fabric of his pants. There's nothing I can do when so much pleasure is filling my body, thanks to Fin's hands.

He suddenly lets go, grabbing hold of the waistband to his pants - he's wearing some sort of fake jeans - and drags them down, ever so slowly. I feel my eyes widen at the sight. I never expected Fin to be this... excited. His cock is as hard as it can be, dripping with pre-cum. His face flushed due to embarrassment, legs trying their best to cover him, hands gripping the sheets and mouth slightly open, panting.

A moan escapes my mouth. I've never seen Fin look this damn... sexy. I pry his legs open with my knees, and reach a hand down to touch his erection, seeing that it looks kinda painful. He shivers slightly, mewling a bit at the sudden touch.

I feel two thumbs grabbing the waistband of my pajama pants, dragging them down quick as lightning. I hiss a bit at the cold air meeting my cock. It's fucking - sorry for words, but there's no other word that could express my feelings better - minus 13 degrees outside. It didn't help that my heaters were off. Now I know how Fin felt.

Fin must've noticed that I felt cold. "Su-san, why don't you warm us up?" He says with such a sexy whisper that feel like just entering him right here, right now. But I calm myself down, since I don't want to hurt him. Since I don't have any lube, saliva will have to do just fine. And yes, I know what to do thanks to Stockholm - please don't ask me why she knows stuff like that -, Japan - and his comics - and strangely enough Mathias. He told me all about it some summers ago. Don't ask me why he told me.

"Suck." I say, pressing three of my fingers towards Fin's mouth. He obediently takes them into his mouth, coating them with his saliva. If I thought he looked sexy earlier, this sight is definitely erotic. And not only the sight but the feeling. Feeling that tongue working, licking everything that's part of my fingers - from nails to base - is by far the best thing I've seen this morning. No, that best I've seen and felt my entire life. 'Wonder how it would feel if he were sucking o-! Stop those thoughts immediately, Sverige! There's no way that Fin would do that!'

Feeling pleased by how wet my fingers are, my hand travels down his body, to stop and pause at his entrance. He's looking expectantly at me. I stroke one of my fingers lightly over the tight ring of muscles. "This might hurt..." I say, just in case. He nods, and then I take my finger and enter it slowly. I see him squirming a bit underneath me, so to soothe him I kiss him. A slow kiss, whilst my other hand starts wandering over his body. His breath is hitching.

After some time, I add another finger. He looks like he's in a bit of pain, but I don't stop, since it would be bad if he only felt pain. So when I find his prostrate, I immediately feel pleased at his reaction. He's a moaning, panting mess. Hands clutching pillows and my blanket. Eyes sinking closed. Mouth slightly open. And his sounds. When I hit it, he throws his head back and moan long and loud.

I start entering my third digit, and he gets a bit more quiet. His face looks like he's in a mix between pain and pleasure. I cup his cheek with my hand, and give him a kiss. Once again, to soothe him. After a while he seems to be enjoying himself, moving his hips to meet my fingers. And I feel that things have to get moving. Seeing Fin like this is doing wonderful things to me.

I take my fingers out, earning a whine from the Finn under me. But he becomes quiet when he feels something else pressing at his entrance. I grab his hips, to hold him in place, before pushing in slowly. The heat, combined with the sudden tightness makes me grunt a bit. Fin is squirming under me, trying his best to adjust. But he doesn't tell me to stop. Instead, he wraps his legs around my back, pushing me in further. His moans are a mix of pain and pleasure, even though he's trying to hold them back.

When I'm all the way in, I wait a bit for Fin to adjust, before slowly dragging out. In, out, in, out. Slowly, to not break him. I'm big - not to brag, it's the truth - and I know that it must hurt a bit for Fin. I can suddenly feel someone tugging my hair, so that I'm forced to look at Fin. "If you want...to fuck me, then...move faster. I'm...not fragile." He pants. Never expected to hear him say something like that.

I start moving faster, reaching deeper and deeper with every thrust. Then I hit it. His prostrate. He arches of the bed, moaning loud, deep and long. I continue this till we're both a moaning mess. I hear Fin screaming something close to my name. Realizing that he must be close. "Su-s-san, I'm coming!" He screams. His orgasm started mine. His insides clenching and spasming caused it. We both pant hard, me falling on top off Fin. We both lay there for a while, not moving at all.

XxXxX

We're both snuggling in my couch, watching some sort of horror movie. Fin wanted to see it, and who am I to argue with him. I find it quite adorable how he jumps at every sound, getting closer and closer to me. He's almost sitting in my lap. Then he turns towards me, and asks a question which the answer should be obvious to know.

"Happy now?"

XxXxX

So, so sorry for it being delayed.

I've had so much trouble writing this. This is my first smut tbh, so no hating. I've also had a huge writer's block, caught a cold, tried to fix an avatar for this site (I don't think my cat is something I want as a profile picture) and practiced drawing. The only good thing is that I've been away from school for two days and been able to write more and better.

Wow, 2K+ words. That's a lot, considering how the other chapters were.

Okay, Sve may seem a bit OOC. But who knows? Maybe he is like that.

By the way, what do you want me to write about next? Please give suggestions, and please suggestions about those I ship. It will be easier that way for me. Please ask me if you're unsure.

Fin = beautiful, handsome, nice, et cetera. A praise with no real translation. Pronounced like Fiin.

Thanks for reading, and have a nice day! ( ^ω^ )