9.
Lyla talked to Angelica and she was able to get her to come down for the conversation that hopefully wouldn't turn into a shouting match.
"Thank you Aunt Lyla. I know you don't have to be here but I'm glad you are."
"I do need to be here. With the way these men think I would be having this conversation with my own bunch of guys." Lyla said.
"I guess we should go."
"Yeah."
They walked down stairs and everyone was in the den. Everyone was quiet almost afraid to speak. When Angelica came down she couldn't look at anyone so she sat down next to Lyla.
"So, now that we are all here there are things we need to discuss." Tara stood up saying.
"Are you sure everyone should be here for this?" Jax asked.
She turned to him and gave him a look that he knew to keep his mouth shut for now.
"We are all here because we are all family. Now this might be a family that has certain aspects to it that are not necessarily normal but we are still a family. Now, what Lisa, Lyla and I would like to know is, what the hell were you thinking?"
None of the guys could say anything.
"We know you only want to take care of us and we get that. But you had to learn things on your own and that is how our children should learn."
"But you don't understand Tara, I want to make sure my baby girl has complete happiness." Happy spoke up and said.
"Happy, I know your heart was in the right place, but it's not your job to make sure that every aspect of her happiness is granted. Angelica has to make herself happy first. But do you really think that knowing that the man she loves has spent time with another woman is going to make her happy?"
"But.."
"No buts. We all had the opportunity to learn those things on our own. You men are so use to the fact that there was so much of that out there for you to have that it sometimes seems like that's all you think happiness is. Now I want my son to know that not everything you learn from those skanks is good. The guys think they learned from them but believe me it's not about technique. It's about love. I personally don't like the fact that I'm standing here telling my son and my daughter what sex is about. I wanted to do this when it was time, but you made it now."
"Tara, baby I'm sorry." Jax said.
"And you should be. Now I want you three to listen to a few things along with our children."
"Wait, why is my family here? We didn't do this." Opie said not caring that he was throwing his two brothers under the bus."
"Because Opie Winston, our sons will one day be in the same place and I do not want you thinking that this is the way it's handled." Lyla stood up saying.
Opie looked at his wife and shut his mouth.
"Now, I'm not going to get into mine and Opie's sex life, but I want you to know that we were not each other's first. But I love Opie and he loves me and that's what makes our lovemaking special."
"That's the way I feel about Happy. Now Abel I know that this was not what your intention was when these neanderthals had you do this but it hurt Angelica. That I don't like."
"I'm sorry." Abel said softly.
"I know, but now you have to deal with the fallback. Angelica I want you to let your dad, Uncle Jax, Uncle Opie and Abel know how this made you feel. Don't hold back baby. They need to know."Lisa said to her daughter.
Angelica looked up but she still couldn't look Abel in the eye. Hell she couldn't look her dad in the eye either. So she stood up and looked at her mom.
"I love Abel. I've always loved Abel. But right now I can't even look at him. When I do all I see is other women with him. The pain it feels in my chest is overwhelming. I wanted to learn these things alongside of Abel not for him to teach me them. I haven't even had a real kiss with him. Just passing moments while dad wasn't looking. Now I just don't know." she said crying and then she left the room.
Everyone was quiet. Abel looked at his dad and his dad hung his head. He looked up at Happy and Happy was giving him an evil eye. He didn't know if it was because of what happened or that Angelica let it out that they snuck kisses.
"I don't know what to say. I love Angelica more than my own life. But I have ruined it. I could easily blame dad and Happy but it's my fault. Ultimately I did it. I enjoyed it, maybe a little too much."
"I don't need to hear that." Tara said.
"What I'm saying is I understand mom. But I can't take back what I did and now I've lost the one person I wanted to spend my life with. This talk is good so that the same doesn't happen to Jade or Harry or even Sonny. But it's too late for me." he said and he too then left.
Jax looked up at Tara. "I understand what you're saying baby, but this shouldn't have been brought out here."
Tara thought the same thing when she realized what all was said. She turned to look at Lisa and Lisa looked up. "Maybe so, but it's done. Now I hope that Angelica and Abel find their way back to each other. The love they have had for so long just doesn't end. So with that said, Happy you have to stop with the over protection of our daughter. I know you love her and she knows this too, but you can't make her happy. She has to make herself happy."
Everyone stood up after Lisa did and they said their goodbyes. Then Lisa went up to her daughter to try to talk to her.
"I'm so glad that I don't have this problem yet. That's why I have to just stay focused and get my degree." Jade said to Harry.
"Yeah, but one day, you have to let someone in." Harry said.
"Yeah, one day." she said looking at Harry.
Sonny watched as the two of them walked out of the house. He realized then that Jade had feelings for Harry. He was going to have work to get her to fall for him instead but he would. He was determined.
Jax went looking for Abel after he took Tara, Jade and Thomas home. He pulled into the clubhouse and saw Abel's bike there. He got off looking around. Walking up he saw Chibs there and asked if he had seen Abel.
"Aye. He's in there. Seemed a tad upset brudder."
"Yeah, long story. I guess I better go find him." Jax said as he opened the door.
"He might be in ya room Jackie. He had friends." Chibs said.
Jax looked really uncomfortable then. He went into the clubhouse and looked around. Not seeing him he didn't know if he should go look or not. He went to the bar and got a shot. He then took a deep breath and walked to his old room. Opening the door he never expected to see what he did. Abel laying on his back. Two girls blowing him and his face deep into the pussy sitting on it.
"GET THE FUCK OUT NOW." Jax yelled at the croweaters.
They all jumped and seeing it was the president of the Sons they took off running.
"Aw dad, why the fuck did you do that for?"
"Are you serious right now? What the fuck are you doing?"
"Look I was doing what any other red blooded male would be doing. I lost the woman I love so what's that saying, oh yeah, Love the one or I should say one's your with." he said with a cocky smile.
"Get dressed and meet me in church. You and I need to talk." Jax said through gritted teeth and closed the door as he left.
