21.

The night that Abel came home Angelica was so happy but also terrified. She knew now what she needed to do since she spoke with her dad, but she still had never done anything before. She just hoped that what she did do would please him.

"Hey come on in Angelica." Tara said to her with a smile.

"Thanks Mrs. Teller."

"Hey how about you call me Tara. You aren't a child anymore so talk to me like an adult okay?" Tara said.

"Thanks Mrs. ..um.. Tara."

They both chuckled and then Tara looked at her long and hard.

"You look like something is really bothering you baby."

"I um.. well I guess I am worried about something."
"Can I help you with it?"

Angelica looked at her and thought about it, then she finally decided who better to tell her how to handle things with Abel. Tara had been through this with Jax.

"I'm a little embarrassed to talk about this with you but I do need some help."

"What can I help you with?"

"How did you do it? I mean how did you get past all the women Mr. Teller had before you?"

"And after me?" she asked dryly.

"I wasn't going to mention that."

"Thanks, but I do know my husband. I trust him now and I won't say it was easy. Because it was so far from easy. But I love him and he proved to me that he loved me too. I won't tell you that it's just the way of the Teller men, and I definitely won't tell you it's because of the club. It's because they are men who think that pushing us away keeps us from getting hurt not realizing that what they did was worse then any physical kind of hurt. I do know that once they decide finally that we are meant for them they make that decision completely. I won't try to make you feel like you have nothing to worry about Angelica, but I really don't think you do have anything to worry about. He worked very hard to get over his addictions and he did that because he wants to be the man you should have."

"I'm scared though."

"I know. I also know you are probably scared of what happens now. You have to decide on that and only you. When you are ready he will make sure you are taken care of."

"But I have no idea how to please him." Angelica whispered to her.

"Honey, you only do what feels right. I could tell you many things on what to do but that doesn't mean it's the right things. You have to just take the moment. Believe me Abel will be pleased."

Angelica looked up at Tara and blushed.

"I'm sorry for bringing this to you."

"Honey, you never have to be sorry for anything you ask me. Yeah, it is kind of strange to think I'm sitting here talking about you and Abel making love and Angelica that's what it will be. Making love. Any slut knows how to fuck but to make love with your man is the most wonderful experience you will ever have. Let him show you."

"My dad told me some things that men like."

"Your dad?" Tara asked shocked.

"Yeah, I talked to him about this."
"You talked to Happy about you having sexual relations with Abel?" she asked again.

"Yeah."

Tara started laughing. "Oh God, he's not going to kill Abel is he?"

"No, he was very understanding and explained some things to me in a mans perspective."

"Okay then. I guess now it's all up to you and Abel." Tara said.

"Mrs. ..Um.. Tara, thank you. I just love him so much. I want everything to be perfect."

Tara smiled and then left to get the final touches to her dinner ready for her son to come home.

When Abel came home and they all sat down to talk. Tara was floating on the high that Abel called her his mom. Then she thought about the girl that was waiting in Abel's room and she smiled to herself. She leaned over to her husband.

"Baby, we need to um.. go riding for awhile." she whispered to him.

"Riding?" he asked smiling.

"Yeah, um.. Angelica is waiting in his room for him."

"Oh, um.. okay then. So where's Thomas and Jade?"

"Thomas went to his friends house for the night and Jade is out with Sonny."

"Okay then. Well I guess we better get ready ourselves to let them have some privacy."

"What are you two over there whispering about?" Abel asked as he came in from the kitchen with a bottle of beer.

"Um... your dad and I are going to go for a ride on the bike. Your sister is on a date with Sonny and Thomas is out with his friends. You have the house to yourself. I think that um.. Angelica was going to come over."

Abel's face lit up. He couldn't wait to see her. All he could think about was his Angelica.

"Thanks. Well I'm going to go shower before she gets here." he said as he kissed his moms cheek and smiled at his dad. Tara grabbed Jax's hand and rushed them out of the house.

Chuckling Jax thought it was funny to watch Tara with this.

"Stop laughing at me. I mean I know they are grown but it's still kind of weird to be sitting in the house when you know that your son and his girlfriend maybe having sex here shortly."

"Do you know how much I love you?" he asked her bringing her to his lips.

"Yeah, I do." she whispered against him as his lips claimed hers.

Abel was so excited to be seeing Angelica that he rushed to his room and then into the bathroom never seeing her sitting there deep in thought. He hurried with the shower and then after wrapping a towel around his body he walked back into his room.

Angelica couldn't take her eyes off him. He was just so damn sexy especially with his damp hair, the water rolling down his chest as it dripped down into the towel around his waist. Her mouth began to drool and she gasped when he started to undo the towel.

Hearing a gasp he turned quickly to the noise. "Angelica." he whispered.

"Sorry I wanted to surprise you." she said her face blushing beet red.

"You did." he said with a smile. He slowly walked towards her.

"I'm so glad you are home Abel."

"Me too and I'm really really glad you are here." he said and kissed her.

"Abel, I um.."

"It's okay Angelica. I know it's going to take some time and I will wait for you. I love you and if there is anything I learned it's that I can't survive without you."

"Oh Abel." she said as she kissed him once again.

"You need to go to t he living room so I can get dressed." he said lightly swatting her ass as he turned her toward the door.

"Are you sure?"

"I'm definitely sure. Yeah baby I want you more than anything but I want you to trust me before that happens."

She nodded her head as she slowly went out to the living room. She sat down wondering if it was the right time now. But she knew if she was asking herself that then it wasn't. But she was definitely sure it would be soon.