Through The Darkness ch. 2
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto. Another chapter edited by SatoshiIsAmazing
Sasuke's P.O.V.
It's been 2 weeks the incident and I avoided going to practice because… of him. Every time I'm around him, my mind goes back to the incident and I want to throw up everything in my stomach. I couldn't stomach being within a few feet that fucking rapist without thinking about what he did to me. I've thought quitting the team all together.
I know what you're thinking. I'm being a coward and it's wrong to abandon the team when they need me but I can't. I just can't. I'm too emotionally unstable to deal with anyone else's problems but my own. If that makes me selfish then I don't give a fuck. I lay under my sheets listening to sad songs with the blinds closed.
I don't want to get out of bed or deal with anything at this point. There was a soft knock on my door and I knew that it was my mother. She was probably worried about me since I haven't come out of my room in s few days. I lost count after 4 days so I really don't know. The door opens and feet walking towards my bed.
The bed dips a little and I feel a soft hand on my head. That hand removes the blankets from head and I stared up at my mother. Her eyes were filled with concern and worry. I don't like being her worry but I don't know what to do anymore.
"Sasuke-kun, I'm worried about you. You haven't come out of your room in the 3 days. What's wrong?" She asked pleading.
I sighed. I wanted to tell her everything but I just couldn't. I can't tell her that I was raped. She doesn't need to know that. She wouldn't be able to handle it.
"I'm fine. I'm just tired, is all" I said smiling weakly
. My mother touches my right cheek and sighs a little.
"Well, can you let promise me that you'll shower and eat something?" She said smiling a little.
I put my hand on top of her and nod. She kisses me on top of my head before leaving. I guess that I could use a shower and my stomach growled for food. I sit up and grabbed some clothes from the dresser in my room. I walked towards the bathroom down the hall and closed the door behind me. I run the hot water as I discard my clothes.
I step into the shower and let the water run over my body. It felt good as the water soothed my muscles. I scrubbed every inch of my body at least twice to make sure that I got rid all of his essence. The first few days after the incident, I showered like crazy to get him off of me. I can't say his name because it brings up too much.
I turn the shower off and dried myself off. I changed into some sweatpants and a t-shirt. I walked downstairs to the kitchen to find a plate of food covered in plastic with a note attached to it. I looked at the note and it was written in my mother's handwriting. It said:
Sasuke-kun,
I left you this plate of food in case you got hungry while I was out. Please eat it and I'll be back later. I will find out if you ate it or not.
Love your mother
I chuckle a little bit because my mother does have her ways of figuring out if I've eaten or not. It's why I could never get away with not eating my vegetables when I was younger. I love my mother dearly because she was always there for me when I needed her. She was there for all of my games, when my father started acting cold towards me and when he started comparing me to Itachi.
Everything I did, Itachi did better. Don't get me wrong, I love my brother but I just wish that my father would stop comparing us. Itachi never made feel inferior because he was better. He always told me that there will come a day that I will be able to do something better than him. He's a cop now and he loves it. I wish him luck in it and I hope he'll be safe.
I took off the plastic and took a bite out of the sandwich. It was a BLT with extra mayo and tomatoes. My mother knows me well because she knows that I love tomatoes. I finis
h off the sandwich in no time flat and put the plate in the sink. What do I do now? I don't have any classes today and I wasn't planning on going to practice. It's not like have any friends to hang out with. The doorbell rings and I walked towards to it. I open the door to see that it was Naruto. Why the hell was he doing here?
"What do you want, dobe" I said frowning.
"Well hello to you too, Sasuke. I came to check up on you because I was worried and that's the kind of response I get" He said pouting a little.
I rolled my eyes. He is such a kid that it ridiculous. I have trouble believing that he's 21 sometimes.
"Look dobe, if you don't want again then leave. I'm busy" I said getting annoyed.
"I just wanted to make sure that you were okay. I haven't seen you at practice in a while and I wanted to make sure that you were okay"
"Obliviously I'm fine and you can go now"
"Okay but are you coming back to practice? We have a game coming up soon and… I miss you" He said rubbing his neck.
Was he serious? He missed me? This guy is full of total bullshit. The only thing that Naruto wanted from me was sex and there was no way in hell that was gonna happen.
"Look dobe, I'm not coming back to practice. You don't miss me; you just like every other guy. They all just want to fuck me and that's it. I don't want anything to do with you so just leave me alone" I said slamming the door in his face.
Naruto's P.O.V.
Sasuke slams the door and I flinch a little bit. Is that what Sasuke really thought of me? Is that what he thinks of all guys in general? I walk off of his porch and towards home. I didn't mean to upset him but I really do miss him at practice. It was weird without him there. What the hell happened to him that he thinks so lowly of all guys?
Not all guys are like that… least I'm not anyways and a few guys I know aren't either. I walked into my apartment complex and up the stairs. I walked up to the third floor and to the second door on my left. I pulled out my keys from back pocket and unlocked the door. I easily found my adoptive sister Hinata on the couch with her sketchbook in her lap.
She was intently drawing away unknown of my presence. I love my little sister even though she's only a few months younger than me. She's my heart and I would do anything to protect her. My mom Kushina adopted her when she was 8 years old after Child Welfare took her away from her abusive her father. When I first met Hinata, she was extremely quiet and shy.
I thought that she was weird but she grew on me. We have been inseparable and are always together doing something. Our dad Minato isn't around anymore since he died trying to save someone from a mugger. The mugger had gun and killed him on the spot. Now it's just me, Hinata, our mom and our older brother Kyuubi.
Kyuubi is a lazy but really smart guy that you will ever meet. Once he had solved 5 rubric cubes in less than 30 seconds with his eyes closed. I never understood why someone as smart as him didn't have a job but I never really understood Kyuubi in general. Hinata and I share an apartment since it was so close the campuses that we go to.
Hinata is in Konoha Art Institute for Animation. All of her drawings are really amazing. She can draw any and everything that she sees. I'm a little jealous but I know that we all have something that we're good at. For Hinata, it's drawing and for me it's playing football.
"Hey Hina-chan, whatchu drawing?" I asked curious.
"Hey Nii-san, it's a dragon flying through the air. How was your visit with Sasuke-san?" She asked looking up from her drawing.
I flopped on the other side of the couch and I sighed.
"Not good, he's mad at me and I don't know what I did. All I said was that I missed him at practice and he went off on me" I said confused.
"What did he say exactly?" Hinata asked frowning.
I explained to her everything that went at down at Sasuke and Hinata's frown deepen. She rubs her pencil against her temple and I can see the wheels turning in her head.
"Well I can tell you what I think why he went off on you like that but it's kinda out there though"
"What do you think? I think it's because he just doesn't like me" I said shrugging.
"I don't think it's that. Usually when people get hostile like that is because they're having a really bad day, stressed out from work, or have been raped by someone. That's what I think anyways but I could be wrong"
I'm pretty sure that Sasuke doesn't have a job and I don't think he's been raped by anyone. Maybe he was just stressed out from school but he's always at the top of his classes least that's what I've heard anyway.
End of ch. 2