Not Enough
Chapter 7: Any Regrets?
Are lips crashed together for only a few seconds when Sasuke quickly pulled away. I wasn't sure if what just happened really happened. Was it all in my mind? Did I really just imagine myself kissing Sasuke? I finally snapped out of my thoughts; making eye contact with Sasuke who's face looked like he sucked on a lemon. I felt my face burning up, and I can only imagine what my face looks like in Sasuke's view. Almost everyone's eyes were on us both. Their faces told me how shocked they all became to the kiss. If a kiss is what you called it. I was just to embarrassed that I quickly stood up running inside Naruto's house.
"Hey Sakura come dance with me!", Ino shouted while rushing closer to me.
"I have to use the bathroom Ino...", I dodged her hand that was aiming for my arm.
I shut the bathroom door hard, and threw myself to the floor crying much crying my eyes out until I gave myself a headache. I heard the door opening so I quickly jumped into the bath hiding myself behind the half closed certain. I tried to see who it was that entered the bathroom without exposing myself. My eyes then laid on a guy who had what kept a man different from a women out; peeing while I couldn't take myself eyes of his big friend. I wasn't being a perv...it's just that I was in shocked on how big a penis can be at such a young age. I slapped my forehead making a sound, and as fast as I can I tried to stay hidden. All I could hear was a zipper being pulled up to close the pant's hole, and then his footprints getting louder as he come near the bathtub. A shadow forms in the wall next me and I stare into it holding my two hand tightly to my mouth to keep me from breathing heavy. That's when I screamed due to Sasuke opening the bath certain unexpectedly.
"Stalker much... ", was all I heard come out from Sasuke. "It's not like that I was...(she was cut off by someone knocking on the door)
"SAKURA IS EVERYTHING...HICK UP...OKAY WITH IN I MEAN UMM HOW ARE YOU? ", Ino screamed, not making any sense.
"Yes Ino everything is fine!...I hope...", I shouted loud enough for her to hear.
"Sakura you need hurry up... there's a lot of people out here in line to use the bathroom!", Sai informed me while knocking non-stop.
"okay I'll be out in a bit!", I answered holding my head with one hand as I feel pain from drinking rushing in.
"Ahh great now there's going to be fresh rumors about us again so I hope your ready", "no there can't be... I...we have t..o think of something fast!", I said standing up.
I took my right foot out bathtub and as I slowly stepped the floor I tried to get my left foot out as well...a little fast … I ended up slipping on top of Sasuke. It happened so fast...I got scared so I grabbed Sasuke's penis hard and I kept on squeezing it as we both fell to the floor. Sasuke's held both his hands out to hold me back. My breasts landed on both hands leaving Sasuke speechless and shocked.
"Sakura your squeezing to hard...", Sasuke told me in pain.
"I'm so sorry... here I'll massage it...", I told Sasuke rubbing my hand on his manhood.
"Sakura stop don't take it out! ", he shouted.
"Sakura who's in there with you?", I heard Hinata shouting from the other side of the door.
"It sounds like Sasuke-kun!", I heard one of his fans yelling.
"Sasuke doing Sakura in the bathroom?!", what sounded like Lee asking in shocked.
"Over here Sakura, I'll hold the window open while you jump out", Sasuke said opening the window.
"What about you Sasuke-kun?", I asked in gilt.
"Don't worry about me Saku... never mind you'll have to hold window so I jump out first... the window is too hight for you to jump out on your own so I'll be down there to help so hurry".
With that Sasuke jumped out calling out my name to let me know it's my turn. I put one knee on the window for support while my left leg hangs out wiggling around. My right hand holds the window wide open while my left hand holds my weight along with my knee. I was ready to jump off and have Sasuke catch me, but I was scared. I just couldn't let go of the window and wall.
"Sakura just let go I'll catch you!", Sasuke screamed.
"I... I'm too scared Sasuke-kun!", I screamed back.
Then someone tried to knock the bathroom door open which stardolled me. So I ended up falling, yet on top of Sasuke again. Before I had time to apologize Sasuke stood up dragging me along with him. We got to Sasuke's black Audi A5. He quickly opened my door putting me inside then slamming the door shut. As soon as Sasuke got inside the driver's side he turned on the car and drove off fast.
"Sasuke-kun please pull over...now!", I shouted while panicking.
Sasuke pulled over while I didn't care of the car stopped or not. I opened the door, and threw myself to the floor. I felt sick and my heart was beating fast. I was confused on what's real and what's fake. Everything just happened so fast that I can't think... All of the sudden I started to throw up everything from the morning to the drinks and the brownies. I felt Sasuke's hand rubbing my back while the other hands holds my hair away from touching my vomit. after a while he gave me a water bottle from his trunk and 5 gums to help take the taste away. After a good 10 minutes we went back inside the car. At first it was out silence until Sails broke it.
"Look Sakura, you need to be more careful... your actions seem to always drag me down along with you", he scolded.
"You could have left me there... I don't know why you brought me with you since I all I do is cause trouble for you...",I rudely replied.
"...about the rumors... just ignore them...I don't care what people have to say about me, but in your case I heard you take it bad..", he told me.
"I don't care anymore besides no one will take my words for it so why even try?...if they want to call me a slut let them...", I began to cry out.
"Your even worse than Naruto... ", Sasuke said rubbing his forehead with his left hand then he continued.
"Instead of crying over stupid rumors coming from stupid people you should do something about it", he finished.
I began to think about his words. Finally something else other than "just ignore them". "I'll make the rumors true...that's what I'll do", I softly said.
...*Silence*...
"...That's not what I meant Sakura...why would you go around opening your legs to guys because of rumors they made up?... it makes no sense", he angrily said.
"Not just any guys...at least not my first time...I should give it to someone who cares about me... ", I answered back.
"Lee is still a virgin...", I continued while biting my thumb.
"You don't even know what your thinking after all your still high and buzzing so keep these thoughts out of your head...you sound stupid", Sasuke told me being rude.
"Aren't you still high Sasuke-kun?", I softly asked.
"Don't turn this on me Sakura", he answered.
"You know when I first learned about sex I've always wanted to give myself to you, but it was all just a stupid thing to think... I shouldn't even care about who gets it right? It's just sex...Why do girls make such a big deal out of whoever is their virgin taker?",I started talking my mind out.
"Shut up!", Sasuke shouted grabbing my left hand squeezing it hard.
He looked angry and I could tell his teeth must of hurt by how hard he shut them close together.
"You really are stupid!... what you want to get a sex disease, or guys who use you because all they'll see you as is a sex toy? better yet, how about becoming a teen mother?!", Sasuke yelled at me.
"Let go of me!", I screamed. "why are you telling me th...(cut off) "Because obviously you need someone to knock some sense in you!".
"I don't care what you have to say yo...(cut off again) "your so annoying! If that's how you truly think about sex I'll be seeing you in the future with a sex disease and lots of kids living off government support and different dads the worse part about it...you'll be all alone!",was all Saskuke said.
I wanted to cry. Maybe I'm just talking out of my ass. My heard felt so low like never before. Why out of anyone did I say this to Sasuke? I haven't seen his in years and really he thinks I'm still annoying and stupid. I covered my face with hands and began to cry in pain of sadness. I not over Sasuke, I still wished he'd be by my side and loved me. If he loved me as friend or a sister then I'll still be stratified.
"Hn... Sakura listen... your the first girl who ever became close to me, to ever catch me when I fell, to ever know when something was wrong, to ever smile when I was a total dick, and to ever say they loved me and proved it...like I told you that night... I thank you for everything... that's is why I'm here giving you crap for your own good", he explained.
"I don't know how this goes or how I should say it but...", he softly told me..."I'll show you instead".
With that Sasuke drove us to his mansion. He told me to follow him in the 3rd floor inside his room. I sat on his sofa while he took out a book that held the picture of me, Naruto, and himself along with our sensei. The picture of our group we were in. Middle school 4pd was homeroom. Homeroom only had three students with a teacher who teched the students about self defense, sex and other unique subjects. I happen to end up Kakashi sensei, Naruto, and Sasuke. Although after Sasuke-kun left it's when Sai became a new student to our group.
"You still have it...", I softly said. I then stood up and held Sasuke tightly. Slowly I felt Sasuke fighting himself on either he should hug me back or not. So I pulled back holding on to his sleeves while I stare at him. Sasuke then came closer to me and finally he hugged me. When he let me go he crashed his lips onto mine. He softly kissed me for a good three minutes. Little by little we both ended up on his bed Sasuke on top kissing me from my lips to my neck. I've never felt so confused this way before, but I liked it. Soon Sasuke ended kissing the top of my chest and I sat up so that he could take my shirt and bra off. When he did so I laid back down having him kiss and suck my nipples. I moaned shyly and grabbed the back of his hair. It felt like his tongue was dancing on my breast. After about six minutes Sasuke stood up dragging my body to the edge of his bed talking my jeans and shoes off along with my hot pink panties. I was so embarrassed I covered my eyes with my right arm blushing crazy. Here I am completely naked on Sasuke bed...what's going to happen next? I hear Sasuke's belt which means he's taking off his pants as well...is this really going to happen? When I took a sneak peak I saw him about to stood his boxers to the ground. I then again covered my face with both hands, but Sasuke took them from me placing them his shirt. So I took it off rubbing my fingers down his sexy built abs down to his V cut then back up and going down. Really I didn't know what to do next...I was so nervous that I felt like putting on my clothes and leaving although I do want this. My thoughts were cut off when Sasuke took my hand again and placed it on the tip of his head. I took it off, bit then I grabbed it and start to pull it up and down. Looking at his face Sasuke looked serious and he was breathing hard. He began to kiss me again with passion when he suddenly kiss my belly down to my vagina. He kiss it many time but that was all. Sasuke then touched my clitoris with his middle finger. I got wet which now made my vagina slippery for I don't know what he has in mind next. As Sasuke kept on rubbing my clitoris and I didn't stop humming in greatness. I felt so good I never wanted him to stop, but he did. I tried to catch my breath of how much I held my moans inside.
"Sakura... ", I heard Sasuke calling me, "do you feel ready for this?", he asked.
"Yes Sasuke-kun I want you now more than ever", I answered.
I got a chill as soon as I felt something weird and bigger rubbing my vagina. I looked to see what it was and I all I could see was Sasuke penis rubbing against my vagina lips. I yelled in pain as soon Sasuke tried to stick his head in me. This didn't feel good. It hurt and I didn't felt up to it anymore. He then forward more into me, and I hummed in great pain; holding on to his bed sheets.
"Arg..sa..su..hahh...arhh!", I screamed as I burst into tears.
Sasuke stopped while he laid on top of me put his arms around my thighs. His mouth right next to my ear and his sexy body rubbing against mine as he started to slowly thirst inside me. I tried not to moan so loud so I cover my mouth, but Sasuke took my hands off and he finally got fit it all in. I yelled of mix emotions. As he took his penis out of me I felt him rubbing something off me...blood...I was bleeding. My vagina hurts and fells opened. It felt dirty, but I still wanted more. I grabbed Sasuke and wrapped my legs around him. So he put his penis back inside thirsting in and out slowly and genially. I screamed, moaned and cried of pain and joy..I began to dig my fingernails into Sasuke's back and when he would get out I'd stop, but he would thirst back I scratched anywhere I can. In a matter of minutes I had this amazing feeling...an orgasm. Both of us had came together. He kissed me...I bite his lips not letting go till a while. Everything was perfect...I know I'll have no regrets. It's been about three hours, Sasuke laid on his back breathing heavy. I laid next to him on my left shoulder feeling sore from the waist down. I stayed starring at him while he rested for while. I got closer to him; put my right arm over him and my head on top of his chest to cuddle with him.
"Your a slut who sleeps around with any guy anytime!",Unknown screamed out loud.
"You don't know my me so don't judge me!",I shouted throwing my belongings on the floor.
"I hear you already have four abortions you fucken whore!",Unknown came at me.
I tired to fight back, but everything felt so slow and hard.
"Wake up... Sakura wake up!"... It was just a dream. Sasuke was trying to wake me and his voice came into my dream. It was already 6 in the morning. I still couldn't believe what had happened last night. I was so embarrassed and guilty time ever face my parents. What will I do if they ever find out? I would kicked out or killed. I feel so ashamed, yet no regret. As I stood up my legs felts so sore and my vagina still hurts. I was barely able to walk about four steps away from the bed; covering my naked body with a blanket. Sasuke stayed looking at me with one eyebrow up. I turned to look for my cell phone on his bed, but I notice the blood from last night on his blue bed sheets.
"Oh man...I'm really sorry about that...", I apologized never facing him.
"Don't be sorry for being a virgin Sakura...", he replied.
"...you make it sound like you weren't a virgin", I added.
"because I wasn't...", he said.
"With who did you lose it to...?", I sadly asked.
"That has nothing to do with you...keep your nose out of my business",Sasuke answered.
I stayed quite leaving an awkward silence between us.
"Ha..ha what I stupid thing to ask I mean why would you still be a virgin anyway right?",I nervously said.
"What are you trying to say? I fuck anyone and anytime I wanted?",he asked coldly.
"Well you can have any girl you want any time so I've thought maybe he hasn't wasted any time...", I answered.
"Do you know how stupid you sound? you really think I'm like that?! and if I am...you ended up just like the rest of them...just a one night stand...nothing more", he angrily said.
He was right... I made myself .look bad in his eyes. The regret started to sink in and hard. I covered my mouth with my hands and tired hold the tears in. I took five deep breaths while Sasuke walked out his room. I grabbed my clothes and put them on as fast and painless as I can while calling a friend to pick me up. As soon as I was done I walked into the hall down the three floors and out to front of his house. My legs felt like a had a workout all night with no break. So just imagine how hard it was for me to walk this far. I couldn't think about anything but how right Sasuke was about me being stupid. I came to a stop 24 feet away from the mansion's door. I started to check my pockets when I realized I forgot my wallet in Sasuke's room...but I don't want to go back in there...I just couldn't. maybe I can ask Suigetsu to get it for me right? Before I turned back around to walk away I notice Sasuke looking at me threw the window. I quickly started to walk away forgetting about the pain. I waited outside across Sasukes mansion. Finally after ten minutes my ride came to the rescue.
"Hey sorry I took a while I couldn't find this house", he told me with a soft smile. He then got down his car to cover over and open my door. As soon as I got in his car I pulled down the sun blacker to look in the mirror.
"Have you eaten at all Sakura? ", he asked in concern.
"No but I'll find something to eat at home" I answered as my stomach spoke as well .
"hahahaha you're stomach tells me she can't what that long... besides I know you don't want to go home yet so I'll just take you to eat at Lynn's... sound good?", he asked.
"Naruto told you didn't he...who else?"
"Na your parents called me before the party...I just asked Naruto for the details is all", he said.
I looked out the window thinking about the stupid fight Sasuke and I had this morning. My heart felt like it sank into my stomach. I wanted to cry although I stayed strong. I can't cry not now not in fount of...
"Sakura are you okay?", I hear Kiba asking.
I look around and notice the car parked in Lynn's parking lot.
"I'm fine I was just spacing out about some things", I said as Kiba opened my door.
I stoop up still in some pain. I felt really sore and I couldn't walk as fast as Kiba.
"Last night I fell down...so this morning I woke up in pain I just have soreness right now", I informed Kiba.
We sat on a table waiting for the waiter to come to us.
"Speaking of last night... who did you disappeare with? Everyone looked for you, but Ino then told everyone that people saw you leaving with Uchiha", Kiba said with an eyebrow up.
"Sasuke and I got in a mix up so we had to leave...he dropped me off at a friends house and I don't know if he left back home or to the party", I quickly answered.
"Do you think I'm that stupid? ", Kiba asked with a doll face.
"Wh..what do you mean?".
"Come on it's uchiha were talking about here and plus you were weren't all there last night Sakura", Kiba said.
"What are you trying to say Kiba!", I shouted knowing how I made Sasuke felt earlier.
"Look Sakura what happened with you two is none of my business I just don't like being lied to when I know the truth...the reason i got lost looking for you was, because I couldn't believe the address you texted to me. I kept look for you in the other side of that address...the address of the Uchiha Mansion".
"YEAH OKAY MY FRIENDS HOUSE HAPPENED TO BE ACROSS OF THE UCHIHA MANSION SO WHAT IT DOESN'T MEAN JACK!", I shouted.
"Okay so your telling me the friend you stayed over night with is Guy sensei?", Kiba asked.
"I...I ", was all I could say...was he pulling a fast one on me or is he telling the truth?.
"that's what I thought... umm I'll just have a glass of water, and for her she'll have the Sweet n Sour Chicken, and to drink Sweet Tea", Kiba ordered.
"How did you know what I wanted?", I asked in confusion.
"You act line it's the first time I being you to eat here and besides I'd figured you should eat something with lots of sugar to being back your energy since it looks like you lost a lot of it last night with Sasuke", Kiba answered wrapping his arms together and sitting back.
"Shut up Kiba! you should know I'm not like that at all! HOW many times did I stay over with you and have sex with you huh?!", I screamed for only him to hear.
"That the problem Sakura I've never got into your pants and Sasuke comes one night after three and half years and he takes you", Kiba sarcastically said.
"Don't even play like that Kiba!", I angrily told him. I feel bad about forgetting the other times Kiba took me out, but the scumbag had it coming! Finally my plate come and ate in silence not ever saying a word to Kiba. Until he began to ask me a question.
"So where do you watch to go after this Sakura?".
"can I stay at your place?", I asked. "Yea sure but what about school?".
"Uh duh I'll go with you like the other times", I said.
"No shit, I meant what are you going to do go with the same clothes from the party? next time let me finish".
"Well I have a bag of clothing and stuff at Naruto's there in Sai's room...you can take me yo pick them up", I explained.
"Yea alright well let's get going", Kiba said standing up leaving money on the table and holding the door for me.
On the road we were listening to the soft rock driving to Naruto's house. Kiba was able to keep a smile on my face. I don't know why I'm surprise when he always has me smiling. I started to wonder what Sasuke must be doing right now since I left. Why should I care? Why do I care? He acts like he doesn't so why do I? I can never understand why I give myself such confusing feelings. When we finally made it to Naruto's I quickly got down Kiba's car and walked inside.
"speaking of witch...what's sup Sakura-chan?" Naruto asked while I closed his door.
"Hey I just came for my things...is Sai here?"
"Na he just took off to work...Sasuke here though", he told me in smile.
"Ohh that's nice...while I'm going to get my things alight", I informed him walking to into the hall to Sai's room. As soon I got my bag I closed Sai's door, and made my way back to the living-room; finding Sasuke sitting on the sofa as well as Kiba and Naruto.
"Hey your ready to go?", Kiba asked me.
"Oh that's why your here at this time haha your taking her home already?", Naruto asked.
"No she's staying over at my house", Kiba answered picking up his keys.
"Oh okay then well drive back safety", Naruto told us opening the door.
Kiba took my bag from me after he gave his hand shake to Naruto, and saying bye to Sasuke. I then hugged Naruto ignoring Sasuke. Finally we were off.
"Hey don't you have feelings for Sakura?".
"Ehh? where is this coming from all of the sudden?", Naruto answered Sasuke's question.
"You don't seem to care about the fact that Sakura is going to sleep under the same roof as Kiba".
"It's not the first time she stayed at Kiba's house you know...She stayed over here with me the whole weekend, and besides I think there's something going on between her and Sai while I have something with Hinata" Naruto said.
"What makes you think there's something going on between her and Sai?", Sasuke asked almost in jealously.
"The whole weekend she slept with Sai and let me just say they were really close together the whole night...who knows maybe they've already did it".
"You really think Sakura would give it to that guy?", Sasuke said coldly.
"Woah did I just hear jealously coming from the Uchiha?!", Naruto asked sarcastically with his stupid crepy smile.
"Whatever...", Sasuke said walking outside pissed off.
"Hey Sasuke! If you really do have feelings for someone then what are you waiting for?!", Naruto shouted then closing her door as Sasuke drove away.
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