Chapter 9: Until We Meet Again...
~Not Enough~
Finally a month and three weeks already flew by, and let me tell you..things between Kiba and I are a lot worse. People have been running their mouths about me sleeping around and cheating on Kiba. It's funny really... I found out things about myself that I didn't even know. I heard from Naruto that Kiba and the girl he likes, Pan started dating, but then decided to stay as friends due to the rumors. I feel bad about my part of it. Truth is...they're not even friends more like strangers now. Anyways Sasuke stayed over with me for the whole two weeks my father has been gone. We didn't really have sex as much. He spend his time catching up in school that he'd come to my house late. He always looked tired and frustrated, so I gave him space that he wouldn't be able to get if he left to his house.
I was happy and excited while waiting for my mother at the airport; along with my father. Finally we saw a blonde women with the same eyes as mine.
"MOM OVER HERE!", I shouted waving my hands for her see where we stand.
"Kizashi, Sakura I missed you two!", my mother suffocated us with a hug.
"I missed you a hole lot more then you can imagine babe", my father told my mother.
"Okay there... ummm let's get home so mom can tells us her stories".
"Well I'm hungry so how about we stop somewhere to eat first?", mother suggested.
We stopped by Kare-ya and paid about 500 to 1,500 yen (Kare-ya a restaurant that specialize in Japanese style curry rice dishes). After we waited for what felt like hours our plates finally made it to our table. The plates of food were filled so much I knew I wouldn't come close to finishing all...but I ate every rice and whatever else it had. My parents were surprised and they started to die of laughter when I bruped. I was so hungry and to be honest I wanted more.
"So Sakura... what have I missed?...Any boyfriends?", mother asked me on our way home.
"No no not really...", I hesitated to answer.
"So there is a fella involved judging by the way you answered", father softly said although he sounded like he didn't like my answer.
"It's complicated...I doubt he considers me as his girlfriend so there nothing to worry about", I threw at them.
"How can I not be worried when my daughter sounds like she's getting hopes for a guy who doesn't appreciate her", father loudly spoke.
"Who is this young man sweetheart?", mother turned to ask.
If I told them Kiba...they wouldn't believe me. They've always known how Kiba was towards me. If I lie and they found out...I'd be a goner...
"Uchiha..Sasuke", I hesitated once again.
"The Uchiha brat is back? I want you to have nothing to do with him Sakura! NOTHING! Not after the way he made you cry!", father snapped at me.
"Out of all the young fine men you still go after that bastard Sakura?...What's going on under that pink head of yours?" mother aggravated as she slapped her forehead.
I rolled my eyes and stayed quite for the rest of the way home.
As I walked to my room I all of the sudden I felt nauseated. I stood still slamming my left hand to my mouth. After a few seconds I slowly walked to bed confused. For whatever reason I felt scared... my heart felt like stopping. I dialled a number I knew by memory and heart. The phone line had stopped ringing and I could hear the person who answered breathing.
"I..Ino! Please I really need you...more then anything!".
Ino sighed before speaking, "I'll be there a bit forehead".
before I could even thank her she had hung up the phone. So all I had to do was stay clam and wait for her to arrive at my door.
30 minutes later-
"knock knock..", Ino softly said while standing next to my door with her arms crossed.
"Come in we need to talk...".
"Uah okay...but if it's about what happened before..I'm pretty much over it already", she informed me as she sat next to me on my bed.
"I'm really scared...(I began to cry)...I think I'm pregnant!".
She stood up in shock.
"You've been having sex without protection!?", she shouted loud enough for my ears to only hear.
"My parents are going to kill me... they don't even want me around Sasuke", I took deep breaths.
"Wait...you are pregnant from Sa...Sasuke-kun?", she asked with watery eyes.
"Who else Ino?!", I shouted.
"I thought from Kiba or someone other an Sasuke... I (cut off)
"This whole time you really believe the rumors about me sleeping around?! You're suppose to be my best friend so why are you being so selfish?!", I exposed all kinds of emotions.
"Selfish?! Says the one who sleeps with someone her "best friend" is in lov (cut off again)
"BULL SHIT! How could you love someone you don't know?! Better yet how can you say you love someone just because of their looks..INO..HOW?!...IF anything I'm the one who should be so pissed about my 'best friend' saying she's in love with who I love! I'VE known him and his secrets about everything.. you have no right to make yourself the victim... "
"you're right... I'm the worst best friend ever...I'll be by you're side, but I can't stop loving him...", Ino couldn't even look into my eyes.
"Fine...I understand really I do".
After some time Ino and I had just came home from the store. Let me just say how embarrassing it was to buy two pregnancy tests. The lady working in the cashier wouldn't stop shaking her head in disappointment. I felt judged to the bone. I really felt like yelling at her, but I wasn't alone which made me feel at ease.
"Sakura are you okay in there? What doe's the teat say?!", Ino shouted from the other side of the bathroom door.
I sat there with watery wide eyes. Starring at the test.
"Sakura?!", I hear Ino yelling.
I opened the door and handed the test to Ino which made her gag.
"Gross you pissed on...NEGATIVE?!.. looks like you got nothing to worry about", Ino happily said.
"Y..yeahh I guess so..".
Next Day-
I waited for Kiba in the school parking lot. As he came walking from the car he acted like he didn't see me. As he was inches passed by me I turned, and gently pulled the back of his dark gray shirt. He turned around and took my hand away from his shirt really hard. I quickly took my eyes off the ground to look into his eyes. And Kiba's softened. I knew no matter how mad he'd be he could never stand me crying.
"I..I.. I'm sorry!", I burst into tears.
He grabed the back of by head; pulling me into his chest.
"Hey Hey Hey stop crying...I forgive you..", Kiba softly said as he hugged me harder. "I'll walk you to class".
You wouldn't believe how relieved I feel to have Kiba and Ino back. Every since Naruto and Hinata have been dating...I've felt like my guy best friend has had no time for me. Kiba has been the one taking me home and all until the little fight we had. Then my girl best friend wasn't so happy with me either. Anyways lunch was finally the same as before. It didn't feel awkward, and quite. My classes wasn't as boring now that I have Ino, or Kiba as my patterns. When I heard the after school bell go off I walked to my locker waiting for Sasuke to walk by so I could talk to him.
"Sasuke we need to talk...".
He stood there in across from me when he heard his name.
"make this fast Sakura", he looked like he was in a bad mood.
"I ahh...never mind it's not important anyways...", I told him then slammed my locker and walked away.
Ugh he could really be such an ass! I hate it when he acts like he's in his period. It's not my fault he had a bad day.
"Sakura get in I'll take you home", Lee said still on the road.
"I kinda want to walk so thanks anyways Lee", I said in a smile as I blocked my eyes from the sun.
Coming behind Lee was no other then Sasuke's car. He then came on close and started hocking the horn to rush Lee. I felt bad so I just got in Lee's car and we drove away.
"Thanks for the ride Lee", I kissed his cheek and walked inside my empty house.
My dad is at work...he's a lawyer and my mother is a photo Grapher for weddings, or nature which has her traveling around a lot. I threw myself on my bed tired and sleepy. It wouldn't hurt if I took a nap.
My phone woke me up when I felt it vibrating. It was a text message from a number I don't know. I opened it and it said...
'I'm outside -Sasuke'
I replied... 'come in I'm home alone'
I lazily stood up to open the door for Sasuke. And he quietly followed me up the stairs to my room.
"So what's sup?", I asked as I sat on my bed.
"You tell me...", her answered.
"You're the one who came and knowing you there's a reason Why so what's sup?".
"What did you need to tell in the hall?", he quickly asked.
"Oh...I told you it was nothing important...".
"stop playing games Sakura and just tell me!", he shouted.
"I'm not playing games!", I screamed back.
"Whatever I'm out...", he mumbled and turned to face my door when I pulled his arm back.
"Don't go..p..please Sasuke-kun".
He rolled his eyes and sat down aside me. I then stood on my knees; pulling him head close to mine as I passionately kissed his sexy lips. He then slowly began to lay on me as his manly hands wondered around my upper body. I wrapped my legs around Sasuke as he quickly took my shorts and underwear off. He then pulled his zipper down and out came What made him a man, but just seconds before he could enter inside me I stopped him.
"Wait...I..I was going to tell you that we now have to wear protection Sasuke...I thought I was pregnant..", I was embarrassed for whatever reason.
"And you are 100% sure that your not pregnant?"
"Well the test came out negative...".
"Those pregnancy tests aren't always right Sakura..."
"What do you want me to do?...ask my mother to take her only daughter to check of she's pregnant?", I sarcastically asked.
"I'll take you myself... this is something we need to know about", he answered as he stood up, and pulled his zipper up.
"What are you doing?", I was confused.
"I have No condoms with me, so I'm not risking it if your pregnant".
"...What if I... (I stopped talking)
I realized that I didn't want to hear him answer. Knowing Sasuke he'd probably think we're both not ready for this type of thing. It the truth actually... we're only freshmans. Sure Sasuke has all the money you'd wish for, but still we have No time for a child. My parents can't know about this. If it turns out that I'm pregnant... I'd have to abort it. Yes I know it sounds bad...but it's the only option I have.
"I want to go tomorrow morning if you can...", I softly said looking at my feet.
"Hn...I'll pick you at 8:30 be ready in time".
I looked into eyes and he looked into mine. Sasuke opened my door and left. After a good 30 minutes my parents finally came home.
"Sakura I'm coming in...", I heard my mother shouting.
"I bought you pads...since I know you start your days this tome of the month", she smiled and handed the pads to me.
She's right I should be on my period already. This was yet an other sign of pregnancy. My Auntie Tsunde told me that the human mind was so powerful that it can create a false pregnancy. It's all in my mind...it has to be. I'm just scaring myself and causing the side effects here, and now I'm pretty sure Sasuke and I will never have sex again. I feel so stupid! I'm so mad at myself that I got a headache so I just closed my eyes and fell to sleep.
My alarm woke me at 6:30 but I felt so lazy and sleepy.
"Sakura..you and I together...I'm pretty sure our child will be one good looking boy or girl".
"Sasuke...make love to me all night!", I shouted.
"Sakura... Sakura!".
"keep yelling my name it's sounds sexy!".
"SAKURA!".
"Sasuke..?...it was a dream?!"
"yeah it sounded more like a nightmare...", he answered.
"What time is it?".
"It's about to be 9 and your still not ready".
"I'm so sorry...I just feel sick in a way...I'm so sleepy and I feel weak", I said as I covered my eyes my with left arm.
Sasuke slowly pulled me up. He walked me to the bathroom and turned on the tub. I sat there on the toilet almost falling asleep when he started taking my clothes off.
"I'm pretty sure she's pregnant...", we heard.
There Ino stood by my bathroom door.
"My mother told me when a pregnant girl feels and look sick she's holding a baby boy".
"I can't be!...", I sat there in the tub crying.
"You won't be...I have the money to get rid of it...", Sasuke said as he left the bathroom.
"You're seriously going through with killing this poor innocent infant Sakura?!...You can't It already has a heartbeat!".
"I know Ino!...look it's not that I don't want it...it's just... I'm scared of my parents and What people are going to say...on top of it all Sasuke doesn't want me to have it".
"Fuck What Sasuke wants or doesn't want! This is an other human being were talking about...get ready my I'll have my mother take us to the Clinic", Ino said then she left.
Ino's POV-
"Sa..Sasuke!", I yelled out before he could drive off.
He pulled down his window and waited for me to say something.
"There is something you need to know...but promise you won't say you heard it from me..?".
"Hn", he took a deep breath.
"Sakura...she's pregnant from Kiba not you...I know this because Kiba called me worried about the situation from him cuming inside Sakura... he just hasn't told her yet so there's nothing for you here, and the best thing to do right now is to stay away from Sakura for now on...don't even look at her because if you don't she'll keep bothering you about the pregnancy while Kiba still lives on like nothing".
Sasuke's window came back up as he drove off fast. I took my cell phone out to call my mother, and explain everything that has been going on.
"Okay I'll be on my way sweetie".
"I'll be here waiting...don't tell dad anything because he'll tell Sakura father everything...".
With that our call ended. All that was needed to be done was to explain my plan to Sakura. I walked inside her room where I found her brushing her hair.
"Sasuke doesn't believe it's his... ", I softly said.
"What do you mean? His the only one I've been having sex with!", she said putting the brush down.
"I just left outside to tell him something and he flipped out on me saying that it's not even his it's Kiba's problem".
Sakura began to dial a number in her cell phone. I could just hear it ringing and ringing and ringing over and over again.
"Your Call Has Been Forwarded To An Automated Voice Message System"
"He wants nothing to do with you Sakura... it's obvious but its okay you have me and others Who are willing to stand by your side", I informed her as I hugged her back.
"No... everything was just fine...you told him something didn't you?!" She shouted.
"YOU CAN CALL ME SELFISH AND A BAD FRIEND BUT YOU CAN'T CONVICT ME OF BETRAYAL!".
We heard a hunk outside which means it probably my mother waiting for Sakura and I to get going. so I got her jacket out for the rain and told her that my mother will be by her side as well.
"Sorry for making you wait Noriko", Sakura said softly.
"I hope your ready to find out Sakura because there is No turning back now", my mother told Sakura as we drove off to the Clinic.
At the Clinic - (Sakura's POV)
"Haruno Sakura!..", a nurse called out my name.
We walked into the small room the nurse told us to be in.
" will be with you in short notice".
"Thank you lots...", Noriko told the nurse.
As soon as I sat down Tsunade walked in all shocked.
"Oh Sakura What am I going to do with you?", Tsunade asked.
Tsunade laid me down and pressed my stomach. She then passed me a cup to pee in.
"When was the last time you had your period and the last time you were sexually active?", Tsunade began to ask again.
I answered as accurate as I could. "Last month...January 6 was the last time I had my period...January 16 was the last time I had sex".
"Hmm if it has been a mont then with a sonogram I can see of there's a heartbeat".
Doctor Tsunade stood up to get everything ready. Ino and her mother just sat there smiling at me I guess to make me feel like everything will be okay. As Tsunade continued to get ready I took off to the restroom to pee in the cup And give it to the nurse to test it. When I entered the room everything was finally ready.
"Your going to feel it really cold", Tsunade told me as she spreada the ultrasound gel on the bottom of my stomach.
"Well do you see anything Doctor Tsunade?", Ino's mother asked.
Someone knocked on the door and came in.
"Lady Tsunade I have the test results...", the nurse came in.
"Ahhh and there it is...it's positive isn't it because I can see a heartbeat right here".
I sat there in shock. I couldn't believe this was really happening. Just about four years ago I would cry myself to bed about how Sasuke was gone. Now I'll be crying myself to bed about how he came back into my life and left again, but not alone. I'll be crying alongside the child who will be wondering Why his father had left us both.
"Sakura everything will be okay... keep all those negative thoughts away from your head", Ino said with pity.
"I'd like to have a few words with Sakura alone please", Tsunade said.
Ino and her mother left the room along with the nurse.
"I can't remember the last time you came to class", she said.
The hospital came to my middle school in 6grade and offered the students to go by the hospital and learn how to be a nurse or doctor assistant and so on. Of course I signed up and I became Tsunade's favorite student. Over the years I also became the best students of the company and the hospital has a spot for me in a college.
"You know I see as you my daughter and I'll for anything for you...".
Tsunade once told me her life story. She was in love her high school sweetheart, Dan Kato. After they graduated they took off to Paris to celebrate...just the two of them. Tsunade later found out she was pregnant, but it didn't stop them from going to college. Everything was perfect...they got engaged and had their own apartment. Then that one day came when her parents died in a plane crash. Tsunade moved her little brother, Nawaki in with her and her fiance. Two years later they all were heading home from a movie night when they got in a car accident. Tsunade woke up in the crushed flipped car bleeding nonstop. Next to her in driving seat was still an unconscious Dan and same with Nawaki in the back backseat. She could hear the police sirens surrounding the car. All the blood she lost made her lose consciousness again. When she finally woke up in hospital the cops and nurses crowded her room to give her the bad news about her brother's death, and Dan's coma situation. This crushed Tsunade's heart she couldn't even go to her the only brother she has funeral. Then all hopes that she only had felt to held into life was gone. The Dan she loved is a vegetable in the bed he's laid down in for almost four years. Tsunade a doctor Who wants to help others and only one thing left to do to help her love. It was to let him go into peace. To unplug the machines keeping him alive. This this decision was made last year, and I was there by her side.
"I've been so busy wasting time with someone who doesn't appreciate shit I do for him".
"Do your parents have any idea about any of this?".
"No... they can't and they won't... I can't keep it".
"They don't have to know and you won't get ride of it".
"I'm so sorry...I know how this may male you feel since I want to get ride of the only thing you couldn't keep, but I can't do it alone".
"you won't be alone...I can make any possible. I am the Hokage".
"I know but...(cut off)
"I am Hokage and I work in the hospital... I'm good at What I do, but I won't work for one thing when I can work doing two things that help others...although you are a person I can help out a lot more than anyone other then Shizune".
"Where is this getting too...", I asked confused.
"You've worked here for years...your as good as I am...so I'll get you in a early high school college that is in New York".
"You want to send me to the United States...ARE YOU ON CRACK?!", I shouted.
"Sakura calm down...this will be good for you and the babies... school start in the afternoon and you'll graduate sooner with a degree as well then you ever expected so you can get a job in the hospital".
"Babies?!", I shouted in confusion.
"Yes Sakura babies you are carrying twins", she said as she crossed her arms.
My world came crashing down as soon as she told me about the twins. Having one baby was bad enough and now I have support an other. I'm just a kid myself... Why did I open my legs to Sasuke. How could I be so stupid and immature. But just how everyone has made sacrifices then so should I. If Lady Tsunade parents still here standing after all she's been through then I will survive.
"Okay... I'll do it...for my babies", I answered.
"Very Well always remember your not alone".
I walked into the waiting area Where I found Ino and her mother worried. We took off in silence never saying a word until we reached my house. I thanked them for everything and walked inside my empty house. A house I never walk in to say 'I'm home!' and in return 'welcome home dear how was school?'... I've always been alone here so Why do I feel so sad and angry?. Could it be the thought of me being the same way to my children?. I'll always be busy to get the money and life they need. After all they deserve nothing but the best. I just hope they'll understand one day the way I now do. I have no right to be mad at the parents Who stay out to support the only child they have. They have the right to be more than furious with me for getting pregnant and throwing everything away the second I opened my legs. As laid one hand on stomach then slowly laid the other hand. I fell to knees crying. This sins I have committed will never give me peace. I can no longer be a the teenagers I was days ago. I will break my parents hearts and leave them miles and miles and miles away. Once again my heart has been ripped out of my chest, but this time it was thrown in the hell that awaits me. Tsunade told me I have one month to pack and say my goodbyes to my parents, but my friends will be told my parents that I moved to England for All Girls Academy. The words Lady Tsunade told me...
"your not alone you have your babies with you...I'll be send you checks for th both to help you out". you'll be known as Dan's little sister and as my daughter if anyone asks you how we are related".
I Can do this. I'm not alone...I'm a strong individual. I'll be a single mother, but for my babies I'll be there's mother and the father.
Three weeks later -
I haven't gone t school or talked to anyone. My parents go to work so early that they don't even know about staying home all day and packing until little by little it began to look empty. Anyone that comes over my mother comes up with a reason to chase them away, and I never answer anyone's call or text. Ino text me that she was here for me s Why have I given her the cold shoulder. After today my phone will be disconnected since I didn't pay the bill. My father gave me money for it, but I put it in my saving.
"Honey is everything okay?...are you going to redecorate or something?", my mother asked as she came into my room.
"Mom can you call dad in here we need to talk...".
"Kizashi Sakura needs to talk!", she shouted.
"If this is about how her grades are so low then Yes she has explaining to do...", I heard him saying on his way up my room.
"Mom...Dad I'm leav...eing...", I chocked.
"Leaving? What are you talking about Haruno Sakura?", mother put her hands on her hips.
Ughh things just got real as soon as she called me by my full name.
"I'M PREGNANT!", I blurred out.
My parents stood there in shock exchanging looks.
"Is this a fucken joke because if it is...it isn't funny...you my dear are not funny!", my father began the screaming.
My mother was checking on her words and she finally said..."The look in her eye...she's not playing Kizashi...".
"After everything we've done for you..you do this to us", he said as tears slide down his face.
"What are you going to do now Sakura?!", my mother asked.
"I'll be in England for high school college...".
"Then What are you waiting for?...leave like you said you are...up to this moment you are no longer my problem so get out of my house", my father's harsh words killed me.
I deserve it all. I stood there and took every knife thrown into my chest. When they left the room still disappointed I grabbed my bags and took off to the door. My father sat there on the sofa trying to stop my mother from crying.
"No matter what I will always love you two, and forever will be the daughter you loved and cared for...I thank you for everything", I left to the car waiting outside for me.
Tsunade took me to her house for the rest of the week until the day finally came when she took me to the Airport. I said my last goodbyes to Konoha...to Japan... to my friends...my parents, and to my long lost love as I took the stairs to the plane.
Don't worry this isn't the last chapter. This is only the beginning...So get ready for a whole lot of Drama coming our way! Don't forget to review! SweetBlossomKisses
