A/N: Two left after this :) I cant wait. I hoped everyone loved it R&R

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

It was three long weeks before Justin woke up. I was technically released five day after the accident but Wade and I never left Justin's side. He got moved to a private room so we could both stay with him in the room. Wade and I would take turns watching him. One would stay at his bedside talking to him and the other would sleep. It was me at his bedside when he woke up , I was alone because I kicked Wade out to eat, he barely ate. Wade never wanted to leave him.

" So the crazy lady is saying that her boyfriends uncle's cousins son is not her baby daddy...I don't know why they can't have better tv on. Oh up next the girl is 22 but her 57 year old husband is cheating on her...Well if they fucked more they would be fine...Right J." I said looking down at him only to see a pair of brown eyes looking at me. I jumped out of my chair and gasped. "Justin?"

"Hey Heath." He said soundly extremely tired. Justin smiled softly and laced his fingers with mine. I sat down and kissed his cheek with a happy smile.

" How are you feeling Justin?" I asked as I pushed his hair off his face.

"Tired and sore." He said rubbing his face lightly.

" How can you be tired, you've been sleepin for three weeks." I told him softly with a smile as I squeeze his hand tight.

" What?" Justin asked looking around franticly. The heart monitor attached to his chest was beeping wildly.

"Shit." I said as I pulled him close to my chest, he was shaking and it sounded like hyperventilating. " Everything is gonna be okay now J. Breathe slower okay." I rubbed my hand up and down his back trying desperately to calm him down. Once he started breathing normally, I sat back with a small smile.

" You okay?" I asked as I tangled my fingers in his. Justin nodded slightly before rubbing his face.

"I guess so. I don't remember anything, I remember us going to the door in the locker room." Justin paused and rubbed his face fiercely. " Everything else is black. My head hurts Heath."

" Stop thinking about it." I said smoothing down that spiky black hair. " Wade's here."

He glared up at the roof and huffed. " Why he came to rub it in, this is what happens to whores right? I deserved this."

"Justin he has been sitting at your bedside for the last three weeks crying. He may be a fucking asshole douche bag but he is so in love with you it's not funny." I told him as I ran my hand up and down his arm. " Don't let him off easy though. He has to work to get you back."

" I will." Justin said as he laughed tiredly. " Heath I want to thank you for everything. I'd be dead with out you. You were the only reason I never gave up. I'm always gonna love you Heath." He said squeezing my hand tight.

"I'm always gonna love you too JJ. " I said kissing his forehead. " Everything is good now, Our lives are going to be perfect."

" Bloody hell." I looked back to see wade standing in the door way. He dropped the cup of coffee he was holding and ran to the bed. Wade fell to his knees and took Justin's hand into his. " Oh God Justin, my beautiful angel." He said kissing the slightly shaking tanned hand.

"Hey." Justin said as his eyes filled with tears. " H-H-Haven't seen you in a while."

" Oh no crying Angel. No more crying." Wade wrapped his arms around Justin as he pulled the slightly younger man against his chest. Justin buried his face in Wade's chest sobbing softly.

I smiled slightly at the scene but I felt like the third wheel. I grabbed my hoodie of the chair and pulled it on as I left the room. I needed to give them some alone time. I wondered around the hospital until I found the cafeteria, I bought a coffee and sat at one of the tables near a tvs. I couldn't help but smile when I realized Smackdown was on next. That would be my new home and I couldn't wait.

"From Toronto Ontario Canada, Chrrristian."

I really really couldn't wait.

Justin's POV

"Justin I am so very sorry." He whispered into my hair as he ran his hands up and down my back.

I pulled away and rubbed at my eyes as the tears stop. " You know I really want to hate you right now."

Wade sat back looking more upset then I have ever seen him. " I know as you should. I fucked up Justin. I'm so sorry. I lov-"

"Stop." I said cutting him off. " Stop talking for a minute. " You know every time They were...raping me I was thinking maybe this time you would break down the door and save me. But you didn't. You didn't when Mason dislocated my shoulder and rapped me in the car while punk watched. You didn't when David would put cigarettes out on my ass because they would always be covered. You didn't fucking save me when Punk would choke me until I passed out." I looked at my shaking hand and sighed softly.

"But..." I paused before starting again. " I don't know why but I love you and I don't think I'm ever gonna stop." I said laughing tiredly. " But if you fuck up again, I;m gonna kick your fucking head in."

Wade laughed almost hysterically and put his face in his hand. I sat up slightly and ran my hand through Wade's messy dark hair. He finally looked up at me and shook his head slightly. " You know when I heard they hurt you, I tracked all of them down once I flew in. They were all at the area before the show. I broke Punks nose, gave Husky a concussion and I destroyed Mason's car. And I didn't even think I would lose my job, the only thing I thought was I wouldn't be able to live without you. I was horrible to you Angel."

I sighed and lightly tugged at the hair so he would look up at me. " You are gonna have to work alot harder to fix this.."

Wade's face fell and he looked like I just punched him in the balls.

"But...But I love you and I always did, and I'm just glad to be back where I belong." I said as Wade pulled me into his arm and kissed me breathless. I knew I should be mad at him but I needed someone and he has always been that someone.