"You don't get it, Manny. And I don't expect you to understand it."
"This isn't some Glee Club convention. It's the Ravine."
I go there a lot to think. But most of the time to fuck and hang out with the others.
No one judged me. Most of the people left me alone, knowing that I can rat on them and have the Ravine banned for life. It was simply a simplicity in my life of non- simplicities.
Screwy to think that "I" Emma Nelson went from straight A to a plummeting "F."
She is still my best friend no matter the differences we've had. I just want her to get As again and not Bs and Cs. Why can't you go back to the way you are...?
"You have to understand that my life isn't so well right now."
Manny Santos is the next target on my list. I have to stop her from destroying all our plans. If she doesn't think I know and had been watching her then she is waaay stupider than I thought. I wish she was blond so I can shoot her!
Man, that Ellie Nash is getting scary. I didn't know what to think and I don't know what to do! Should I be a bully again and then, point the blame on Spinner...? I know he thinks I've forgiven him but how can I do that when my leg wasn't working right? My legs were the best part of my body. They were reliable. Dependable. And I don't have that anymore. Thanks to stupid Spinner.
Jay was just a narcissist. I hate him! Don't know how much anymore.
I'm sorry to Jimmy. I'm sorry to everyone. You will never know what's going on in my mind. I detest myself and my little accomplice. I took the past for granted and I took the present for granted.
I am a bully.
That bastard had a right to call himself a bully! He is next! I cannot put up with Romeo's words.
They changed me.