"Dan's P.O.V*
I couldn't believe Phil is actually hugging me, and that I was hugging Phil I couldn't believe he's actually ruining his jacket for me. Why? He couldn't care about me could he? I felt my shoulder getting wet, he's crying? He does care. But I don't want him too, because eventually I ain't gonna be here. "Why would you do this?" He mumbled into my shirt. I couldn't tell him about why I do this could I? I mean what if this all is just a sick joke to him. "I'll tell him, then he goes and tells the whole school. "Don't trust him Dan."
I looked down at Phil at the same time Phil looked up at me looking me straight in my eyes, I gotta this weird feeling that I could trust Phil that I should trust Phil. The look in his eye is a look that say I care and I wanna be there to help you. "Why?" He asked. "Why what?" I said I could feel tear forming in my eyes, I know I was about to cry. He wiped the tear that fell of my cheek "Why, would someone as perfect as you do this?" He asked pointing over to my arm. I turned away hoping he didn't see me blush. "I'm not perfect Phil, in fact far from it." I whispered.
"Why would you think that Dan?" He asked pulling me into a tighter hug. "I can't tell you." I whispered. "I understand, tell me when you want to, but I wanna help." He said. "Wanna skip the rest of the day? We can go by my house and clean you up." He said. I shook my head I didn't want to be here at school any longer, I know for a fact if Chris and Pj see me in the hall they would start something. Phil helped me up, putting one of my arms around him so I could keep my balance. Phil look out first to make sure no one was in the hall, not because he's embarrassed to be seen with me, but because it would be awkward both of us walking out the bathroom at the same time.
We stopped by my locker Phil grabbed my bag and put it over his shoulder, I still couldn't believe he was actually do this. What is someone was to see us, would he care? We walked out of the schools building "Do you have a car?" I asked breaking the silence. "Yeah, it over there." He said pointing which wasn't that far from us. He helped me into the passenger seat. "Keep pressure on that." He said closing my door, walking over to the driver side. I honestly didn't care about it, but Phil seems like he did so I did as he said.
Phil doesn't live that far from the school, he helped me out of the car and into the house. His house was huge, it was really pretty inside prettier than my place. I guess his parents wasn't home "My parents are out-of-town." Phil said it was like he read my mind. He helped me into the bathroom "Jump up." He said patting the bathroom counter I jumped up he grabbed some cleaner wipes and a wrap.
"You don't need to do this." I said watching him cleans up the mess I have made, I hissed every time he would touch them I knew he was just trying to help. "Yes, I do like I said I wanna help." He said looking up at me than back down. "Can I ask why you care so much?" I asked. He looked up at me once again "I care about you Dan, I don't like seeing you hurt. You may not believe that people care about you, but they do trust me." He said looking back down. I watched the way his lip was moving, how they was moving."You deserve to be treated with respect like everyone else." He said.
Phil was right, but yet wrong at the same time he was practically the only one that truly cared about me, everyone else wouldn't give a damn about me, after all I was just a waste of space anyways. "All right, done." Phil said I looked at my wrapped arm Phil lean down and placed a kiss on top of the wrap, making my heart beat faster than what it was. "Thanks." I smiled all though it was fake, Phil pretty much noticed too.
"Phil's P.O.V*
I like Dan a lot and it kills me too see how hurt he is. Why would someone as perfect as Dan want to do this to themself? He isn't suicidal is he? I don't wanna lose him, sure we may not be close, but all that can change I mean we may have a lot in common. "All right, all done." I said I believe I did a good job of cleaning him up, I placed a kiss on top of the wrap, hell I would kiss the scars on his skin, until he sees how beautiful he is. "Thanks." He smiled, I noticed it was fake, but I didn't say anything neither one of us did.
"You never did answered my question." I spoke breaking the silence "What question?" He asked looking confused. "Why did you do it?" I asked. He stared at the ground I meant what I said I like Dan and I wanna help him, but he needs to trust me. I put my finger under his chin lifting his head to look at me. "Please, I wanna help." I said looking straight into his brown beautiful eyes, you could see the pain in them which made me want to pull him into another hug and never let him go. "I-I-I don't know." He muttered. "Dan, there's have to be a reason why." I spoke.
"I can't tell you." He muttered I knew he was hurting, I don't want to bother him anymore about it, well not now anyways. I pulled him into another hug "You don't have to tell me now, but if you ever need someone to talk to you can call text hell ever walked over to my house or I can walk to yours doesn't matter if its in the middle of the night or early in the morning I will be there no matter what. I don't like see you like this, you may not believe me, but it true it hurts me to see you like this I wanna be the one that helps you when you're feeling done, I wanna be the one that gonna be by your side no matter what. I know you may not think of me as one, but I'm your friend Dan I will always be there no matter what." I promise.