"Dan's P.O.V*

I woke up feel light heading "Well that's what you get for failing once again" Just woke up and the voices are screaming at me already. I looked down at the mess I've made, dried blood on my arms, floor, and on the razor. I slowly got up,using the wall for support, I turned on the water and washed as much of the blood that would come off. I reached under the sink and got the first aid kit I grabbed a wrap, right now I don't care about cleaning the wound washing it was good enough, I wrapped my right arm, I didn't have another wrap so my left arm Ill stick with wearing some bracelets and hope for the best. I walked out of the bathroom, into my bedroom 5:00 am I should go ahead and get ready.

I really didn't take me long to get ready, mostly everything I have is black like my soul. 5:45 School don't start until 8 what should I do? I grab my phone from the table to see I have a message from Phil. "Hey Dan, Are you up?" "Yeah I am, whats up?" I texted back. I didn't take long for me to get a text back "Wanna hang out until schools starts, or all day ;)" "Phil, are you asking me to skip school?" I texted back. I would skip school, it's not the teacher I'm worried about it was my cold heart dad.

I felt a buzz "Only if you want too, we don't have too." He's cuteness will be the death of me "Yeah, sure what do you have in mind?" I replied. I know I shouldn't do this, but I want to spend time with Phil. "You dad told you not too." What he won't know won't kill him "Right, because he will be to busy killing you." Okay, lets not think like that. I felt my phone vibrate "Come over or I can come over you choose." Well I don't want Phil here, because my dad could wake up at any second well if he isn't already up.

"Ill come over." I texted. I grabbed my jumper I opened my bedroom door peeking out to make sure he wasn't in the hall waiting for me, yes he actually did that before he was trying to beat me, but I got to my room before he could I locked the door he yelled he will wait until I came out, but I didn't literally think he would. I walked out and run down the stairs and out the door, screw staying calm I wanted to get the fuck out of there. I started walking down the street "Do you even remember where he lives Dan? Honestly yes I do.

I walked up the stairs and knocked on the front door, I really hope I have the right house or their gonna be a pissed person opening the door wondering why the hell an teen age boy is knocking on the door at 6 in the morning. Thankful Phil opened the door shirtless "Don't stare Dan, Do you do it." "Dan?" Shit I was staring "Um, sorry I was just thinking about something." I replied please believe me. "Oh, well come in." Phil smiled, yeah I don't think he believed me.

"Phil's P.O.V*

I was in the livingroom waiting for Dan to get here, maybe I should put a shirt on but that's so much work, I would have to walk up the stair into my room and pick out a shirt and then put it on. There was a knock on the door I walked over and opened it to see Dan standing there he didn't move or nothing "Dan" I wave my hand in front of him "Um, sorry I was just thinking about something." He replied, I known he was lying but I just let it go I mean if he was shirtless I would stare at him so we're pretty much even.

"So what are we planning on doing today?" Dan asked taking a seat on the couch I just wanted to walk over and kiss him "Stop thinking like that Phil." "Just hanging out I guess, I mean if that's okay with you." I could feel my cheek heating up. "So, we ain't going to school right?" Dan asked I could tell he was kind of worried. "If you want too we can." I said walking over to sit next to him "I don't want it." I mumbled laying his hand on my lap "Than we're not going too." I smiled.

I sat there playing with Dan hair, it was pretty curly I like it but I don't think he does. I hear a small snore "Aw, he fell asleep. So cute!" He's mine back off wow listen to me I'm fighting with my own mind. I gently lifted Dan head off of me so I could get up, I placed my hand under him he was pretty light as I carried him up to my room I placed him gently onto the bed I went to left when I felt him grabbed my arm pulling me toward him "Don't leave." He mumbled. Is he still asleep? "Cuddle with me Phil." He said jerking me onto him, he wrapped him arms around my waist. "Dan, if you want me to cuddle with you you're gonna have to let me go." I laughed. He left go of me, I rolled over so I was laying beside him he buried his face into my neck. I wrapped my arm around his waist and pulled him close to me.

I most of fallen asleep because the last thing I remember is me and Dan cuddling and now I awoken with Dan no where to be seen. I groan and got up I noticed the bathroom light on. "Dan?" I called walking closer to the bathroom door I heard crying coming from the bathroom "Can I come in?" I went to grab the handle, but it was locked. "Dan please open the door." Stay calm Phil, stay calm, I heard the sound of the lock I opened the door it find Dan on the floor crying.

*The next chapter will explain why.* 3 Sorry it took so long to update.