*Dan's P.O.V*
I stood their and watch her leave "You!" My dad yelled pointing at me he grabbed me and slammed me into the wall "This is your fault!" He yelled kicking me "You ruin everything!" I could taste blood in my mouth, I was only 9 why would he do this. This was when the beating all started it didn't stop with him kicking me he started punching me over and over and over that's when it stopped I laid their helpless you would think the neighbors would call the cops with all the yelling that was going on, but no they didn't. "You're worthless, You're not son of mi-."
I woke up panting grasping for air, I didn't know I was crying until I felt it run down my face, I looked around the room where am I? I heard a groan just than I was pulled closer to someone? I turned to see Phil, oh thank god I moved his hands from around me he's a heavy sleeper. I walked into the bathroom I locked the door I sit down in front of the bathtub, I brought my knees up to my chest. "Worthless, Pathetic" Please shut up. "You think she actually loved you?" Shut up "You think Phil actually love you? Haha!" "Shut up." I yelled pulling my hair
You should be happy that Phil actually wants something to do with you Daniel, I know please shut up. "Dan?" I heard phil call I honestly didn't want to answer him. "Can I come in?" Phil asked, I didn't answer instead I continue crying, I notice that he was trying to open the door "good luck with that" I thought I locked the door when I came in here. "Dan please open the door." Phil said, I could tell that he was trying to stay calm.
"Don't open the door Dan" but I want to "he's just gonna laugh at you." Shut up you're just a voice inside my head, you don't know nothing "I know more than you may think." I got up and crawl over toward the door unlocked it and curl into a ball "he's gonna make fun of you."
I felt to arms wrapped around me "Dan,are you okay?" Phil asked, no I'm laying on the fucking floor crying for no fucking reason "you would do that though" shut up stupid brain. "Yeah, I'm fine." I mumbled. "Dan, I know theirs something wrong please tell me." Phil said, I love that Phil cares but I can't tell me about my problems he won't understand.
"Come on lets go lay down." Phil said, I don't feel like moving "I'll carry you." Phil stood up then picked me up bridal style. He placed me on the bed and climbed in next to me. "Dan are you sure your okay?" Phil asked "I don't know anymore Phil." I mumbled hoping he wouldn't of heard me "Dan please tell me what happen." I turned so that I was facing Phil
"why do you care so much?" I asked "Dan I told you, you're gonna have people that cares about you, i am on of those People I care about I want you to be happy. Please I'll do anything." Phil said. "Anything?" I asked Phil nodded "Bring my mother back." "Dan I can't do that." Phil said "She left you for a reason idiot." You don't know nothing you're just a voice inside me head "Then I don't want anything, I'm going back to sleep." I mumbled.
*sucky chapter sorry*