Who could ever want me?

by Bloodthirsty221

Bella is a slightly chubby high school girl with 2 parents who only care about her grades and her annoying older brother, Emmett. She seems fine, but inside, she is battling depression and suicide. To make it all worse, she is in love with Edward Cullen, Emmett's best friend. But he could have any girl he wants, so why would he ever want her?

7. Chapter 7

Ok… I'm attempting EPOV. Don't laugh, it's my first time trying!

BPOV:

My face was bright red, I could feel it. My heart was racing… unbelievable! Edward said that I'm beautiful! I thought that his smell was going to effect me, but this is beyond anything. Especially because I know that he's lying. I'm not beautiful. Never will be.

"Um… Th-Thanks." I manage to stutter out. I can't function. Even if he is lying, it still feels pretty damn good to be called beautiful by the hottest, sexiest guy in school.

I face forward, and he does the same. We sit there, silent, for the next hour until class ends. The bell gives its shrill ring, and Edward jumps out of his chair, grabs his bag, and darts out the door. Did I do something? Shit, I probably did. Why else would he want to get away so quickly?

EPOV:

Shit, motherfucker! What the fuck are you thinking? Fuck, I just screwed up so bad. I called her beautiful! Why in the fuck would I do that? I vowed to myself that I would only be friends with her so I don't hurt her and now I've gone and called her beautiful! What the fuck was wrong with me?

That rosy blush spreads over her skin, contrasting with her creamy skin. God, she is so sexy and the sad thing is, she doesn't know it. Emmett told me about how low she thinks of herself. I want to tell her how beautiful, smart, and funny she is, but I'm too cowardly. This is fucking unbelievable. I, Edward Cullen, am a coward. I'm afraid of being rejected by her.

We just sit there, not saying anything, for what feels like forever. I'm itching to say something, but I can practically guarantee that it will be something stupid and fucking idiotic.

The bell rings, and I sprint out. I want to be near her, but I can't stand even the thought of embarrassing myself in front of her, or worse, hurting her somehow. How am I going to survive this year?

Alright… please tell me what you think. Be brutal. I really want to get better y'all. I really do. Review! Was EPOV too weird? Girly? Not masculine? I have no idea how to write from a guy's point of view, so…