Hey I decided to update since a few of you asked for more! Thank you for reading and reviewing. Anyway on to this chapter.

Antonio's POV

"I don't know if I can do this Jay..." I said biting my lip.

"It's gonna be fine Tony don't worry." Jay replied nonchalantly.

It'll be fine, really how could he be so calm about this? How was he not freaking out about this.

"seriously, man I don't get how you're so unfazed by the whole thing." I commented

"I have been through worse." Jay stated "besides I know that everyone will be happy for us after they get over the initial shock."

I knew in the back of my mind that Jay was right, but I was still nervous about telling all our friends that we've been secretly dating for almost a month. I was particularly worried about Gabbys reaction. Would she have a problem with it? I know she's with Casey now, but that doesn't mean she's going to be okay with her brother dating her former lover.

"this is just an uncomfortable situation. I never thought I'd be coming out of the closet. Especially to a room full of people." I explained

"you're worrying too much babe, everything is gonna be alright and hey if it isn't we are going to be in a bar so there's that." Jay said trying to reassure me.

"I guess you have a point, speaking of alcohol why didn't I drink anything before we came here? I'm gonna need something to help me through this." I sighed

And by something I mean a whole bottle of whiskey.

"You have me." Jay answered and gave me a quick kiss.

We walked inside Molly's hand in hand.

"Hey guys" Kim said raising an eyebrow at our intertwined fingers. I let go of Jays hand and just shoved my hands into my pockets.

"I'm gonna go get a drink, you want anything baby...shit I uh...mean Jay.." I stammered

That wasn't awkward at all Antonio jeez. Really fucking smooth.

"Yeah just a beer." Jay replied looking like he was about to start laughing. I repressed the urge to smack him and walked over to the bar.

After a few minutes Jay came over there and stood beside my barstool.

I had just finished another glass of whiskey.

"whoa slow down there Tony." Jay told me and placed his hand on my back. "You trying to drink your way out of this?"

Not a bad idea.

"Come on you get shot at for a living and you're afraid of this, telling everyone about us. Really?"

"We can wait it's not like we have to do it tonight." I stated

"We've been putting it off for a while now lets just get it over with." Jay insisted

"You're frustrating." I muttered

"Sexually? I know." Jay whispered running his other hand up my thigh.

"We're in public." I reminded him

"So what." Jay responded running his hand up further.

"Stop it" I sighed

"uh-uh."

"Jay...if you wanna do this then lets go out to your car." I suggested. He was just rubbing my leg higher and higher.

"Nope we're going to tell everyone about us." Jay said

"Now?" I groaned "you suck."

"You wish." he smirked and pulled me up from the barstool. "Hey guys me and Antonio have something to tell you."

"What is it?" Alvin questioned

I just grabbed Jays hand and squeezed it.

"Me and Tony are together."

Adam just burst out laughing "Ha ha like anyone would believe that great joke Halstead."

"It's not a joke" I stated "We're a couple we have been for a while."

"Wait, you're being serious." Herrmann asked

"One hundred percent." Jay replied putting his arm around me.

"What?" Laura exclaimed

Oh shit. I knew this wasn't going to turn out well.

So what did you guys think? Any thoughts on what you think will happen in the next chapter? Thanks for reading/ reviewing. :)

I wrote this on my iPod so please excuse any errors.