Hey so sorry for the wait, and how short this thapter is I'm hoping the next one will be longer
I trudged into my room and closed the door behind me. The idea of leaving to go to France in hopes of getting over this ridiculous obsession I have with a young man that knows nothing about me. At least when I come back I will be able to cook like a professional.
Being so far away from my object of obsession may prove to be difficult. although I have a picture of him so that may ease my suffering a little. the more I think of the ache resting in my heart and how it will grow when I'm makes me feel older.
On a moment of impulsivity I scribble something down to my father and slip it under his door as I tiptoe down to the garage. I slip into each car and turn them all on. I then lay down on the floor and take deep breaths.
Deep … Oh my goodness what am I doing! I spring up and hoist myself into the window sill pushing it open with my body and breath hard I begin coughing harshly when I hear the door behind me. I flop back on the floor and lay still. Whoever walks in turns off all the cars.
"Rin come here."
Its Sesshomauru. He is going to kill me.
"Rin do not make me repeat myself."
I get up from the floor and don't bother to dust myself off. I may as well die with dust on my back. I walk towards him with my eyes glued to the floor. I stop when I can see his feet.
"Rin why are you in the garage, in the middle of the night, with all the cars on?"
I think for a moment with my nerves a buzz and my head still spinning from oxygen deficiency.
" I … was…" I bit my lip in hopes of a moment more to think. " I was… Giving the cars a tune up..."
My eyes shot up to his face for just a moment. I knew he didn't believe me which is to be expected.
"Hmm maybe you should leave that to the mechanic. You should rest you are leaving tommorow." With the reminder of my impending departure I felt my sholders stoop even lower.
"Rin..."
I didn't look up.
"Good night, and have a nice school year."
Then he was gone and I went up to sleep in my agony.