AN: So this chapter is in Jazmine's POV. This is before Huey did drugs. Since you guys know how Huey feels/Felt I want you all to know how Jazmine did. So here is chapter 8. The story is going to be mostly in Huey's POV but it will change occasionally.
Anon: The answer is in chapter one. It said that he was not the father of her baby.
I do not own The Boondocks.
Enjoy.
Chapter 8
I ran to my room and started to trash the place. Books flew off my shelf, pillows flew around my room. I was so mad! Cindy had called me and told me what had happened two nights ago when I was gone. I can't belive this, why would he do this to me. After all the things I have done for him, after all the sacrifices I have made for him. I missed out on our senior field trip because he did not want to go. I missed out on senior week and home-coming because of him. I was lucky he even took me to prom, but it's probably because I nagged him so much about it. I have done so much for him, so much. And he...cheats on me with Cindy and possibly got her pregnant!
"I'M SO MAD!" I yelled as I broke the mirror that hanged on my wall with my fist.
I looked at my bleeding hand and surprisingly I felt nothing. I was to mad to feel pain.
I turned around and headed for my desk drawer where I kept all our pictures. I grabbed a pair of scissors and started to cut them all up. Tears made my vision blurry and because of that I stopped and fell on my knees. I laid on the ground for an hour, crying the whole time. Every now and then I would whisper a "Why" to myself. My mom walked in and saw me laying on the floor.
"Jazmine whats wrong baby?" She asked me as she crouched down and sat next to me.
But the only thing I could muster up to say was another "Why."
"Honey your hand!" My mom yelled in concern as she grabbed my arm.
She ran out my room and when she came back she had the first aid kit with her. My mom used to be a nurse before she gave birth to me so she knew a few things.
"It's not deep but this might hurt."
I finally felt pain as she started to tweze the broken glass shards out my hand.
"Why would you do this?" she questioned me as she continued but I kept silent.
she did not question me again. She was finally done wrapping my hand in a bandage.
"What's going on, is it Huey?"
Just the sound of his name made me cry harder.
I nodded but did not tell her what happened.
she rubbed my head as I cried.
I stayed locked in my room for a week, the only time I came out was to go to the bathroom. My mom was the one that brought me food while my dad made sure Huey stayed away from me, I had told them about our break up. I finally came out and walked into my living room where my parents were talking.
"Jazmine come here and sit." My parents both said.
I sat in between them but said nothing.
"Are you hungry?" My mom asked.
I shook my head.
"Are you thirsty?" My dad asked.
I shook my head again.
"Are you sure?" They both asked at the same time.
"Yes I'm sure."
My parents looked at me with a surprise expression but it soon turned into relief. They had not heard me talk since the day I found out about... it.
"Mom, dad?"
"Yes baby?"
"I'm going to go see him."
"Jazmine are you sure?" My mother asked me.
"You might not be ready sweet pea." My father said.
"I'm ready." I informed them.
They looked at each other and then at me.
"Ok" they said.
I went upstairs and grabbed two garbage bags, in them were all the things that reminded me of him. I walked downstairs, I was not looking good you could tell I had been crying. I walked on to his front lawn and grabbed a pebble from the ground. I threw it at his window and kept doing that until someone answered.
"What the hell wrong with you ho?!"
"Call your brother!"
"Why I gotta listen to you?"
I took a deep breath and spoke.
"Riley if you don't call him right fucking now I swear I will burn this whole damn house down with you in it."
I must have sounded really terrifying since Riley ran to go get Huey. I started to throw things from the bag on to the ground.
"Jazmine what are you doing?!" He said as he ran up to me, he tried to grab my shoulder.
"Don't touch me you asshole!" he backed up but did not leave.
"Stop Jazmine!" He yelled at me as I threw more things on the floor.
"I'm sorry Jazmine it was a mistake."
I began to laugh, I don't know what came over me but all of a sudden I found this situation funny.
"Sorry wont fix this Huey! Sorry can't fix my broken heart!"
I pulled out a lighter. It was a lighter Cindy had given me for my fifteenth birthday, she wanted to teach me how to smoke but I never let her. I pulled out a picture of me and him, It was the only picture left in one piece.
"I HATE YOU!" I said as I burned the picture in front of him. I looked at him with so much hatred and my words spat venom. To be honest no matter all this I still loved him but it hurts so much. I ran back to my house clutching my heart while running. My parents waited at the door but I ran passed them and into my room. I locked the door behind me since I wanted some privacy. I cried all night, I'm surprised I still had tears to spare after all the crying I had been doing. I hated him so much but at the same time I loved him too much to hate him, if that even makes sense. I wanted him to hurt just like me but at the same time I wanted the best for him no matter what. I guess I must being going crazy. I saw the door knob shake a bit but after the person behind the door noticed it was locked they walked away. I closed my eyes but I could not sleep, by this time I was done crying. I looked over at my digital pink clock that sat on my dresser. It was currently two in the morning. I got up and headed to my closet to get a jacket since it was a bit cold outside. I opened up my window and climbed out. Cindy was the one who tought me how to sneak out, I guess the only thing she was good for was for getting me in trouble and having sex. To be honest that was another lie Cindy was there when I needed her no matter what but I still could not forgive her aswell. I walked up to the hill and sat on the grass. I watched the stars until they disapered and the sun was about to come out. I headed home and climbed up my window and into my room. As soon as I laid on my bed sleep took over.
A month had passed since Huey and I broke up. Huey tried to come over and talk but my parents did a great job at shooing him away. I only went to the hill-top at night when I knew everyone was asleep.
"Be safe my love." My mom said as she gave me a tight hug.
"If you need us call." My dad reminded me.
"I know."
I was moving out of my parents house today. My father found a nice little apartment and the rent was not much since he knew the land lord and him and my dad were close, so I get to pay half the price. My parents were going to pay rent for the first five months but after that I was on my own, the joy of growing up.
"I will call as soon as I get there." I informed them. I was holding Haki on his leash but he ran out of my grip, like he always did, and ran to the freeman residence.
"Haki come back!" I shouted but he did not listen.
He scratched on the door until none other than Huey Freeman himself answered. He locked eyes with mine, even though I was across the street from him. I looked away but after a few seconds I looked at him again. He was crouched down petting Haki on his head while Haki was licking his face. I guess Haki had every right to say good-bye to his second owner. But what hurt me the most was when Huey hugged Haki and Haki let out a loud whimper. I could not take it I was seriously about to start crying again.
"Haki let's go!" I yelled again and this time he listened. We locked eyes once more until I got in my car and drove off. It was going to take a lot to forget him but I'm sure I can do it. I began to cry as I drove, Haki noticed this so he licked my face.
"Thanks Haki." I said as I smiled at him.
"See I'm smiling." I said but tears still poured down even though I had a smile on my face.
"I'm going to be ok... I'm going to be ok..." I continued to tell myself that the entire ride.
AN: So do you guys sympathise with Jazmine? If you hated her do you forgive her or do you still think she is over reacting? let me know in your reviews I really want to know what you all thought of Jazmine and what you all think of her now after reading this. I will not ask for 5 reviews this chapter since I really want to know what you all think of Jazmine now. PS. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
