"Talk Talk"= conversations

'Talk Talk'= thoughts

Talk talk= letters

Talk talk= spells

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Chapter 2: the beginning part II

Lilian Rose Potter Evans Davidson lay awake in her bed, like always on this day for seven years long. The day she lost her husband and her three children to a power obsessed mad man, the darkest day of her whole life.

Often she had wondered why she had been the only one spared, why she was the only one left of the happy family, her happy life.

It had only been a little over a year she had learned the truth from her former best friend, Severus Snape, why she had survived. She was only alive, because he had asked at Voldemort himself to spare her, not her husband or children only her. He had been the reason she wasn't killed by Voldemort that night, that dark night.

The rage she had felt inside her, it wasn't like anything she had ever felt in her whole life before. She was angrier than ever before, she was more than angry, she was furious, no she was beyond furious, she was just pissed at him.

She had screamed at him, punched him on his whole body, concentrating on his face and his abdomen and she had even hexed him several times, but he never had fought back and that had made her only more angrier than before.

When she had finally calm down after 30 minutes of screaming, punching, kicking and hexing, her being in one of her most famous dark moods, he just raised his head, which was completely bloodied, he had a blue eye, several cuts and bruises on his face, a split lip and it looked like she had broken his nose and he just said "I am so sorry Lily. I am. I hope that you will never forgive me, because I will never forgive myself for the part I played in their deaths. Never will I forget or forgive."

And after he had spoken those words, he fell unconscious down on the floor because of all the blood he had lost during her famous dark mood.

Seeing her former best friend in such a state shocked her for a moment, not quite believing she had done it to him, before she came out of her shock and she went to business. Her healing abilities had been a little rusty, but those instructions were still vivid in her mind.

She poured potion after potion in Severus' mouth, threw one healing spell after another spell at his body until he was once again comfortable and laying in her spare bedroom.

She had watched over him, like she had done in their past before it all changed, before he changed.

She had woken up the next morning from the sounds of light footsteps trying to sneak out of the room they were currently in, but with a quick glare to Severus, that attempt stopped rather quickly and she lead an awkward Severus back to the bed. He hadn't said a word, only thanks, before falling asleep again.

She had taken care of him for a few days until he was completely recovered and then one morning he had just left without saying goodbye, leaving a note behind saying

Thanks for everything you did. I hope you feel a little bit better now. If you need to talk with anyone or just went a practice dummy, give me a call. I will always be there for you, it is the least I can do to start the new road of my life

Loves

Sev

Now, a year later they had formed some kind of friendship, but they weren't even near the level they were before. Severus had wanted to come over today to support her, when like every anniversary of their deaths she went to Godric Hollow's graveyard to put down some white tiger lilies on the graves of her husband and her three children, her beautiful son and daughters.

But she had refused his offer, this was something she had done alone for the last six years and she wanted to continue this tradition like that. Maybe someday she would go with someone, she wasn't even going with Remus and Sirius, the two men who also had lost almost everything in their lives.

The two Marauders came at least three days a week to check up on her, saying it was something that Prongs, her husband, would have wanted. A few days after that incident she had been shocked when she had learned that Sirius had been sent to Azkaban, without a trail. That had shocked her out of her cocoon of misery and self hate and with new passion she went to the Ministry to explain to the Minister the truth herself, knowing that would be the trick to sent Sirius home.

She had explained everything and the Ministry had released Sirius almost immediately, giving him a trail and founding out the truth for themselves after he was questioned with Veritaserum and together with the conversation Lily had had with the Minister Sirius had been released immediately and the search had started for Peter Pettigrew, the real traitor of the Marauders.

Since that day, the two men and Lily had came even closer than before and sometimes they just laughed at the old storied or cried together when they needed it, but even with them she could not share her own tradition. She wanted to do this on her own.

Lily looked around in her bedroom, while the sun was slowly rising higher and higher. She knew what she would see, an enormous cottage. She didn't knew why this was a cottage. It was almost as big as the house she lived together with James in, getting the spare bedrooms for the two men and some of her friends to come over whenever they wanted to.

After James' Death she had found out some interesting things. It seemed like she was adopted. The Evans, the family she knew her whole life, wasn't her real biological family. It seemed like she came from an old pureblood line from which it was thought it had died out. In World War II, it seemed like the pureblood fanatics had gotten a daughter, who turned out to be a squib. They gave the child up, they didn't think it would be safe for her and she was given to an orphanage. That had been her mother. She grew up and she met and fell in love with an amazing man, which lead to her. Like her mother before her, her own mother had given her up and Lily had been adopted by the Evans when she was only a few days old.

The family's name was Davidson and it seemed like her grandparents never did disowned their daughter. Their eldest son had passed away in World War II, so they needed a heir. A magical heir, which was Lily.

When she went to Gringotts one day, she had been taken apart and she had been told the story about her birth and about her family. The goblins had asked her if she wanted the title, she had hesistated at first. She almost didn't knew anything about the pureblood business and she had no interest in becoming like one, but then she considered it. it would bring her closer to James, who had been a pureblood all his life, it would her another connection to him and that was why she decided to get the title.

That day she become Lady Lillian Rose Potter Evans Davidson, also having decided to keep the Potter name and the Evans name to honour her husband and her adopted family.

She had taken lessons with Sirius, who also was a pureblood, but had hated that life almost all his life. He had found out his parents had died and that his father had never legally disowned him, so that he had become Lord Black. He was a little bit rusty in all the business which a Lord needed to know, so he agreed to take some lessons together with Lily, who was now also a Lady and also needed to know all the things a Lady should know.

Now, she was almost an expert in the business, she had been a Lady for almost seven years now and business was going good. She was not a typical pureblood, always thinking both to her old roots, her adopted family and the troubles they had, which led to several charity groups which were lead by her and every month donations to the hospital. She was rich and she could never lose all her money, better make good use of it. Of course she had also invested a lot, but that was carefully monitored by the goblins, for a small fee of course. They were after all the best in doing business

When she saw it was almost time, she stretched herself out and walked out of the room to get ready to start her tradition. She put on some light clothes, not really caring what she put on.

She walked downstairs and walked to the kitchen, drinking some milk and eating some cereal, when suddenly the doorbell rang.

She was just taking a bite, so she quickly swallowed the food and she called out

"I am coming, I am coming. Wait there for a second."

Before walking to the front door and opening the door. At first she didn't see anything, she had been looking straight, but then out of the corner of her eye she saw movement coming from under her and she looked down.

There she saw three children, one boy and two girls. At that sight her heart clenched tightly. 'Like my children' thought she, but then she looked very carefully. Their faces, their movements, she knew them from somewhere, no it couldn't be true. They had died that night, they had.

She couldn't stop her mouth from opening, her eyes widen from the shock of seeing this, but the shock was complete when she heard the three children saying at the same time in perfect synch with each other

"Hello mum, we are home."

There was only one thing she could do and that was just the thing she did, she fainted right there at that moment, her last thoughts "They are my babies, my children' before the world became black and she didn't know a thing anymore

An: Sorry, if you had hoped this was the continuation of the first chapter, that was not going happen. At least you know what happened to Lily that moment. I wanted to give some background on Lily's time and I made links with Severus and Sirius and Remus. All three I wanted to be part of the story. Don't worries, They will return in this story and probably also the other stories in the series. But I am not quite sure yet. What did you guys think about the Severus/Lily scene in this chapter? Let me know, also I am starting a poll for this story. Would you like to see James in a real body back on some point in the story, or not? If not, will get Lily another relationship or not? With who them, Severus, Remus, Sirius or an OCC? Please tell me your opinion, but I will tell you that the relationship part will happen in the Hogwarts part of the series, not any sooner. So not in this story Pre-Hogwarts. I may lay the basis/foundation for the relationship here, if there is a relationship, but the real relationship would start when the kids are on Hogwarts, if Lily gets a relationship. Also if the option that James comes back is very popular and gets the most votes, that will also only happen not in this story, but the next about Hogwarts.

I hope you have enjoyed the chapter and I will see you next time, I Hope.

Loves

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