Hey! How you guys doing? This one is going to be really upsetting and it's based around Tamsin mostly. I'm sorry if I make you cry…
This prompt was sent it by frustratedwriter13 I hope you enjoy it!
Prompt: Tamsin and Bo have been dating for a few weeks but Tamsin feels like she's losing Bo to Lauren. She doesn't know how to handle herself as her heart is breaking…literally
She had no idea how to react. She had no idea what to do. How to deal with this. How to keep her heart from breaking but just thinking about it hurts. Pain was everywhere. Every step she took was painful. Every breath she took was painful. Just being alive was painful and it was all her fault. She knew that it was wrong. She knew it was a weakness. She knew better than to fall for a Succubus. Things were going great for her at the start of their relationship but she started to see things from a different view. Bo has feelings for Lauren. She had always had feelings for Lauren and Tamsin hasn't changed a single thing between them. They were getting closer and closer and Tamsin had no idea what to do. She just wanted the pain to go away.
Love was different for a Valkyrie. When a Valkyrie falls in love it is intense. Their heart is now made simply for their loved one. And if that loved one doesn't love them back then there is no reason for their heart to carry on beating. It has only been seen twice ever in Valkyrie history; their heart is cracked into two pieces and they die no matter if they're on their first life cycle or last. Tamsin knew that it was going to happen to her and she had no idea what to do but drown her sorrows with alcohol. She had no idea who to talk to but she knew Freyja would be there soon crying over her daughter. It was kept a secret that Tamsin was Freyja's daughter and Tamsin thought back to conversations with her mother discussing why it was kept a secret. Tamsin was an extremely powerful Valkyrie and people would want to talk advantage of her for that one reason.
She didn't fail to notice Bo and Lauren talking at the bar as she looked over at them. Tamsin felt the hard clench around her chest and groaned lightly as her hand went to her heart. She looked down and sighed as her grip on the bottle tightened. She looked down at the bottle knowing that it was a mistake to have a drink this strong. It was spiritus polish vodka 192 proof which was 96% alcohol. After a sip she knew that she was going to be drunk as hell but at least it numbs the pain. She heard Bo's hypnotising laugh and growled knowing it was Lauren making her laugh. The doctor was pushing Tamsin out of the way and was winning Bo back and the blonde could do nothing about it. She pulled the bottle to her lips and shut her eyes tight as she felt the burn down her throat but she loved it and didn't stop drinking until she felt a gentle hand on her hand. She opened her eyes weakly to find Dyson smiling sympathetically at her. A few tears rolled down her cheek as she took another long sip before dropping the bottle on the table. How did she get here? How did she get from being the happiest person alive with the women she loved to losing her and doing absolutely nothing about it? The one person she needed right now was the one person who decided to walk out of their lives; Kenzi. She needed her momz to tell her that everything was going to be ok and to drink with her and play video games and eat ice-cream but she couldn't have that either. She couldn't have anything.
"You ok there, partner?" the wolf asked as he took a seat across from her. He saw her sad eyes and Bo's happy eyes. Tamsin was sacrificing everything for the brunette to be happy. She was in pain and was going to be in pain for the rest of her life and she wouldn't care as long as Bo was happy. But she wasn't happy. She was never going to be happy. And she can't get away from her either; she had to be there to protect her no matter what.
"Get me something stronger than this." She whispered as she took another long sip. Dyson sighed and nodded before walking over to the bar.
"Trick. Do you have anything stronger than spiritus polish vodka 192 proof?" Dyson asked as the blood king raised an eyebrow and looked over at Tamsin who was currently staring at the bottle with a blank expression on her face. He knew what was happening to the Valkyrie and he was slightly disappointed in his granddaughter for causing this much pain to the blonde. It wasn't Bo's fault but she should be able to control her feelings. It was stupid of her to get into a relationship with a woman who clearly loved her more than anything in the world when she didn't love her back.
"I have a few powerful fae drinks but those can be dangerous. How about you call Tamsin over so I can have a little talk with her?" Dyson nodded and moved back to Tamsin. Trick watched as he whispered something to Tamsin. It took her a few seconds before sighing and trying to stand up but she dropped right back down to the chair. After a bit of stumbling she managed to walk over to Trick. She sat two seats away from Bo who was currently really close to Lauren. Tamsin tried to ignore the pain in her chest as she groaned slightly grabbing onto her chest once more. She took deep breaths as she looked up at Trick with dark eyes. She shook her head to get rid of them before looking down with disbelief and shame at herself for not being able to control her powers. She knew she was vulnerable but she didn't think she was this vulnerable. She stammered as she apologized to Trick before leaning over and grabbing two random bottles from Trick's fae shelves. She jumped off the stool and stumbled her way to the door holding her vodka bottle and the fae drinks.
"Babe?" The blonde froze at the soft sound of Bo's voice. She slowly turned around coming face to face with the woman breaking her heart. She looked into her eyes studying her trying to memorise Bo's gorgeous eyes. She knew it was going to happen tonight. She could feel her heart clenching harder and harder, faster and faster. She was going to die tonight and finally be at peace.
"Bo." Those two letters came out with pain filled in the tone. She felt powerless. She felt sore. She felt miserable. She felt diminished. She felt lost. She felt helpless. She felt empty. She felt pathetic. She felt timid. She felt tormented. She felt humiliated. She felt crushed. She felt heartbroken. She felt tearful. And with all those feelings there was something missing. That empty space was the worst. She had no idea how to describe that empty feeling. The feeling of feeling nothing was horrible. It was hurtful and she didn't want it. But this wasn't about what she wanted; it was about Bo and Bo's happiness. And she poured all those emotions as she leaned forward and planted a soft kiss on Bo's lips. Tamsin believed this was going to be their last kiss. This was the last time she as going to feel Bo's lips on hers. This was the last time she was going to feel anything close to happiness. This was it. She pulled away softly dropping her head to Bo's. Her eyes were shut tight; she didn't want Bo to see her crying. She didn't want Bo to see her weak. Oh but did it even matter? She was going to be dead in a couple of hours anyway. She opened her eyes that were filled with tears and looked into Bo's also tearful eyes.
The Succubus felt everything Tamsin was feeling in that kiss. All the pain Tamsin felt was now clear. Bo wanted to make things better for her girlfriend. She knew what the problem was; Lauren. But Lauren will always part of her. She was her first love since she first killed the boy she loved. Of course she was going to have her own space in Bo's heart but Tamsin was in the space too. Tamsin was in all of Bo's heart flooding it with her beauty and love. That is what Bo was afraid of; those feelings leading to commitment. She was never the person to commit but she committed to Tamsin who was her current girlfriend that was on the roof of a tall building at the moment.
The Valkyrie didn't know where to go. She couldn't control her powers as her wings forced their way out. Tamsin decided to fly away to a tall and quiet building to drink and get ready for her visit from her mother. She knew she still had a few hours; when there were maybe around 5 hours left her chest will start glowing red and Freyja will be able to take it out and decide what to do. She could go down two roots; watch as her heart cracks and her death approaches or she Freyja can save her by taking away her feelings for Bo. It isn't that simple though. If Tamsin dies then her mother will be miserable, Bo will be upset, so will Trick and Dyson and Kenzi. She didn't want the people she cares for to suffer. But is it worth it to save them the pain by taking away her feelings for the Succubus? She knew that she should have spoken to Bo about it before. If the Succubus didn't have feelings for her and loved the doctor then she would be able to remove her feelings. However, if the Succubus still has feelings for her even close to half as strong as Tamsin's feelings then she couldn't do that to the brunette. She was ready to die. She was ready to sacrifice everything. She was ready for this. No she wasn't. She tried to convince herself but as hard as she tried she knew that she wasn't ready. She wasn't done with Bo. She hadn't had enough of her. She needed to see her again. She wanted her last moments to be with the woman she loves. Tamsin stood up and drowned the rest of one of the fae bottles, grabbed the unopened one and flew up rushing to the clubhouse.
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"Bo, how are you and Tamsin? Are things ok because they seem a little rocky." Lauren asked Bo as she turned to face her on the couch. She felt a little bad for doing this but she wanted Bo even if it meant pushing Tamsin out of the way. She was going to kiss Bo tonight and make love to her hoping it will bring back the good memories and feelings the brunette once felt for her.
"Things are fine. It's just. You know how Tamsin is; she isn't one to share feelings and everything. I just wish she would open up more to me. Don't get me wrong; I know that it takes a lot for a Valkyrie to go against their nature and love others so I understand that I mean a lot to her. But I want her to talk to me. She's been feeling so down lately and I think it kinda might have something to do with us. And by us I mean me and you, Lauren." Laruen raised an eyebrow at the brunette who was looking down with a guilty look on her face. Lauren lifted her head up by her finger on her chin.
"There's an us?" The blonde asked quietly as she leaned forward slightly.
"There is an us. But as friends." Bo said to the blonde who frowned slightly but leaned forward crashing their lips together. Bo froze not knowing what to do. She wanted to push her away but it was like her body was refusing to do anything. She was actually shocked that Lauren kissed her after she told her that they were just friends. They both failed to notice the Valkyrie standing at the door watching them with tears running down her cheeks. She gaped at the pair and a soft whimper left her throat catching the attention of Bo and Lauren. Bo looked at her with wide, apologetic eyes. Lauren was smirking at her and all Tamsin wanted to do was slap that smirk off her face. Tamsin took a step forward as her chest started to glow slightly. She felt an ache stronger than ever hit her heart. She gasped in pain and dropped down to her knees. She knew it was happening faster than normal because of this little incident. Bo immediately ran over to her examining her chest trying to solve what was wrong with her.
"Get away from me, Bo." Tamsin barely managed to gasp out as she took another long gulp from the strong alcohol. That managed to regain her some strength as she stood up firmly and walked up to Lauren who looked frightened and slightly worried. "Get out." Lauren stood up and quickly ran out as she saw the dark features of the heartbroken blonde. Tamsin and Bo stood in their positions for a few minutes not knowing what to do.
"Tamsin," Bo whispered softly as she reached forward to place a hand on the Valkyrie's shoulder. She felt a pang in her chest when Tamsin flinched and moved away from Bo's touch. "Tamsin, I'm so sorry." Tamsin let out an angry chuckle and shook her head in disbelief.
"No you're not." Bo opened her mouth to speak again but Tamsin stopped her as she turned around to face the brunette. Tamsin's eyes were darker than ever, her chest was glowing, she looked angry and upset and simply fed up of everything. "Don't even try to explain yourself Bo. It's ok. I forgive you." Tamsin said softly but her eyes weren't soft. Bo groaned and moved closer to the Valkyrie who was walking over to the kitchen.
"Stop doing this Tamsin." Bo said firmly as she followed the blonde's every move. "Stop pushing me away. It's not ok. You need to stop forgiving me if all I'm doing is hurting you." She heard a loud bang as Tamsin threw a stool against the wall breaking it to pieces. The blonde turned to face Bo and marched up to her.
"I don't want to forgive you, Bo! I'm dying because of you. I love you so fucking much yet you don't return anything. I don't understand what I did wrong. I know I'm not good enough for you but I was trying to be a good fucking girlfriend for you and I ended up losing you to a fucking human of all things. I don't want to forgive you for all the pain you're causing me but I have to forgive you. Because I love you and I want you to be happy. And Lauren makes you happy. So go. Leave. She's most likely at the Dal." Tamsin's voice reached a weak whisper once she finished speaking. Her head was hung down, defeated. She couldn't fight anymore. She needed to end this pain right now.
"Tamsin. Please." Bo pleaded but Tamsin growled at her as her face turned even darker than before. Bo took a step forward and put a hand on her cheek which was instantly brushed off. She felt hurt that Tamsin felt this way. She shook her head in disappointment and decided to give Tamsin some time to cool off. She walked out of the clubhouse and to the Dal. Tamsin stood frozen in her space with a blank expression on her face before she suddenly screamed in pain as her back arched. Her chest was glowing redder than before and she knew she only had approximately 3 hours. She couldn't wait 3 hours. She rushed through the draws and emptied them onto the floor trying to find what she needed. She finally found it; silver and sharper than anything. Tamsin held the knife to her chest as she shut her eyes tight. She knew the consequences of suicide for a Valkyrie but she could care less at the moment. She just wanted the pain to stop. But she stopped her movements when she heard the sound of the women who raised her in her final life.
"Don't." Tamsin opened her eyes and stared into bright blue eyes. She choked back a sob as she let go of the knife. It skimmed her chest leaving a scratch but Tamsin didn't seem to notice as she dropped to the floor in defeat. Kenzi rushed over to her and wrapped her arms around her Tammy. The blonde snuggled closer to Kenzi as she sobbed. "It's going to be ok, baby. We're going to drink our sorrows away and I'm gonna make you forget all about this." Tamsin sobbed harder as she shook her head. She didn't know how she was going to tell Kenzi that she was dying.
"Momz," Tamsin chocked out and let out a groan as her heart clenched particularly hard. Kenzi looked down at Tamsin's chest with wide eyes. "Momz, I'm heartbroken." Tamsin said in a broken and vulnerable voice. It brought Kenzi back to the moments when she was raising the blonde. She adored Tamsin and loved her as if she was her own.
"I know, baby. But you're going to get over it. I know it's hard but it's going to get better. I'm here for you, Tammy. I'm always gonna be here for my baby." Tamsin sobbed even harder and she moved from Kenzi's embrace. She stood up and gripped onto the edge of the counter. The little goth stood up after her and wrapped her arms around her waist from behind. Tamsin turned to face Kenzi letting the tears fall freely.
"Kenzi. I'm a Valkyrie. My heart is breaking. Literally." Kenzi looked confused for a few moments before she looked down at Tamsin's glowing chest with a gasp. She choked out a sob as her hand went to cover her mouth. "Momz, I'm dying." They both wrapped each other into their arms and held on to each other crying their hearts out. Kenzi couldn't believe what she was hearing. Her Valkyrie was dying because she loves her best friend so much and cannot handle the heartbreak. The whole reason Kenzi came back to them is for Tamsin; she knew about Tamsin's feelings for Bo and just wanted to check up on them and make sure Tamsin made a move but when she came to find this she felt a sinking feeling in her heart.
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Kenzi decided to take Tamsin to the Dal. The last hours of Tamsin's life were going to be filled with booze and the women who raised her. At first Kenzi tried to convince Tamsin to spend her last moments with Bo but the blonde declined. She didn't want even more pain and heartbreak. She just wanted to forget about everything for the next few hours.
Tamsin decided to fly to the Dal and she let Kenzi hop on for the ride. The brunette was amazing and so excited when Tamsin offered to fly her there and when they arrived she couldn't stop talking about how amazing it was. Tamsin walked in with her arm around Kenzi smiling as her Momz continued to talk excitedly. She instantly spotted Bo at the bar talking to Trick with a sad expression on her face. The brunette turned immediately when she heard Kenzi's voice and she squealed before jumping out of her stool and attacking the brunette in a hug.
"Kenzi! Oh my god I missed you so much! What are you doing here? Are you staying?" Kenzi giggled and grabbed Tamsin's hand while walking over to the bar to Trick.
"I'm staying here, for good." She said and partly it was because she knew she had to comfort Bo after Tamsin's death. "Trick, give me your strongest drinks pleaseeee!" Trick looked past her at the blonde who was looking down with an upsetting expression. She had covered the red glow by her leather jacket and Trick looked at her with an apologetic look. He opened the safe he kept at the bottom corner of the bar and pulled out the bottle he's been saving for something special. "Ohhh we got the safe!" Kenzi cheered and then leaned close to Trick and whispered, "You know about Tamsin?" Trick nodded and sighed while handing the bottle over to Kenzi with 2 cups.
"Tamsin, can I talk to you for a second?" Bo asked with a hopeful tone as she took a step towards Tamsin. The blonde moved back and her back hit the bar table. She didn't want Bo to see her like this. She was going to get drunk and Freyja will show up and she'll die. It was that simple. She just wanted the pain to go and it will be gone in less than an hour. The second her back hit the bar table she let out a loud scream as she arched her back in pain. Her chest was throbbing and her heart felt like someone was shooting bullets at it. She ripped off her leather jacket and saw that the glowing had become extremely intense and it was getting darker. Bo gasped as she stepping closer curious and extremely worried. "Tamsin, what the hell happened to you?" Tamsin let out a loud screech once again as her wings extracted from her back. The blonde dropped to the ground unable to stand on her two feet. She was weakening by the minute. She didn't notice Trick kicking everyone out of the Dal apart from the sunshine gang. All Tamsin could notice was Bo holding her head in her lap with tears falling down her cheek.
"K-Kenzi. It's happening faster than I thought." Kenzi let her tears fall as she sobbed into Tamsin's chest. Bo was confused as hell and had no idea what was going on. She looked over to Trick asking for an explanation.
"When Valkyrie's fall in love their heart is made for the person they love. And when their heart breaks and the person they love no longer needs them then that Valkyrie is no longer needed. Her heart is breaking, Bo. She's dying." Bo was feeling a rush of different emotions rushing through her body. Dyson was standing shocked with silent tears falling down his cheek. Lauren was staring at them feeling guilty for getting in the way of their relationship and causing this mess. But she couldn't help feel a little happy that she could now have Bo to herself. Suddenly a bright glow of gold appeared in the middle of the Dal. Tamsin immediately struggled to get up onto her knees. She got on one knee, barely balancing and put a hand over her heart and kept her head down. A gorgeous, blonde, green eyes woman appeared. Trick gasped recognising her as Freyja, the goddess of all Valkyries. Freyja rushed to Tamsin and pulled her up into her arms with tears rushing down her eyes.
"Oh my darling! My beautiful daughter what have you done?" Tamsin cried in her mother's arms as her heart throbbed over and over again.
"M-Mother. I-I'm sorry mother. I'm so, so sorry!" Tamsin let out another scream as she felt her heart slightly cracking. Freyja didn't hesitate to plunge her hand into Tamsin's chest. The blonde let out a gasp and groan of pain. Bo screamed out for her girlfriend and ran forward. Freyja pulled out her heart and let tears fall at the sight. It was bright red, pulsing. However, there was a crack down through the middle. The top of her heart was already split which explains why she was in so much pain so early. Bo gasped as she looked at the heart. She looked over to Tamsin and lay down next to her staring into her eyes.
"I did that, didn't I?" Bo asked with tears in her eyes. Tamsin groaned and let out a sob as she nodded slightly. She couldn't even deny it because all she felt was pain over her entire body. She opened her eyes and looked over to her mother who was currently looked at the heart and holding it close to her.
"Mother, no." Tamsin barely whispered as he looked over to her mother. She knew that look. She knew what Freyja was about to do. "You will not take it away. You will not take my feelings for her away mother! I would rather die than let her live in pain! Don't do this mother! I won't allow you." Tamsin tried to sit up but Bo pulled her down. "What are you doing, Bo?! I have to stop her!" Bo shook her head as she let her tears fall freely ruining her make-up.
"Tamsin. If it's the only way to keep you alive then I'm letting her do it." Tamsin groaned and tried to sit up again but this time Bo grabbed her and kept her in place. "Tamsin, I love you. I love you so much and I'm so sorry for doing that to you. Baby I am so in love with you. Because you're it for me. You're perfect for me; you accept me for who I am, you love everything about me, amazing sex," Bo said the last one with a weak giggle and wink earning a soft smile from Tamsin. "And most importantly, I feel the same way about you. That's why you're it for me. I want to be with you and only you Tamsin. I'm so sorry if I ever made you think otherwise." Tamsin felt the pain leave her body slowly. She looked over to her mother who was watching the heart in shock. Tamsin noticed that her mother hadn't removed her feelings for the brunette so how was the pain leaving? "I love you, Tamsin." Bo said one last time before leaning forward and kissing Tamsin pouring every inch of emotion into the kiss. The blonde moaned softly as she moved her hand to Bo's cheek. She kissed her passionately trying to show her just how much she loved her. That kiss meant everything to her. Because that was the kiss that fixed her heart.
:') WELL! That was pretty emotional to me! But you got a happy ending! Yaay! Send in your prompts!