Hey guys sorry for the long wait I have been a bit busy with school work, my performance and moving. Ya I'm moving and I absolutely hate it but enough about me let's get on with the chapter. ENJOYXXXX please reviewxxxxx

"Hey lucy, sleep well?" Loki said with a weird grin on his face. Lucy looked at him weirdly wondering why he was smirking. When she looked around everyone looked away from her.

"What?!" she stood there and crossed her arms.

"Nothing we were just seeing if you had a nice night" Erza said trying to hide the smile on her face.

"Hey lu-chan can you help me over with this Natsu?" Lucy quickly turned her head towards levy who had her poker face on.

"What?" Lucy eyes went wide.

"I said could you help me with this log?"

"OH, yeah sure" Lucy shook her head and ran over to levy. When she wasn't looking the others started to laugh quietly so she wouldn't hear. Elfman but his thumb up to levy, who was smiling back.

"That's manly." Elfman said quietly.

(Few hours earlier)

Everyone was sleeping and the night was silent and it was perfect.

"Natsu..." Said the sleeping blonde. Loki who was sleeping next to her and was the first to hear, but thought it was imagination.

"Natsu, don't go." Loki woke up and was wondering why she kept saying Natsu. 'She should be saying my name' he thought.

"Come back please" After hearing it again he decided to wake up the others, first with levy, then Elfman and then Erza. They tried not to laugh to loud. They stayed up a few more hours before going back to sleep.

(End)

Lucy kept wondering why everyone was acting so weirdly today.

"Hey Lucy what should I do with Natsu?" Loki said wanting to play the game to. Lucy quickly spun round and saw Loki waving at her.

"W-what?" she stuttered

"I said what should I do with the log?" he tried to act so cool when saying that but couldn't help let a smile fall out so he hid it by lowing his head and pushing his glasses out like he always does.

"Hey Luce, why do we have to keep repeating ourselves?" Erza said walking up to Lucy.

"I guess I am a bit distracted today." She placed a hand on her head to see if she had a fever.

"Well you don't feel hot or anything. The boat is ready anyway s let go." Erza nodded to everyone to signal them that they were leaving. As everyone gathered onto the boat they couldn't help but notice a certain blue headed girl at the end f the boat letting the wind blow through her hair. Elfman decided to be the one who would talk to her and everyone knew how that would turn out.

(Levy's view)

I was just standing there minding my own business letting the wind through my hair. When I heard loud stumps coming towards me, I turned around to see Elfman walking towards me.

"It's very manly weather." I could see in his eyes that he didn't want to mess this up so I just smiled and nodded in response.

"Yes it's very manly" I tried to copy the way he said it by raising my fist and pulling a very manly face. I continued to look over the tip of the boat (A/N it's a ship if you were thinking the small type boats) to see the sea and the shore in the distance. I could feel him staring at me with wonder.

"Why aren't you happy?" I turned to see his eyes staring at mine with such a worried expression.

"It's just... HAVEYOUEVERWONDEREDIFSOMEONEMISSESYOU?" I couldn't help but just blurt it out like that it's just I didn't want him to laugh at me. I could tell by the look of his face that he didn't understand me. I took a deep breath and started again.

"Sorry. Have you ever wondered if someone missed you?" I don't understand why didn't he say anything, normally someone would say 'yeah sure' or 'I know how you feel' and stuff like that, but instead he just turned his head and just stared of into nowhere. I couldn't help but stare at his expression. It was a kind of blank expression.

"Yeah. Yeah I do." He never moved his head when he said that. But my eyes widened when he said that, you could tell he actually meant it most people just lie to make you feel better.

"What do you mean?"

"I have two sisters, one somewhere I can never go and one I'm trying to find or who is trying to find me."

"If you don't mind me asking but why can't you get there?"

"She died in an accident years ago" I held my hand to my mouth and here I thought my life was bad.

"If it's not too much trouble I would like to know more." He shook his head.

"Not at all. Her name was Lisana; she was only 12 when it happened. We all went out on a road trip for the summer a week before I was taken. Mira-jane was driving. She's the oldest out of us three."

"So there 3 of you and you the middle child."

"Yes. Lisana was in the back singing away to a song she made up. I was winding her up saying she wasn't singing manly enough and then I began singing very loud and very of key." He stopped; when I looked up I saw tears gather in his eyes, I place my hand on his shoulder just to say 'it's alright' he wiped his face on his arm and nodded to me.

"Mira couldn't drive to our noise we were making so she turned round to shut us up, but lost control of the wheel. We kept spinning and spinning but the thing that got to me was my sister's screams. I was the big brother ish; I was supposed to be the strong and brave one. The next thing I knew was that we had rolled over and crashed into a tree." Tears were gathering up in my eyes listening to this but I had to find out what happened next.

"My sister Mira and I were ok, but Lisana was out lying flat out on the road, she must have fallen out somehow. We ran over to her as quick as we could but some men wearing black got there first. I called out to them trying to get them away. I pushed Mira into a bush before they saw her, next thing they pulled out a gun and pointed to Lisana on the road. She wasn't even dead yet because I saw her blink her eyes open to me, I tried to stop them but it was too late. They shot my sister, I charged at them wanting to beat them to a pulp but then more came out the bushes and they had metal sticks. They began to hit me with them turning me black and blue; I was on my hands and knees with blood coming out of my nose. I lifted my head up and I saw Mira-Jane staring at me eyes full of tears but she knew that she had to stay hiding, another hit came upon me and I blacked out. Then the next thing I know is that I was at that camp, I was like the big tough bully but then Erza helped me she said that she would help me find my sister. And ever since I have stuck by Erza making sure she would keep her word, and so far so good."

I couldn't imagine what it was like for him but I knew he wouldn't want anyone to pity him that's probably the last thing he wanted.

"So that's why you keep saying man all the time, it's because you're trying to change"

"It's kind of like that but yes."

(Lucy view)

we could see that Levy was staring deeply at Elfman, we all wondered why but it was probably best not to ask. Elfman hadn't said 'MAN' in a while.

"Loki, how's it looking?"

"So far so good, but the clouds look like there is going to be a storm soon so be ready."

"Lucy I have a question." I saw Erza waving her hand at me signalling me to go over to her.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing really, just wondering if you know where we are going and what we are doing." She still has that stare which always made our knees week. But I needed to show her that I was brave enough for her to listen to me because she had always been the mother type sort of leader.

"Yes. We are going to find each one of the camps, destroy them and make sure they never do it again, also return everyone who had been taken."

" So in other ways we are going to find the guy that put you her, get revenge and then set every one free and whilst we are doing that..." I began to walk of knowing what she was going to say next.

"FIND THAT NATSU BOY!" I instantly turned red as a tomato. I lifted up my hand and pointed in her direction and just said

"BINGO" I heard her chuckle to herself probably thinking that I have not change not one bit. But wait how did she know about Natsu? I have never spoken of him infront of the others. I wonder where she heard that?