3Hi everyone, this is only a short chapter, give me a couple of days for another, work is calling.x
Chapter 3
I am laying in my bed staring at the ceiling of the hut. Its gone ten, we've got today off. Everyone is asleep apart from the ocasional fart and snoring the hut is quiet. I dont mind sharing with the lads normally, I just want to curl up into a ball and sob. I cant do that, they can't cope with an emotional wreck of a woman.
Why did it happen? Why did we chose that moment to kiss? Why did Smurf have to be a nosy bastard. Oh god I'm going crazy. I have never felt like this before Its like I am grieving for something that might never be.
What the fuck am I going to do my hearts been ripped out and stamped all over. I didn't think I would find love in this shithole. Two more weeks is all I had to wait. I have decided I am going to Birmingham as soon as I get home. I need to know how he feels and I am one he wants. Hopefully the wife wont be there.
Normally I am so sure about everything but this man has got under my skin.
I fucked up big time god knows how long I will have to wait now. What if the boss dies, what if he dosent want to know me anymore, he might get back together with his wife and play happy families. He will blame me for everything. God I'm going mad, I need to get out an clear my head. I think I will go for a run. I pull on my PE kit and trainers.
"Molls where you going, go back to sleep" says a muffled voice, a ginger head appears from under his blanket."out for a run Mansfield I cant sleep I'm going out of my nut here" all the lads are now waking up. "you lot go back to sleep I need to get out" Fingers rises from his bed "Molly we know how you feel, we need to stick together, w.e're going to Cyprus tomorrow an then home. They will be halfway home now there's nothing you can do, Smurf wont want you like this" shit they think I am worrying over Smurf, I am worried about him but my heart lies elsewhere "Come on lads we'll go for a run together." dangles says "Molls if you need to talk we are here" this makes me smile I didn't think they would be their for me. I thought they would blame me for everything. God they have suprised me perhaps they can put up with me, normally they get on my tits"Piss off you bunch of Cockwombles"
Thanks for reading xx
I was thinking that my next chapter to be set in Cyprus. Can you let me know if its a good idea if not I can set it in England. Thankyou