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Chapter 2
When Randy woke up he knew he couldn't go home the night before no way would she talk to him in that state. But he was soba now for the first time in months and he spoke to Vince who gave him a few weeks off to sort himself out so there was nothing stopping him now he'd booked a taxi and he should be back home in a few hours.
Randy rang his mom and told him he wasn't coming home to Christmas she understood when he explained he was going home to try and win back Lita, his mom wished him luck and asked him to keep her posted and to not screw it up again.
Randy knew he couldn't mess things up anymore than he has done already. He couldn't blame her if she never wanted to see him again after all the shit he put her through. But he had to at least try.
Lita still couldn't believe what happened last night the cheek of him to drunk call her like that because he was feeling lonely how could he do that to her if he wanted to talk to her he would have and he wouldn't need to be wasted to finally pick up the phone. She tried to sleep for hours after he rang but no matter how hard she tried she couldn't she finally fell asleep around 6am and managed to get a few hours sleep before their dog McKenzie woke her up.
After taking the dog for a walk Lita decided to go and lie down she had a splitting headache and all she wanted right now was sleep. As she went to lie down she noticed the photo of them just after they moved in they were so happy then if only they could go back to the way it used to be. Lita remembered that day like it was yesterday she'd been retired a few months when they finally moved in to their dream home.
Seven years ago
"Randy what are you doing put me down" Lita laughed as he picked her up to carry her into their new home.
"What its tradition the man is supposed to carry his lady through their door" Randy smiled as he carried her. This was the greatest moment of his life and he couldn't wait to live here with the love of his life.
"Yeah only if you're married silly now put me down" Lita laughed" as she tapped him on his arm.
"Well we could always get married" Randy laughed as he placed her on their couch.
"Huh what did you just say" Lita asked she couldn't have heard that right.
"Lita this wasn't how I was supposed to ask but what the hell, Li will you marry me" Randy asked as he got down on one knee.
"Randy stop being silly this isn't a joke" Lita said as she got up this conversation was going too far.
"Li I'm not joking I love you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I can understand if you don't want to marry me I'm a screw up and I've never committed to anything, but I've changed now and that's all down to you, you make me want to be a better man, you love me for me and you never give up even if I give you reason to look at the time when you told me you were retiring and I gave you a hard time, it's not that I didn't love you, you know I do I just didn't want to be without you and I took it as you leaving me" Randy said as he held her hand.
"Randy I wasn't leaving you just wrestling it wasn't fun for me anymore" Lita cried it was a hard decision to leave her career but she needed to do this.
"I know, I know that now but then it just hurt and I pushed you away, because I didn't want you to go and you made me see that you needed to do this and that it won't change us and you're right it won't. So Lita will you please do me the honour of being my wife" Randy asked as he took the ring out of his pocket.
"What the hell, yes I'll marry you" Lita laughed as he took her into his arms.
Lita started to tear up as she thought back to that day. They were so happy and in love back then, maybe there was a reason they never got married even though they were engaged so long maybe deep down Randy knew they'd break up. After everything that's happened maybe they don't belong together anymore. Lita cried as she realised it was time to move on he wasn't the Randy she fell in love with all those years ago and he wasn't hers anymore.
Lita knew what she had to do so she packed away all of his stuff that he'd left in their room. Trish had been trying to get her to pack it up for months but she couldn't, he heart couldn't take the fact that it was really over, but know she knew she had to she couldn't keep living like this. After she packed everything away she did the one thing she never thought she'd do she took off her engagement ring it wasn't hers anymore and she needed to take it off.
Randy was nearly home now this was the longest few hours of his life he didn't know how he was going to win her back but he knew he couldn't give up he needed Lita in his life like he needed air. Randy just hoped he wasn't too late he doesn't think his heart could take that.
After arriving at the house a few minutes ago Randy just stood there wondering whether this was a good idea what if she hates him or she's moved on. He knew he had to knock he couldn't stand out here all day with the what if's.
Lita was just about to get in the bath when she heard the door knock she wondered who it could be Trish was with Jeff because he had a few days off. "I'm coming" Lita said as she put on her bathrobe. "Who is it" she asked as she was coming down the stairs.
"It's Randy I we need to talk" Randy stumbled his words not expecting her to answer.
Lita couldn't believe it was him he was really here and she didn't know what to do she wasn't expecting this. "What do you want" Lita asked she couldn't open the door to him she just couldn't her heart couldn't take seeing him this was all ready so hard.
"Li please open the door we need to talk" Randy begged through the door hoping she would open it he needed to see her again.
"I, I can't do this Randy you need to go" Lita cried as she sat down behind the door her legs couldn't stand anymore.
"Li please, I'm not going anywhere, I'm never leaving you again, even if I have to wait out here forever, I need you in my life" Randy yelled as tears streamed down his face this wasn't what he expected but at least she was listening to what he had to say.
"Oh now you need me what about the last six months when I needed you and you shut me out, and for what so you could do what Randy, why, why did you do that to me" Lita screamed tears streaming down her face.
"Li baby I'm so sorry I was an idiot, and I know I don't disserve your forgiveness but I love you I always have and I need you in my life" Randy cried hoping she would forgive him he didn't think he could take it if she didn't.
"Why should I forgive you, look what you've done to me, you've broken me and you still haven't told me why, Randy why, why did you leave me, wasn't I enough for you why did you fall for someone else" Lita cried her heart was broken in to and she didn't think she could take anymore.
"Li there's no one else I don't know who told you but I promise you, I never left because I wanted someone else I could never want someone else. You're it for me and I know I hurt you by leaving and I've regretted every day since. I never should have broken up with you the way I did, I was being selfish and stubborn I should have came home and spoke to you and explained I needed to put my career first for a while, because I was failing and I know it wasn't your fault it's mine, I was just too stupid to realise that none of it mattered if didn't have you" Randy cried.
"Randy if you had come home and talked to me we wouldn't be going through this and you need to stop using your career as an excuse if you still wanted to be with me then why weren't you, I did some thinking today after you rang and I've come to the conclusion you never wanted to marry me" Lita cried it hurt so much to say it out loud.
"Lita that's not true of course I wanted to marry you, I still do" Randy yelled how could she think he didn't want to marry her.
"Really then why has it taken us seven years if you really wanted to marry me we would have done it years ago. I never pushed you because I knew you was working hard and I always thought we'd get married one day I waited for you and I loved you so much it hurt and you just broke me for your career well I'm not going to keep you from you career any longer. I've packed your stuff away and you can come and collect it from Trish's house because Randy I'm done" Lita cried as she started to get up.
Randy knew what he had to do he needed her back so he went to their car and turned on the radio he knew Lita would be listening so he rang the local radio station and requested a song for them hoping it would help.
"This song goes out to Lita, Randy said he's really sorry about what he did and will you please forgive him" the DJ said as he played the song.
God, I'm down here on my knees
'Cause it's the last place left to fall
Beggin' for another chance
If there's any chance at all
That you might still be listenin'
Lovin' and forgivin' guys like me
I've spent my whole life
Gettin' it all wrong
And I sure could use your help
'Cause from now on
I want to be a good man
A do like I should man
I want to be the kind of man
The mirror likes to see
I want to be a strong man
And admit that I was wrong man
God, I'm asking you to come change me
Into the man I want to be
If there's anyway for her and me
To make another start
Could you see what you could do
To put some love back in her heart?
'Cause it goin' to take a miracle
After all I've done to really make her see
That I want to be a stay man
I want to be a brave man
I want to be the kind of man
She sees in her dreams
God, I want to be your man
And I want to be her man
God, I only hope she still believes
In the man I want to be
Well, I know this late at night the talk is cheap
But Lord, don't give up on me
I want to be a givin' man
I want to really start livin', man
God, I'm asking you to come change me
Into the man I want to be
When the song finished Randy went back to the front porch hoping she would come outside and at least talk to him face to face.
Lita couldn't stop the tears from falling now she couldn't believe he just did that. She knew she had to see him to talk to him but she just couldn't this was already too hard.
Lita knew what she had to do but this was going to be the hardest thing she's ever done and she didn't think her heart could take seeing him again, but she had to do this so she quickly picked up the ring and slowly opened the door.
Randy couldn't believe she actually opened the door as he got up to turn around to look at her he could hear her crying and he hated himself even more for causing her all this pain.
"Randy I need to give you this back it's not mine anymore" Lita cried as she tried to give him the ring back.
"Li, you, your pregnant" Randy stumbled he wasn't expecting that when she opened the door.
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