Thanks for the reviews sorry for not updating sooner I've had quite the year I went to my very first wrestlemania and I got to see my idol inducted in to the wwe hall of fame. I also got to meet Randy Orton at axxess amongst another 100 wrestlers I also met that week. I loved mania so much I'm saving to go again.

Chapter 4

After Randy left he just walked around the hospital not really knowing where to go when he noticed the chapel even though he's not religious it might help him so he went and sat inside and for the first time in his life he prayed.

"God I know I've never really talked to you but I need you right now, please don't let Lita die and please let our baby be ok. It will kill Lita if the baby dies, I know I hurt her real bad but she can't die without knowing how much I love and need her. Please don't take her away from me again I can't lose her, I just can't" Randy cried tears streaming down his face.

After Randy left Trish didn't really know what to do, Lita's mom was on her way from Atlanta which would help Lita's been in surgery for the last hour now and the doctors still wasn't saying anything.

"Mrs. Hardy sorry to keep you waiting, the surgery went as well as could be expected Miss Dumas is in a stable but critical condition" Dr Michaels said.

"How's the baby" Trish asked hoping the baby was ok.

"We tried to stop the bleeding and try and keep the baby calm so Lita would be able to go to full term but during the surgery the baby became distressed so we had to perform an emergency c section" Dr Michaels said as his pager went off.

"Oh my god is the baby ok" Trish cried.

"She's in the baby care unit her lungs are not working properly but that to be expected of a baby born two months early we're doing everything we can to make sure she's ok, I'm sorry I have to go but if you want to ask the nurses they'll take you to see the baby" Dr Michaels said as he left.

Trish knew she had to find Randy she had to let him know he had a daughter. After walking around the hospital for the last half hour Trish spotted Randy sitting in the chapel. "I thought you left" Trish asked as she sat next to him.

"I couldn't leave not again, how is she" Randy asked afraid to hear the answer.

"The surgery went well just waiting for Lita to wake up now, you're a dad now your daughter was born an hour ago" Trish said not really sure of what to say he's had a lot thrown at him in the last few hours.

"I we have a daughter" Randy smiled he still couldn't believe this was happening yesterday he had no one now he had a daughter and he was going to do everything he could to get Lita back his daughter needed her parents to be together and a family.

"Come on Randy lets go see Lita hopefully she's awake now" Trish said as she helped him up.

When they got to Lita's room Randy couldn't believe what he saw Lita was laying there with tubes and wires everywhere he'd never seen anything like it and he couldn't help but blame himself if he hadn't left this wouldn't be happening right now. Trish decided to leave him to go in there on his own she knew he needed time so she left to go and get Lita some things she'd need.

After sitting there not saying anything he just didn't know what to say he'd never been in this situation before it was like his life was over and he'd give anything to be in this bed right now not Lita. He deserved to be in pain not her she was such a good person he was the one who done wrong not her, she had to be ok she just had to he wouldn't be able to live with himself if he lost her.

While Randy was sitting there a nurse came in and checked Lita over and removed the breathing tube from her mouth. "Please tell me she's going to be ok" Randy asked tears streaming down his face.

"Miss Dumas has been through a lot in the last few hours it's up to her now to wake up, she's breathing on her own now but we going to be monitoring her vitals. It may help if you talk to her she can hear you, you know" the nurse said as she left him to it she could see how much pain he was in and couldn't imagine being in his shoes.

"Hi Li, I'm not sure if you can hear me or not but please wake up if not for me our daughter needs you I haven't see her yet I'm going to wait for you because I know you're going to be ok because you have to I can't live without you not anymore I love you so much it hurts. I'm so sorry for leaving you this is all my fault and I'd understand if you never wanted to see me again this is all my fault how could I have been so stupid how could I put my career before you. I spoke to Vince and I'm not going back. I don't think he believed me and gave me three months off but I promise you I'm never leaving you again I want to marry you and raise our daughter together as a family. So I need you to wake up so I can show you how much you mean to me, I love you, I love you so much" Randy cried as he held her hand.

"I love you too" Lita whispered as she slowly opened her eyes. She'd been listening ever since the nurse left she thought about waking sooner but she needed to hear what he had to say.

"Oh my god Li, baby you're awake" Randy said as he kissed her hand he couldn't believe this.

"Where's my baby" Lita asked as she tried to sit up.

"I'm just going to get the doctor " Randy said as he helped her sit up.

"Hi Miss Dumas you gave us quite a scare, your daughter is in the baby care and as soon as your feeling up to it you can see her, right now she's in a stable but critical condition and the next 48 hours are going to be the hardest. But we have the best doctors working on your daughter and there highly trained in premature births" the doctor said tying his best not to upset the new mom but feeling he had to tell her something.

"Can I see her now" Lita asked already knowing what he's going to say but she had to ask she wanted to see her daughter more than anything.

"No, not right now you've only just come around I'm going to come check on you in a couple of hours and see if you're up to it then" the doctor said as he left.

"Li it's going to be ok" Randy said as he saw the love of his life heartbroken.

"Randy I can't lose her she's all I have, I, I just can't please tell me she's going to be ok I can't lose her too" Lita cried as tears streamed down her face.

Randy didn't really know what to say so he just took her into his arms while she cried his heart broke at what was happening right now he'd never seen her in so much pain and he knew if their daughter didn't make it. It will destroy Lita and she'd never be the same again their daughter had to be ok she just had too.

"Randy I, I heard what you said you know, and I don't won't you to lose your dream of being a professional wrestler, I'd never want you to leave what you love" Lita said as he held her in his arms it felt like such a long time since he last held her and part of her never wanted to let him go, but part of her knew they had so much stuff to work out.

"My dream is you and I know it took a long time to see that but I'm never losing you again I can live without wrestling but I can't live without you and I know I hurt you by leaving but if you can find it in you to forgive me I promise you I'll never hurt you ever again" Randy as he held her.

"Randy I want to believe you trust me I do it's just you hurt me so bad how am I supposed to forgive you and trust you with my heart again. There's not just me to consider anymore what about our baby, how long will it be before you decide there's more to life than me and our family." Lita cried.

"I know I don't deserve you and I know it's going to be hard to forgive me but I promise you I'm never leaving again, I understand it's going to take some time for us to get back to the way we was but I'm not going to give up not now and not ten years from now. I'll never give up on you, on us because one day you will be Mrs Orton I've always known that even if I was an idiot and thought I could live without you, I know that I can't you're my everything and without you I'm nothing and know amount of world titles can void your place in my heart" Randy said as he wiped the tears from her eyes.

"You know I was so proud of you when you won both world titles, sure it hurt like hell you didn't think you could achieve that with me by your side, but I knew how hard you worked to get to that point" Lita said she didn't know why she told him that but she felt like she had to see that not everything was bad while he was away.

"You watched, I can't believe even after all the hurt I caused you" Randy asked shocked he couldn't believe it.

"Of cause I watched every week, yes I was hurt but I was still proud of you every day, I guess watching you made me somehow not miss you so much because I still got to see you do something you loved to do" Lita said sure it hurt but he and wrestling were a big part of her life and she couldn't lose everything.

"Well you haven't got to worry about me not being here anymore because I'm never leaving you again, I love you so much more than I ever thought I could the fact that your still proud of me after what I did, I don't disserve your love but I promise you I'm going to make you feel special and loved for the rest of our lives. So if you'll have me will you please do me the honor of becoming my wife because there's nothing in the world I want more right now " Randy asked hoping her answer will be yes because he didn't think he could take it if she said no but he knew he'd deserve it if she did say no after the hurt he caused her.

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