Chapter 10

After we finished our little moment of intimate romance, need I remind myself. in a public restaurant, we decided that it wasn't time to go home just yet. Went went to walk along the beach still seeing that glorious view of the boardwalk as Kevin carried on his back holding both our shoes in his hands. When we had left the restaurant Kevin introduced me to the co-owner. His friend was Nathan was a charming flirtatious guy four years older than me.

I was angry at Kevin for this. Most may be wondering why my anger is fixated upon my partner, reason being is that Nathan and Kevin are co-owners of Handle Home Restaurant which coincidentally is the name of the restaurant that we were patroning at. He never told me that he was a restaurateur of several food chains in the country. I ignored him on the walk all the way to the beach till he kissed me and but his leather jacket on my shoulders. Granted I had no reason to be angry with him for holding something as informative and trivial as that. I was holding more from him though...

Edd: Did it ever cross your mind that he was trying to kill you?

Kevin: No, he was dressed like a girl so I thought I was fighting a girl so I didn't punch him.

Edd: You don't seem to have a problem punching Sarah or Nazz in training or when your paths cross.

Kevin: Mind you Sarah acts like a guy so I treat her like one, plus I've come back with black eyes and bloody knuckles fighting her. Nazz on the other hand is like my sister so fighting her is a different story.

Edd: I see.

We kept talking and laughing as I stared at the dark blue ocean to our left. The waves were calming yet still lively at this time of night. The air around us was cooling and crisp dragging along the smells of the boardwalk and the ocean melding them together. I watched the waves crash at Kevin's feet going above his ankles and then retreating back to its home. I love the feeling of water but not the feeling of sand between my toes, I always feel like there's some left even after I cleaned every part of my feet thoroughly.

Edd: You ca set me down now Kevin.

He did as I asked and set me down on the sand. It felt like stepping o millions of micro sized rocks that gave off a pleasant feeling. I felt his arm rest around my waist as we continued to walk.

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After walking more towards the boardwalk we got tired and sat down on the sand. Of course I took his jacket and sat it down on the sand. He took his hat off and put his head in my lap so he could stare at me as we talked more.

Edd: Kevin, may I ask you something?

He smiled and nodded his head as his eyes were closed and his hat was resting on his chest along with his hands on his stomach. I don't want to ask him this but I do need to know and the things I talked about with Nazz a week ago is still wriggling on my mind.

Edd: Do you really love me?

His eyes shot ope when he heard that. He sat up ad adjusted himself sitting in front of me with a displeased look etched on to his face.

Kevin: Hell yes! I fell in love with the clean-freak, quirky, smart, surgeon Dr. Eddward Vincent. There's no doubt in my mind who my heart belongs to.

He was angry by my question, I could see it written all over his face.

Kevin: What even brought this on?

Edd: I asked because, I'm not sure about my feelings for you.

I really wasn't. The whole point of this relationship was to let him have what he wanted and to get him to take his dirty germ covered shoes off of my clean counter. That's all that this was; me trying to get my co-workers shoes of a place were people eat.

Kevin: How are you not sure?

Edd: Just exactly that. I know that this relationship was an ultimatum.

Kevin: Yea, but it was something that I did to be with the guy I want.

He looked away closing his eyes and clenching his fists.

Edd: Kevin, I ask because I don't want you to get hurt.

Kevin: There are several ways people could hurt me and it never did. But the only way you could hurt me is unless you told me to leave your life forever and to never speak to you again.

I don't understand this. How can he hold a person like me at such a high standard? Above all the beautiful women or other attractive handsome men, in this case, why me? Why did he choose me?

Edd: What if I didn't love you? I left you for another man or a women, what would you do then because all I want from you is to be friends?

Kevin: Then I'll wait. I'll still be friends with you, want to hang out with you and talk to you everyday. I'll wait for you till I die just to be with you.

He turned to me with narrowed eyes filled with fire with tears brimming in the corners. He was serious about all the words that he was saying to me, everything.

Kevin: If you didn't love me, then that's fine because I'll still love you anyways.

He would really do this for me? All of this?

Kevin: If you honestly didn't feel for me then telling me you loved me was for my pleasure and you would've done experiments on me that thrown me to the curb.

I wouldn't be that cruel with him but he was right. I said those three words for him and him alone but it was also because it was apart of the deal to act like a couple for a whole year. I was fascinated at the thought of experimenting on him, specifically his eyes, but how could I? I didn't want to destroy something that beautiful and leave him scared for life.

Edd: I just know if the feelings I have for you is actually love, I've ever felt this way before, about anybody.

It's true. I can love my friends, family and co-workers all in one, but feeling the bliss of having that one person that you think about day and night who you want to spend so much time with; I know nothing of that feeling what so ever.

Kevin: Answer me this; would you let anybody kiss you like I do?

I felt my heart skip and my mind play a vision of several people of both genders, ages, everything kissing me like Kevin does everyday. I immediately responded to that question without having to think about it.

Edd: No...

Kevin: Would you let the hold you the way I do?

Edd: No.

Kevin: Would you let them touch you like I do? Would you let them do to you what I did to you at the restaurant?

Edd: No. NO!

Kevin: Would you tell them you loved them?

Edd: NO!

I yelled at him out of anger, frustration and mixed emotions. I felt my blood boil and my fist clenching truing my knuckles white. How could he ask me something like this?! I would Never let anybody do that to me! Male or Female! I would kill them slowly during a medical procedure if they ever did something like that to me...damn. He made me answer my question with questions. He lifted my chin to make me look at him. My eyes widened at the sight of him crying. As if it were a chain reaction I started to cry as well. He caressed my cheeks bringing me closer to his body.

Kevin: For a genius, your intellect on emotions are sub par. That's love that you feel Edd.

He smirked and chuckled as he pulled my entire body into his lap. My body was shaking in his strong secure arms. This new revelation struck me hard, taking me more by surprise. So this entire time that I've been thinking about him, even masturbating for the first time in a hospital bed after seeing him walk back out the door, was love. He gave me his heart in the little things that he did for me since the beginning. At this point I had nothing to say, no words at all, all I could so was cry in his arms. I cried loudly feeling my body curl in his lap. He cradled me like a baby, holding me and pulling me closer. He whispered in my ear telling me "Everything's fine" and " I'm here for you Edd".

Kevin: Let it all out Edd, let it all out.

He kept whispering i my ear the same words over ad over again to calm me down. They did but I still continued to cry out like a child. We sat at the beach like this for two hours with the distant sounds of people and rides from the boardwalk, the crashing tides from the ocean and the scenic traffic not too far from us. still can't believe it, I can say for the first time i my life that I've fallen in love with somebody.

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Hey people, how'd you like this chapter? I'm sorry if it's not as log as the others but my computer was malfunctioning and I had to get it fixed and I had to rewrite several chapters too. I was fun because I remembered everything so it's all good. I'm also sorry that there's no sex in this chapter or just foreplay, there will be ad there will be cockblockers too, can anybody guess who? Ad just to let you know, there will be an epic battle and sex scene coming, Double Dee has a lot in store for him. I wonder if her can handle it all...

Keep Reading Assassins Love Story, your sure to fall for assassins yourself.