TWD CARL AND SOPHIA CHAPTER 35 WOODBURY

Cristian's pov " Woodbury Cristian asked do u know where this place is, the woman responded yea its pretty well secured but we can sneak in through the sewers, I answered how armed are their, the woman replied pretty armed to the teeth we don't need to kill every single 1 of them that lives their just get ur friends and maybe kill their leader. Afterwards Rick asked , give us a minute plz , Daryl/ Oscar/ Cristian come over here in private, we went to the next room, so the woman couldn't hear us, I asked Rick so what do u want to do, Rick replied I don't know they have, Glenn and Maggie, I replied yea and we can't just leave them plus, we can take some of their stuff, were running low as it is this could be, a good change to get some more, meds, and were running low on food, we have plenty of guns and ammo but we could use more, Daryl replied, Cris right we could use more supplies, just take what we can and get the fuck out of their, were running low on food, their wasn't that much when we found it, looks like if they have a town with this many people surely, they have this many food, Rick then turned to Oscar and said, what about u Oscar what do u think, Oscar replied, well still new 2 the group, I don't think my opinion matters that much,Daryl responded , come on man ur 1 of us now ur opinion does matter, Rick then said so whats it gonna be i'll go, we then went to talk to michone and started getting ready, we got about 8 smoke bombs, I and some heavy guns with a ton of ammo, I got and ak 47 with a ton of rounds and amo, a knife in my pocket, and hand gun in my other pocket, wich had plenty of ammo too, and a sniper rifle on my back just in case I need it, it has good accuracy too. Daryl had, a machine gun with a ton of ammo and round also, and he's crossbow in he's back, and a handgun, on he's pocket also, now Oscar had a sniper rifle,with a lot of ammo, and a shit stack of rounds, and he had a shotgun in he's back also, now last but least Rick, Rick had an m16, and he had an assault rifle on he's back, after that we said goodbye to everyone just in case we don't come back and made our way 2 woodbury, cause after all the living are more dangerous then the dead.

Carl's pov I was at the guard tower keeping watch and I had my pistol with me getting ready for any son of a bitch or walker that tries to attack us, Cristan, dad and the other's left about 15 minutes ago it's quite now thats when my mind started to wonder, .. boom is all I though the sound that a gun makes when u pull the trigger, when u fire the bullet, espically when that someone is ur own mother, I shot her I thought, I killed her when she was still alive, but that was the right thing to do wasn't it, no I killed her she's dead, I mudered my own mother, I was having a battle with my self, weather it was the right thing to do or not, fighting my inner self which 1 was gonna win, the guilt rolled inside of me that says I murdered my mother, or the other side that say's I gave her mercy, urghh I couldn't take it anymore, I took out a sniper rifle and started shooting down walker, I started low like 5, then, 7, and 12, followed by, 14,17 suddenly some said, ur wasting bullets, I turned around and saw Sophia just trying to keep my mind off stuff u know, Sophia came up to me and said, u want to talk about it what, I answered harshly, no I fine, just don't worry about me, u should be worrying about keeping this place safe making sure we don't get attacked until the other's return if they do or keeping the walkers away from the fence, if they don't someone else has to be in charge. Sophia replied they'll return don't worry , I said softly u don't know that, she then continued and said, sometimes its good to talk about it Carl u wanna talk about it, I replied really pissed and in an angry voice, " no im ok I said stop worrying about me im damn it, everyone's acting like I've lost so much I can deal with it people always die now its no big deal, I shot hher aright and im glad cause she always told me what to do and her and dad always kept fighting in the old world, im glad I killed her, now im going to sleep and don't talk to me about this ever again alright, Sophia said, yes Carl sloly, I could see tears in the edge of her eyes but she was trying to hold them back, I then stormed off into my cell, layed down and soon fell asleep.

Sophia's pov : oh my gosh I can't believe Carl just said that, that's the most coldest, and cruelest, thing i've evr heard, espically from him i've never seen him say anything near this, he said he hated he's mom but I know deep down he doesn't I mean heck im worried about mine aswell but I have a feeling that she's still alive somewhere. but Carl this isn't like him after Carl left I fell to the floor and started tearing up on how much he had changed, he never was like this how can this change someone so much, he now know how cruel the world is now, but still he's not himself, I love him so much but still he's changed he'll hate me for it but we need to talk, I know their's still at least some part of him left. But later when he feels better he's tired right now and frankly it might be cause he hasn't been sleeping well, I know he screamed at me but I don't care, I care about him, I told Lori, I would make sure Carl doesn't change and I won't, `I went to take care of judither for about an hour rocking it and giving it milk when it fell asleep I heard a load scream, and judith woke up I looked to see who it was I yelled out if beth could take care of judith and she replied sure thing, I went to Carl's cell and he was shaking Herhsal, and Axel was their too, Hershel asked are u okay, Carl he responded im fine just had a nightimare, I told them can u two please get out, I want to talk to him in private. sure thing Hershal replied, and Axel said no problem lady, with a weird perverted smile, Carl looked pissed thinking that Axel has a thing for me, after they were gone, I told Carl what a creep, Carl responded u said it, I then said to Carl, u must have had quite a dream for u to scream like that, I've never seen u do that before. Carl answered I don't know whats going on with me im just going through something its hard to explain, and Sophia, yes I responded im sorry about outside earlier I just was so mad I pushed u aside made it all about me not about anything else I was treating u bad and for that, I responded, its okay, hugging him and kissed him in the cheeks, I just want u back ur own self no body else just be ur self, Carl responded sure thing " oh and Sophia, Carl said, what is it I asked, ur right i'll like to talk about whats going on with me, I think thats the only way u always make me feel better and im sorry, I kissed him and said, yea, now what is it u haven't been ur self lately, is it cause of Lori.

Cristian's pov we were right outside of Woodbury, it was night time, the lady who's name is Michonne sai that we'll go right through the sewer straight into, the town, we all agreed, but Oscar then said, wait u guys go ahead i'll stay here and cover u guys when u guys get out, i'll take as many of them out as I can so u cuys can get back to the prison its our best shot, and I can see almost all of them from here, are u sure man, Daryl said "scar said, im sure its our best shot, of u guys getting out alive bestides, im 1 tough shot don't worry i'll be fine they won't take me out so easy, they'll need an army to do so, I replied they kinda, do, Oscar replied, it'll take more now u guys go as soon as I see u guys fire i'll start taking them down, I replied u crazy son, of a bitch, Oscar commented just go I got ur back, we went to the sewers taking down a few walker's but not that much till we went up into the town, in a grassy area behind a house,, this way the lady said and we follwed her, we looked went inside this room but couldn't find them, Rick told michonne u told us they were here, Michone answered " im doing the best I can. this man showed up, and we knocked him out we then heard shooting outside, we faked to be some woodbury guards and went in to the house that the shots were coming from. we went to the house on the way their, I saw how much people they had dang a lot, it was more like a street though, it was like how the world used to be before, peaceful full of people, anyway we went inside we heard people talking about killing people I don't know how much thought, thats when Daryl threw a smoke grenade and we couldn't see that's when we noticed Maggie and Glenn, we grabbed them and headed out side, I started firing at people I shot 12, guys and 4 on the streets and the other's did too, we went in to this building and Glenn said it was Merle that captured them and that he was working for this Governor guy. that he was he's leutinent or something, we then headed outside and started firing again, and Oscar then started shooting taking all the guards out by the gate abd 4 near us. We started shooting at guards destroying the windows in the building throwing grenade bons, destroying stuff and making a war zone, 2 guys were shooting at me, I took cover behind a building and when 1 of them was reloading, I shot the 2 of them, someone was shooting at Rick, but I hook him out, I think we killed some residents too cause they looked afraid and we shot them they, from a distance, some of them were crying, Rick then screamed to follow him, we took cover near a building, Daryl, said that we get out of here and that he'll cover us, that he will catch up to us later. I then asked where's microphone, Rick answered" fuck she was right behind us, where the fuck is she, Daryl, answered, we don't have time for this u guys just go i'll cover u guys from here' Maggie replied, aren't leaving anybody behind, Daryl, replied no time to complain just go. , I started shooting, at anyone, I saw even the resident's I took about 7 down, I then took cover in a building, thats when, I noticed they had a bunch of supplies. they had, a bunch of meds and medical supplies along with some gun and ammo, I took as much as I could and put it in my book back, I then started firing, and I then saw Oscar got, shot and then Rick shot the guy that shot Oscar, and went to he's body for some strange reason , we got in the bus, and I yelled for, Daryl to come on, he yelled back " just go, we jumped over the gate and into the woods. Thats when Michonne showed up, Rick yelled, " the fuck where u, Michonne replied " I was gonna kill their leaders I have a grudge against him that's all, I replied u killed him, Michonne responded no but he's really injured now, Rick then said, they have Daryl did u see him and Oscars dead. Michonne answered " look whether u want me to help u guys get out of here, or help to rescue Daryl u need me, We decided to leave her in the Car with Glenn. We went back to rescue Daryl, but the governor had him and Merle fight to the death, if Merle killed him then he would stay in woodbury, as they were fighting, we started to fire took down many people like 5, and got Daryl and Merle and got the fuck out of woodbury and into the woods to the car.

Sophia's pov " So whats wrong Carl, he answered, " im just not feeling good, its guilt I killed her and she was still breathing, first Dale now this, its my fault that Dale died and now my mom died because of me, she was still breathing alive and I ended it, I replied u did what u had to, u gave her mercy so she wouldn't turn into 1 of those monsters, I said, yea but I was mean to her, I wish I could have been nicer. I answers " we all wish we could have done something different my self including, im sorry what ur going through but she'll want u to get over it to be happy, Carl answered how could I ever be happy in a world like this the only good thing about it, is that I have u here with me and I have something u fight for to live for, I then said to him ur mom would be happy she died peacefully, she died without getting torn apart or died painfully, she died peace fully. Carl replied how could she be happy, she left, her baby behind, in a world like this, and her stomach was ripped open and we took the baby right out of her, she did die in pain, I then said, yes ur right she kinda did but she was strong and went through it, and u made it so she wouldn't feel anymore pain then she had too. Carl answered softly " huff maybe ur right at least she didn't die by walkers or get torn apart, and I ended it quick and easy, I replied good u have to move on, I kissed him, he then kissed back and soon we started making out.

Carl's pov Me and Sophia were making out, she's right I have to get over it, I have to keep telling my self that it isn't my fault, but I can't stop thinking that it is, I killed her, but I had too before she turned, I was now making out with, Sophia gosh she is so hot. Suddenly, I hear gunshots and screams coming from the tombs , I get my silener and pistol and im about to check it out stay here, I told her, she says " were not suppose to go in their, I smile and say " don't worry , i'll be fine and kiss her in the lips before heading out to the tombs, Sophia follows me to open the tomb door, Hershel blocks the entrance with he's thing he uses to help him walk, and he says to me " I can't let u go down their, I responded, its what my father would do, and my mother would want me to protect u guys, Herhsel then let me go, Beth gave her dad a look, that said why did he let me go. I entered the tombs I took out my silencer, their weren't that many walkers down their, I took down a couple of walkers like 4, when I was opening the door to the laundry room, this is where she died, I thought to my self, then I said to my self, I can't think of her in here, I open the door, and saw walker's attacking this group of people, I shot down all the walkers with the help of this big black guy, and black woman, we exited the tombs, and told them that i'll take care of the woman that was bitten I was gonna shoot her but then the big guy told me that they take care of their own. I then locked the gate to that cell, so they couldn't get in just in case they were dangerous, the lady started screaming at me to open the door, that they weren't prisoner's but the big guy calmed her down saying that it was safe where they were, Beth then asked me shouldn't we help them I replied I already did.