Twd Carl and Sophia chapter 39 , heartbroken.

Sophia pov " I panicked, Cristian and Carl were both laying in the ground, they were both out cold, and badly injured , Carl managed to beat Cristian, but a few seconds later, he passed out on the ground. They were fighing eatch other brutely, Cristian got a black eye in the process, but Carl got a broken arm, by getting hit by the pipe Cristian swung at him, Car'ls face was all sweaty and red, he was really choked and he had brusies on he's face and cuts, and blood on he's face too. Oh its all my fault, like everything always is , if me and Cristian never had a relationship then me and Carl wouldn't have gotten in a fight, just what was I thinking but it wasn't really cheating was it I though he was a goner but he survuved thankfuly, its not right, of course it is im a cheater, now he'll hate me forever.

Just then, Rick and Michonne spotted me, Carl snd Cristian Rick saw me crying on the ground and said ' what the fuck happened were u guys attacked, what happened , I answeres " I couldn't do anything. they started fighing brutily, I tried to get them to stop but they wouldn't listen to me, and they managed to knock each other out, Rick replied " its ok its not ur fault this two boys are pretty insane, I should have stayed behind , Rick then put some chains on Cristian, and check the two boys and said their gonna be out for quite a while they shouldn't wake up on the ride home and try to kill each other in the car.

Back at the prison

We arrived back at the prison it was actually really quite with Cristian and Carl , out cold, Hershel said that they were in a coma and that that their's no telling when they might wake up from it, might be days months , till they wake up, Beth then asked " are they gonna be okay, Hershel replied " the only thing we can do is hope they survive this, if they don't wake up, they can stay like this forever and even might die, comas sometimes happen from stress even, these two have been in a lot of stress lately, sometimes maybe feeling too much emotion. My heart sank its all my fault, I stressed Carl out , its becouse of me he's in a coma, he was fighting for me, or he was just taking he's anger out ti'll he couldn't fight anymore, either way its becouse of me, I stressed him out by telling him that and now he might die, with out him forgiving me, both him and Cristian both, I was heart broken, I felt like I could kill my self, my heart shatterd into a million pieces.

3 weeks later..

Carl's pov .. I woke up I've been out for a long time, but I don't give a fuck not anymore , I don't have nothing left, dad handcuffed me and Cristian to our own beds, Sophia tried to talk to me earlier but I just ignored her and she just continues weeping, expecting me to feel bad for her, but what she did was far far, more worse , I want to talk to her I do,but I just can't forgive her for what she did, I just don't know if im feeling anger or hate I really don't know, what I do know im feeling is, like someone I care about really deeply has died, and know I just wanna die. I had bruses all over my face,my arm was broken, I had cuts on my face too , and was bleeding a lot, my face was red as a tomato, I was out for about 3 weeks, today I tried to kill my self , I was cutting my wrist and Sophia caught, me she was crying about how sorry she was and to not do it, I don't know what it was but I stoped.

Sophia's pov Carl and Cristian have been in a coma for quite a while I really thought they were a goner, espically Carl I thought he was gonna die, just as I was losing hope maybe this means somethig, maybe the worlds telling me I still have a chance, and that I have to try to get him back doesn't matter what I did I at least have to try. I went over to Carl's cell well my old cell since im sharing a cell with Madison, I went to Carl's cell and gave him some food but he ignored me so I just layed the food next to him on a desk, and cried quitely , later today I caught Carl try to kill himself, he literally tried to kill himself, he was cutting he's wrist opening he's vains so he can bleed to death, I cried and told him not to do it that him being alive makes me want to keep living and I would like him to hate me and alive then liking me and dead. I just don't want him to die, then a thought came to my mid , i'll give him something but it has to be special something that'll have to make him forgive me and love me again .

I thought and thought on what to give him, but couldn't figure out anything ti'll I decided to go to Beth for help I went to her cell she was alone, reading I went in and said " hey Beth I need help can u help me with something , Beth replied sure Sophia what is it I ,replied its Carl I really want him to forgive me more then anything then I thought I should give him something special , do u think thats the right thing to do, Beth then answered " totaly, but not right now let him figure him self out he will eventually, I then replied " but what do u think I should give him , Beth replied " it has to be from the heart, or u can give him something from the heart and something he will love like ask people what he likes, but not now. I replied " ur right Beth I just feel guilty and Beth replied don't worry Sophia its not ur fault, things just happen, its just the way they are , and he'll come back to u don't worry, he really likes u and nothing can break u two apart, thanks I replied smiling and walked out going along my day. I was outside keeping watch holding my rifle , I started parcticing how to shoot a rifle a couple weeks after the herd came to the house I started takind down some walkers from the fence taking my anger out on them , all the emotion and pain I had felt, for Carl leaving me theirs barely any walkers around the prison only a few but I took out the walkers that were near the fence.

After I stayed watch for about 2 hours, Glenn came up and said i'll keep watch, I replied " sure and then said Glenn did Amy say anything to u about me and Cristian Glenn replied yea why, Cristian asked me the same thing but I didn't tell nobody, I replied " yesterday u were drunk do u think u could have on accident. Glenn replied " no I don't think so look Sophia if I did I am sorry I didn't mean too, I screamed " u had no right, now Carl hates me becouse of u, how about I tell maggie some about u , Glenn replied ' like what, I just ignored he's question climbed down from the guard tower, while Glenn was yelling at me calling my name, and appoligizing and then headed back to the prison.

Rick has been really not himself lately, he's been acting well kinda weird, last time I saw him he was talking to himself, and another time ,it looked like he was making out with a tree,ever since he kicked out Tyreese's grouse he's been really crazy lately. All I see him do now though is kill walers everyday he goes out of the prison and starts killing walkers, like mad crazy, when I ever see Rick he has that cold look on he's face, like Carl does now, ever since he killed he's mim but he doesn't have that cold blooded look as Rick does, I kinda feel bad for him lossing ur wife or even someone u care about must be devastating.

The next day

Carl's pov

Me and Cristian were let out of our handcuffs we haven't really been talking to each other lately, just ignoring each other, Sophia has been trying to talk to be but, I have no feelings for her anymore, after what she did, what she did was unforgetteble it'll hunt me forever like how could she I just to get over her try to at 's been crazy but I think it's mostly becouse we lost mom, but at least Judith is still alive, Sophia and Beth have been taking care of it, I hate Sophia now,but the babay can't live with out her help and Beth's, I don't know about Michonne, she seems a little but weird but I don't know if we can trust he she's a bit odd and we should keep an eye on her.

I told this to dad but he says " we'll we both have the same problem and the same enemy so for now we should help each other out , I thought in my head , " help each other out my ass, there's no way we can trust this chick, later today in the after noon Sophia came to talk to me she tied, and tried, to talk to me over and over again ti'll I finally give in and spoke to her which seems like I haven't said 1 word to her in a long long time . I opened my mouth and said " urghh what do u want, do u not under stand I don't want to talk to u , Sophia replied " yea just let me say this one thing , I replied " fine u got my attention just make ur point and go on ur way, Sophia then said " look Carl I know I messed up and I know its all my fault, mostly everything I do is my fault, I keep messing up so many times, and keep fucking everything I do every singe time, and I am , so so sorry for all the pain i've cause u I am, and u don't think I am in pain too, u don't think I feel guilty for it, my eyes widen as soon, as Sophia started crying tears falling down her eyes, I opened my mouth to try to talk, but Sophia shut me down, and said while screaming " no Carl listen your going to listen to me, at least hear my side of the story, she continued and said " I am so sorry for all the pain i've cost u I didn't mean for any of this to happen , and if I could I would take it all back, rewind time so that never happened, I was worried sick about u, Cristian tried to confort me , and Its all he's fault I blame him, I thanked him for brining u back but I didn't entend to have any sexual relationship with him, so Carl im begging u please at least try to under stand where im comming from, for fucking sake, Sophia screamed yelled " my mom might be dead she may be dead alive, a walker, her whole body might be completly eaten, she might be really messed up, and I don't even know Carl so give me a fucking break Sophia yelled at me , she then opened her mouth and said " well what ever u have to say I cna take it no matter how cruel it is, she took out her knife and stabbed her self in the legs, showing me she could take the pain, she could take anything this cruel world throws at her , she was telling me she's ready for anything I say to her thats offense, but I can't she's feeling do much pain, I opened my my mouth, when I heard a gunshot I looked and saw a dead Axel with a gunshot hole in he's head I looked around and saw the governor and he's group outside the prison.

Author's note " how did u guys like this chaper expect some action next chaper and Carl and Sophia resolve their issue, will they or will they move on.