Twd Carl and Sophia chapter 50 hallucinations
A/N yea were finally at chapter 50, btw I may not upload a lot of chapter this week cause i'll be trying to fix the errors in my other chapters cause i've been getting complaints from people, and thank to nthe people who appriciate my job and don't say that this story suck, cause i've got other things to do then just sit here and write all day. But i'll still try to update as much chapter as I can and thank you again to everyone that understand how hard this is to write when everyone keeps bitching in my face about how bad this story.
Carl's pov " it was night time I was in bed with Sophia we were talking , " you did good, I told her Sophia replied " thanks but I was so scared you weren,gonna make it, I replied I did somehow, " Carl, Sophia said , I replied yea, she answered " what happened at the store, when we were fighing the walkers why did you suddenly freak out and start sweating and shaking. I looked down for a couple of seconds ti'll I finally spoke and said " when we were at the store, and were shooting down walkers I spotted this strange walker with blood coming down its eyes like it was crying but instead it was blood. I shot multiple shots but missed, it took me a couple of shots to finally take it down which was strange usually i'll get the walker the 2nd time.
Then after I killed the walker that had blood coming down its eyes.. I looked down and started getting shaky. " What Sophia asked me? , I tried to speak but nothing came out, I tried to speak again as hard as I could it eventually came out, but my voice started to crack, I..I.
I then started to cry tears started rolling down my eyes , Sophia watched me as tears started to roll down my eyes. She layed a hand on my cheek and smiled then hugged me. I cried onto her , she then looked me in the eye and lightly pushed my head up and said " Carl you don't have to be afraid, im here for you, your pain is my pain, your problems are my problems, now come on tell me whats wrong?. Sophia held my hands and I put my head against hers and I told her " I.. I saw a walker that looked just like, I squized Sophia's hand harder, and more tears started to come from my eyes, Sophia saw this cause she said what? , and I continued and said " the walker looked just like.. like mom. My voice cracked and I started to shake and I said " the walker looked just like mom, her face hair everything, I couldn,t put her down not again, but I put her down.
My body was all shaken, and I was sweating, I was scared , I then told Sophia that images of my mom started coming to my head, I thought that was really her but I killed her right so she wouln,t come back. I killed her , I looked at her wiping tears from my eyes then looked down at the floor and said " I can't stop thinking how mean I was to her , she kept trying to help me but I pushed her away everytime. I made the wrong desision , if only I listened to her more , if only.. I I, I didn,t fight with her, I just wanted attention I was selfish, its all my fault, she died knowing I was mean to her. Sophia then hugged me, and I held on to her not wanting to let go, I wanted to stay like this forever, Sophia then let go and said " Carl im sorry I truly am, but don't blame this on yourself, I told you before she loved you, she even said it before she died, im sorry that happened to you, I replied " yea it just keeps haunting me, the only people that are left that are still alive, are dad and judith and they might die soon, and then i'll have no family left, their the only family I have left.
"Sophia squiezed my hand and wiped the tears from my eyes, and said " no Carl baby your wrong your not alone, you have me, im not leaving you, and mom said your family too". So you still have people that care about you, your not alone, I cared for Lori too, she was a good person, she loved you and cared for you, and now the best thing you can do is do as she said and follow her last words and don't let this world change you, and beat this world, we both will. When Sophia mentioned mom's last words, I snapped and let all of my emotions go, " what how can you say that , she's dead cause of me, I never listened to her , its all my fault, now i'll never see her again, this world is dead, almost everybody we knew before is dead. I wish I could take it all back, " tears flew through my eyes , I was filled with guilt" , I kept telling Sophia how guilty I was and that I killed her when, Sophia just kissed me in the lips and I kissed back, she then stopped kissing me and said " Carl its okay, you still have people who love you, you can start over, just for me please relax and don't hurt yourself, I love you, I can't even say how much.
"Remember after my mom was lost in the tomb , I didn't even knowif she was alive or dead and I tried to act tough like I didn't really care, but the truth is I was scared, when we fought the day you found out I cheated, I wanted my mom their with me, and I though you hated me, I was acting like I didn't care for you, I was trying to be tough for, you and if she died I would need to be strong again.
"I just stared at her , she was doing all of this for me, I said to Sophia " thanks your right Sophia im not alone I need to get over it, im just scared, and I feel guilty, Sophia kissed me again and then, layed me back on the bed and held my hands and said " if it helps you can hold me and go to sleep with me in your arms". I stared at her and said " uhh I don't know is that all right with you, Sophia smiled and said " Carl your my boyfriend , you don't need to be nervous when I ask you stuff like this , like I always stare at you at how hot you are", I replied " you do," Sophia smiled " of course its impossible to resist you, I then grabbed Sophia by the arms , and leaned to kiss her, ti'll we were mouth to mouth. I started kissing her with passion, letting all the pain I had go, I loved Sophia, she then went down with me, and we started making out in the bed.
Soon afterwards Sophia got ontop of me, and started kissing me and I started to feel her body, we did this for about 15 minutes touching each other and feeling each other's lips ti'll Sophia stopped and got of me and said " we'll continue later , your tired try to get some sleep, I looked at her and said all right, i'll try. Sophia layed down next to , and I wrapped my arms around her and drifted to sleep hoping I would sleep well.
The next thing I knew I was in the farm, I looked to find where Sophia was but couldn,t find her, " strange I thought to myself". Then an image came to my head of Shane with my mom, I walked inside Hershal's house and found everyone their, I found Shane holding hands with my mom, and I told Shane" Shane the hell are you doing with my mom" mom replied " what are you talking about, Carl, Shane is your dead, I replied , since when, mom answered we'll ever since you were born say Carl are you all right, I answered "yea im fine why". Mom replied " your not acting like yourself, why don't you get some rest. I left and went to find Sophia making out with Cristian , "what the fuck I yelled , what are you doing with my girlfriend, Sophia got and said " what excuse me Carl, Cristian is my boyfriend no offence your not my type, then I heard a baby cry, Sophia said " i'll get peter , I replied "who's peter , Sophia replied our baby, as soon as she said that I passed out.
I then found my self, in a grassy area, it was night, I heard a shot but I couldn,t control my body. I didn,t want to have to witness that again, when my body stopped I looked up and saw dad stabb Shane right in the heart, he was yelling " this was you not me, not me". Dad noticed I was watching him, and started coming right up to me, when my body started moving on its own, I saw a walker shane come back and my body just pulled the trigger and put Shane out of he's missery then my gun turned to dad and shot him in the head also.
Ahhhh , I screamed and started shaking , I looked around and saw I was still in the prison it was night time. I turned around and saw Sophia waking up, she looked at me and said " whats wrong " I replied , nothing just had a bad dream, Sophia replied about what I replied " I kileld Shane and dad, 1st shane when he tried to kill dad and then dad for killing shane. My body just moved I couldn,t control it, Sophia kissed me and said " baby its just a dream try to remember that" Sophia then kissed me in the lips then said try to sleep better now remember im here with you, she held my arms then shortly after fell asleep.
I found myself in a hospital, their were dead walkers all around, suddnely I heard a scream, I followed the noise to this door, their was a desk in front of it I pushed the desk opened it and I couldn,t believe my eyes tears started to roll down, it was dad he was being eaten alive by walkers, he turned to me and whispered " why Carl you failed mom now me why, why do you let us die now Sophia is gonna die too, noo I screamed.
Thats when I woke up again, I woke Sophia up and she told me she was gonna get something to help me calm down, I was waiting for her when I spotted something , it was a woman in a white dressm thats when I relized it was mom, I got up and talked to it " I said is that really you, mom im sorry for everything I trulty am. She just stood their , I tried again and said mom' I am so sorry for hurting just please come back we all miss you, me mom, Sophia we all do, tears started to fall from my eyes, come on mom come back dad will be so happy please, im sorry for all I did, I then went up to her and started hugging mom and didn,t want to let go I missed her.
Thats when I heard a voice and someone said " Carl what are you doing, It was Sophia I told her " look its mom, she's back, im trying to convince her to come back, you said it wasnt my fault but she won't speak to me. I turned to mom and said " mom I am so so sorry now please come back, I turned back to Sophia and said " see, but she came back , she wants to stay, Sophia gave me a weird look and said " Carl your not feeling we'll go to sleep, I replied no not unti'll she 's happy , Sophai then held my hand and said come on Carl" your imagining things, she's not weird " I snapped and started yelling at her" what I thought you were suppose to have my back, what you think im crazy, why don't you believe I thought you loved me, you know what, your just jelouse that im happy thats what, I then pulled a gun on her and said " you know what how about I kill someone you care about then you would know how I feel to lose someone you truly care about.
Sophia said to me" Carl just calm down alright, im not accusing you of anything, your just stress. Look Carl I love you just .. just please put the gun down and we'll talk about it, I aimed my gun at Sophia and said " what so you can shoot me with it no you cheater, ". you never loved me", Sophia then started crying tears coming out of her eyes and said " just me the gun Carl please, just relax think about what your doing, don't do something your gonna regret. Please just give me the gun and we'll talk about it, I love you, you know that know please", Sophia started to reach for the gun when I pushed her to the floor and started shooting my pistol , Sophia screamed and I started shooting in anger at the wall with out stopping I kept going ti'll someone smaked the pistol out of my hands, I turned away and saw it was dad, everyone else started coming behind him to see what was going on.
Dad screamed " what the hell is going on " I yelled back none of your bussiness all right" , Carol went up to Sophia and helped her up and said " Sophia are you all right, " yessmom Sophia replied . Dad then asked me " Carrl why were you shooting a gun inside the prison at a wall, I mean we need to save the bullets for the governor, I didn't reply just looked at mom, dad then asked Sophia what happened " Sophia replied " Carl was having nightmares so I decided to get him something to drink I didn't get to though cause, I stopped to check a noise I heard and I saw Carl talking to himself, then he went mad and started shooting the .. the gun at the wall.
Dad turned to me and said " Carl is this true" I ignored dads question and instead said , " im sorry" , then I walked up to mom and fell on my knees and yelled im sorry fuck, she's dead now dad and now won't come back you failed her you failed all of us, you weren,t their and now she's dead mom's gone becouse of you. Dad said " Carl I know what your going through but just calm down, " I said to dad, no she wants to be with us, she misses us, dad then said " Carl calm down, your just under a lot of pressure, Carol then said " Sophia why don't you sleep with mommy for the night, Sophia replied okay and then everyone left, and dad had to talk some sense into me.
I was sleeping alone, I definitely was gonna have nightmares, without Sophia here, I tried to stay awake but I couldn,t I started to fall asleep. I was out side the prison gunshots were being fired, I looked at the attackers and it was woodbury, they were attacking the prison and they had some pretty heavy fire.1st they started shooting and Hearshel got shot and died, then they broke through the fences, 1 of their men had a rocket launcher and destroyed the guard towers. The governor and he's army started throwing grenades destroying the fences, and the Governor then shot Glenn in the head then Maggie, bullets were being shot all over the prison, it didn't stop they threw a grenade blowing up the car but,Omid and Christa were right next to it when it happened and they died. They then fired another rocket launcher destroying the main prisonn doors, 2 woodbury soldiers then started shooting and shot Madison and Beth killing them, then the governor stabbed Merle in the stomach killing him, Daryl went crazy and started shooting at the governor, but the governor was quicker and threw a knife to Daryl's stomach badly killing him then got Madison sword and cut Daryl open.
The attack still continued we lost more people, Michonne, Adam, Steven, Carol, then I saw the governor's men burst inside the prison, shooting everywhere and throwing grenades, and burning it to ashes' they killed dad, by shooting him in the heart and everywhere else, Cristian they used a grenade and then shot him, they kidnapped Sophia and cut her head off, which I wanted to kill that son of a bitch and me , the governor , got a rope and starngled me to death.
Suddenly I woke up, screaming I looked around to see it was only a dream, I took a deep breath when, dad and the others said" if I was okay I responded just nightmared, Beth gave me something to drink and I thanked her for it. it was almost daylight, when I suddenly started getting dizzy and images of mom and Sophia dead came to my mind, when suddenly I passed out on the floor.
A/N " sorry if this chapter kinda sucks but I was in a hurry and im kinda sick, btw what did u guys think of twd season 4 finale.
I hope Beth is ok arhh.. the struggle