Twd Carl and Sophia chapter 53 Attack

Carl's pov " I looked up and it was Daryl, Cristian ,Beth and Sophia , next thing I know is Sophia ran up to me and hugged , me she had tears in her eyes, I then said to her " i'm sorry for making you worry , Sophia then separated from me , kissed me in the lips and said " i'm just glad your still alive .

After hugging me Sophia , noticed Elizabeth with me , "who is this , Sophia said " , I replied " oh uhh guys this is , Elizabeth , I found her all alone , trying to survive, she's 1 tough shot , i'll tell ya. Sophia then went up to Elizabeth and said " thank you for bring him back , Elizabeth said " no problem , your lucky you know to be in a relationship with someone in a world like this, before Sophia could say anything , Cristian interrupted and said " all right , Carl so whats the deal what are you doing with this chick, I replied " I came across her while traveling , and I asked her if she would like to join us, I then turned to her and said " we've got a camp a couple of miles from here , it's a prison it can keep the biters out. Elizabeth laughed and said " biters is that what you guys call , them , I've heard all sorts of name for them geeks , lurkers , walkers , monsters , the uglyes .

But biters , now that's funny , Cristian then said " yea what do you name them , Elizabeth replied " I call them dead pricks, .. anyway i'll check this prison out 1st and i'll see if i'll stay. I looked at her and said " all right then , Cristian then said " hold up , we don't even know this girl, Sophia then said " Cristian , Carl trusts her so I trust her " , Cristian then said " all right , but I don't I've got my eye on you.

Sophia's pov "

I like this Elizabeth girl so far , she seems pretty nice , she helped Carl out so I trust her, I don't know what Cristian's problem is. Carl then said " so why don't we all head back to the prison , I looked at Carl and said " Carl , he replied " yea what , I then told him about the prison , and how the fences broke down , and how the walkers got in .

Carl's pov "

I can't believe it the others can't be dead they just cant. " Are the other's dead , I asked Sophia , she looked down and said ' I'm not sure, I then asked her , " what about my dad did you see him , Sophia replied " all I saw was some of the other's staying behind and shooting the walkers down , I then tightened my fist , and said " in a cold voice " lets go , I was walking straight for the prison , Sophia then said " Carl are you alright, I replied " yea , lets see if there alive.

We kept walking ti'll we came across , Billy and Franklin , I said to my pet walkers , " hey I got some guests now behave yourself , you dirtbags, they growled at me , but I just kicked them , Sophia replied " you kept them in ropes , I replied " yea sure why not the walkers don't notice they think your 1 of them , anyway, if we can fix this truck we can get their a bit faster .

Daryl tried to fix the car I was sleeping in but it was no use, I then decided , to just leave Billy and franklin hang from a tree , so they can suffer, Sophia was pretty upset that I did that. We've been walking for at least an hour " Sophia came up to me and said " i've missed you , I replied " so did I , Sophia then looked me directly in the eye's making me blush a little and said " why did you leave , I mean , I know everything that's been going on with your dad and everything, and the stress , and you may have felt like nobody needed you but you have me, I replied " sorry if I made you worry , I just needed to get out of their.

Sophia looked at me and then said " i'm glad your back don't ever leave me again , I looked back at her and smiled , and said " don't worry I will never leave you again". Sophia replied " promise" , I answered " I promise Sophia replied " i'm glad your with me.

After walking and walking , Elizabeth said " yo can we stop i'm getting tired , Beth then said " yea i'm getting pretty tired of walking too. I replied " just a little bit more , can you keep going , Elizabeth then said " idk if I don't pass out on the spot, I then said " Daryl , can we take a break , Daryl replied " we'll take a break on the road beside that car.

We were resting beside's a car , Beth was singing a song, it was perfect it was peaceful something I haven't felt , in a long time, I then said " i'm going for a walk " , I got up and headed into the woods, I stopped when I noticed Sophia behind me. Hey , she said to me, I replied " hey" , I then sat down besides a tree and she sat down with me and held my hand putting her head on my shoulders.

I stared at the floor, Sophia then said " hey what are you thinking about, I replied " I.. I killed 4 teenagers today , they somehow knew about us, about our group they said they had an inside men , 1 of us , when they started talking about you I lost it, they said " they wanted to do stuff to you , to have sex with you, and I killed them brutily , I killed them in cold blood, i'm a monster . Sophia stared at me and said " it's not your fault , was their any other reason to make you kill them , I then said " they shut up , a camp and killed a dog , they cut it's legs off they were monsters , I don't know if I did the right thing , Sophia looked at me and said " you did the right thing , it's not on you , just rest alright baby just close your eyes.

I fell asleep and , Sophia , woke me up later , and we started walking and walking , eventually , I decided to run and the other's ran after me ti'll we finally arrived at the prison.

Back at the Prison ..

Me Sophia, Daryl, Beth, Cristian and Elizabeth arrived at the prison and as soon as we got to the prison field , we saw shooting , and it was no other then the governor's people. I spotted the governor and , the hispanic guy with he's hat backwards and a few other's , I quickly took out my 9mm , fired it and managed to hit the governor on the shoulder, Elizabeth then fired her sniper rifle hitting 2 of the governor's men , Daryl shot he's crossbow and killed 1 of them , then Cristian fired he's shotgun killing 4 of the governors people. After firing and firing , the governor managed to retreat , we then ran inside and saw the other's were alive. I looked and saw the fences were up , Sophia then said " you guys managed to hold them off , dad replied " yup we were lucky , Hershal , and Maggie , took cover in the right guard tower , and we managed to kill all the walkers , but just as everything was calming down that freaking governor showed up.

Dad looked at Elizabeth and said " who is this" , I replied " this is Elizabeth she was all alone when I found her I think she could help us. Dad then said " all right Elizabeth , Christa can you find her a room , Christa replied " sure thing Rick.

Sophia then looked at me and said " we need to talk " I looked at Sophia and asked about what? , Sophia then said" things now come on"

She took me to the cafeteria , and luckily nobody was there we sat in a table and she held my hand and said " why did you leave I felt like you didn't want me anymore , I replied " i'm sorry it's just I needed to get away , from all of this i'm sorry for hurting you in anyway, Sophia looked at me and said " you know if you ever need to talk or if you're thinking about leaving just remember you have me and I care about you. I looked at Sophia and said " as a friend or more , Sophia looked at me and said " what are you talking about, I love you, I always have, we both do don't you, I replied " don't you remember talking to Adam , Steve about me , when I heard you wanted to break up with me, I thought I don't have anyone else left , so why don't I just leave , I don't care about someone as much as I care about you.

Sophia looked at me in the eyes and said " oh Carl 'im sorry, i'm so sorry for what I said " I love you , I do i'm sorry for hurting you , I didnt mean it it "please don't leave my side ever again , I replied " alright I promise.

Sophia then looked at me and said " Carl , I replied " yea" Sophia then said " did you have to kill those teenagers I mean I know they were bad but , couldn't you dealt with them without violence , Carl looked at me and said " they were bad people, they chopped a dogs leg off and gun down people in a camp and stole their stuff just for fun.

I looked at him and said " but you killed them brutily in cold blood , Carl looked at me then in the floor and said " they gave me a chance to join them, I told them no I could have and gone with them but I didn't want to hurt anybody , I didn't want to kill an innocent boy, like I used to with Negan. I then looked at Sophia and said " they asked about you , you know I don't know how they knew but they said , you were hot and told me they wanted to have sex with you, they knew your name they knew about us somehow.

They were ruthless they deserved it , the things they wanted to do to you, Sophia looked at me and said " so you killed them just because they wanted to rape me, you would never have seen them again , Carl then said " I know but I couldn't take that chance I just snapped , I didn't want them to hurt you, Sophia replied " I thought you said that I did the right thing , that's what you told me yesterday. Sophia replied " I know I did but i'm just really not sure anymore. Sophia then got up and said " I don't know who you are anymore , I looked at her and said " what its still me I thought you said you love me, Sophia looked at me and said " I just don't know.

Nightime..

It was now night time I was upset that Sophia didn't trust me, she said " she didn't know who I was anymore, was what I did really that bad. Suddenly we head an explosion outside the prison , we looked outside the window and it was the governor's people but the governor himself was not their . but I did see 1 of the governor's guys that always is with him when he attacked us , he was hispanic , and was wearing a hat backwards.

Lots and lots of gunshot went off , we started firing back I grabbed an m14 and took cover inside a cell. A shot was then fired a broke a window , I got a good look their were about 10 woodbury soldiers , I fired and took 2 guys down , Elizabeth was sniping and killed 2 woodbury soldiers , I then saw Glenn get shot in the shoulders.

I saw Sophia and Beth shooting , the woodbury soldiers got past the front gate and were about to enter inside , I then saw Elizabeth she shot 3 people down with her sniper, I then saw dad fire 1 bullet , taking out 1 of the governor's soldier.

I then threw a smoke grenade and started firing at them, the guy with the hat backwards retreated along with another woodbury soldier and they got out of the prison and escaped into the woods. We were all relieved we managed to hold them off , suddenly bullets were fired , I saw someone firing at Sophia and Beth , he was about to shoot Sophia in the head, when I fired my m14 and shot multiple bullets at the woodbury soldiers head. He fell to the floor , and their layed the woodbury soldiers lifeless, body , I looked at him then said to Sophia and Beth are you guys alright, they nodded , but Sophia didn't look at me she just nodded and looked at the ground " , I looked at the dead woodbury soldier and then took out my knife and started stabbing the woodbury soldier repeatedly in the chest over and over again , as I did this the others watched me stab the guy like a monster.

I was taking all my anger out on this guy , taking my anger for Sophia leaving me, taking my anger out for mom dying , taking my anger out for losing the people I cared about, dad then came over to me and put a hand on my shoulder, I then dropped the knife , and harshly pushed he's hands off me, I then said " i'll take care of these woodbury scum bags on our territory i'll make sure they don't turn and i'll burn the bodies.

After going around the front of the prison and stabbing them all in the head, I couldn't find anymore , so I threw all of the woodbury attackers into the field and burned all of them , I just stood inside the fences as , I watched the attackers burned , the burning gave me , strength , gave me anger. The burning resembled the evil of this world and how the world has gone to shit , I looked at the fire and said " burn them alive make them feel what pain is. I then heard footsteps behind me I turned around and saw it was Elizibeth the spanish tomgirl with the bulls snap back and a grey tanktop.

I looked at her and said " hey, she looked at me and said " your okay , I replied " im fine in a serious tone, she then said " I know how you feel, I replied " how .. do you really.. do you really know how I feel .. can you understand what i'm feeling right now, do you have any idea what im going through do you , Elizabeth looked at me and said " yes I do I completely understand cause I was the same way , I replied " how she answered " all of us have had our dark side, after all my friends died, after all the fighting and my boyfriend going crazy , after seeing how messed up this world was, I was forced to change I tried to fight it as long as I could but I couldn't I did some really horrible things in order to survive.

I replied " I had to shoot my own mother so she wouldn't turn she was still alive.

Elizebeth looked at me and said " i'm sorry I had to put down my boyfriend and my best friend , my best friend asked me to , my boyfriend lost it and tried to rape me. I looked at her and said " do you think we can come back from this, she looked at me and said " I know we can we're not too far gone.

Elizebeth then kisses me in the cheeks and said " you can change too.

Midnight..

I was up on the left guard tower keeping watch it was midnight it was like 2:00 it was pretty quiet no walkers no governor soldiers , at least I thought so, I was wrong.

A gun was fired and hit the window on the guard tower breaking it , I ducked and bullets were fired at me , I shot back and hit 1 woodbury soldier right in the head, I then saw Elizebeth shooting her sniper and shot 2 woodbury soldiers. I saw ,dad shooting taking 1 down and Merle taking 4 down , I shot again taking 5 woodbury soldiers out. After firing and firing we managed to kill all the woodbury attackers.

Afterwards, we all went inside the prison and we gathered in a group and dad asked us if we were all okay and I replied that we were all fine that he didn't need to worry about us

dad then said to me " excuse me, may I remind you if it weren,t for me you would have been dead a long time ago, I then sai d" we'll why didn't you let me die then , how come you can keep me alive but not mo.. " Carl respect your father " Sophia interrupted me , I just looked at Sophia and then just walked to my cell angrily.

Sophia's pov " Carl stormed off as usually when he gets all pissed , I looked at Rick and said " i'll go talk to him , he replied " you go do that.

I walked in Carl's cell since I moved out after what happened between me and him. I walked in and saw Carl just staring at a picture , I got closer and saw it was a picture , of him he,s dad and mom , I then looked at he,s eyes , they were cold full of hate, the eyes that he used to have everytime he said he loved me was gone, there were no emotion in he,s eyes.

I said to Carl what are you doing their , he ignored me 1st then I asked again , he looked at me then down and then waited a couple seconds before saying " nothing just found this picture here of my mom, I miss her. I looked at Carl and said " I know you do, he just kept staring a picture of he's dad him and mom, I then said " so how are you feeling , he replied " okay I guest, I then asked him " Carl what I said to you earlier i'm sorry I didn't really mean it sorry if I hurted then said " its okay I get it, I then said " so anyway you have to stop fighting with your dad , he's in a lot of pain , Carl answered " whatever".

I then got up and said " so me and my mom are doing great since she got back , Carl replied " oh thats cool" . I looked at Carl and saw that he was not interested in talking right now and I said " so when are we gonna go on our next run , he replied " I dunno when our supplies starts to get low , we have a bunch though so we shouldn't have to.

I then said to Carl " are you mad at me , he didn't answer and thats when , I just got up walked out of the cell. So Carl didn't want to talk to me , I think it has to do something about what I said , I know he didn't have a choice when he killed them but that was just brutal the way he murdered them. I decided to go to talk to Beth and hang out with her. I knocked on her cell and said " hey beth , Beth replied " oh Sophia , whats up , I replied " nothing just boared do you wanna hang out she replied " sure come in. I came inside Beth's cell and said "so what are you doing Beth replied " nothing just reading , where's Carl I , replied " uhh he doesn't want anyone to bother him , Beth replied " don't worry he just needs time time to work things out now come on lets go outside.

Me and Beth went outside , I asked her what she wanted to do. Beth replied " lets play soccer " so we were playing soccer for a little bit , ti'll we got tired.

I then said goodbye to Beth and went to sleep in my moms cell. I was starting to fall asleep when I heard footsteps coming closer and closer, I waited and heard the footsteps now really close , when the person passed by I realized it was Carl. I settled down , and went back to bed but then , Carl was walking back and forth multiple times thats when I got up and got out of the cell and saw Carl walking around the cell block , I went up to him and said " what are you doing " Carl replies " guard duty.

I looked at him and said " guard duty what for " Carl looked at me and said " in a pissed off tone " cause we need to be ready for anything and walkers might come rolling in here at anytime we need to be ready.

Carl then looked away from me quickly and said " anyway if you can excuse me I need to get back to work " . I love Carl I truly do he is one of the most important people in my life, I don't know what I would do without him he saved my life multiple times.

He's perfect in everyway , he's handsome, he,s nice blue eyes , he's straight brown hair , he even looks even more perfect with he,s cowboy hat , he's he's everything I could ever want from a man. But now .. he's different , he,s not the same person I met , the same person that looked after me the same person that I fell in love with .

He,s colder , more meaner , more strict , he,s not the same person I fell in love with I want him back I want the old Carl back , I don't know who this person is who ever it is it's not Carl.

Carl started walking away , I started walking towards him and said " we,ll let me help you , you should get some rest. Carl stopped and said " thanks for worrying about me but i'm okay and he continued walking. I then said okay but just remember that there's people who care about you and you can talk to them , Carl ignored my question and kept walking, I got a little mad. I watched him walk away till I decided to stop him I went up to him and caught him by surprise by hugging him from behind.

Carl just stayed their and then finally said " well you know I could use some help outside. We went outside and I asked him what are we doing " out here" , Carl replied " we,ll I need your help setting up the traps. I looked at him and said " alright sure, he just looked at me with a cold look in he,s eyes , they were full of pain. And I couldn't help but want to take him away from all this pain.

We were setting up traps I tried to talk to Carl but he didn't really pay any attention to me just gave me very short simple answers , , we were putting up spiked on the field and other traps, eventually we came across some beautiful flowers , it would be a waste to not take some. The governor would ruin all the flowers when he comes with he,s firepower power and he's army . Carl saw the flowers and he picked it up and put it around my ears and then smiled at me and then quickly got back to work.

As we were setting the traps he was still ignoring me it sent chills down my body at how different he is. " Carl please look at me please , Carl still ignored me , I then yelled " ok look Carl i'm sorry for whatever I did now can you please..

Boom

I heard a loud sound , I then noticed the fences were ripped open , thats when I heard someone yell from the forest " if you know what's good for you give up now and we might show mercy.

Carl quickly took out he's gun and took a shot and the bullet hit one of the guys in the stomach. They fired back, the hispanic guy with the hat was their too. I then saw , Rick , Merle and the others firing at them too Rick yelled " what the hell is going on" , I answered " woodbury is attacking us ".

We kept shooting them down ti,ll they ran off , but Merle then came out of the guard tower and yelled " I got the son of a bitch ". We then saw Merle had captured a kid about a little bit younger then Carl and me he looked to be 13 , 14 maybe.

the kid screamed " help i'm sorry I attacked , I was just following orders please I wanna live please don't kill me please". Merle replied to the boy " shoulda thought about that when you had the chance " Merle then covered the kids eyes with a blindfold and then said " don't worry kid this will be quick. Merle took out he's handgun pointed it at the back of the kids head and said " don't worry this will be quick and painless you won't even feel a thing, look at the brightside though kid , you'll wake up from this madness world.

We all watched as Merle was about to kill the boy. As Merle gets the dirty jobs done. He was just a kid they probably made him attack us , it's not he's fault Cristian then said " come on Merle shoot him he's just trash , Merle replied " your damn right he is now .. sorry kid now you have to the count of 3 to say your prayers , 1.2. and I closed my eyes tightly I didn't want to watch this, Merle stop I heard someone scream.

Carl's pov " I screamed for Merle to stop , he stopped and he looked at me they all looked at me , Cristian then said " what the hell are you doing Carl we need to take care of this ". " I know I said " it's just that .. I looked at Sophia and smiled at her she smiled back , I looked at Cristian and said " this just isn't right he's just a kid.

Cristian replied " what just a kid he's a dangerous kid, I then said " we don't know that Merle then said " that's funny coming from the psychopathic kid . Sophia then yelled " hey he is not a phycopath and don't talk about him like that and look at yourself you're not better your worse. So just shut your mouth you pig , Merle replied " what did you just call me you little bitch , say that again and i'll slap the shit out of you, Sophia replied " I told you to shut your mouth you pig . Merle then said that's it i'ma slap the shit out of you and nobody's gonna stop me.

Dad then interfered and said " alright that's it you two calm down were on the same side here we don't need to kill each other. I then said " yea behave your self Merle , Merle replied " why would I behave myself for that slut I know what you 2 have been doing in your cell together.

Carol then got in the argument and said " Excuse me don't talk about my daughter like that, " yea I said , Sophia smiled at me ". Carol then said " now what have you guys been doing , me and Sophia both blushed oh boy were in for it now, I decided to change the subject and said " So Merle just put the gun down now, Merle threw the gun away and hit the boy in the back of the head knocking him out cold.

" Good " I said Cristian then said " so what now " I replied " we lock him up in one of the cells and we'll figure out what to do with him when this thing with woodbury is over". Rick went over to the boy and handcuffed he's hands together. Cristian then said " all right but he's your responsibilty Carl if anything happens its on you. I noded and said " all right , Rick then said " all right if thats everything then everyones dismissed.

Everyone left but me and Sophia she just looked at me and said " what are you thinking about , I answered " about the boy I hope I made the right choice, Sophia replied " you did I know you did. Sophia then looked me directly in the eyes with her gorgeous beautiful eyes and said " oh and thanks for standing up to me she said before kissing me on the cheeks. I looked at her and said " it was nothing , I just can't let him insult you, Sophia then said " still you stood up for that kid , you stopped Merle from killing him , I replied " it was the right thing to do Sophia then said " so you do care , you still have some good in you you're not all survival.

I replied to Sophia " I thought you told me you didn't know who I was anymore I joked " Sophia looked at me sadly and said " i'm sorry what I said " I didn't really mean it " , I looked at her and said " its alright it was a horrible thing I did. You can hate me if you want i'm not happy with what I did , I think of myself as a monster , Sophia replied " your not a monster i'm sorry for what I said " can you forgive me. I looked at Sophia and smiled at her and said " yes , she smiled back and hugged me , we better get him to he's cell.

Me and Sophia picked the boy up and put him in the block where dad and Daryl cleaned up for the prisoners and put him in one of the cell blocks and locked it , and put food their too.

Me and Sophia went back to our block where the others were I sat down besides the wall and Sophia sat down next to me and held my hand we looked at each other eyes and Sophia said " you can sleep if you want to i'm not going anywhere im here with you. I took off my hat and put it on Sophia's head and I said to her " i'm sorry ,she replied " for what I answered " for acting like this not paying any attention to you it's not gonna be like this anymore. Sophia replied " it's all right I just want to be with you, I replied "just wait tommow its just gonna be me and you no one else its gonna me so much fun I promise. Sophia smiled and said " alright squizing my hand harder , she then put her head on my shoulders and a couple minutes later she fell asleep and in no time so did I.

Sophia's pov "

I woke up it was morning , I turned around and saw Carl sleeping right next me , it felt good being next to him , he felt so warm , being next him makes me happy. Im glad he's not as far gone as I thought he was , he stood up for me , and he wanted to save that kid , that innocent person is still their.

I've missed this side of him , he finally opens up I love him I really do. Carl started waking up , hey sleepy head finally up huh, Carl yawned and said yea what time is it anyway I replied " I dunno 8:00.

Carl yawned again and said arghh my back hurts what did we sleep on , he turned around and saw the wall and said no wonder. He got up and said " now get up cowgirl , I smiled and said " alright cow what. Carl then said " aright remember that special day I told you , I smiled and said yes, Carl replied " we'll im giving it to you now come on follow me , I followed him.

We went outside the prison and went to the basketball court and he gave a basketball , I replied " i've never played basketball , Carl replied " don't worry i'll teach you , now come on lets play Babe I smiled at him your on.

Carl's pov..

We played for a while until we got boared what do you want to do now Sophia asked me I replied " i'm not sure. Then I said " lets play tag we haven't played that in a while , Sophia smiled and said alright sure. so lets get .. tag your it. I tagged Sophia and ran , Sophia yelled " no fair and ran after me , I ran and ran through the prison , eventually I trip on a rock and fall to the floor. Sophia then stopped and said " you alright , I replied " yea i'm fine Sophia dont worry , she then said Carl your face.. you have a cut on your cheek. I replied " i,'ll be fine, Sophia then said " just wait here i,ll get you some bandages and put some alcohol in it.

I absolutly hate alcohol it stings so bad , moments later Sophia came back with some alcohol and bandages , she put some alcohol on me, oww I said " Sophia replied "stop being such a baby she joked. She then put a bandage on my cheeks to cover up the cut, all better now Sophia said , I smiled at her. Hey lets go eat I said to her , Sophia replied " where I answered inside the prison come on your beautiful i,ll give you a nice date you deserve one.

Sophia smiled at me and said aww thats so sweet Carl im sure lori would be proud of you. I looked down at he floor and remembering that moms dead, Sophia then said " " oh Carl I am so sorry, I replied to Sophia that's alright its ok , no need to apologize.I took Sophia,s hand and we walked together to this room. Now close your eyes its a surprise I told Sophia and she did, I ran out of the prison and got some flowers in the yard, I picked it up but then 10 walkers surrounded me, I took out my handgun and shot them all down, I then carried the flowers and ran right back to Sophia.

I put them on a wooden table, I then said oh almost forgot i,ll be right back, I went to the kitchen and grabbed some water and bread and went back and put them on the table. You can open your eyes now I told Sophia , she opened her eyes and she said " oh my gosh I love it how romantic she said before hugging me. I replied " it was nothing , Sophia then said " aww are those flowers for me, I answered " yea they are their beautiful like u. Sophia smiled and said aww how sweet where did you get these flowers any way.

I replied " oh I got it in the fields , Sophia looked at me and said " what you got them where , I replied " in the field , some walkers attacked me but I got out alive. Sophia then raised her voice and said " are you crazy, I answered " look im fine alright no biggie. Sophia looked at me and said " you could have gotten hurt , you could have been bitten , you could have. I stopped her and said " look Sophia im alright ok. Sophia then said " im sorry I just dont want you getting hurt Sophia said while getting really close to me more then usual. I kissed Sophia in the cheek for 1 second then we went to sit down.

We sat down on the table and I held Sophia's hand look im fine no biggie , we do this all the time don't we beside if I was in real danger you would have come to my rescue right. Sophia giggled and said " yea". After talking and joking with each other the conversation changed.

Sophia I said to her she replied " yes Carl I then said to her you do know that I love you right, Sophia answered , " I know I do too and I will always love you. I then said Sophia you still do even after the way I was acting , Sophia looked down at the floor for a second and said , your going through a lot and I understand , so i,ll give you your space.

I then said to Sophia " i'm sorry for treating you like this, Sophia replied " it's okay , " no its not I've been acting like a jerk to you well from now on no more I promise. Sophia started showing tears in her eyes , I could tell she was trying to hold them back but failed.

She snapped and said " how.. how could you treat me like this your own girlfriend do you have any idea how that's like do you, huh do you , you love me that's bullshit , everything I've done for you and this is how you treat me , you've been ignoring me , you haven't been paying attention to me lately , you're a jerk , you don't care about anyone feeling but your own , heck you never listen to what I have to say you think your so tough always acting like you don't cared but deep down I know ur just scared , but you don't want to admit it. I hate you , I wish I never met you, why can't you end up like your mom."

I looked at Sophia heartbroken at what she said , " fine maybe I will I yelled at Sophia and I stormed off angrily.

Sophia's pov "

I can't believe what I said to him , I shouldn't have said those awful things to him , I took it too far I must have really hurted him. Tears ran down my cheeks, it's all my fault what was I thinking , why did I mention he,s mom I went way too far.

" Carl I didn't mean that " I yelled out to him , no response from him , " Carl i'm sorry I tried again still no response , I then got up and tried looking for him. I looked for him in the prison but I couldn't find him, I then yelled " Carl talk to me, I then checked outside,

(no one was inside the prison) every one was outside I couldn't find him , I was about to go back in the prison to check the tombs when. I spotted Carl in the field. I quickly ran to him,

( as I ran up to him I thought about how badly I hurted him)

(what must he be thinking, that he must hate me , I said some really mean things to him.).

How could I just say that.

( What is wrong with me , he may never forgive me ). When I finally reached Carl I said to him " Carl i'm sorry what I said back there I didn't mean it , I don't know what I was thinking. i'm sorry your probably never going to forgive me I went way too far.

( No response came from Carl) " guess you hate me don't you Carl". ( He didn't respond)

(I looked at the ground sadly knowing that my boyfriend hates me)

(I was about to leave him alone when I noticed their was something on Carl's shoulder). I got a closer look and got right in front of he,s face and I took a look at what it was on he's shoulder. It was dripping , and the liquid was coming out of he's shoulder their was a lot it was , that's when I realized it was blood. ( Ahhhhhhhh I screamed from the top of my lungs ) " Carl what did you do , I then saw their was a sharp knife on he's shoulder causing him to bleed. Carl why why would you do this.

( I hate you , I wish I never met you ,why can't you end up like your mom ).

Oh my gosh its .. its my fault I told him to do this , and I hurted him god there's still time I thought , I quickly took the knife out of he's shoulder. Carl then started coughing, " your alive Carl , Carl then said " arghh what did I do , you mean you don't remember you tried to kill yourself dumb ass. Suddenly Carl ran to the forest , I looked at why he ran and saw the others running towards me , probably because I shouted " shit if Rick , see's Carl like that no , but I can't leave Carl by himself I have to be with him, So I ran after Carl .

I was running and running through the woods looking for him I was following he,s footprints in the mud.I kept running till I bumped into someone and it turned out to be Carl. " Carl I hugged him as tight as I could. He pushed me away, I then said " why did you run away and why did you do that to yourself, Carl looked at the floor and said " why not I have nothing left , there's nothing to live for anymore. you were right I should kill myself , I screamed " no , im sorry I was angry but you can't do that I was really angry I let my emotions run free , Carl replied " no that's what you always wanted to say but could never say it.

I replied " no that's not what I meant , Carl yelled back " I know what you meant " I screamed " so your just gonna leave me all by myself in this horrible world. Carl looked at me and said " you've made it this long , and you already know how to protect your self. I then said " look im sorry, Carl then stormed off but I took he's hand and said " please come back. Carl screamed no everyone is a traitor even you, I really loved you , you know and you're right I am just scared , im not tough i'm weak , I then said no your not your... ( but before I could finish someone knock me and Carl out cold.

A/U " Dunn dunn , lol anyway tell me what you guys think btw im gonna have another story about corpse party torture souls based on the show and its gonna be a Seiko and Naomi story, so look out for that it'll be out soon.