AN: Well here it is... authors note at bottom. Please read. Apologies for the wait. Reviewing is a must please. Enjoy the newest chapter!


A few weeks have gone by and its finally Thanksgiving. Unfortunately that means that everybody in my family is coming over for dinner.

I looked at my watch. Great, everyone's gonna be here in an hour. I shake my head and turn off my videogame. I might as well start smoking now; then I'll be really hungry when we eat.

I run upstairs to my room and go into my closet pulling out my little box. Carefully I roll up a blunt. Then I put on my coat so I can go out to the patio. I don't want anyone smelling this.


When I walk back into my room I sit back on my bed and glance at my alarm. Well that killed 10 minutes. Maybe I'll just take a nap. I can get some peace and quiet before the madness that is my family.

The second I close my eyes the door swings open hitting the wall loudly. "Inuyasha!"

I sigh. "What Kagome?"

She walks over to me. "I have to tell you something."

"Well whatever it is can wait, I'm taking a nap."

I hear her sit on my bed. "But it's important."

So damn persistent. I sit up and give her a mean look. "Every time you have to tell me something important its bad news for me. The first time I found out you were pregnant. Last time that we were getting married. Save it."

She poked me in the chest. "Listen buddy, first off, us having our daughter is a blessing. And second off, marrying me is the luckiest thing that ever happened to you."

I laughed, "Right, because any guy would kill to spend the rest of his life with you."

She crossed her arms. "Any guy whose judgment isn't impaired by his heavy drug use would be smart enough too."

"Ha, yeah and after a week of being in a relationship with you that guy would understand exactly why I'm so fucked up all the time."

Kagome didn't say anything back; instead she stood up and shoved her middle finger in my face. "Fuck you Inuyasha!"

I heard her voice crack. I went too far.

I gave a half-ass smile. "What is it you wanted to tell me?"

She took a deep breath. "Okay well," then a big smile broke out, "I heard a name today."

I smirk. "Yeah?"

She nodded. "Yes, and I'm in love with it. If you like it too then we can announce it as a potential name during dinner."

"Hmm, alright then. That sounds fine. So what is it?"


The next few weeks go by pretty uneventful. I did a little thinking on what Sesshomaru told me before and decided that it couldn't hurt to straighten up a little. So now I don't skip classes anymore, I'm just late if I wanted to take a smoke break. My partying has been limited to only Thursday through Saturday. That's pretty good if you ask me; only three days of the week.

I've been trying to get along with Kagome more. It's kind of difficult though, she's always being bitchy. I know it's just her hormones but I get the feeling I'm rubbing off on her too. She started to act like me when we fight. I have to admit sometimes I piss her off just because it's funny now.

Kagome is finally starting to show. Not too much but now you can tell she's pregnant just by looking at her. Her tits are way bigger than they used to be. She still isn't wearing maternity clothes though. But truth is, I like when she wears her tighter clothes because I feel like I'm getting a better look at the baby.

My daughter is probably the best thing that's ever happened to me. I don't know why but lately I just wish that I could see her right now. I always keep her ultrasound pictures in my wallet. Whenever I'm stressed or anything I can look at them and they instantly cheer me up. I don't think I've ever loved someone the way I love her already. Not even my mom. I hope this is normal.


Today is Friday. Not just any Friday, it's the last-day-before-winter-break-Friday. I got up this morning super stoked. After I took my shower and got dressed I rolled up a fat blunt of some loud. Then I turned on the TV and laid back down on my bed. Getting high while watching some music videos, what a great morning. I only smoked half of it though; it had me high as fuck already. You gotta love that good shit. I planned on saving the other half of it to smoke with Miroku, and maybe Naraku too. Before I knew it I heard someone open my door.

I sat up and moved the ash tray to the side of my bed. "You want to knock first?" I said agitated.

I looked over and saw Kagome roll her eyes. "I did knock, idiot. You weren't responding."

"Oh," I smiled. "Well what do you want?"

"We need to leave."

I looked at my watch. "We don't usually leave for another 10 minutes."

"I need to get there early today." She walked to the corner of my room and grabbed my books up before walking over to the bed.

"Why?" I asked when she gave me my stuff.

"Because I need to talk to the counselor about next semester." She put her hands on her hips. "Can we go now?"

I sighed. "Whatever." I got up and grabbed a zip lock back off my dresser and put my blunt in it. Then I picked up my books and keys and started to walk out of the room.

"Inuyasha, I saw that."

I didn't respond.

"You can't take that to school, you'll get expelled."

I rolled my eyes. "Kagome I'm not gonna get expelled for a little bit of weed. And the only people who know about it are you, me, and whoever I choose to smoke it with. So if I get in trouble I know it was you."

She sped up to walk beside me. "Now why would I try to get you into trouble? I'm sure you having enough trouble staying in high school as it is."

We get to my car and I don't say anything, waiting until she buckles in. "Kagome," our eyes met, "you're a bitch. You can shut up now; I'm done listening to you for the rest of the morning." I turned to face forward and started driving to school.

For once she listened to me; I looked over from the corner of my eye and saw she was looking out the window quietly.

When we pulled up to the school parking lot I heard her make a noise and looked over. Was she crying? "Kagome, you're not seriously crying."

She looked over to me with a wet face and red eyes. "Of course I'm crying you jerk. You're such an asshole Inuyasha. Who the fuck says shit like that to the person pregnant with their child?"

Then the sobbing began. I found a parking spot and pulled in. When I turned off the car I looked at her. "Kagome, stop crying. I was just pissed off and wanted you to stop talking."

"Well it worked. I hope you're happy." She got out the car and slammed the door shut.

I sighed and rested my head on the wheel. The guilt was eating at me. I pulled out my phone and sent her a text saying sorry. Hopefully her hormones won't make her cry all day.

During lunch Naraku was telling me that he's having a huge party. He asked if I could make it.

"Oh man, of course I'm gonna be there."

"Where are you going?" Kagome interrupts us.

I turn around and look at here. "Don't worry about it." Then I look back at Naraku and continue. Or at least I tried. Kagome never could shut up.

"How can't I worry? What if you're irresponsible self ends up overdosing on the next drug you decide to try and I have to be a single mom for the rest of my life."

I felt my friends stare at me. "Kagome!" I slam my hands on the table. "I can't fucking stand you." I get up and leave before anything else happens.

I walk out of the lunch room and head for the exit. I need to finish that blunt from earlier before I kill someone.

"Inuyasha!"

I stoop and turn around. "What Kagome?"

"What's wrong with you?" she crosses her arms over her chest looking me up and down. "Why are you leaving?"

"Why do you always have to make me look bad in front of my friends!"

"News flash, I don't make you look bad. You make yourself look bad."

"Fuck you," I walk away.

After leaving the building I get into my car, drive off to Naraku's house and let myself in with their hidden key. I don't want to be around my family, especially knowing that Kagome will be coming home in a couple hours. I guess I can get high, play some Xbox and then help Naraku set up for this party.


Later that night I was on my third game of beer pong when Bankotsu calls my name.

"Hey Yash, you ready to smoke? I got something special for the holidays." He held up the bag.

"Really?" I grin, "What would that be?"

"Kush berry. I got it from my cousin a week ago. Been saving it."

I grin. "Let's roll up."

So, me, Naraku, Bankotsu, Onigumo, and Koga went in the kitchen and faced 5 blunts of this kush berry. By the time the last one is put out I look at my friend Koga and he just looks back. Not even a second later I'm clutching my stomach laughing.

"Alright everyone," I sputter, "If anyone here can say he is not high as fuck then you are…" I pause to think, "lying." Everyone laughs.

I get up and play a game of beer pong but I end up losing by over half. After drinking my last beer I walk into the kitchen to get another can from the fridge. Then I go to the pong table to watch the game.

"Yash." Naraku puts his hand on my shoulder.

"What's up?"

"Come upstairs." He walks away and I follow him.

I go to his room and see Onigumo holding a book with a few lines of what looked like pills.

"Try this shit." Onigumo hands me the book and a straw.

Looking down at the line I notice it's a lot more than usual. Did an alarm just go off in my head? I want to think more about it but I'm so drunk and blunted my mind is in a fog. "What's the worst that could happen?"


I struggle to open my eyes. All I see is a blinding white light...


AN: Okay well I haven't updated in forever! Truth is I moved to a new home and am working full time... and with my boyfriend I have no time to actually sit and write. To be honest this I only accomplished this because I'm staying at my mom's tonight and its 5am. So I know you probably hate me but hey I just stayed up all night doing this and I have to be up in 2 hours sooo I'm sorry Review so I know people are still reading this. And yes a cliffy…did Inuyasha die? And how dare I not tell you the baby's name! lol like I said review please. Because if you don't then I guess no one is reading this anymore so I shouldn't take the effort to write it…hint hint ;)